Vol.5

The ghost has thought about many behaviors of the messenger to express his anger and sadness, such as not saying a word to him, deliberately not eating at the same table with him, and not watching his favorite TV series just to avoid seeing his face.But he never thought that the envoy would stay out all night, after all, he didn't know where else the envoy could go besides his own home.

He can understand not coming back for dinner, he can understand not coming back after his favorite TV series is played, he can still understand Chi Enzhuo not coming back after working and returning home.He had prepared an apology all day long and held it in his throat, and was ready to sincerely ask the messenger's forgiveness, but when the clock passed twelve o'clock in the morning and the figure of the messenger still did not appear in any corner of the house, he That's what feels wrong.

Then the ghosts began to go to all the places where the messenger could go. They disappeared from the tea house of the dead, Chi Enzhuo's school, and even the coffee shop where the messenger had a date with that strange woman closed early.He wanted to sense the location of the other party through the connection between them, but the emissary was wary of their temporary marks, and it was impossible for ghosts to easily detect it, not to mention that the emissary never leaked his pheromone to the outside world, let alone It makes him impossible to track down.

The opening and closing of the door finally affected the senior girl in high school who needed to sleep soundly. When the ghost opened the door again and went home, he saw Chi Enzhuo standing sleepily at the stairs on the second floor and looking at him.He apologized to En Zhuo for this. En Zhuo seemed to wake up suddenly when he realized what the ghost was doing. It was too late to figure out what the expression meant.

Compared with the ghost who was anxiously looking for him all night, the messenger didn't have a miserable time tonight, and he didn't have the appearance of wandering on the street as the ghost imagined.

He came to Sunny's fried chicken shop after the messenger's work was over. The woman was pleasantly surprised to see him, and knew in her heart that there would be no result with Omega, but she still greeted the messenger warmly out of the agreed friendship.

The vegetarian envoy didn’t ask for fried chicken, and Sunny didn’t force her to do so. She brought him a few plates of radishes, and let the envoy occupy the seat closest to the TV. It was fun to get up, but the not-so-relaxed expression could not escape Sunny's eyes.

The messenger originally couldn't find other places to go, and he knew that if he stayed in the tea room, he would be found by ghosts, so he thought about coming here for a long time.When Chi Enzhuo happily pushed the door into the fried chicken shop and looked at the envoy, the envoy was almost choked to death by a piece of unswallowed radish.

"Uncle Messenger?" Chi Enzhuo's exclamation attracted Sunny's attention, "Isn't Uncle waiting for you to eat at home? No, you don't eat meat."

Sunny wiped her hands suspiciously and walked towards En Zhuo and the envoy: "This is you, I know you." Then she turned her head to the envoy who was still stunned, "He called you Uncle Envoy? Are you refusing to tell me yours?" Name, what kind of strange name is this, are you the messenger of the underworld?"

A question made En Zhuo and the envoy look at Sunny at the same time, with the same shocked expressions on their faces, Sunny was slightly frightened, and was taken aback: "Just, are you kidding, why are you looking at me like this?"

The envoy finally came back to his senses, pointing at Chi Enzhuo with trembling fingers: "Are you working here?"

En Zhuo nodded: "I'm still wondering how you know our boss, Uncle."

"..." This world couldn't be any smaller.The messenger stood up abruptly, then motioned Chi Enzhuo to follow him to the corner of the shop, and after confirming that Sunny was within hearing range, he lowered his voice and said, "Don't tell that guy, I might not go back tonight gone."

En Zhuo was silent for a while: "Is it related to the incident last night?" The envoy was a little surprised, which made En Zhuo understand more immediately, "I said that my sense of smell is more sensitive than that of ordinary Betas. Very anxious."

The envoy didn't know what to say for a moment, his mind was in a mess, but fortunately En Zhuo was a sensible girl: "I see, uncle envoy, let's be quiet tonight." The envoy nodded gratefully, and continued Sitting back to the original seat, Enzhuo also started his work amidst Sunny's puzzled expression, and Sunny also tactfully did not ask any more questions.

