I'm here, you're gone

"Good! Change your position! Nice!"

The photographer's energetic voice filled the shooting scene, which can be described as flying up and down, but no matter how passionate they were, the five people being photographed were completely out of shape.After a while, the photographer also put down the camera like a deflated rubber ball.

"Let me tell you what's going on with you guys today! You are completely out of shape. If this continues, today's filming will definitely not be finished. What are you going to do!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! A few of them reported all night yesterday, so maybe they didn't have a good rest!" While apologizing, the manager winked at the five people and warned them.

"I'm sorry! Brother! Let's start!" Zhong Xun also felt too tired, but there was no way, who made them choose this highly anticipated job.

In this way, the five people cheered up and actively invested in their emotions.Although it was delayed for a while, it was finally completed smoothly. During the period, the company arranged for five people to interview individually. Although it was only ten minutes, no one dared to slack off.

On the way back, Zhong Xun kept recalling the reporter’s question. A relatively authoritative magazine sent overseas news that the chief stylist of FT was hospitalized in the UK due to a heart problem. Since there was no specific confirmation, it was obviously blocked deliberately. News, so the magazine reporter wanted to know something from these five people.Zhong Xun looked at the tired expression on Hongji's face, and sat there motionless. He was not sure if the other people had been asked this question, but when he himself didn't know how to answer, he was stopped by his agent, and he didn't face it. Answer, in this case, the problem is even bigger.

"Brother, the questions asked by the reporters today are very conservative! Isn't it!" Minhuan was so tired that he dozed off, but he still didn't forget to chat with Zhong Xun.

"Really! I don't think so!" Zhong Xun looked at the "wooden man" calmly.

"That's right, I've been asked a lot of strange questions every time, and I feel weird if I don't ask them today."

"..."

Zhong Xun didn't say a word, the recent things were backlogged together, which made him feel even more sleepy. Does Hongji know anything?Zhong Xun was the first to be interviewed, of course he would not have imagined that before the next one was interviewed, people from the company had approached the reporters who were allowed to interview and asked them to avoid certain sensitive topics, so, after that None of the four people was asked that question.

Back in the dormitory, several people whose physical strength had been severely exhausted returned to their respective rooms to catch up on sleep, and Hongji was no exception.Compared with physical fatigue, I feel weaker mentally. It is better to fall asleep and think about nothing than to wake up and think about it.

"Bin, the company sent a reporter! They're going to report!" Wu Minshu saw the company's colleagues from a distance and greeted them.

"Oh! Are you really okay? I'll be on stage later!" This morning, Wu Minshu still had a high fever and was fine now, but Black said that this was abnormal, and Yuan Bin was very worried.

"Ah Yigu! Don't worry! Such a gentle song, if I don't sing it with you, who will sing it with you! Really! Don't worry!"

"Okay! If it doesn't feel right, stop at any time!"

"I know, I know!"

The graduation show is a tradition of the East Coast Conservatory of Music, and every year some popular British singers are invited to participate in order to increase the attention of the show.Every year at the graduation show, new stars gather, and many pop singers like Yuan Bin also come here to study, but as a Hallyu singer, Yuan Bin is No.1, so F&C company pays special attention to it, and specially invited some well-connected reporters to the scene reports.

Yuan Bin's performance was scheduled for the second half, so the company's overseas staff immediately saw the needles and arranged for reporters to come to interview. Wu Minshu knew that she could not participate in the interview, so she watched quietly from the sidelines.

"Yuan Bin, I didn't disappoint you!" Black came to his side at some point, "He is excellent!"

"I've been so good since I was a child, but I was spoiled by it." Wu Minshu didn't take his eyes off Yuan Bin, just kept looking at him like that.

"In addition to Yuan Bin's parents, you also raised him very well, he has become more and more gentleman, with a quiet and indifferent personality, just like you."

"No, he's not like anyone, he's just like himself."

After the interview, Yuan Bin's time was about to begin. Before going on stage, Yuan Bin hugged Min Shu tightly.As the soft music played slowly, Yuan Bin performed a knight's gesture, walked onto the stage with Wu Minshu's arm.

"Now, even if you regret it, it's in vain

Now, even if I stay, it's in vain

gradually get used to you around

I don't know it's love

i won't send you away again

I won't just look at you again

leave only the words that cannot be said

i think we are just friends

I think we're just friends

But this desire to meet, such boredom

My heart is lying to myself like a fool

now we can't just be friends

Now we're not just friendship

If you are by her side, if you see her

Maybe it's not love anymore

you're just lip service

you just say no

Said "that's it, let's stop here" and left without mercy

i think we are just friends

I think we're just friends

But this desire to meet, such boredom

My heart is lying to myself like a fool

now we can't just be friends

Now we're not just friendship

If you are by her side, if you see her

Maybe it's not love anymore

she doesn't have me in her heart

The tears shed are all about me

just get along as friends

now called friendship

It hurts like this, and tears flow from my eyes

But pretending to smile, secretly weeping

can't you give me a hug

Even if it's just one day, even if it's just one time

Can't even say "I love you"

......"

