Rebirth of counterattack power less

There are still a few days until the Spring Festival, and the streets are filled with lanterns and festoons, filled with the atmosphere of the New Year. Feng Xuan put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket, and walked side by side with Wen Nianyun on the busy street. It's bone-chillingly cold, but this is the capital after all, and it's not yet nine o'clock, so many young people are still hanging around.

"If you like it, why let it go? Is it so difficult to be honest with yourself?"

The two of them walked silently all the way downstairs to the rented apartment by Fengxuan. Wen Nianyun suddenly stopped, with a rare serious look on his face. It’s really no use, because of the old man, he has always been honest and accepts feelings very well. Although he has not met the person who really makes his heart beat so far, once he does, he will definitely hold on to it, so he It is very incomprehensible why Feng Xuan would try his best to deceive himself and try his best to push a feeling out.

Feng Xuan couldn't help being startled, walked slowly to the front and looked up at the high-rise buildings shrouded in darkness, and said in a slightly blurred voice: "Emotions are super glue, once it moves, it will be stuck. You can’t get rid of it again, unless you tear off a piece of skin and flesh, and then leave a clear scar to accompany you for the rest of your life. No matter how many people you have loved, how unforgettable your love is, happiness is also pain, and you have not learned how to get rid of it in the end. Love, but learn how to love yourself."

After finishing speaking, Feng Xuan walked in without looking back. In this life, he didn't want to love anyone anymore, he just wanted to hide in his own shell selfishly, saying that he was cowardly or escaping, pain, once is enough up.

"Who is it that hurt you so deeply?"

I don't know how long I stood there, Wen Nianyun expressed his feelings, Feng Xuancai, but he always looks like 80 years old, what he said always reveals vicissitudes and indifference, which makes people feel distressed from the bottom of their hearts, but I don't know how to heal the wound in his heart. He claims to be omnipotent, but he can't even warm him up. It's really shocking.

The black Touareg went all the way through the urban area and went straight to the outskirts of the capital.

"Wei Meiling is your wife's handkerchief, but you took me to her place for dinner, Lei Zhen, should I say you are heartless or bold?"

Waiting for the gap between the traffic lights, Haiyuan looked at the neon lights outside and suddenly spoke. Recently, there was a hint of sarcasm, and he didn't know if he was mocking Lei Zhen or himself.

Having been his underground lover for many years, he still knows a little bit about his wife. She is a standard strong woman who never gives up to a man. The only friend is Wei Meiling. God knows that when Wei Meiling looks at him, he can't wait to find a hole in the ground. After getting in, the majestic old man has become the third party to destroy other people's marriages for seven full years. Not only is he deceiving and hurting others, but he can't help but spurn himself.

"The location is determined by Nianyun, don't think too much, Meiling is not a talkative person."

Turning his head and glanced at him, maybe it's been a long time since we were together, Lei Zhen didn't get angry, he stretched out his hand to hold his hand, and comforted him softly.

"It's not a matter of talking too much at all, but... Forget it, I can't tell you clearly. If there are such occasions in the future, please don't count me in."

Withdrawing his hand, Haiyuan simply closed his eyes and tried to calm down the anger in his heart. Things happened if they didn’t happen. It’s useless to talk about it. Lei Zhen might not understand it. ?

"It's better than being petty. I don't have the patience to coax you tonight."

Being rejected by him, Lei Zhen was also annoyed, his tone inevitably became stiff, the car continued to drive forward, Hai Yuan suddenly screamed: "Stop."

"Squeak~"

Lei Zhen slammed on the brakes reflexively. The sound of the emergency brakes was especially harsh at night. Before he could react, Haiyuan Yanjing opened the car door and rushed out. Lei Zhen immediately unbuckled his seat belt and chased after him.

"What are you crazy about?"

Grabbing his wrist, Lei Zhen's face was full of anger, did he think he was not annoying enough tonight?How many years has it been so noisy?Do you have to force him to be rough on him to be obedient?

"Go to hell!"

"what…"

A kick aimed at his lower body and kicked him up fiercely. Lei Zhen was caught unprepared, let go of him and groaned in a low voice while covering the severely injured part between his legs, fine beads of sweat crawled onto his forehead.

Haiyuan looked at him condescendingly: "You fucking promised me that I would never let others know about our relationship, but now, Lei Ting knows, Song Chengze knows, Feng Xuan and the others know, I can understand this, and even often Lie to yourself that you only let them find out in order to spend Christmas with me in Japan.