Before the end of the part-time job, En Zhuo also specifically told the messenger a few words, telling him that the night in Seoul is very cold and not to stay outside all the time, and he left after seeing the messenger nodded obediently.After seeing off all the guests, Sunny also sat in front of the messenger, the evening news was already broadcast on TV, and the messenger didn't focus on the TV any more. "Just tell me if you have anything to do." Sunny said in the quiet environment where there were only the two of them, "We're still friends after all, aren't we?"

"Although it's presumptuous, can I stay here tonight? I'll just sleep on the sofa and take a good look at the store." The messenger looked at Sunny sincerely.

Sunny seemed to have vaguely guessed the intention of the messenger, and didn't show any surprise: "It's okay. But is it possible that you quarreled with the Alpha at home? It's the uncle that the working girl said." Sunny smiled and teased a few times. After seeing the emissary's unnatural expression, he realized that he had guessed right.She eased her expression, and just sighed lightly, "You really don't want to tell me anything, neither is your name, nor is your identity. Now that something happened, I was the first to find me, but you didn't tell me what happened to you. Yeah, it's really annoying to watch."

The messenger waved his hands in a panic: "Miss Sunny, I-I'm sorry, I just..."

Sunny smiled indifferently: "It doesn't matter, you and I are just destined to have nothing to do. But I suddenly want to tell you a secret, it is your reward for giving me the ring." Zhong continued, "My name is a single word, Shan, Jin Shan. It sounds like there is some kind of pure story, so I don't like it."

The envoy nodded. The name sounded both ordinary and special to him. He had no special feelings about the name, but he also felt a little sad for some reason. Maybe it was because he had the same surname as Jin Xin that he paid too much attention to it. .

Sunny stood up suddenly, turned around and walked towards the cashier, then picked up her bag, turned around and looked at the messenger: "It's fine if you don't want to tell me your name, I believe there is a reason. Tonight at Let’s just spend one night here, if it’s cold, turn on the heating, and I’ll open the door for you early tomorrow morning.” Said Sunny walked towards the door, the messenger stood up and sent Sunny out of the store, then bowed gratefully He bowed his body: "Thank you very much."

After Sunny left, the messenger turned off all the lights. Although he was used to sleeping with the lights on, he also knew that the electricity bill was high, and it was even worse for others to see a man living here all night.He lay down quietly on the sofa in the dark, and finally had time in his mind to digest the information he had obtained after a busy day of work.

He didn't know who the guy who inexplicably attached to his junior in the morning was, maybe it was the god mentioned by the ghosts, but he couldn't judge, he didn't know whether what the man said was true, if it was true, What should he do, what should he do if it is not true.

He doesn't have any memory of his previous life, if the only Alpha who can influence him is someone he has hurt deeply, then what face and qualification does he have to stay by that person's side.

Thinking of this, the messenger involuntarily stroked the glands on the back of his neck, and his own touching would not produce any stimulation, neither the throbbing when being kissed by a ghost, nor those involuntary emotions.The messenger released his pheromone in this empty shop. He sniffled and smelled his own sandalwood fragrance, but within a short while he smelled the smell of fresh blood mixed in it.This is the proof that he was marked by the ghost, this is the proof that he once succumbed to the ghost, he still remembers his emotion at that time, and also remembers the gentle eyes of the ghost at that time, the smell of blood is here This time made him feel nauseous for the first time. He sat up and covered his mouth and retched without vomiting anything, but the emotion in his heart that he had never noticed was born at this time.

It is the rule of survival that Omega cannot escape from Alpha. He is always resisting himself, but he forgot, as the ghost said, even if it is temporarily marked, he is still an Omega belonging to ghosts. He has already followed Omega's instinct Involuntarily, he becomes dependent on, misses, and even admires his own Alpha.It's not something he can control, but he can't betray his heart.

How much of the smell of blood that belonged to Jin Xin was actually his own fault.Jin Xin said that the blood belonged to those who were killed by him, so could it be the blood that belonged to him who was killed by himself?

