paranoid personality disorder

Mo Qian called me during lunch the next day. At that time, I was in the pharmacy preparing to buy some medicine that could help me stay away from insomnia.

I heard that drinking cold medicine can also make people feel sleepy, so I picked up the medicine and answered the phone.

The other side said in a calm voice: "He Ji, do you have time to chat?"

Of course I was free, but I didn't want to talk at all, so I paid for the medicine out of my pocket, and left the pharmacy with the bag in hand.

Standing on the street with people coming and going, there is an inexplicable sense of detachment, as if I don't belong to this world.

I held up my phone and said, "Say it."

There was even a chuckle from there, "Let's chat face to face."

I said, "No need, just talk on the phone if you need something."

There was silence over there for a while: "Ah Nuo likes to drink more recently, he loves to find you when he's drunk, he must go to your place yesterday no matter what, I can't stop him." After a while, he said again, "I'm sorry, Bothering you."

I walked two feet up, couldn't hold back the dizziness after another, leaned on a green tree on the street and squatted down, closed my eyes in the dark for a while, and said in a hoarse voice: " I'm not interested in your life, if I have nothing to say, forget it."

The other side said: "I'm sorry." After a while, he seemed to be unable to speak, "Can I ask you not to take him away?"

I propped myself up on the tree trunk, suppressed my retching, and forced a smile: "I really have no interest in the abnormal relationship between the two of you, does it have to be an audience watching you to be happy?"

"Perverted."

After finishing speaking, I hung up the phone, and after holding back for a long time, I still retched.

He stood up, wiped his mouth, and started walking home.

Dangling, I felt as if I might fall to the ground at any time, and I felt like I was going to die at any time.

When I got home, my legs immediately went limp, and I simply lay down on the floor to relax after closing the door.

I'm going to drink a sachet of granules later, and try to get a good night's sleep.

This look is really ugly.

I lay on the cold floor for a long time, and I didn't know how long it had passed, but it seemed that it was getting colder and colder, and every part of my body seemed to be frozen.

Shivering, the phone in his pocket rang.

He took it out and squinted his eyes for a while, as if he couldn't see who was calling.

After answering the phone, he said, "He Ji, Ah Qian told me that I went to your house drunk and made a fuss in the early hours of this morning. I'm sorry."

Can you fucking one or two not disturb my life?

I have already fulfilled your shameless happiness, why are you swaying in front of me, what are you swaying.

I felt that my fingers were trembling from the cold, my voice was trembling, and I couldn't hold the phone steadily. I felt that I had never been so desperate in my life: "I beg you, I beg you, okay, don't Appear in my life again, okay?"

Said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry."

hang up the phone.

I looked at my phone for a long time after the beep, it was 05:30.

What a good time, the sun is setting.

He paused in place for a long time, got up, boiled a pot of water, and prepared to make a bag of granules for himself to drink, hoping to sleep until tomorrow morning.

I wish I could sleep well.

I was a little hungry, so I checked the takeaway list and ordered a porridge and side dishes. I squatted in front of the kettle and watched the water there boil from stillness to boiling.

With a slight click, the water boiled.

Pour boiling water into the water cup filled with granules, and watch the water turn brown, with small bubbles coming out from below.

After waiting quietly for a while, he drank the granule in one gulp.

Lying in bed waiting for takeout.

I wish I could sleep, I wish I could sleep, I wish I could sleep...

Forget about Xu Nuo.