Moon and people are still

He Yuan was on the train at [-] p.m., and after I took her to the station, I suddenly felt melancholy and reluctant.But thinking about it, the two of us are so close, we can often visit, which makes me even more melancholy.

Between netizens, it's better not to meet too often, hahaha, it's good to keep text chatting.

I am really heartless.

But I think He Yuan should have the same thoughts as me. After all, we were very cautious when we separated, for fear that the other party would accidentally make an appointment for the next meeting, and I would accidentally agree.

This is probably the reason why I can agree with He Yuan until now.

After waving goodbye to her, I left.

Back in the dormitory, my roommates happened to wake up during their lunch break. They were still in a daze and asked me how the date was going.

And I told them that after we sat in the cafe all morning, they expressed their disappointment, and then Huang Ye told me that Jing Yi found out that I didn't go to class today, and asked her why.

"What did you say?" I asked Huang Ye.

Huang Ye chuckled: "I said you went to see your girlfriend."

I was surprised: "What!"

Huang Ye looked a little sorry, took my hand and explained to me.She said that everyone was copying the words on the projector. When Jing Yi came to talk to her, her mind was all on the words and she didn't pay attention to them. She didn't realize it until she finished answering, but Jing Yi had already walked away Yes, it was a bit strange for her to go up and explain, so let it go.

After finishing speaking, Huang Ye looked at me pitifully and said, "Forgive me."

I was crazy inside, but I still kept a smile on my face, pretending to be the vicious queen in the TV series, and slapped Huang Ye in the air, and Huang Ye also fell in the direction of my slap very cooperatively.

Dumbfounded, I immediately took out my phone, clicked on Jing Yi's WeChat, typed in the dialog box, and told her not to take what Huang Ye said this morning, I don't have a girlfriend.But after typing it, I felt it was inappropriate, so I deleted it word by word.

Exit the chat interface, do I want to post a single Moments?

But it seemed that I was very lonely, as if I was seeking teasing.

Neither left nor right.

After being annoyed for a few minutes, I drank a few sips of water and finally calmed down. After I calmed down, I realized how naive my thoughts were just now.

So people, you still need to be calm all the time, don't do something unimaginable because of impulsiveness.

If I just sent out the WeChat just like that, I might regret it for the rest of my life.

Now I have a normal teacher-student relationship with Jing Yi, whether I have a girlfriend or not has nothing to do with her, whether I like boys or girls has nothing to do with her, don’t mess with it, it’s as if we are having an affair, it’s ridiculous.

Wow, this fact is really sad.

After I calmed down, I put my phone aside, and came back after such a long journey, my face has not been washed yet.

So I grabbed the towel and went to the bathroom.

After returning to the dormitory, he climbed into bed and prepared to lie down and digest what happened today. The diary that he hadn't written for a long time seemed to be able to be updated.

But before she had time to pick up her phone, Zhao Jie called me from below and asked me if I had taken pictures of the advanced geometry questions and asked me to send them to her.Only then did I realize that I forgot to bring up my mobile phone, so I turned over and told her to click on my WeChat directly and send it by myself.

When the voice fell, I realized something was wrong, but it was too late to stop her.

As I expected, Zhao Jie let out a scream.

"Ah! Cheng Keke!" She held up her phone in mid-air, and poked my phone screen vigorously: "Your WeChat is on the top, is it our Goddess Jing?"

As soon as she said these words, Huang Ye and Ying Qing also came up and watched my mobile phone.

Huang Ye: "Ke Ke, when did you join Teacher Jing!"

Yingqing: "You're on top of Mr. Jing, wow!"

Zhao Jie: "Ke Ke, don't you need to give me a reasonable explanation!"

I retreated into the bed with a guilty conscience, but the power of the gossip crowd should not be underestimated. The excited classmate Huang Ye stood on the chair at some point, pulled me down to the edge of the small bed, and threw my quilt open.

I chuckled, poked my head out, and saw the gossip and ambiguous expressions of the three of them.

Fortunately, their desire to ask questions is relatively high. Before I had time to figure out how to make it up, they raised new doubts.

As the leader of this matter, Zhao Jie held my mobile phone and kept a distance from me to snatch it back. She looked at me with a smile and said, "Can I click in?"

A prisoner with a knife on his neck has no room to resist.

I said: "You order."

So they immediately clicked in, not only read the boring first day chat between me and Jing Yi, but also clicked on Jing Yi's photo album, profile picture, and personal information.

After a few minutes, they finally felt bored, and finally found the question just now. They looked up and asked me: "Tell me, what does it mean to be on the top?"

I giggled, and leaned on the small railing beside the bed: "I don't fail the course at the top, I believe in evil."

After all, there was nothing more exciting, and there was no substantive evidence. Although they seemed very disbelieving, they still let me go, and the two onlookers also dispersed.