"Blake, what is Minshu's condition?" Isabella looked at the two people looking at each other affectionately on the stage, and couldn't help worrying about Minshu's condition.

"Minshu's symptoms are congenital. If you are lucky, the chance of getting the disease is very small, and you may not even know that you have this kind of disease in your life. However, four years ago, Minshu was the most suitable experimental subject. Well, she unconditionally agreed to conduct new human drug experiments. It was very successful at the time, and she was the one with the least rejection among all the experimenters. But it was because of that experiment that the potential invisible pathogenic factors in her body may have been stimulated. However, That time half a year ago, in order to help Minhuan, she injected three more injections in a short period of time, although the first two doses were halved, but the last injection was a full ten, so..."

"Since you know she can't bear it, why do you want her to do the experiment!" Isabella looked at her husband in surprise. She has studied medicine for ten years and should have medical ethics. She believes that he would not do this, even though he participated in the research and development of the drug .

"Didn't I say it before? This disease won't be discovered if it doesn't develop."

"That is to say, if Minshu didn't get the injection, there would be no problem, right?"

"It's not absolute! It's also possible to get sick. Judging from Minshu's current state, it's not optimistic." Black expressed his concerns.

"Is it bad?"

"Before Minshu had a high fever for more than a month. From yesterday evening to this morning, the fever suddenly subsided. According to common sense, it is a good thing, but Minshu's attending doctor, Professor Clayderman, said that this clinical symptom was too sudden. , is not a good phenomenon. Moreover, Minshu's weight is irregular and sometimes light, although the mental state is very good, but the recent ECG monitoring, it is getting worse and worse." After finishing speaking, Black helped Living with his crumbling wife, "has now begun to develop non-pathological arrhythmias and pauses."

"Non-pathological?"

"Yes, that is, heart disease caused by external factors, complicated by congenital syndrome. This is the second time Professor Clayderman has encountered such a situation in his 20 years of medical practice."

"What about the first time?" Isabella vaguely felt that there was something bad in her heart.

"The first time was a little girl. The professor had just graduated from medicine. That little girl also had this kind of congenital disease. Because of the childhood shadow and long-term malnutrition, the age was not more than 20 years old, and the heart function was poor. Exhausted."

"The result!" Isabella even lost the last bit of color on her lips following Black's narration.

"Minshu is older, maybe there are good signs."

"Black, does Minshu know the real situation?"

"She knows it herself, but she can't tell Yuan Bin. Besides, Minshu is starting to lethargy and chest tightness. Although she is trying her best to overcome these symptoms, the professor said it is not optimistic."

Afterwards, neither of them spoke any more, they quietly looked at the two people on the stage.

"Ah Yigu! If they weren't siblings, these two would be a perfect match!" Representative Han watched the broadcast of the show in the company's conference room, and from time to time motioned to the five live treasures of FT to watch.

"Yeah." Zhong Xun saw Min Shu on the stage, and finally let go of his worried heart. "My sister is in very good condition. She has such an explosive voice and sings such a melody, which is really beautiful."

"This is Yuan Bin's new single. It was originally planned to release the sound source after returning to China, but Yuan Bin insisted on singing this song in this concert, so we had to advance it." Representative Han turned off the performance video, "Currently, Min Shu Due to personal reasons, an indefinite leave has been proposed, which has been approved by the headquarters. Therefore, Zhenxu has canceled the leave in advance, and she will be responsible for the rest of the time until her leave is over. Come back from vacation!"

"What's the reason? Could it be?" Zhong Xun raised his heart that had just been let go.

"It's all about personal reasons. Minshu came back for a year and worked around the clock. Now it's appropriate to ask for a vacation."

Representative Han intentionally avoided this topic. After speaking, he casually explained a few words and left, leaving Mr. Ma stared at by five people.

"Master Ma, what happened to Minshu?"

"Hongji! I really don't know!" Mr. Ma looked as if Hongji had suddenly regained his spirit. He had been like a wandering spirit for the past few days, but now he was really scared.

"Do you think I'm an idiot?" Hongji bared his teeth, "Photos from the hospital, doubts from reporters, and an indefinite vacation. If there were no other reasons, how could the company agree? What's more, she is the chief! Sister Zhenxu transferred over, huh?"

"Hong, Hongji! Minshu is actually just not feeling well. As you know, in order to thank Zhenxu and Minshu for their sponsorship for the company in the past year and to keep them, the headquarters has decided to donate the company's shares. Then, starting next year, Han Zhenxu and Wu Minshu will no longer be mere stylists, but will appear as directors Han Zhenxu and Wu Minshu. Therefore, if future directors ask for a vacation, the company will definitely approve it. The reason." Mr. Ma knew that if he didn't tell what he knew, these guys wouldn't let him go.

