I'm here, you're gone

Maybe time is really a good thing, it can not only dilute everything, but also let you recall the traces it brought to you inadvertently.

If he hadn't returned to the original place by himself, he would never have known that the waiting in the original place was actually such a pain.I have been deceiving myself, as long as I return to the original place, as long as I return to the original place without missing a step, then that person is still there, not pushing or pulling, just waiting in the same place.However, it was only in the end that he realized that the stupidest person was only himself.

Therefore, when Li Hongji was preparing to pack his things for going abroad, he found the manuscript that had been forgotten in the top drawer of the cabinet.Gently patted off the dust on the book, and turned it over, the paper was slightly yellowed, and the pencil marks on it had faded, making it look dirty.

It turned out that it has been so long.

Three years ago, before FTisland flew to the UK, Wu Minshu had already woken up and gradually recovered her physical fitness.Li Hongji, who knew the news, flew there first, regardless of the company's objections.In the ward, spent three hours alone with Wu Minshu, and then left.

Until the end of their activities in the UK, Lee Hongki did not show up at the hospital.When the remaining four rushed to the hospital to visit, their lead singer still did not show up.In the ward, apart from the four people from FT, and the parents of Yuan Bin and Min Shu, they all kept silent about this matter.

Two years ago, Li Hongji decided to sign a renewal contract with the current company in advance, without putting forward any conditions other than the contract, and the same is true for the other four people.

At the end of the same year, the headlines of the major Korean media all came from one thing - "Super luxurious wedding of the century, former F&C director Wu Minshu and Han Yingjae, the youngest heir of Han J Group, recently got married on their personal island in Tahiti, and married Declined any media interviews."

A year ago, FTisland finally realized its ideal for many years and launched its first world tour.When it came to the New York station in the United States, the lead singer Li Hongji suddenly became speechless for a short time.When there was a lot of discussion off the court, he turned around and bowed deeply in the direction of the VIP seats in the middle.

"Because it's my fault, I respect your choice. As long as you are happy, I don't care about anything."

After the words fell, the music of "Love Letter" sounded in the audience. For the first and only time, he sang the entire song by himself.

'Rap:

(Why didn't I know how to cherish you at the beginning

I am silly when love is close

When love leaves, I will search again

I don't know how to cherish when Oh is by my side

i am a confused man

I'm a man like a fool

I didn't understand until you left)

I'm really sorry I caused you so much pain and sadness

now i will let you go

I hope you can meet the right person and live a happy life

I believe you who I know can do well

I don't want to get in trouble on your smiling picture anymore

I'm the same today, I'll keep smiling'

This year, together with CNBLUE, we will hold a joint performance in New York.In the same position, this year, he sent out two tickets.He hoped that she would bring that person to watch his concert together, to prove it to her, and he did it, making the name of FTisland famous all over the world.

However, when she saw the design manuscript she had used before, she still couldn't calm down.Slowly, a drop of water fell on the paper, making the blurred pencil writing even more blurred.Li Hongji wiped away his tears indiscriminately, picked up the tissue beside him and carefully blotted away the tears.

"Minshu, you promised me that you want to be happy, I promised you that I will persevere, keep working hard, and then find someone who can really let me through."

After speaking, gently close the manuscript and put it back in its original position.

【"Minshu, you're awake! I'm not dreaming!"

"Hongji! This is not a dream, I really woke up. But, you know what? I had a lot of dreams during the time I was asleep! The dream was all about you!"

"Dream, what did you dream about?" He began to feel uneasy feelings running through his body.

"I dreamed that Hongji gave up singing for me, gave up FT and the other four people, and wanted to live an ordinary life with me! You bid farewell to the stage. You on the stage are so painful that you can't sing a word. Fools keep crying, just like that, keep crying."

"Min Sook..."

"Hongji, that's not the way to love me! You have to continue to shine, because you are that kind of person. No matter what, don't give up, okay? Promise me that the name of FTisland will be resounded all over the world, okay?"

"..."

"Hongji! I really, really love you so much! During the years of studying abroad, I thought that I didn't see you anymore, didn't pay attention to you, that I didn't love you anymore. But I was wrong, I have always loved you very much. Before, now, and in the future, I will still love you! Therefore, I have decided that I will quit my job, no longer engage in positions around you, and no longer set foot in the entertainment industry. As for Yuan Bin, I hope he will continue to do what he likes I won't interfere with him too much anymore."

"Minshu, what do you mean..."

"Hongji! I love you!"

"Minshu..." The uneasy mood became more and more wrong.

"Yesterday, Han Yingzai and I confirmed our relationship to both parents. When I get better, we decided to get engaged first. Please bless me! Okay?"

"what!"

"I'm sorry for Yingzai, but I have to learn to like him slowly."

"Wu Minshu! What do you mean!"

"Hongji! Just because I love you, I can't allow myself to be your stumbling block! Because with me, you won't just focus on your music, your stage. My body will slowly recover, but this is It’s been a long process. I was so self-willed before! When I was in school, my eyes only belonged to you. When I was studying abroad, my eyes only belonged to my major and Yuan Bin. However, because of this, I also missed a lot of things .So, now I have to learn to slowly find the previous blank. I have to stay with my parents and enjoy my young time. Then, slowly fall in love with Shangyingzai.”

"Let's not talk about anything else, Min Shu, don't you feel sorry for Han Ying?"

"So I have to slowly fall in love with him! I may only love you in my life, but I am not exaggerating enough to allow myself to hinder your development. Similarly, even if I love you so much, we may not be able to leave When we get together, even if we get together, it may not be for a lifetime. The marriage I need is a marriage for a lifetime. It is a marriage that will not have regrets until my hair turns gray. Yingzai and I, even if we just like each other, we can go on Of course, we don't know when we will go, but at least what I know is that I will not hinder him, and at least it will go farther than walking with you. Because I will not just stand by silently , I will be jealous, I will be sad, because Hongji is not mine alone! Because Hongji can't give me a life like water!"

"..."

"These words may hurt people, but Hongji, what I need is different from what you need! Don't make wrong choices just because you feel sorry for me!"

Wu Minshu opened his arms, tears finally fell from the corners of his eyes, but the smile on the corners of his mouth remained unchanged.Li Hongji ran over, hugged the person in front of him, and cried bitterly until he had no more strength left to cry again.

'Hongji!Didn't you find out?When we met for the second time, there were too many tears and reluctance. How can I continue to stay by your side when you are like this and you are in such pain.go fly!You still have a wider sky waiting for you, and you still have more miracles to create!By the time you're on top of the world, hopefully you've found someone who can really be by your side.And that person won't be me!Because of my greed, I am not suitable.You must be happy, because, I love you! ']

The author has something to say:

☆, the author's statement

I don't want to be a style I don't like, so I can only choose to break away from people's established fairy tale mode.No one has the courage to write about the married life of the prince and princess, and I also don't know how Lee Hong Ki and Oh Min Sook will get along after going through that situation... Even if they love again, they will not be able to go to the end The last most suitable choice.

Life is just life.

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