I am not human

"I miss you too." Liao Qingshu put her fist under her nose, thinking of the classmates who passed away unfortunately, she felt a little sore, "I miss all the classmates in the class before. Xiaofen, do you have any relationship with other classmates? Contact?"

"How do you get in touch? Once you are sent to human society, you will be cut off from the other world. All the connections you have had in the past will be cut off. The only person you know is the guardian who is like a fart, not to mention his hot eyes. complexion."

Liao Qingshu said: "Qiu Miaofei is not bad, she looks pretty and has a cute personality."

"So her surname is 'Qiu'." Qin Xiaofen said calmly, "I don't even know her real name, I always thought her name was 'Alice' or 'Elsa' or something. It's really interesting, They are all people who have to get along day and night, and they don't even want to say their real names, and they don't know what they think of us."

"This is probably a regulation of the Ministry of Security. The name is still very important. Like Lao Zhan...my former guardian, I don't know his real name. But he is very good to me and has always been very responsible. .”

"I know, he died for you. But it's just his bad luck, so I can't blame you." Qin Xiaofan said, "As for that Miss Qiu, she doesn't look like a responsible person. But That's just right, otherwise we might not be able to see each other." Qin Xiaofen said with a slight smile, "I was afraid at first that you wouldn't understand my hints, after all we haven't seen each other for so long, I'm afraid you might have forgotten all about it."

"Sand stuffing, what don't you understand." Liao Qingshu also laughed, raised her hand to call the waiter, and asked Qin Xiaofen: "What do you want to eat, I'll treat you—or go to another place to eat? How about going?" Let's have a self-service barbecue, I remember you like to eat self-service the most."

"No need, I'll go back later. And I'm losing weight and don't want to eat." Qin Xiaofen said without interest.Liao Qingshu looked at the waiter who was already standing beside her, feeling slightly embarrassed, so she ordered a steamed willow leaf dumpling to occupy a seat, and ordered Qin Xiaofen a glass of water.

"Why are you losing weight? You're not fat." Liao Qingshu waited for the waiter to leave and whispered to Qin Xiaofen, "Are you sick?"

Qin Xiao burst out laughing: "What nonsense are you talking about, you are sick."

"Then you don't eat." Liao Qingshu said with a smile, "Who are you pretending to be? He is obviously such a person who can eat." In Liao Qingshu's memory, Qin Xiaofen, who is a gluttonous mixed race, no matter in the breadth of the diet or in the stomach The breadth of subs is outstanding.

"It's not that I can't eat it, but I dare not eat it." Qin Xiaofan's smile faded away, and a trace of loneliness appeared on her beautiful face, "When you are together, you all understand me, you will tolerate me, and let me be unrestrained. And It's outside, who will let me go? In their eyes, the more I eat, the more weird I look, and the more they want to look at me with strange eyes. If this is the case, then I would rather not eat, and I will be hungry if I am hungry Hey, can I still starve to death?"

"Xiao Fen?" Liao Qingshu frowned, smelling something wrong, "What's wrong, did someone bully you?"

"No one bullies me, it's just that I feel uncomfortable." Qin Xiao stared blankly at the water glass in her hand, "I just sometimes feel that I... am a little tired."

Looking up and meeting Liao Qingshu's worried eyes, she pursed her lips and lowered her face again: "Sometimes I really envy you, staying in the other world is much better than being exiled like us."

"It's just... so-so." Liao Qingshu thought for a while, "Because I'm working in an office now, and the people I deal with are all monsters, I don't have any prejudice against half-violent beasts, and my colleagues are more tolerant, so I feel a little more at ease. But my boss is a bit annoying, he dislikes me and always scolds me..."

"That's pretty good. At least you don't have to hide yourself." Qin Xiaofen's lips were dimpled, but her tone became tired, "It's not like me, who lives like a wall every day."

Liao Qingshu frowned: "Xiao Fen?"

"Well, this... how should I put it?" Qin Xiaofen stared at the water in the glass, with a smile still on her lips, but her voice became a little trembling. "Qingshu, I just want to tell you, you... don't find me annoying. I feel really tired right now, and I feel... out of place, yes, out of place. I feel like I'm a wall that can walk , live a heavy and hard life, dare not talk much, dare not communicate with others, and no one is willing to communicate with me. My face is painted thickly, walking around like a background board, and I dare not do superfluous I am afraid that others will find that I am different from them, but in the end I find that I can hardly remember what I look like. Qingshu... I don’t like this. The thing I look forward to most every day is going to bed, because only In my sleep, I am free, and I don’t have to pretend to be myself. But as long as I think about getting up tomorrow, I will be so restless that I can’t sleep, wishing the sun would never rise.”

When Qin Xiaofen said this, she suddenly choked up, and suddenly reached out and took out a tissue to press on her eyes, and the tissue was soaked in no time.She lowered her head and her shoulders twitched, like a volcano that had endured for a long time finally erupted: "I want to eat—Qingshu, I just want to eat! I want to eat to my heart's content!"

