marry?Think beautifully!

"I will stick to what I have made up my mind to, but I can't stick to the matter of continuing to love you and chase you.

When I was young, brother Jiu and other children made an appointment to go out to play together. The next day it rained heavily and thundered. Wait, because I know there will definitely be children coming, and the appointment is made, even if others don't come, brother Jiu will run out to meet me, I can wait, because I believe brother Jiu will come, brother Jiu never Let me down.This is the reason why I have a good relationship with the nine brothers, and I am still as close as brothers to this day.

At that time, I firmly believed that he would come, and he didn't let me wait in vain, I can wait as long as I want.

As for the two of us, I also believe that I have always loved you and chased you, and you will definitely fall in love with me too. We had several quarrels, and you kept it from me. At the beginning, you put your resentment towards Du Siqian on me, and I didn't know I can easily forgive you, because I believe that I treat you better than Du Siqian, I am better than him, and you will definitely fall in love with me.I recognized this dead truth, chased after it madly, changed everything you didn't like, and tried to become what you like, but I have become what you like, and you still don't love me.I can't help it.

You can't cry, make trouble, hang yourself, cry and ask if you love me, if you don't say you love me, I'll kill myself, it's boring, it's from a TV show, it's fake.

If you say you love me, who will believe it? A nightclub lady can say I love you for 100 yuan, and she can say 10 yuan a night.I don't believe what you say, I'm stupid but I'm not slow to react, I can tell the truth from the false in what you said.I'm sorry you don't want to hear it, coax me to be obedient, don't make noise so much that you don't want to hear it, be obedient and don't want to hear it, let alone false comfort. "

Tengfei smiled helplessly.

"I have worked very hard to pursue you. It seems that I have tried too hard and still haven't caught up. I have to admit that I am stupid and can't chase you, and you are also very difficult to chase. I am very tired if I have tried too hard and still have no results. Panic, my brain only has such a large capacity, and it won't develop again, so I really can't think of a way.

Just feel it, you are at the top of the mountain, I have been running towards the top of the mountain, running and running, I am so tired, I have reached the top of the mountain, but you are on the other side of the mountain, there is a mountain stream tens of meters between us, you can’t come here , I want to jump over, but the distance in the middle is tens of meters wide. I want to jump, but I know I can't jump over. Realizing that I can't jump over, I don't have the strength to jump over, I will definitely fall to my death, I tried my best, I can't catch up, I can't help it, Qianshan, I tried too hard and still got nothing, I want to turn around Are you going downhill? "

"You won't wait, I'll chase you? I'll jump over the mountain stream to chase you?"

Qian Shan said dryly, he could see that Tengfei was exhausted, not physically, but mentally.These are caused by him.Such a lively and cheerful person was the one who turned him from a simple child into a vicissitudes of life.

"You can't, because if you jump once, you fall half to death, and you are afraid that you will fall to death if you jump again, so you dare not take a step forward."

They stood facing each other, but there was an abyss and an impassable mountain stream under their feet, and he could not reach him in his eyes.

"I'm a person, I can't bear hardships, I can't be offended, my family is too arrogant, big baby and little ancestor, delicate and expensive, but I don't know how to make progress. After being hit, I don't dare to go on the rampage anymore. My parents are old and old. , My mother was scared out of her wits when I got a little injury. I really can't bear to let the 70-year-old lady cry with me, and I can't bear to let my brother say with red eyes that no one can bully me. You say I have a bad temper If you have a brain that knows everything, if it is stimulated and you go crazy, what will you do at home?"

"No, I will treat you very well, Tengfei, you are also my baby, and I love you very much, I don't want you to suffer."

Qian Shan knelt in front of Tengfei on one knee, holding Tengfei's hand firmly.

Teng Fei smiled and touched Qian Shan's face.

"Since the day I fell in love with you, I have never thought of breaking up. I think I will catch up with you, and I will buy you good things. As long as you smile at me, I will buy you any stars you want.

But when we started falling in love, I was worried about breaking up every day. I was afraid that you would not want me anymore. The more I got along with you and treated me so well, the more I felt that I was full of shortcomings. I was afraid that you would suddenly say that it was not suitable for us to break up.Terrified, I have to confirm it when I wake up.

Now that we really broke up, I feel relieved, I won't chase you anymore, don't be afraid that I will continue to bother you, and don't worry about solving the trouble for me again.Qian Shan, you are really a good person, I am reluctant to break up with you, but I really can't catch up with you. "

Tengfei's eyes were red, and Qianshan's eyes were moist, looking at each other, knowing that this is irreparable, and at this point, nothing can be redeemed.

Tengfei has never gained a sense of security from Qianshan. He always gains or loses this feeling. He is afraid of losing it when he holds it in his hands. Those who leave will eventually leave, even if he is unwilling, he still has to let go.

How do you say that?It's good that you're gone, don't worry about you leaving.

What are you complaining about?Resentment Tengfei didn't see the gap clearly and went after it with all his brains. He gave everything in a hurry, burned rapidly, and burned out his enthusiasm quickly, leaving only a pile of ashes.

Resentment Qianshan is hard to move, hard to be emotional, hard to invest.It was too late by the time he wanted to commit.

One burns too fast, and the other has sparks at the beginning, but it is at this juncture that the relationship disappears, and it has reached this point.

