stubborn stone

Chi Yan woke up.

Lie on the bed well.

Blindfolds and harnesses that are no longer necessary have long since been removed.

The blackout curtains were well drawn to prevent irritation to his long-abandoned eyes.

The only source of light is the bright smoke tail.

Chi Yan looked along the light source.

The light source suddenly brightened, reflecting the man's sunken cheeks.

Qi Shoulin smoked through his lungs and spit out long white smoke: "Long time no see, Chi Yan."

In the dark, Chi Yan looked at the hazy silhouette.The eyes traced over and over again.I can't control my expression.

I don't know whether to cry or laugh.There was only the sound of a small inhalation in the air.

He sat up, and the soft goose down comforter slid off him.Alpha, who has excellent night vision, was immediately attracted by the love marks on his body.

No matter how many times you watch it.

Still not enough.

"Yeah... Long time no see," Chi Yan managed to pull out a smiling face, "Are you okay?"

"Not bad." Qi Shoulin said lightly.

But by no means good.

"What about you?"

Before Chi Yan could answer, Qi Shoulin said to himself, "It looks pretty good."

"Kissed two men in one night and slept with one of them."

"I've been chatting with women on the phone for more than two months. Have you slept yet?"

"Do they know how many people are around you at the same time?"

"Did you have a beautiful day?"

Chi Yan lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Qi Shoulin had only been away from him for a little over half a year.

But he felt as if a lifetime had passed - he had already seen Qi Shoulin's wedding in his dream.

Until he has a child.

Have more than one child.

From his first gray hair, to his gray temples, to his gorgeous hair.

From his tall and stalwart figure to his old and crooked figure.

He had already thought about Qi Shoulin's whole life.

He will be full of children and grandchildren, will be all-powerful, and everything will go well.

will be very good.

That is, there is no place for him beside him.

He himself was the stone that he occasionally got up to take a second look at when he walked by the side of the road, and picked it up to play with it for a while.

It is already a great mercy and forgiveness to be able to let go gently.

Why let him carry it on his body and continue his journey.

"It's... not bad." Using the darkness as a cover, Chi Yan swallowed sour tears.

At the same time, it also killed the self who once mustered up the courage to be selfless.

"Can I go...I want to go home." Chi Yan searched around for traces of clothes.

Anyway, it wasn't the first time Qi Shoulin slept with him, although this time he was imprisoned, raped, and humiliated.

But thinking that this person was Qi Shoulin, he seemed to feel that it was nothing more than normal.

What kind of person he is, Chi Yan thinks he can figure it out, but he can't figure it out.

"Isn't this your home? Where are you going?" Qi Shoulin extinguished his cigarette and walked over.

Chi Yan was stunned, letting the tobacco-smelling fingers stroke his cheeks and neck.

No wonder he thought it was a stranger who imprisoned him.

He had never seen Qi Shoulin smoke, and when Qi Shoulin took care of Wen Yan, he even gave Wen Yan a death order not to smoke.

Chi Yan looked around and confirmed that it was not in his small rented house.Nor is it Qi Shoulin's own family.Probably one of his properties anywhere.Shaking his head: "No, this is not my home."

"Okay, let's go home then." Qi Shoulin shook off a shirt and put it on for him.

I haven't worn clothes for too long, and this upper body still feels a little awkward.

Chi Yan watched him buttoning his buttons one by one, and suddenly remembered something: "I want to go back to where I live, not to Yuhujingyuan."

Yuhujingyuan is the residential area where Qi Shoulin's usual two-story villa is located.

Qi Shoulin was buttoning him up, and his fingers moved up again, pinching his chin: "Chi Yan."

"You wish for me to die, don't you?"

"If I die, you will be free."

"What kind of senior sister are you looking for, what kind of Yao Qingqing?"

Contrary to ordinary people, Qi Shoulin didn't yell or growl when he was angry.

The lighter his tone, the greater his anger.

Chi Yan only felt that his chin was pinched so painfully, so he reached out to cover Qi Shoulin's hand.

He didn't have much strength in his hands, but with just a light touch, Qi Shoulin let go.

"I don't, Qi Shoulin..." Chi Yan softened his tone and said seriously, "I don't like others."

"I just don't think it's necessary for you... There's no need to treat me like this."

"It was indeed a little unpleasant when we met and contacted before, but it was not very smooth afterwards."

The fierce light in Qi Shoulin's eyes gradually faded.

"It's pretty good, really. Thank you very much."

"Thank you for encouraging me, guiding me, and helping me."