The messenger didn't dare to continue thinking about it, no matter what it was, he was a sinner in Jin Xin's life, and he was not qualified to stand by Jin Xin's side.

I had been searching hard all night for the messenger to appear in front of me in such a posture, the ghost still couldn't believe it.The emissary was lying on a sofa that was not too big, and his legs could only be curled up due to his height. Since the work suit that had not returned to the emissary all night was still on his body, a thicker coat was covering him now, but it seemed It couldn't resist the cold, and the ghost felt that he could see the imprint of the cold on the sleeping face of the messenger.

He should have noticed something wrong with the human girl long ago. It is impossible for Chi Enzhuo, who has always been kind-hearted, not to express his concern for the messenger uncle who has not returned overnight. He immediately understood the face that said ", and only after questioning did he know the location of the messenger.

The envoy did not sleep peacefully, even in his sleep his brows were still slightly frowned.The ghost inexplicably felt a little distressed. He was about to break the door forcefully, when he heard a clear female voice from beside him: "What do you want to do, brother, who has been watching my shop for so long?" The ghost turned around and happened to meet He was not surprised when he saw the indifferent expression on the face of the messenger's former date who did not welcome him, because he had already been surprised once when En Zhuo told him that the owner of the shop where the messenger was located was Sunny.

Thinking of the phone number with lip prints left by the woman and the unfriendly expression towards the other party, he also felt a little fire in his heart: "You are really a casual woman, so you just leave a man in your shop overnight. "

Sunny shrank his neck slightly, looked at the ghost up and down, and then made a clear expression: "Could it be that you are the culprit who made him sad and unable to return home." Sunny gestured with his eyes He gave the emissary who was still lying on the sofa, "Then you can go, you are not welcome in my shop." Then Sunny blocked the ghost with one hand and took the key in the other to open the door.

"Why don't you let me in, I came to pick me up, do you think you stopped me?"

Sunny snorted coldly, and after opening the store door, he walked into the store without really stopping the ghost: "Alpha who made his Omega so sad that he ran away from home is really promising."

"You!" The ghost was so pissed off.

The messenger woke up when Sunny opened the door. When he woke up, he was not conscious. He saw Sunny walking towards him, but it took a long time before he saw the ghost following Sunny.His body suddenly became stiff, his face was not particularly good, he was not ready to face Jin Xin, even though the face of the ghost appearing in front of him was full of concern at this moment, he couldn't restrain his terrified expression mood.

Sunny noticed something was wrong with the messenger, and swallowed back the words he wanted to care about. He glanced sideways at the expression of the man who followed, sighed silently in his heart, and said, "The working girl told me that this guy found you It's been one night, you should go back with him now." Then he turned to look at the ghost again, "I've already helped you keep him for one night, then you can figure it out yourself."

The ghost was a little dazed, just now he was afraid that this woman would speak ill of him in front of the messenger, but now she just took her key and walked into the dressing room, not caring what the two of them were going to do.

The envoy has not spoken, but he clearly sensed that resistance.He scratched his hair, and when he actually found the messenger, he didn't know what to say: "I... I'm sorry, I spoke too harshly before, although it was unintentional, it also hurt you, I apologize to you Apologize."

After saying this, the envoy raised his head and looked at him. The emotion in his eyes was completely unpredictable to him. It wasn't disgust for him or avoidance of him, but a kind of self-compassion, exuding Thick melancholy atmosphere.The envoy didn't respond to his apology, and he was even more at a loss: "So envoy, don't be angry, come home with me." He felt his tongue was a little knotted, and En Zhuo had taught him how to say it before going out. The easiest way to succeed is now completely forgotten by him.

The messenger didn't know what he was thinking, but he finally nodded after a long while, which surprised the ghost very much. "I have no right to be angry with you." The emissary muttered in a low voice, but was still heard by the ghost, "Actually, you are right, I, an emissary from the underworld who knows nothing about my past life, is a person who made a big mistake after all. sinner." At such a distance, the emissary's depression was clearly felt by the ghost, he opened his mouth and wanted to comfort him, but Sunny came out suddenly, and the emissary hurriedly pulled a smile and stood up to Sunny bowed.