But today even your wife's girlfriends know, Lei Zhen, in your mind, what are your wife and children?What am I?Do you have a fucking heart? I am also a human being with my own bottom line and dignity. If you want your marriage to change, please don’t involve me. I will never be the one who destroys your marriage. "

Tears rolled out of his eyes uncontrollably. After following him for so many years, he knew more about him than himself. Lei Zhenzhi was cautious. If it wasn't for his acquiescence, it would be impossible for so many people to know about their relationship.

The only possibility is that he is already planning to divorce his wife, and that inducement is him, and he plans to sacrifice her to achieve the goal of divorce. Damn, he has never hated himself as much as he does now. Why if he is sensitive and alive, Sometimes being a little confused is not necessarily a bad thing.

"you…"

Lei Zhen was in so much pain that he couldn't utter a complete sentence, and Hai Yuan's tears that he hadn't shed for many years deeply hurt his heart. Apart from staring at him fiercely, he found that he couldn't do anything.

"Go to hell, rotten man!"

"what!"

Wiping away tears indiscriminately, Haiyuan kicked up again, turned around and ran into the night.

"You fucking come back to me..."

Lei Zhen was trembling with anger, squatting on the ground for a long time and couldn't get up, but fortunately they had already left the city, and there were no pedestrians on the road except for passing vehicles, otherwise he would be ashamed, damn it, he How dare you kick him, wait until he catches him, and see how he will deal with him.

The community Fengxuan lives in is newly built. Fenghuang Community has four units in total, each unit has two buildings, and each building has 32 floors. Fengxuan lives in No. 1903, Building [-], Unit [-]. The decoration is definitely not as good as before. Where he and Lei Ting lived, the owner only made simple decorations, and he bought all the furniture himself. There are two bedrooms, both of which are bedrooms. The living room has a fabric sofa, a coffee table, and a TV. In the study room, a reclining chair and a small tea table were placed on one side. When she was bored, Feng Xuan was used to making a flower pot of tea and sitting there looking up at the starry sky. Sometimes when she was tired, she just curled up on it and fell asleep.

After returning home and taking a shower, the air conditioner has already warmed up the whole house. Feng Xuan casually put on a bathrobe, turned on the TV to check the status of the website, chatted with Yun Ruofei who was still on duty at the bar, and took a bath. A pot of lavender tea that helps sleep, the whole person curled up on the recliner covered with blankets, thinking about what happened today over and over in his mind, and spurning his own fucking behavior more than once.

"Thunder..."

Unconsciously murmured his name, Feng Xuan raised his hand to cover his eyes, he was so tired, he felt that a lot of things had happened today, his whole body was tired from the inside out, but he didn't feel sleepy at all, and there were always crossed words in his head. The faces of Lei Ting and Ling Xiaoxiao sometimes recall bits and pieces of the previous life, and now he is a little strange. In the previous life, he died ten years later, and Lei Ting was 36 years old at that time, so he didn’t have much interaction with him , just occasionally go to bed and have sex, and I haven't heard that Lei Ting likes anyone else. Why didn't he marry Ling Xiaoxiao?

"Hehe... It seems that I'm really bored, well, I can't sleep anyway, so I might as well find something to do."

Realizing what he was thinking about, Feng Xuan couldn't help laughing at himself, sat up and looked at the computer that had automatically gone to sleep, and simply went over to start the website.

The operation of the shopping website mainly adopts three methods. The first is to hire online websites to advertise. Settled in, the current operation of the website is very good, the number of visits is increasing exponentially every day, and the transaction volume ranks among the top ten of major shopping websites. The next step is to hire celebrity endorsements besides regular activities. This price is not cheap, you have to follow Brother Hai and the others can only discuss it. After all, they don't have any money in their hands now, so it's embarrassing to always ask Brother Hai to advance the money alone.

"Ding Ding..."

The doorbell rang suddenly, Feng Xuan glanced at the lower right corner of the computer, his well-trimmed sword eyebrows couldn't help but frown, it's twelve o'clock, who could it be at this time?

After cautiously closing the web page, Feng Xuan reluctantly got up and went to open the door. Looking out through the peephole, he saw nothing. The hand holding the doorknob hesitated for a moment before slowly opening the anti-theft door.

"why you?"

Seeing Lei Ting lazily leaning beside him, Feng Xuan frowned intuitively, and reflexively wanted to close the door, but Lei Ting moved faster, stuck the door with one foot, and held him with a slight force with the other hand , and hugged him easily.

"Feng Xuan, come home with me."

Possessing himself and biting his ear, Lei Ting asked in a hoarse voice in a low voice, he overestimated his endurance, it was only a dozen days, and his whole body ached from thinking about him, wishing he could hold him tightly like this forever He, don't let go.

This little guy has no conscience, maybe he hasn't thought about him once during this period of time, right?