The years I raised the boss

After school officially started, Sun Haobo took a self-study class to change places for them.

Xie Xinglan was very lucky to get his favorite seat by the window. The window sills in the No. [-] classroom were low, so he could go directly from the window to the aisle.

Just as Xie Xinglan was propping his head up and thinking about the possibility of skipping class through the window, the chair beside him was pulled away, and he subconsciously turned his head to look.

When Lin Lin saw that he was assigned to be at the same table with the legendary school bully, his nerves tensed up, and when Xie Xinglan looked at him with sizing eyes, he was even more nervous to the point of slurring his speech: "Uh, you ,Hello……?"

Xie Xinglan had no impression of her new deskmate.

Lin Lin was quite thin and thin, and her face was fair and pretty, even younger than many girls.

It seems that you have never seen this classmate in your previous life?

Xie Xinglan hummed and nodded towards him.

Lin Lin sat down hesitantly, his body was tense all the time, after about two or three minutes, Xie Xinglan did not do any unorthodox "school bully" behavior, he was slowly relieved, and began to clean up gently own book.

Jiang Ge came in from the back door of the classroom. He looked down at the number paper in his hand, crumpled it into a ball in his hand, and threw it into a corner. Then he pulled the chair behind Xie Xinglan's back table and sat down.

Xie Xinglan saw that he was at the back table, and his eyes were bent: "What a coincidence, you can get a seat in a random row."

Jiang Ge hummed, and his gaze swept across the back of Lin Lin's head without showing any trace.

When he was running for class cadre, Jiang Ge became the monitor of Class [-] and [-] without a doubt, and he was in charge of changing seats this time.He knew Xie Xinglan's seat number.He arranged the people around Xie Xinglan.

Xu Ru and Li Xiaobin are a couple, they sit in front of Xie Xinglan, they usually hang shoulders with Xie Xinglan, and Gu Lang, who is extremely obtrusive, is pushed to the farthest corner of the classroom by him.

Only Lin Lin, Sun Haobo had confessed to him, arranged to sit at the same table with Xie Xinglan.

Lin Lin was relatively introverted and had mild autism. Sun Haobo wanted him to sit with the active Xie Xinglan.Moreover, Lin Lin's academic performance is good, and his attitude is also serious. If he can take Xie Xinglan to calm down and study hard, it can be regarded as killing two birds with one stone.

Jiang Ge's eyes darkened slightly.Like a beast whose territory has been offended by others, an almost imperceptible haze flashed in Lin Lin's eyes.

During class break, Sun Haobo called Xie Xinglan to the office and told him about Lin Lin.

Lin Lin's family environment is quite special, and he has developed a submissive and timid character, but he has a good human nature. Sun Haobo asked Xie Xinglan to take care of his new tablemate more often.

Xie Xinglan agreed to come down, and when he went back, he passed the vending machine and brought a bottle of Nutrition Express for his new tablemate.

Lin Lin was so flattered that her little face turned red.

The male chauvinism in Xie Xinglan's bones began to make trouble. He could not bear to see others look pitiful. Although he lived a rough and unruly life, his soft-hearted temper could not be changed in two lifetimes.

Seeing Lin Lin's trembling and cautious appearance, he was aroused to protect again. Before going to self-study at night, he pulled a few packs of snacks from his dormitory and brought them to Lin Lin.

This situation lasted for a week. One night during self-study, Xu Ru wrote a note and pressed it on Xie Xinglan's desk.

Xie Xinglan opened it to look.

"Do you have thoughts about Lin Lin, do you have thoughts about Lin Lin?! You brought him so much food, and you never brought me?"

Xie Xinglan touched for a while but failed to find the pen, so he poked Xu Ru's back and said in a low voice, "I didn't have it before, but I can have it later."

Lin Lin was obviously Xie Xinglan's favorite type.

But Xie Xinglan didn't just flirt with young boys casually, he wanted to see it again, and if he got along comfortably in the future, he might chase after him.

And Xu Ru was already dying of despair.

She scribbled a note.

"Do you know how many cards and points I have spent in order to get into the administrator of the anonymous forum, and now you just dismantle me?"

Xie Xinglan asked: "What the hell?"

Xu Ru: "Didn't many of us suspect that you were having an affair with the class leader last year? It's not good to keep posting on the school forum, so I built an anonymous forum. Only members can be invited to join. I managed to get close to the full level. Yes, you ended up??"

Xie Xinglan couldn't laugh or cry, asked Lin Lin to borrow a pen, and wrote: "How many times have I told you that Jiang Ge and I are innocent, even if we lie on the same bed, even if we face each other in the morning, we will never kind of what happens."

Straight men like Jiang Ge probably don't like other people making such jokes, so Xie Xinglan asked Xu Runu to try to destroy the forum so that Jiang Ge wouldn't feel uncomfortable when he saw it.

Xu Ru wrote something after reading it. She must have been very emotional. When she crumpled into a paper ball and threw it on Xie Xinglan's table, she exerted her strength, and the paper ball rolled directly to the ground.