"Miss Sunny, I'm so sorry for disturbing you last night."

"Don't bother," Sunny smiled, "If you have nothing to do, you can come and stay often." After speaking, she glanced at the ghost with the same smile, with a hint of provocation.

"Then I'll go first, and I still have work."

"Oh, go slowly."

The messenger put on his suit jacket and went out, and the ghost hurriedly followed. The messenger smoothed his hair with his hands, and then smelled it on himself. After confirming that there was no peculiar smell, he relaxed his expression a little, and walked towards the tea house of the dead. direction.The ghost followed him all the time, and the messenger suddenly stopped while walking, turned around and looked at the ghost helplessly: "I will definitely go home tonight, so can you stop following me, I'm going to work gone."

The ghost was stunned for a moment, then nodded slowly, and stood there watching the messenger disappear from his sight.

That night, the envoy returned home on time, and the first thing he did when he got home was to take a shower, and then lamented the refreshing feeling.When eating dinner, Chi Enzhuo looked at the envoy apologetically, and the envoy smiled at her and said it was okay and he understood.

The messenger put away all his emotions, reintegrated into the lives of the two people with the most normal attitude, made dinner with the ghost on time, drank the yogurt bought by the ghost naturally during the evening show, and continued to quarrel with the ghost Greet the wrath of the high school girl together, and then celebrate the girl who has finished the college entrance examination.The ghost thought that all the contradictions and barriers between the two of them had disappeared. As the days went by, he began to naturally remind the messenger to pay attention to his estrus, but he did not deliberately restrain his pheromone. He touched the back of the messenger's neck, and said that he found that his taste was weak, and he wanted to bite deeper next time.When he talked about these topics, he always looked joking and serious, and the emissary always responded impatiently, as an emissary should, but only the emissary knew that when he heard this topic, he thought of those memories from his previous life. Cause and effect, how much resistance there is in my heart.

That night the ghost went out. It is said that he was going to the temple to release sky lanterns. Before leaving, the ghost asked the messenger if he wanted to go with him, but the messenger refused decisively.In the end, it was Dehua who accompanied the ghost, and Enzhuo went to the fried chicken restaurant because of part-time job, so the messenger naturally continued to watch his favorite TV series alone in front of the TV.

He was always a little inexplicably restless tonight, but he didn't know why.The yogurt drank cup after cup, and the TV series gradually became a little absent-minded.The messenger wondered if his estrus was coming soon. In order to avoid another embarrassment, he decided to use medicine to suppress this estrus in advance. He stood up from the sofa with yogurt in his mouth, and raised his feet towards his room. Walked, and the severe pain in the heart started from that moment.

The sudden pain made the messenger unable to hold the yogurt in his hand, and when it fell to the ground, a few drops of yogurt popped out of the straw and stained the expensive carpet.

The messenger leaned down, and the pain in his heart was severe and rapid, as if someone was using a knife to gouge out the flesh and blood of the heart bit by bit. The blood vessels seemed to be broken, and the blood seeped and blocked all nerves. Except for the pain, he could hardly feel anything. .He finally couldn't support his body and fell to the ground, barely using his last bit of strength to support the sofa to prevent himself from falling down like this. He wanted to call out something, but found that he couldn't make a sound.

He wondered if he was going to die, this kind of near-death pain made him almost give up his conscious will, maybe fainting is the best relief.The mobile phone on the coffee table appeared in his blurred vision. He gritted his teeth and took the mobile phone with difficulty to call out the address book. Whose number he got, and he didn't even know whether he had pressed the number or not, his eyes completely turned into darkness.

I don't know when I fell into a coma, but when I woke up again, I was surrounded by the familiar smell of blood pheromone, and the voice of someone eagerly calling for the "messenger".The messenger barely opened his eyes, the only memory in his mind was the heart-piercing pain, but now his body couldn't feel that pain, only the feeling of relaxation and extremely tired after relaxing.

