Moon and people are still

He Yuan said, what happened to me and Jing Yi is like reincarnation, my disguised confession four years ago made Jing Yi leave me, but this time, it is still the same background, the same disguised confession made Jing Yi Farther and farther away from me.

I really want to tell her that the word reincarnation is not used in this way, but this meaningless girl will definitely change the subject without thinking when she hears my words, and start discussing the usage of various nouns with me, gods and ghosts, super life and eternal life, Reincarnation.

What I hope now is that He Yuan will tell me more about Jing Yi and give me more analysis of the situation between us. Even if her analysis may be wrong or useless at all, I just love to hear it. I love to hear anything about Jing Yi.

But things like love are not the center of life after all, nor are we the center of each other’s lives. Although we cry out in our hearts that we care, but in real life, what should be done must be done step by step. These spiritual pillars can only be entrusted to the rest of the time.

Tomorrow night is the farewell party of the School of Chemistry and Biochemistry, so tonight they organized a rehearsal in the school.

As an assistant hired by another hospital, my treatment is naturally that I don't have to do anything. After arriving at the scene, they have already prepared our clothes and things.

The senior sister found me a small pink dress. When I saw the dress for the first time, I swallowed deeply.

The lace edge at the joint, the organza on the skirt, this kind of clothes, I remember the last time I wore it, it was probably at the Children’s Day event in the kindergarten.

The evening rehearsal went very well, the only thing that didn't go well was the senior who was playing with me, he kept giving me unknowing glances.In the previous class, the piano teacher told me that this kind of gaze is called tacit eye contact, which will give the audience a good sensory experience.

It may be because I have already developed a sense of repulsion towards the seniors in my heart. I think this kind of staring is completely unnecessary. We are not the protagonists. There is nothing to look at between a piano in the corner of the stage and a violin in the corner of the stage.

So I pretended I didn't see the signal he gave me out of the corner of my eye, either looking down at the piano or looking up at Miaoman's dancing posture on the stage.

After the rehearsal was over, the senior insisted on sending me back, and the hateful thing was that the protagonist senior and the senior were also instigating this matter.

The moon on the fifteenth day is sixteen round, so tonight's moon is also very round. I looked up at the sky, because of the dark clouds, the moon was wrapped in layers of clouds and mist, and it was hazy.

But even so, he could still clearly see the shadow on the moon.When I was very young, my dad told me that the two black pieces on the moon, the bigger one is Chang'e, and the smaller one is Jade Rabbit.

If it was a few weeks ago, I would definitely take a photo of this moon scene and send it to Jing Yi, and I would tell her what my father told me when I was a child.

Jing Yi, when she should be naive, would not be naive with me. I think, would she say that? She would say that the moon is as big and the black shadow is as big. If Chang'e and Jade Rabbit If so, how big should it be.

Of course, these are all my guesses, and I have already lost the opportunity to chat with Jing Yi.

If I were to send her these words word for word now, I would definitely receive a sentence from her: Hmm.

"cocoa."

The senior suddenly called my name and pulled me out of my thoughts.

I turned to look at him.

Halfway through the journey, he seemed to be still looking for a topic to talk to me in the first half, but I just replied him with a smile and ah, this kind of behavior is very effective in ending the topic, no wonder Jing Yi likes it so much.

The senior asked: "Did you misunderstand me?"

I paused, then turned to look at him: "What misunderstanding?"

When I said this, I happened to see a familiar car driving on the road to the school. I stopped and watched the car pass us slowly.

When the car disappeared around the corner, I looked up at the senior again: "What did you say?"

The senior sighed: "Ke Ke, be my girlfriend."

I:? ? ?

Is my refusal attitude not obvious enough?

I said: "No." I looked at the students passing by on the side of the road and said: "I will go back by myself, the seniors don't need to send them off, thank you."

It may be because I saw Jing Yi’s car, or it may be because Jing Yi saw the picture of me walking side by side with my senior. My tone was particularly bad, and I am also grateful for the sudden bad tone. After I finished speaking, The senior didn't catch up.

When I got back to the dormitory, I was agitated. After taking a shower, I pulled down the bed curtain and wrapped myself in the quilt. Seeing me like this, Huang Ye asked me what was wrong, and I dismissed her by saying I was uncomfortable.

Stuck under the blanket, he picked up his phone and clicked on He Yuan's WeChat, but stared at the screen for a long time and stared blankly, not knowing what to say to her, so he backed out again.

The place at the top is still reserved for Jing Yi, I clicked on it, and started to look through our chat history.

Some people say that from strange to familiar with a person, from familiar to strange again, looking back on the past with that person always makes people feel sad, and I am very sad now.

I think these are all caused by me.But on the one hand, I want to hide it well, and on the other hand, I want her to find out, which is really contradictory.

I lay down with my eyes closed for a while, and the phone suddenly vibrated frequently. It was news from the class. The class leader circled me and asked me what was wrong.

I froze for a moment, and then I remembered what I had babbled with Huang Ye half an hour ago.

I replied: It's all right.

Soon, the squad leader replied to me: Take a good rest and take some medicine if it is serious. Is it a headache?Still have a cold.

I was a little moved by the monitor's sudden concern, but for the time being I ignored the monitor's sale of me to the School of Chemistry and Biochemistry.

But things like lies still need to be rounded up.