Xie Xinglan bent down to pick it up, and the paper ball had already rolled to Jiang Ge's feet.

He tapped Jiang Ge's table lightly, and called him in a low voice, "Pick it up for me."

Jiang Ge came back to his senses.

He moved his stiff fingers, looked down at the blank scroll after an evening self-study class, and then raised his eyelids to look at Xie Xinglan.

Xie Xinglan didn't notice the dark emotion in his eyes, and pointed to the ground: "I can't reach it."

Jiang Ge silently bent down to pick it up. In a corner where Xie Xinglan couldn't see, the strength with which he squeezed the paper ball made the joints of his hands turn blue and white.

He pursed his lips, lowered his eyes, opened the corner of the paper ball, and saw the phrase "Do you have thoughts about Lin Lin".

Such a simple line of words made Jiang Ge's hands and feet instantly cold, and his heart seemed to miss a beat.

It's not that he didn't realize that Xie Xinglan's attitude towards Lin Lin was different from that of ordinary classmates these days, but he kept restraining himself from thinking about it.He knew that Xie Xinglan was easy to soften his heart, he just felt sorry for Lin Lin, nothing else would happen.

But the more you don't let yourself think about it, the more you can't help but pay attention to Xie Xinglan's every move.

Xie Xinglan would bring Lin Lin snacks, asked Lin Lin to watch over the teacher when he was about to sleep in class, and would bring Lin Lin a cup when he went to a convenience store to buy milk tea.

And these used to belong to him.

Under his pretended calm and introverted appearance, there is an almost paranoid possessive desire hidden.

On weekdays, in order not to scare Xie Xinglan, he hid it well.

But in fact, Jiang Ge couldn't even accept Xie Xinglan's extra glances at others. When lying in bed at night, he always tossed and turned thinking of Xie Xinglan's smile at others, and various dark thoughts flashed by in turn.

If he didn't want to make Xie Xinglan sad and angry, he would have hidden him long ago, where only he could see it.If it wasn't for not wanting to hurt Xie Xinglan, he would have long... didn't want to restrain his desires and impulses.

He had already longed for a pain in his heart, but only wanted Xie Xinglan to accept him from the bottom of his heart, so he suppressed the destructive desire in his heart, and gradually infiltrated Xie Xinglan's life little by little.

But now Xie Xinglan has vaguely shown that he is special to Lin Lin. When he thinks of the meaning of this "special", overwhelming jealousy and murderous anger fill his entire chest and brain, almost heart-piercing. Cracking his lungs, tearing his nerves mercilessly.

Xie Xinglan took the note from Jiang Ge's hand, accidentally touched it, and found that his fingers were cold, and looked at it in surprise. Jiang Ge's eyes were bloodshot, and he looked straight at him.

Xie Xinglan asked him worriedly: "Are you feeling unwell?"

Jiang Ge's voice was a little hoarse, and he said softly, "Will you accompany me back?"

Seeing his frighteningly pale face, Xie Xinglan hurriedly said, "Then let's go."

He even suspected that Jiang Ge would pass away in the next second.

How could anyone have such an ugly face?Jiang Ge must have some kind of heart disease, right?

The two of them left without even issuing a leave note.

The people who saw it were astonished, let alone Xie Xinglan, this was not the first time he had gone to self-study in the open, how could he be the monitor? ?

The third middle school strictly checked, and those who were absent from night self-study without any reason would have their conduct points deducted, and once they had a record, they would not be able to participate in the provincial selection.Needless to say, how important the provincial excellent selection is to good students. What kind of emergency is this?

Walking down the stairs, Xie Xinglan said: "Why don't we go to the infirmary to have a look, your complexion is so ugly, is there any sudden illness?"

Jiang Ge stared closely at the back of Xie Xinglan's head without saying anything.

Xie Xinglan dragged him to the infirmary.

From the teaching building to the administrative building, you have to pass through the corridor of the artificial lake. It was after eight o'clock in the evening, and the lights in the corridor were not turned on.

Xie Xinglan went to hold Jiang Ge's hand, it was icy cold, and even shivered for a moment when he held it.

Afterwards, that hand slowly tightened, wrapping around his in turn, so hard that it seemed that he was trying to grasp something by virtue of this movement.

When we arrived at the infirmary, there was only a teacher in a white coat. After taking Jiang Ge's temperature, she glanced at him and said, "It's okay."

Xie Xinglan said: "Is his face really all right??"

The teacher looked at them as if they were deliberately making excuses to avoid late study, and said impatiently, "Go to the hospital if you don't believe me."

Xie Xinglan was about to say something, but Jiang Ge had already stood up and grabbed his hand.

"It's okay," he said in a hoarse voice, "I'll just go to the dormitory and have a rest."

Now that he said so, Xie Xinglan had no choice but to quiet down.

Back in the dormitory, Xie Xinglan asked Jiang Ge to sit down by the bed, went to pour a cup of hot water, then pulled a chair and sat face to face with Jiang Ge, and asked him, "Are you okay?"