Liao Qingshu patted her on the head wordlessly, not knowing what to say.If it were someone else, they would probably say irrelevant things like "just be yourself", "you will be very popular if you eat enough to live broadcast", but Liao Qingshu couldn't say it - because he felt the same way , so he couldn't tell.

Some incompatibility is doomed to be irresolvable.Just like what was written in "Dragon Race", the sorrow of blood buried deep in the blood.

The waiter served the steamed dumplings, and glanced at the two of them strangely before turning around and leaving.Smelling the aroma of food, Qin Xiaofen cheered up a little, wiped away her tears, picked up a steamed dumpling with chopsticks and put it in her mouth: "It's a joke... I haven't seen anyone who can talk for a long time, a little Can't help it..."

"It's okay, you eat slowly." Liao Qingshu poured a dish of vinegar for her, and peeled another garlic.After a moment of silence, he said: "Thinking on the bright side, maybe the situation will get better in a year."

Qin Xiaofen's chewing speed suddenly slowed down.After a while, she nodded and said, "Well, maybe."

One year - this is an extremely important time for the students in the isolation class.

One year later, the students in their isolation class will officially graduate.The students who have been sent back to human society will be erased from the memory of the All Things Academy, and a new past will be fabricated based on this year's life.The guardians who have been with them day and night will also disappear from their lives and continue their monitoring tasks in the dark—this means that these students will completely separate from the inner world after a year.The ten-year-long education of the All Things Academy will be engraved in the depths of their consciousness, guiding them to continue living as "human beings".

And for someone like Liao Qingshu who insists on staying in the Inner World, this year is also crucial—if he fails to get the internship certificate from the Inner World unit and formally become a regular in this year, he will also be dismissed. Sent back to human society, and erased memory after a year.

It sounds like it was only that year that was really struggling.But after the memory is erased, can the inner loneliness and depression be eliminated together?Liao Qingshu doubted this.

While crying, Qin Xiao kept stuffing steamed dumplings into her mouth.Seeing her eating vigorously, Liao Qingshu couldn't help feeling distressed, and raised her hand to order another portion.Qin Xiaofen puffed her cheeks and waved her hand to stop, put the steamed dumplings on the chopsticks into her mouth, took out her mobile phone to check the time, and said: "It's getting late, the guardian is probably coming. I have to go first gone."

"I'll see you off?" Liao Qingshu said as she was about to get up, but was pushed back by Qin Xiaofen, "Don't! You keep this to eat! There are still so many steamed dumplings, it would be a pity not to eat them."

"It's okay, I'll pack."

"No need." Qin Xiaofen took out a piece of paper and blew her nose, then glanced at the table full of nostalgia, "You take your time, I really have to go."

Liao Qingshu thought for a while and said, "Okay then, be careful on the road."

"It's on the opposite side, what can happen?"

Qin Xiaofan smiled, turned and left, and the store door closed behind her, leaving behind a slender figure.

Liao Qingshu watched the back leave, lowered his head and continued to deal with the steamed dumplings in front of him, but he didn't know that the old classmate who had just bid farewell did not go directly to the McDonald's across the street, but turned into an alley next to Sha County.

There is a trash can in that alley.Qin Xiaofen covered her mouth and walked quickly to the trash can, but she couldn't bear it anymore when she walked halfway, and vomited heavily while leaning on the wall.

"Ouch—" She vomited out all the steamed dumplings that had just been eaten and were not fully digested, feeling the acid regurgitation in her throat and mouth.

She took out a tissue and wiped her mouth, took a deep breath, got up and was about to leave, but a tall figure was already blocking the entrance of the alley.

A navy blue windbreaker, some ridiculous round sunglasses, and that pit bull-like downturned mouth.Qin Xiaofen looked suspiciously at the man who suddenly appeared, and asked, "What do you want to do?"

Jiufang Ziyan didn't answer, but frowned tightly.His eyes flicked over Qin Xiaofen's vomit, and stayed for a few seconds on a piece of rotten meat that had been digested so that it could not be seen from its original appearance, and then shifted to Qin Xiaofen's body—the khaki coat, A dim red dot quietly fell.

The right hand behind his back was slightly opened, and the silver dagger slipped from his sleeve, and the hilt was firmly held by five fingers that were suddenly retracted.He walked towards Qin Xiaofen slowly, Qin Xiaofen showed fear, and backed away again and again: "Who are you? What do you want to do? I called someone!"

Jiufang Ziyan's footsteps stopped suddenly.

In the space separated by a wall, Liao Qingshu was calling for the waiter while taking out her wallet, her gentle voice secretly passed into Jiufang Ziyan's ears through the monitoring spell.

After a short period of silence, he clicked his lips unwillingly, and stretched out his right hand hidden behind him. What lay in his palm was a half-old Samsung mobile phone.

"You dropped your phone, I'll just return it to you."