"Messenger!" The voice rang again, and the messenger finally opened his eyes, his blurred vision gradually focused, and he finally saw clearly the face of the ghost written in panic.

At that moment, the emissary undeniably felt another violent pounding of his heart, this time not because of the pain, but because of the throbbing of his own Alpha beside him.

At this time, the messenger realized that he was still in the living room. The ghost was kneeling beside the sofa and hugging his body, holding the mobile phone in his hand.

It seemed that he still dialed his phone before he passed out.The messenger thought silently in his heart, and gradually realized that he hadn't passed out for a few minutes, and the ghost almost teleported back.

Seeing that the emissary woke up, the ghost immediately hugged the emissary even tighter, and the emissary could feel the trembling of the ghost's body: "What's wrong with you? What happened?" The other party even spoke in a trembling tone.

The messenger lightly pushed away the ghost's embrace, indicating that he was fine and wanted to sit up. The ghost slowly helped the messenger to sit on the sofa. The messenger looked at his watch and recalled the time since the last time he looked at his watch. , and then said: "About a few minutes ago, I suddenly had a sharp pain in my heart." He raised his hand to stroke his heart, his expression was still a little pale, "It's like someone stabbed my heart with a knife, I have never experienced it before. This feeling, that pain makes me even want to die."

The messenger himself was talking, completely oblivious to the ghost's pale face.

"Are you sure it was, a few minutes ago?" The ghost said in a stiff tone, "It never happened before."

"Well, I'm sure, this is the first time." The emissary replied, but being emotionally sensitive, he noticed something wrong with the ghost's tone, so he turned his head to look at the ghost, and saw the ghost's unnatural expression.

Although the messenger didn't understand the reason for the ghost's expression, he had a bad premonition. He felt that the ghost's expression was obviously aware of something, and this unnatural state was exactly the same as his previous attitude. Same. "I... I'm going back to the room first." The flustered feeling in my heart began to haunt me at this moment, and the messenger stood up from the sofa and walked to the room. The ghost didn't stop him at first, but he was about to open the door. At that time, he was caught by the wrist and forcibly pulled in front of the ghost.

"Although this is not a good time to ask questions, but—" the ghost narrowed his eyes dangerously, and his tone became serious, "Are you hiding something from me?"

The messenger felt his lips tremble a little. He obviously hid his thoughts well before, but he didn't know why today he was almost unable to restrain himself and was even on the verge of collapse: "No, no..."

The ghost directly opened the door and pushed the messenger into the room. After closing the door, he turned around and pressed the messenger against the door. Then he felt the messenger's retreat. "Do you know how bad your lying skills are." The ghost bent down, releasing a huge sense of oppression all over his body, "I don't want to make the same mistake as last time again, I don't want to hurt you for no reason anymore, you What do you want me to do if you don't want to tell me the truth."

The emissary never thought that the ghost would say such a thing, the mental pressure in his heart for a while, and the shocked and tentative eyes of the ghost just now, all pushed him to a deeper cliff.

"Don't be like this, Jin Xin..." the emissary called out the name of the ghost in a low voice. He felt that this was the only way he could think of to maintain each other's sanity. "Let me stay by myself for a while."

The ghost suddenly stopped talking, and within a few seconds the emissary felt the hand of the ghost loosen his shoulder. Just as he wanted to breathe a sigh of relief in his heart, the next moment a gust of heat rushed down the spine and into the nerves in his brain. , and then that kind of not unfamiliar feeling spread in the lower body, and the legs and waist began to weaken unconsciously.

Before the emissary had time to curse "It's over" in his heart, the hand that the ghost had just let go clamped down tightly again, this time even tighter, his knees squeezed between the emissary's legs, and the emissary couldn't hold back. With a low snort, the ghost leaned on the messenger's shoulder and exhaled towards the glands on the back of his neck: "It's not my fault, it doesn't look like you need me to leave." The pheromone once again merged with the suddenly strong sandalwood fragrance in the room.