When you fall in love, you can't blame each other, just blame the timing and the gap is too big.

"I won't go back to the old way to eat, drink, prostitute and gamble. I will run my company well. Don't worry, I won't cause trouble again. Qianshan, take care of your body. Don't be too busy at work. I still endure the stomach trouble. Later, later, later, if you really get married, find someone who treats you well and doesn’t cause trouble. "

Teng Fei's lips trembled, and tears began to fall.

"The person I want to marry just told me to break up, Tengfei, don't be in a hurry to fall in love, wait for me to chase you."

"Every time we say that the reason for getting married is not because we really want to get married, but because many things force you to make you feel that you will avoid a lot of trouble after you marry me."

Thinking about it carefully, this is actually the case. When I saw my parents soon, it was because Tian Zao's parents thought that Qian Shan and Tian Zao were having an affair.Qian Shan took the first step to clarify the assumption of cutting off others. His parents came to the house to propose marriage because Tian Zao's father still wanted to match Tian Zao and Qian Shan together.Which time did Qianshan really want to get married, and only when he really wanted to marry Tengfei did he have the idea.

"I'm not stupid. I see some things more clearly than you. Come here, forget it."

Tengfei shook his head and stood up.

"The money owed to you will definitely be paid off this year."

"Take off!"

Qian Shan hugged Tengfei from behind and hugged him tightly.

"How did we get to this point? Obviously we have such a good relationship, obviously we are very happy together. Why is it like this?"

Proposed marriage, the two parties planned to get engaged, both parents passed the bride price for proposing marriage, they kissed and hugged each other, skin to skin, they were familiar with each other's body, they experienced danger together, they also proposed romantically, how come it is now That's it?

Who knows.

Tengfei didn't turn his head, and walked out with his back to Qianshan, humming a song as he walked.

I finally lost you, in the crowd.

Finally lost you, or never got you.

It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I don't have the strength to continue loving you.

Love is like fireworks, blooming brilliantly and dazzlingly, but in the end, only the dark night sky remains.

You can see it, but you can't catch it.

Goodbye, the love of my life.

Even if you fall in love again, maybe you will get married, but it is not as good as I love you to love that person.

I hope you are happy, no, I hope you are unlucky, I hope your life is not as good as mine, only in this way, you will know that losing me is the biggest mistake you have made in your life, only in this way, you will remember me for the rest of your life.

When I got home, I just told Teng Wu lightly that we broke up.

Teng Wu didn't know how to comfort Tengfei for a while, but Tengfei was fine. The next day, he went to Dalian to inspect and set up an office in the local area. Tengfei Transportation Company began to recruit a large number of manpower, drivers, managers, and transportation companies for two months. In less than a short time, three offices were established in the north and three transport fleets were formed.Giving Brother Chang Dayong [-]% of the shares each, the first batch of drivers were promoted to become leaders, leading the drivers under them to start transporting according to the contract.Tengfei has also started a busy life as a boss. The domineering president has to work, running around, three offices plus the company, there are so many things to do, and he has to take care of everything.Busy, extremely busy, so busy that I hit the back of my head with my feet.

Ascendas Transportation Company moved from that dilapidated office building to a new one.

Tengfei transferred 30 yuan to Qianshan in the second month, and Qianshan transferred the 50 yuan from last month together with the 30 yuan the next day. The text message to Tengfei was very simple.

The expansion of the company requires money, so don't rush to pay me back.take care.

Teng Fei frowned and read the text message, he needed money, his brother invested part of his company expansion, but Qian Shan still wanted to return the money to him.

After hesitating again and again, I made the first call after confirming the breakup.

The phone rang for a long time, but the other party didn't answer. Teng Fei thought that Qian Shan really didn't want to contact him anymore, and they both clearly said that they broke up. How could they still contact him? After that meeting, they never contacted again. Qian Shan's Text messages were the first unsolicited contact in a long time.

Just when Tengfei was about to hang up the phone, the phone was connected.

"Take off!"

Qian Shan was panting loudly, and the whistling wind came from the phone, and Qian Shan's words were slurred.

"You, where are you? What's wrong with you?"

"It's in Tibet, what's the matter?"

"It's the money I transferred to you. Don't transfer it back to me."

"Oh, let it go. Your company uses a lot of money for expansion, and it's useless to transfer it to me in the bank. You can use it. If you don't feel comfortable using it, you can hold on to the bank. Just pay me back the interest. Let’s not talk about it, the battery is almost out, you pay attention to your health.”

Before Teng Fei could say anything else, Qian Shan hung up the phone and tried to make another call, but the connection was no longer available.

"Okay, I really need the money, let's write an IOU."

Tengfei wrote an IOU and asked the old girl in the financial office to send a courier to the army.

"Major Qin, how are you? Are you okay?"

A few soldiers on the hillside stretched their necks and shouted at Qian Shan. Qian Shan waved his hand under the gravel slope, blood dripping down his fingers.

"Wait, we'll get you up here!"

Qian Shan bit off the gloves with his teeth, looked at his hands, he saw many cuts on his lower arms, and a few scratches on his face, he rolled down, but fortunately he bent his knees and hugged his head while rolling, so he was not seriously injured.

Panting hard, the altitude sickness made it difficult for him to breathe, and the pain in his body made him unable to get up.He had to wait for the soldiers above to pull him up.