Jiang Ge looked into his clear eyes, and there was undisguised concern for him.

Intoxicated by Xie Xinglan's focused gaze, he said softly, "Chest hurts."

"Ah." Xie Xinglan thought about it, and felt chest pain. Could it be a heart attack?

He stood up abruptly: "Let's go to the hospital, it's scary."

"Need not."

Jiang Ge stretched out his hand and pulled Xie Xinglan to him. He stretched out his arms and wrapped them tightly around his waist.

Xie Xinglan shuddered all over. Others might not know that the most sensitive part of his body was his waist, which would itch when someone touched him. When Jiang Ge hugged him directly like this, his goosebumps fell all over the ground.

Xie Xinglan couldn't help flinching: "You..."

Jiang Ge put his face close to his abdomen, and pressed his palms on his back, clasping him tightly.

"Don't move..." He seemed lost, and murmured in a low voice: "Give me a hug, please."

Xie Xinglan was stunned.

How long has Jiang Ge not spoken in such a weak tone?

Xie Xinglan lowered his head and looked at Jiang Ge's black hair.From his angle, he couldn't see Jiang Ge's expression clearly, but he could vaguely notice that Jiang Ge's hands were shaking.

The last time Jiang Ge asked him carefully if he could give him a hug was before leaving Linshi.

Xie Xinglan still remembers Jiang Ge's expression at that time, terrified and cautious, with a little flattery, telling himself that he was not dirty or sick.

Even now that he has become a teenager who doesn't need anyone's sympathy, it doesn't seem to have changed much.

A corner of Xie Xinglan's heart sank.

He resisted the strange feeling that the sensitive parts of his body were strangled, lowered his head slightly, and hugged Jiang Ge's head.

Jiang Ge froze, Xie Xinglan's fresh and warm breath filled his entire chest, his heart throbbed, and the beating noise of his heart seemed to be right next to his ears.He couldn't help but bury his face deeper in the ground. The temperature of Xie Xinglan's body was like some kind of antidote. He was thirsty for it, but there was always a layer of clothing.The viscera, the six organs, the limbs, and the bones seem to be tormented back and forth between satisfaction and pain.

Xie Xinglan was a little out of breath from being hugged by him, and when he was hesitating whether to push him away a little, Jiang Ge spoke in a hoarse voice.

"Lin Lin." He paused, forcing himself to speak as if it was extremely difficult: "Do you like him?"

Xie Xinglan didn't react for a while, and then said: "I like it...not really."

Jiang Ge said softly, "You bring him snacks and milk tea."

Xie Xinglan said: "He is quite miserable, and the old class also asked me to take care of him. Is it normal to buy something to eat?"

For a pampered and wealthy second generation, Xie Xinglan didn't think that inviting his classmates to drink milk tea was a sign of a good relationship. He would entertain guests when he was happy, regardless of who he was.

Jiang Ge didn't speak any more.

After a moment of silence, he stood up and covered Xie Xinglan's eyes with his palms.

"Don't look at me yet."

Xie Xinglan didn't know what kind of medicine he was selling in his gourd: "What's wrong?"

"Don't move." Jiang Ge sighed and whispered, "I'm going crazy."

His eyes were dark and dull, as if buried deep in the mud. When Xie Xinglan couldn't see, he let the twisted possessive and destructive desires grow wildly in his heart, entangled and bound him like poisonous vines .

"Xie Xinglan... Ah Zhao."

Jiang Ge murmured the name he longed for in his mouth, but pressed it to the bottom of his tongue and didn't utter it.He looked at Xie Xinglan's uncovered half of his face, his tall and delicate nose, and his naturally charming red lips, which were slightly parted at the moment as if he had something to say.Every inch seems to be the poison that lures him into the endless hell.

His heart tightened, and he held his breath to get closer, and finally closed his eyes restrainedly, but he still didn't make up his mind to contaminate him.

This forbearing kiss finally landed on the back of Jiang Ge's own hand.

He has been able to bear it until now, and he hasn't gone beyond the limit. It's not because he doesn't want to, but because he wants Xie Xinglan's complete heart.If possible, he is willing to pretend for the rest of his life, and will not let Xie Xinglan know what kind of person he is in the mud.

However, Xie Xinglan couldn't fall in love with other people.

It was tantamount to digging out his heart and draining his blood. Just imagining it would tear his liver and gallbladder apart.

If it came true...he really didn't know what he would do.

It would be terrible, he was an abnormal person, in fact, many people are right, he is really sick.

If he didn't get Xie Xinglan, he would get sick.

Jiang Ge's hand on the back of Xie Xinglan's neck slowly stroked the delicate and smooth skin, unable to bear the longing in his heart, he held his breath and moved closer to gently feel Xie Xinglan's breath.He could feel Xie Xinglan blinking, his eyelashes scratching his palm.

He sighed softly.

Ah Zhao, I want to treat you well for the rest of my life, and I will give you whatever you want.

So, don't make me an asshole, okay?