Me: It's okay, just a little headache, just sleep and it will be fine.

Liu Yangyang: Ban Hua can't be sick, Huang Ye takes good care of her.

Huang Ye: Okay!

Squad leader: Banhua has a good rest.

I glanced at the chat, got out of my bed, opened the bed curtain, and called Huang Ye's name to Huang Ye's bed.

Huang Ye also lifted the bed curtain, looked at me with a smile and said, "What's the matter?"

I:……

Me: "When did I become class flower?"

Huang Ye thought for a while: "Just the day that your senior came to see you."

I:……

Me: "Is it that hasty?"

Huang Ye nodded: "Anyway, there is no one in the class, so you just be it."

I chuckled: "Why can't you say a word, because you are beautiful."

Huang Ye suddenly laughed loudly, and then said, "Okay, because you are beautiful."

I rolled my eyes at her: "Go away."

The night of the party was much more lively than the rehearsal. Although our show was in the middle, I arrived more than three hours in advance, and under the command of my senior, I completed my first makeup in my life.

After putting on makeup, I stepped on high heels and walked to the bathroom with difficulty. I stared at myself in front of the mirror for several minutes, and opened up new cognitions.

It turned out that Cheng Keke looked like this with makeup on.

I got a little closer, and felt that things like colored contact lenses and false eyelashes were amazing. Why did the eyes suddenly become bigger?

Backstage was messy, and after I got out, I found my organization and pulled up a chair to sit down.In this academy, these are the only people I know. Suddenly, there is a sense of belonging, a sense of belonging called, I will be where the seniors are.

So the senior sister went to the bathroom suddenly, and I expressed a little panic.

I swiped Weibo a few times with my mobile phone, I don't know why my brain suddenly twitched, I raised my head, and then I saw Jing Yi.

This silent tacit understanding made my heart skip a beat, but I feel aggrieved when no one shares it.

Jing Yi seemed to just come in for a stroll, and when she was about to reach me, I stood up from the chair.

"Hello, Teacher Jing." I looked at her with a smile.

She hummed, and her eyes fell on me for a few more seconds.

In the past, I would have secretly asked her with my mobile phone, how do I dress today, do I look good?

If in the past, if in the past.

She didn't say anything to me, walked to another teacher, smiled and chatted a few more words, and was about to leave. Seeing that she was going to pass by me again, she immediately stepped forward, and then she couldn't control the high heels. I was unsteady and twisted a bit.

My original intention was to ask Jing Yi to come and help me. After all, she is the closest to me, and she can help me by reaching out her hand.

But in reality it was not the case. The senior came from nowhere and appeared out of nowhere. I saw that he was about to put his arms around my waist, so I turned around and fell firmly to the ground.

Before Jing Yi could come over, the senior asked me if I was alright with an inquiring look on his face.

Enduring the pain, I stood up with a relaxed look, and found the chair I had just sat down on.

Jing Yi had already left the backstage, and I looked at her back with emotion in my heart.

Cheng Keke, you are an idiot.

The show went smoothly, perhaps because of my nervousness, my mind went blank after I got on stage, and I didn’t realize where I was until it was over. Fortunately, my sister praised me earnestly and said that I performed well, which made me feel relieved.

Today Friday, after changing clothes, I took my bag and went to the bus stop at the door to wait for the bus.

It was a bit cold at night, I tightened my clothes, sat on the bench, and watched the people around me get into the car one by one.

The makeup on my face has not been removed yet, I took my mobile phone and blinked at the screen a few times, and then swept the screen with false eyelashes, thinking what my parents would say when they saw me like this.

"Coco, what a coincidence."

Suddenly someone called me, I turned my head and saw that it was a classmate from the next class.

I smiled at her, and heard her ask: "I almost didn't recognize you with makeup on. You've been sitting here for a long time. How many buses are you waiting for?"

I said: "1 way."

The classmate hummed first, and then said ah: "Didn't the 1st road pass by just now, why didn't you go on?"

I laughed a few times without explaining.

Just in time, the No. 8 bus she was waiting for drove over, and she bid farewell to me and got on the bus. After No. 8 drove away, I looked down at the time. It was already 1:[-], and a few minutes later, the last bus No. [-] stopped at the bus station.

I sat on the bench and looked up at the advertisement pasted on the side of the car door. The light from the advertisement printed on my face, and my facial features were distorted because of the unevenness.

Just as I gave a friendly smile to the ugly girl opposite, the car drove away.

I was the only one left at the bus stop, shivering in the cold wind.

At this time, I realized that the mobile phone is really fun. In this lonely night, it is very precious to me. It is my most important friend. I will never break up with it in my life, even if it freezes and crashes. The battery doesn't last, and I'll always love and respect it.

While playing with the mobile phone, looking at the time and the side of the road, but the time passes so slowly, every second is very clear.

Finally, after more than ten minutes, the car I was expecting slowly drove out from the school.

In order to emphasize my presence, I stood up and moved a little closer to the road.

Sure enough, Jing Yi stopped beside me. Instead of lowering the window, she flashed the headlights twice. I pursed my lips, opened the passenger door, and sat in.

After fastening the seat belt, I smirked at her: "Mr. Jing, you just left."

She hummed, drove the car into the road, and asked, "I remember your show ended very early."

I nodded: "Yes."

She sighed and turned to look at me: "So, if I don't come, when are you going to wait?"

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