little wolf cub

Fuxuan's figure froze, he looked at Lin Yu, the mist in his eyes faded in an instant, replaced by unsure fear and helplessness.

"Master?"

He stretched out his hand to grab Lin Yu.

Lin Yu frowned, his whole body looked cold and cold, he stepped back half a step, avoiding Fuxuan's hand.

Fuxuan's hand was completely empty, but it was full of wind and snow.

"I was deceived when I was with you in the past. As your master, I failed to teach you the right way. Instead, I indulged in excess, disregarded ethics, and messed around with you."

"It's not your fault, it's mine."

"I rescued you back then, taught you the aura of heaven and earth, the principles of heaven and earth, and protected you from harm to adulthood. I didn't do everything well, but I did my best. Now I don't beg, and I dare not beg, how to remember and repay you, but please don't let me go." Blame me."

"But if you blame me, I can't."

Lin Yu's lips were tightly drawn, and his face was extremely pale.

"Go back to the demon world, in the future..."

"What do you mean?" Fu Xuanlue breathed a little hurriedly. He didn't want to listen any more, so he directly interrupted Lin Yu's next words. He took a step forward and took Lin Yu's hand and said, "Obviously we were doing well a few days ago. Why? Why is it suddenly like this today?"

"Is it because I told the uncle and the others my thoughts today, which made the master difficult?"

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have talked nonsense in front of my uncle and uncle without thinking deeply. I'll go and apologize to my uncle and uncle. Master, don't be angry with me."

"I won't go back to the demon world, I don't want to go back to the demon world... I have never cared about any honor in the demon world, I just want to be at Lingshuang Peak, by your side." He grabbed Lin Yu tightly.

"I only care about you."

"As long as I can be with you, I will be fine..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Lin Yu hugged him into his arms.

Lin Yu hugged him tightly, as if trying to integrate him into himself with all his strength, his lips trembled slightly, and his eyes blushed silently where Fu Xuan couldn't see.Looking at Cai Fuxuan's helpless and humble appearance just now, he only felt that his chest was splitting and hurting.

"Master..."

"I won't go back to the demon world." He heard Fu Xuan mutter, "Don't drive me away..."

"I knew I was wrong."

I don’t know how many times Fuxuan has said this sentence to him sincerely or jokingly since he was a child, but there has never been a single time that made Lin Yu feel so painful in his heart, almost unbearably painful, almost making him feel sick. Tears of pain.

you are right.He said something silently in his heart.

my fault...

After a long time, he suppressed all his thoughts and wanted to let go of Fuxuan.But Fuxuan noticed Lin Yu's movement, but hugged him even tighter.

"In a few days it will be New Year's Eve in the human world." Fu Xuan's tone was pretending to be calm: "Does Master want to spend it in Lingshuang Peak or in the world?"

"What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

"I think the plum blossom brew I buried last year in the courtyard is already ready. Do you want to drink it, master? If you want to drink it, I will dig it out in the next few days and drink it when we watch the new year."

"If you don't want to drink, we can bury it longer, even after spring."

Lin Yu listened to him chanting for a long time, he lowered his eyes slightly, and let himself be embraced by Fu Xuan as if giving up.

Er, he said in the midst of Fuxuan's babble that he didn't dare to stop: "...you go back to the demon world first, okay?"

"..."

Fuxuan stopped talking, and tightened Lin Yu in his arms, but he only felt that the person in his arms was like a piece of ice, which could not be warmed up.

"Master, I will go crazy." He said.

"If you don't want me, I'll go crazy..."

……

When Yan Bo went up to Lingshuang Peak again, what he saw was Lin Yu sitting in the snow. He had been sitting in the snow for an unknown amount of time. He was covered with snow, like a snowman. I almost didn't see Lin Yu.

Yan Bo frowned fiercely, stepped forward quickly and pulled Lin Yu up.

Lin Yu dissipated the spiritual power to protect his body, and sat in the snow like masochistic. It must have been sitting for a long time, and his whole body was frozen stiff.

"What are you doing? Do you want to die?" Yan Bo swept the snow off Lin Yu's head and shoulders, grabbed Lin Yu and said angrily.

"I want to wake up." Lin Yan, who was covered in coldness, paused, and suddenly said, "I don't want to die."

"What did you say?" Yan Bo, who was concentrating on patting the residual snow off his body, didn't seem to hear Lin Yu's whisper, or couldn't believe it, he stopped the movement of his hands, looked at Lin Yu and asked.

"I thought, I'm about to die, it's okay to indulge and follow my own mind." He lowered his eyes.

"But I only know now that once people have expectations for the future, they will become less and less willing to die..."

"I always think about having a long time with him, and I always forget that I have no time."

"He said he was going to die for me, how could... how could he be allowed to die for me."

"If he dies for me, then I will not live comfortably and die in peace." Lin Yu squeezed his hands tightly.

"He still has a long life and a bright future."

"I can't destroy him."

"I must never destroy him..." He muttered in a daze.

"What the hell are you..." Yan Bo trembled uncontrollably with the hand supporting Lin Yu, and he said in a difficult voice, "What are you talking about?"

A great sorrow suddenly rose in Lin Yu's heart, his eyes were red, he gritted his teeth fiercely, scattered the spiritual array in his body that concealed the state of the black spirit Gu, and shed two lines of tears.

This was the first time Yan Bo saw Lin Yu cry.This little junior brother made of ice shell, has been forbearing and prudent ever since he can remember. Whether it was the first time he broke his arm during sword practice, or he was immersed in the cold pool to reconnect his spiritual veins, Yan Bo had never seen him before. Shed a tear.

Now, his deserted face has finally cracked a crack, revealing the truest sadness inside.

He said something that made Yan Bo's hands tremble.

"Eldest senior brother, I don't have time." He choked up and said, "...But I'm interested in Fuxuan."

"I like it so much that I don't want to die."