The first and most genuine reaction in my heart is to be embraced by the ghost, hoping to use his body temperature to contain myself, but some memories flooded into my mind inappropriately, making the messenger wake up in the sudden hot flashes of estrus, although He was powerless but still tried his best to resist the ghost: "Don't... the inhibitor is fine, this time don't..."

His refusal was obviously useless, but on the contrary, it aroused the ghost's desire to conquer as before.Before he finished speaking, the ghost tore off his clothes, a kiss blocked all his words, the ghost's hand began to reach the messenger's lower body, the messenger whimpered and tried to push the ghost away, but he couldn't really Pushed away, but the ghost, who sensed the envoy's resistance, stopped and left the envoy's lips to look at him.

"What's the matter with you, do you want me to ask the same question again. Do you hate me? Or would you rather find another Alpha."

In the eye sockets filled with water vapor, you can still see the eyes of the ghost suppressing anger and a little pity, but the last rationality still made him make the final rejection: "I don't hate it...but don't do it again, I use the inhibitor Just do it."

The ghost held the messenger's face in his hands: "Do you really think that your current state inhibitor can suppress it? Do you want to see for yourself what you look like now."

"Jin Xin..." The emissary felt that he was about to cry. The exciting pleasure made him unable to stand up. He was already weak because of the pain in his heart before, and now he had to rely on ghosts to support him even standing up. .He knew that as long as the ghost persisted, he would not refuse again, and he would willingly continue this ridiculous relationship. His body and mind were so eager, but the only reason left told him that this would only harm him. Jin Xin, his identity will only bring pain to Jin Xin, so he must choose to give up.

But Jin Xin never got what he wanted. When he was thrown on the bed, he even wondered if this was what he was looking forward to, and those resistances were his hypocritical side.While pressing him on the bed, the ghost opened the drawer at the head of the bed and took out the inhibitors, and put them in front of the messenger. The messenger swallowed while watching the medicine bottles, but couldn't tell whether he wanted it or not. .

Finally, the ghost made a choice for him: "Not this time, Messenger, you will not be able to survive this time without me in your current state." Then he ignited a fire in the palm of his hand in front of the Messenger's eyes, and set those medicine bottles on fire. After that, he threw it in the air, used his ability to float the medicine bottle in the air and let it burn, "But as long as you say no again, I will definitely not continue, and then no matter what you do, I will not care about you anymore."

The ghost didn't give the messenger time to think directly. After saying this, he started to move. Although he didn't understand why the messenger's estrus was so fast and violent this time, he knew very well that the messenger would never refuse him.

Sure enough, when the ghost was moving on the hands without giving any comfort from a kiss, but just watching with his eyes, the messenger grabbed the ghost by the collar and pulled him closer, their lips almost touched, in such a Under the distance, the ghost actually saw a trace of despair in the messenger's eyes.

"You will regret it, Jin Xin, you will definitely regret it in the future." The emissary cried out completely, tears began to flow down his cheeks, wet the pillow, and salty the corners of his mouth, "I shouldn't be yours Omega, I shouldn't be close to you, because you are the one who bears the sins of my previous life."

The ghost was completely taken aback by this remark, and all his movements stopped, only his eyes were wide open in astonishment.

But the messenger took the initiative to kiss the ghost with such a gesture of pulling his collar, and the bitterness of the messenger's tears was also felt by the ghost.

"Even so, do you still choose to continue?"

This time the messenger finally threw the question and choice to him. The ghost raised his head to look at the messenger, those eyes that were blurred due to the estrus period, the cheeks that were dizzy and flushed from the high temperature, and the pair of eyes that spoke the indigestible information. Lips still red, he didn't approach the messenger of the underworld because of these, he didn't approach the other party because the other party was an Omega, he just rejoiced that the other party was an Omega.

There is no room for him to choose to retreat, because from the beginning to the end, what he faces will always be beyond redemption.

To Be Continued.

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