After Zhao Jie calmed down, she found the group in the dormitory. I watched her click on the photo album and thought of another thing.

"Ah!!!" It was still the expected surprise.

I fell on the bed helplessly.

Today is really, wave after wave of excitement, it is suffocating.

"Cheng Keke! Why are all Jing Yi's photos in your album?"

This time, Zhao Jie didn't wait for the big troops to come, she directly stood on a chair and questioned me, and what made people feel distressed was that she poked my phone screen, which made it loud and loud.

It can be seen from this that it is better not to let others touch things like mobile phones casually. Who knows that a certain habit of yours has been accidentally discovered.

I explained embarrassingly: "It's all photos secretly taken by them in the class, I just kept them."

Zhao Jie's expression at this moment was a bit exciting, with a small chuckle in the ambiguity, he said with a long voice: "Really?"

I didn't change my face: "Ms. Jing is so beautiful, isn't it normal for me to save her photos?" I sat up a little, and swiped my phone a few times: "Look, there are other people besides Jing Yi, all of them It's a pretty lady."

Zhao Jie sneered, leaned closer, and asked me, "Tell me the truth, Ke Ke, do you like Jing Yi?"

As if I heard the Arabian Nights, I laughed: "It's so possible."

Zhao Jie pursed her lips and looked at me with a smile for a few seconds, and finally didn't see any flaws in my face, so she stopped pestering me.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

"how is this possible."

In the morning, I answered He Yuan in the same way.

But compared to my roommate, He Yuan knew me better. After hearing what I said, she raised her eyebrows and smiled with disbelief on her face.

"Ke Ke, don't lie to yourself."

After she finished speaking, she sighed, and suddenly raised her head to recall the past.

"I still remember the day in high school, when you told me that you seemed to like Jing Yi." She paused, and added a melancholy expression dedicated to recalling the past: "You first said that you are looking forward to Jing Yi's coming to class recently, and looking forward to meeting Jing Yi." Yi’s communication, you even want to touch her a little bit, you seem to like her, but just after you finished speaking, you explained yourself there, saying that maybe it’s your attachment to Jing Yi, liking the existence of such a teacher, but it’s not really liking .”

Her ability to look back on the past is much better than mine, and she suddenly became sad after going back and forth.

She said, during that time, on the one hand, I showed my admiration for Jing Yi, and I was crazy about Jing Yi, but on the other hand, I kept denying that I liked Jing Yi.

Very contradictory.

She is not a psychiatrist, nor is she a confidant big sister. When I said that at the time, she also followed my thoughts, and felt that I was just a habit of Jing Yi at that time, and it would be fine in the future.

"How did my thoughts change later?" She lowered her head and played with the straw, sighed again: "Ke Ke, when Jing Yi left, how long were you sad, do you remember?"

That part of the past suddenly returned to my memory, which caught me off guard.

"I don't know if you really forgot about Jing Yi before, but now, just admit it, you like her, and not in a normal way."

This is the last sentence she said when we discussed the topic of Jing Yi.

Later, I forcibly changed the topic, and she stopped forcing me.

After Zhao Jie sent the picture, he returned the phone to me. I clicked on Jing Yi's WeChat and looked at our boring chat records.

I have read this chat log no less than ten times.

Yeah, how could I not know, I like her again.

Maybe it was the moment I knew Jing Yi was Jing Yi, maybe it was the moment I saw her in the first English class this semester, or maybe it was the moment I heard her voice again, and all the communication and interaction after that made me I have palpitations.

Whether it was the night she didn't call my name, every word I said to her, whether it was the tedious way she taught each class, whether it was the few minutes she cared about me when I fell, whether it was her class. Roll call and asking me to answer questions touched every string in my heart.

She is so gentle, she is so funny, we have been in such close contact, and we have a past that I have always remembered.

It's impossible for me not to like her.

But I don't want to admit that reality is different from fantasy, she is my teacher, we are 6 years apart, we are the same gender, I know that the possibility of us having a good result is very small, so I have been trying to avoid this fact , and even hope that this goodwill will dissipate with time.

I was afraid of getting hurt. I don't want to experience the sadness that He Yuan said again. I was so young at that time, and it was so hard for me to accept her leaving, let alone now.

People who grow up are not stronger because of age.

Look at those people who are crazy about love, how old they are, and they can still cry like that.

Everyone knows how painful it is to like an impossible person. The gap between me and Jing Yi is obvious, and I understand all the reasons.

So I have always held a point of view that I don't like her. Even though all the actions in my life have violated this point of view, I still insist on it. I think if I insist on it, then this persistence may become a reality. After all People are always stubborn than themselves.

But it's a pity that I'm still ignorant, I'm still flying to the flame, and I still want to get close to her.

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