The years I raised the boss

All the sounds in my ears disappeared in an instant, as if everything was completely silent.

Jiang Ge stood there stiffly, just one door away, and he didn't dare to take a step forward.

bother him...

I don't want to see him in this life...?

When Xie Xinglan said "he", did he mean himself?

The bone-piercing chill eroded the limbs and bones bit by bit, and Jiang Ge kept replaying the few words he heard from other people these years in his mind.

"His mother is not clean, he must be sick..."

"He has no legs, is he a monster?"

"No one wants to play with you at all, Xie Xinglan just pities you, he doesn't like you..."

……

There were rumbles in his ears, and the hands hanging on both sides trembled violently uncontrollably.

Did Xie Xinglan see him beating Chen Yihui and hear that he pushed Zhou Yang into the water, and thought he was a hopelessly bad boy?Do you hate him already?Is it true... never want to see him again?

But obviously before, Xie Xinglan also smiled at him and cared about him.

Kiss him on the face and say he loves him.

He desperately grasped the warmth given by Xie Xinglan, and managed to survive those few years of nightmare.

Is it because he has become too disgusting and scary now that Xie Xinglan hates him?

A few days ago, Grandpa Jiang specially came back to discipline him personally because of the matter between him and Zhou Yang.

Grandpa Jiang settled the matter for him and grounded him for three days to let him reflect on his mistakes.

Jiang Ge knew exactly where he was wrong.

"I shouldn't have given Zhou Yang the chance to talk again."

In other words, he was too impulsive, how could he do it himself, what if Xie Xinglan found out?

Jiang Ge clearly remembered Grandpa Jiang's unbelievably complex eyes when he said this sentence with a blank face.

He was familiar with that look.

It seems that he is not a person, but a sinister and dirty monster who can only live in the sewer, and does not deserve the sunshine in his life.

But he really thought so.He never felt like he was doing anything wrong.

Zhou Yang deserved to die, every time he thought of Zhou Yang's dirty eyes and the hand reaching out to Xie Xinglan, the dark impulse in his body would tear him apart.

He always knew he wasn't normal.

He doesn't have emotions like sympathy and pity. He doesn't understand the characters on TV who are hugging and crying for no reason, and he doesn't understand why Xie Xinglan would take care of a wounded bird.

His world is black and white, he keeps the black for himself, and pretends to be Xie Xinglan in the white.

Because Xie Xinglan was by his side, like the only light source, dispelling the darkness that was about to devour him, he has survived until now, sawing back and forth between black and white, and did not let himself sink into the night completely.

But now, Xie Xinglan also disgusted him.Don't see him either.

Jiang Ge's whole body seemed to be fished out of the cold pool water. It was clearly early autumn, and even his teeth chattered uncontrollably.After a while, Jiang Ge bit his lips hard. He should have turned around and left immediately, as if he had never been there and heard nothing.

He left in a hurry, and when he reached the stairs, he bumped into a girl head-on.

The girl almost fell down, raised her head, and was about to say something, but when she saw Jiang Ge's dead eyes and pale face, she was all scared back.She quickly ran away.

Jiang Ge stood there for a while, obviously he was used to the situation, but his senses were almost overwhelmed by the heart-piercing pain.

Anyone who sees him will run away. A person like him originally...doesn't deserve to be liked.

This year Jiang Ge was less than 13 years old.

But he vaguely understands that "like" is a luxury that he can never ask for.

×

Even though Xie Xinglan was in good health, this sudden cold also dragged him down.

He has not been active for several days, and he always speaks with a strong nasal voice. In order not to infect others, he wears a mask to school every day.

As he expected, Jiang Ge came to school soon.

At the same time, it was also the school's parent-child sports meeting.

Yuan Yuwen specially asked for leave from the school to attend the sports meeting.

The first event in the morning is the parent-child baton race. The children run 100 meters and give the baton to their parents, and then the parents run 100 meters.

The school playground is full of people coming and going, lively and noisy, and the passionate march of athletes is playing on the radio.

Xie Xinglan was the fastest runner in the group, but Yuan Yuwen was not good at running, so he came in third.