Chi Yan didn't know how he could express these words so fluently.

"Being able to have a relationship with you is simply a person like me who saved the galaxy in his previous life."

This sounded unpleasant.Qi Shoulin's vigilant nerves tightened again.

"So, for the sake of our harmonious relationship in the past..."

"Can we have a good get-together?"

"Your soulmate is so good. Mr. Qu... He was so good-looking, and he never left you when you were bedridden... Do you know the probability of meeting the soulmate? Me and you say……"

"Shut up." The veins in Qi Shoulin's temples twitched, "How about the one with a soul?"

"Chi Yan, you don't remember anything you sent me?"

Chi Yan stopped talking all of a sudden.

Would Qi Shoulin still see that thing?

He thought it would be treated as some kind of spam.

Qi Shoulin was referring to the birthday present that Chi Yan gave him a long time ago.

Chi Yan has no ability to give him expensive gifts.

Just a small website.

It was the domain name that Chi Yan bought with money, and the page he designed himself, all of which were about Qi Shoulin.

Chi Yan wrote a lot about him in it.

When I saw Qi Shoulin for the first time, I thought he was so cold and unattainable.

When I took Qi Shoulin to eat beef soup pot for the first time, I felt that he was not as invulnerable as he appeared on the surface, and even a little lonely and pitiful.

……

When wearing the suit chosen by Qi Shoulin for the first time, it felt as if Cinderella was blessed by the magic of a fairy and would become very confident.

Bit by bit, it's like "Qi Shoulin's Observation Diary".

It's ridiculous that they haven't even had a group photo together for so long.It was all up to Chi Yan to cut the photos of the two together by himself.

Chi Yan got Qi Shoulin's photo from a financial magazine.

He doesn't appear in front of the media very much, and more often he arranges for company spokespersons to deal with it.

That's why this photo of the interview is particularly rare.

The color tone is mainly gray and white, and the photographer captured a quarter of his side face, with excellent facial features.Although his expression was calm and peaceful, he could be seen as a person in a high position who could make decisive decisions.

Minimalist and exquisite, it coincides with Ming Chi's corporate philosophy.

Chi Yan's photo was taken when he joined the job, and the sun was too big and it was a bit overexposed.Wearing a baggy suit that didn't fit well, his hair was wet with sweat, and he was smiling silly.

Chi Yan enlarged his photo to be shoulder-to-shoulder with Qi Shoulin, but the pixels were not enough and the image was a bit blurry.

As if this could stand with him.

Thinking about it now, it seems like taking a slag clod to match a jade.

Finally ended up with a simple sketch.

It was Chi Yan who secretly got up to draw while Qi Shoulin was sleeping.

Qi Shoulin looked asleep, with half of his face covered in his quilt, and a healthy arm stretched out.On his face was a rare peaceful sleeping face.

He only felt that his clumsy brushstrokes could not show a ten-thousandth of the beauty of the scene.

Also handwritten a sentence: Let me love you, let me be your family.

The signature is Chi Yan.

He didn't know at that time that Qi Shoulin was suffering from psychological entanglement because of Qu Yucheng's affairs, and he was depressed all day long.Chi Yan can only try his best to satisfy his desire, hoping to give him some comfort.

He naively thought it would be all right.

Qi Shoulin is so omnipotent that no difficulty can stop him.

But he didn't know that what Qi Shoulin was fighting against was "instinct" and "destiny".

As long as the network domain name is paid regularly, it will always be reserved for the customer.

Chi Yan thought later, just let it go.

In reality, their relationship cannot be favored or accepted by others.In the virtual world of the Internet, there is still room for him to keep this thought.

Maybe at some point in the future, he doesn't remember to renew the domain name.It's time to truly forget Qi Shoulin.

The first complete work in this little programmer's career will disappear with the deletion of the code.

Leave no trace.

Little things like these, this timid and frank love...

never existed.

"Oh..." Chi Yan nodded, "I regret it, I knew I wouldn't send it by timed email."

"Forget it, it's nothing. Just take it as a joke."

Qi Shoulin was silent for a while, staring at him.

Chi Yan thought that he was going to do something to himself again, and was prepared in his heart.

Unexpectedly, Qi Shoulin just lowered down and picked him up.

With one hand resting on his hip and the other around his waist.As easy as hugging a feather.

"You should laugh, Chi Yan." Qi Shoulin breathed gently and hotly on his chest, wet and soft lips licked from his neck to his cheeks, and finally stayed on his stubbornly pressed lips.

"You man crawled back from hell again."