"Why does the company take it so seriously when you are not feeling well?"

"I really don't know about this!" Mr. Ma was about to cry, "I'm afraid only Representative Han knows this, but you also know Representative Han. If you can't say it, Representative Han won't say it anyway. .”

Hongji didn't speak any more, after staring at Chief Ma for 10 minutes, he suddenly got up and left.Several other people were worried about Hongji's convulsive personality, so they filed out. Mr. Ma also left the meeting room with a sad face.

The Song Festival was held as scheduled. This year's MC is still SJ's Kim Heechul. Originally, F&C was notified to invite Hongki to help host, but considering that CN had just debuted, they temporarily changed Jung Yonghwa and Kim Heechul's partners.

The studio was still full of people. Fans, reporters, staff, everyone gathered in this hall. Although the performance hadn't started yet, some fans had already started shouting their idol's name loudly.Due to the failure of last year's performance, some reporters came backstage and wanted to interview FT, so they looked around for people to inquire about FT's rest room.

"Today is the moment for us to show our true strength. We must not relax, you know?" Zhong Xun, as the captain, valued this performance even more. "No matter what it is, after our performance is over, can it be? Hongji?"

"Ah."

Before that, Hongji went to Representative Han to find out about Wu Minshu's recent situation, but Representative Han didn't say anything, so Hongji decided to take advantage of the short rest time after the song festival to fly to England to find out.

"Good! FTisland, Huai Ting!"

The show begins...

"Hello everyone! We are FTisland! I am the lead singer Li Hongji. This year's song festival is very important to us at FT. It is even more important to me personally. Today's first song is the voice of that person. We are not qualified to say these words, but standing here, I hope that person is satisfied with our interpretation, "The Pain of Love"!"

"I miss the kind of person who can see more clearly even when they close their eyes.

The person who wants to forget and want to erase but will miss even more

That person will definitely come back and lie to myself over and over again

I didn't say I'll definitely come back, but I'm sure I'll be waiting

the sin of loving you too much the sin of loving you so much

I suffer the pain of waiting because of you because of that sin

sin of loving too much sin of missing so much

I suffer the pain of crying because of you because of that sin

The one who breaks up too soon the one who can't forget

Always so cruel to me leaving me to suffer alone

You must leave me like this

The people I once loved with my life are now relentlessly forgetting me

The people I once loved with all my heart are now forgetting me and leaving

The ones I loved with my whole life who brought me nothing but tears

Always so cruel to me leaving me to suffer alone

......"

There is no doubt that tonight's show, FT got their belated success.When they walked off the stage, these five big boys hugged each other and cried bitterly. At this time, they were just children, not someone's idol, not someone's god, just a group of children.

"I said, we will succeed!" Zhong Xun embraced the others, "We are..."

"FTisland!"

This belated perfect performance made the five people very excited.Afterwards, at the celebration meeting, they still couldn't calm down their mood. The company decided to give them a five-day holiday to rest and recuperate based on their performance.Hongji took advantage of this opportunity to fly to England, contacted Yuanbin and Minshu, but they didn't answer the phone, so in desperation, he had to find Blake's historical emails to confirm.

"Yuan Bin, I don't know if it's right to do this. Since your performance, Minshu's condition has been very bad. I don't know what's going on with Hongji, and I will fly over the day after tomorrow."

"It's not that I haven't thought about it, but my sister won't see him."

"So sure?"

"Not because of hate, but because of love."

"Why are you Orientals always so reserved? Isn't it good to put everything on the bright side?"

"So, this is why you have never understood that Isabella hurts me so much!" After that, Yuan Bin showed a touch of lacking expression.

"Hongji, are you really going to fly there?" Zhong Xun looked at the person who was packing his luggage in the room. The other brothers had already gone home, but he was the only one who was worried, so he stayed.

"That woman has spent three and a half years alone in a country I don't know. Now, it's still that country. This time, it's a disease I don't know."

"Maybe things are not as expected."

"Zhong Xun, after being in this industry for so long, can you believe that the agency allows the chief star's stylist to take an indefinite vacation? And after being appointed as a director? Maybe you can convince yourself like this, but, I can't! Brother Ronghe That's right, from the very beginning, I was wrong! I can't go on wrong, at least, let me know she's okay."

"Okay! If there is any situation, please feel free to contact me!"

"Ah."

Hongji packed his luggage and hurried to the airport. Because he booked the first flight to London, Hongji, who hadn't closed his eyes for almost 24 hours, drank three cups of coffee at the airport before boarding the plane.

Minshu, I don't ask for anything else, I just hope you're okay.

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