Yuan Yuwen said sorry to Xie Xinglan with an apologetic face. She thought Xie Xinglan ran so fast to get the No.1 reward.Xie Xinglan shook his head, smiled and hugged his mother, then turned his head to look around and said, "Mom, did you see Jiang Ge?"

In the past two years, Jiang Ge occasionally went to Xie's house for dinner. Yuan Yuwen heard some rumors about Jiang Ge from other people, and felt very sorry for this child.

"No, is Xiaoge here today?"

Today is the parent-child sports meeting, and the children whose parents are unable to attend are on vacation.

"Yes. I saw him this morning." But because he had a bad cold and wanted to find Yuan Yuwen among the parents, he only beckoned from afar.

Soon, Xie Xinglan saw Jiang Ge standing under the shade of a tree.

Jiang Ge seemed to be looking in his direction, Xie Xinglan said something to Yuan Yuwen, and then trotted down towards the tree.

Seeing Xie Xinglan approaching, Jiang Ge couldn't help standing up a little bit, and subconsciously looked down at his clothes.

Fortunately, not dirty.

There can't be anything bad about it.

A Zhao would hate it.

His chest was so tight that he didn't even dare to look directly at Xie Xinglan's smiling eyes, and lowered his eyelids slightly.

"Cub, are you not on the Internet, or have you forgotten your password? I asked you so many times why you didn't come to school, and you didn't reply to me." Xie Xinglan folded his hands on his hips, condemning his scumbag behavior of not replying to messages: "You won't be able to catch up with your sister in the future."

Jiang Ge's throat was a little dry: "I'm sorry... I'm not online, I didn't see it."

Xie Xinglan thought that he was involved in Zhou Yang's mess this time, and Mr. Jiang valued him again, so he must be disciplined strictly.The child has already been taught a lesson, so don't be cruel to him.He didn't care about Jiang Ge's failure to reply to the news, he naturally took his hand: "Come on, let's go buy ice cream."

As soon as the two held hands, Jiang Ge suddenly withdrew his hand and took half a step back as if he had been electrocuted.

Xie Xinglan turned to look at him in surprise: "What's wrong?"

Jiang Ge's face was pale. He avoided Xie Xinglan's gaze, clenched the back of his hands tightly behind his back, and said in a low voice, "You have a cold, so you can't eat ice cream."

Xie Xinglan snorted, thinking he was a little weird.

Yuan Yuwen walked over and took a child to lunch.

The last activity in the afternoon was for the children to weave wreath necklaces, and then find their parents among the disturbed parents and put wreaths on them.The kid with the shortest time gets a whole bucket of lollipops.

Giving something as a gift is always better than buying it. Xie Xinglan coveted that bucket of lollipops, but he was too clumsy to do such a thing.So he forced the dexterous Jiang Ge to help him weave a wreath.

With a whistle, the children hurriedly started tossing the flowers on the long table.

Compared with other children, Jiang Ge appeared calm and calm, and he did everything step by step in an orderly manner, and he was the first to complete the garland.

He handed the wreath to Xie Xinglan, and stood there without moving.

Neither of his parents came, and even if he entered the parents' pile, it was impossible to find them.

Xie Xinglan put the wreath around his neck, then held his hand, and smiled, "You're taller, help me find it together."

Jiang Ge was stunned for a moment, and was dragged into the group of parents by Xie Xinglan just like that.

They shuttled back and forth among the parents lined up in square formation, and soon Xie Xinglan found Yuan Yuwen: "Mom!"

Yuan Yuwen smiled slightly and squatted down: "You guys are amazing! You are No.1."

Xie Xinglan smiled and pushed Jiang Ge forward a little, urging: "Put it on quickly, the lollipop is waving to us."

Jiang Ge was at a loss for what to do.

Yuan Yuwen lowered his head to make it easy for him to wear it, and the parents next to him looked at it with a smile, thinking that Xie Xinglan and Jiang Ge were two brothers.

"Look at these two brothers, they are both so handsome."

"Yeah, my chubby little guy is still picking flowers slowly, not in a hurry at all."

……

Jiang Ge put the wreath around Yuan Yuwen's neck with trembling fingers, and Yuan Yuwen stroked his hair with a gentle smile: "Thank you, Xiao Ge."

Jiang Ge lowered his head.

Today, he originally came to say goodbye to Xie Xinglan.

He couldn't even say goodbye, Jiang Ge just wanted to watch him quietly in the dark, and didn't want Xie Xinglan to see him getting upset.

These years, Jiang Ge lived peacefully in Jiang's house. Firstly, because he was taken care of by the old man, and secondly, Jiang Jiawen, the eldest son of Jiang Huang and his wife, has been studying in an elite school abroad.

Jiang Jiawen is one year older than Jiang Ge, and is Mrs. Jiang's favorite.

The two are similar in age, which inevitably makes people care about each other.

Seeing that Jiang Ge is an illegitimate son who is only in his early ten years old, but is outstanding in all aspects, and already has the old man's side, Mrs. Jiang is furious.How can there be more reliance on illegitimate children?She can let Jiang Ge, a bastard born to a bitch, stay in the Jiang family, and she has a big stomach!

So as soon as Jiang Jiawen's overseas studies ended, she let him go back to China immediately, and she mentioned to Jiang Huang several times overtly and secretly, asking Jiang Huang to send Jiang Ge to study abroad.

Jiang Ge didn't have any ability to struggle, even if he knelt down and begged Grandpa Jiang, swearing that he would never do anything wrong again, it was useless.Jiang's family transferred his files from the school with one phone call.

In his short life, he had little control over his own destiny.

But he was still grateful to his mother for giving birth to him so that he could meet Xie Xinglan.

Jiang Ge stared fixedly at Xie Xinglan who was approaching with a bucket of lollipops in his arms. The young boy's picturesque clean and beautiful eyebrows and eyes were full of bright smiles.

Xie Xinglan patted the plastic bucket: "This brand of lollipops tastes the best, and we each have half."

Jiang Ge was silent for a moment, then suddenly said softly, "I'm leaving."

Xie Xinglan said aloud: "It's only past three o'clock. My mother said she's going to take us to eat dessert, shall we go back after eating?"

Jiang Ge paused, and said word by word with difficulty: "I'm going to transfer to Yishi."

After speaking, he lowered his head as if overwhelmed.

Xie Xinglan was stunned for a moment: "This semester?"

Jiang Ge nodded silently.

Xie Xinglan thought to himself, no wonder he didn't have the impression that he was in the same junior high school as Jiang Ge in his previous life. It turned out that Jiang Ge really didn't study in Youth Middle School.But this semester has already started, and the hasty transfer is due to the impact of Zhou Yang's incident, right?

That's fine, Jiang Ge has the freedom and space to grow up far away from the Jiang family, and here he will only be suppressed by the Jiang family.

Xie Xinglan was a little bit reluctant to part with the obedient and obedient cub, but after thinking about it, it's not like he would never see him again.

He still remembered that when they were in high school in their previous life, the two of them, a school bully and a school bully, both liked the class belle and had troubles.

Xie Xinglan raised his hand and touched Jiang Ge's head: "It's okay, it's okay, don't be sad, do you still remember your password? We can surf the Internet, and when the online game industry develops in the future, we can also form a group to open a black dungeon. If you don't like Playing on the computer, you can write me a letter, it’s also very fashionable.”

Xie Xinglan felt that writing a letter was a good way, like a thought report, he could understand Jiang Ge's recent situation and ensure that he would become a good young man.

Jiang Ge looked at him and said softly, "Can I give you a hug?"

After finishing speaking, he felt that he was pushing his limits, and immediately said incoherently: "I'm not dirty, I'm not sweating, and I'm not sick..."

Xie Xinglan frowned and said, "What are you talking about?"

He put down the barrel, then reached out and hugged Jiang Ge.

"Remember to write letters! Also, you have to study hard and make progress every day, you know?"

His high school homework will always be kept by Jiang Ge!

Jiang Ge closed his eyes slightly, hugged him back forcefully, his hands and heart were shaking crazily.

At that time, he knew that what he embraced was his whole world.