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From mid-March to mid-April is the season of cherry blossoms.

Walking 300 meters east from the north gate of Ruisi College is the Zimu River in Yinghe City——Yinghe River.

Long cherry blossom parks have been built along the river on both sides of the Sakura River, full of various cherry blossom trees.With a caress of the spring breeze, the shaking cherry blossoms fell into the river like rain, and the petals floated on the surface of the river, being pushed forward by the water patterns.

Taking advantage of the cherry blossom season, the city government built small houses in the park. The small houses were printed with "Building a beautiful Yinghe City", "Prosperity, Democracy, Civilization and Harmony".

The hawkers came to the small house with all their skills, and the park became the largest night market in the province within a short period of one month, although it was also very lively during the day.

The night with neon lights is as bright as day, and you can see the sky full of stars when you look up in Yinghe City, where tourism promotes economic development.

The evening wind in spring is warm, and there are bursts of flowers, and the river is also fragrant.The wooden bridge connecting the two sides of the river is deliberately designed in a winding corridor shape, so that people can fully enjoy the beautiful scenery.

There were too many people outside, Shen Yi stood on the roof of the library, the rustling evening wind blew his hair, but the hair was not dyed with the fragrance of flowers.

There are too many people outside, and they all went out to visit the garden, and finally found a clean and uninhabited place. If you want to do anything, you need the right time and place.

The world turned into black and white printing paper, and the street lights on the campus went out in an instant, maybe it was to save electricity, or maybe it was a power outage.

The ground began to shake, as if the earth's crust had suddenly started to move.Shen Yi showed a curious and exploratory smile, he had never seen an earthquake before.

The movement of the earth's crust produces strong pressure and tension, and the ground begins to break. The shadows of trees, fountains, gardens, and standing decorative lighthouses instantly turned into nothingness and sank into the endless abyss.

This should be the fault movement taught by the geography teacher.

The abyss is filled with thick black smoke, full of lifeless air, or in other words, this black smoke is the air of death itself.

Shen Yi tentatively looked down at the world below, it was very fresh and curious.

The gravel at the bottom of his feet tripped him up with ill intentions, and the moment he fell, he felt extremely relieved and comforted.

Shen Yi thought, why is this?Shouldn't it be the nature of all creatures to be afraid of death?

Then what am I?

It was the first time that Lu Chen was so grateful for his fitness that he had not missed over the years.Although Shen Yi is skinny and skinny, the safety fence on the roof of the library is made of bricks.Holding a large living person in this posture, the arm is just being pinched by the sharp bricks and concrete, it is really difficult.

"Your uncle! Hurry up and give me your other hand, quick! I can't fucking hold it anymore!" Young Master Lu usually taught and educated people, but at least he had an upright face, but now he completely put aside it.

But fortunately, Shen Yi was woken up by his loud voice, but maybe he was woken up by fright.

Shen Yi raised his head and looked at him ignorantly, like a child who has made a mistake and is at a loss, his eyes are crystal clear, and his hair messed up by the evening wind creates a pitiful and miserable appearance.

Lu Chen was almost stunned for a moment, but fortunately his willpower was strong enough, and beauty was still ranked behind life and death.

"Don't you fucking understand human language? I'll ask you to give me your other hand."

Shen Yi, the child who made a mistake, seemed to have found a way to apologize and redeem his sins, and he couldn't wait to hand over his other hand that was left empty, holding his sorry ten thousand times.

When Lu Chen struggled to pull it up, there were large bruises on both arms.He rolled up his long sleeves and took off his coat angrily, throwing it on the ground.

Shen Yi's whole body trembled, he tried his best to pinch his numb fingers, waiting quietly for Lu Chen to scold him.

If Shen Yi could pay attention a little bit, he should wonder why he was so panicked. What's even more strange is that he wasn't afraid of saving his own life from the front line, or because of Lu Chen's impending unspeakable words. What he was afraid of was himself. Made him angry.

I was wrong, I was wrong, I shouldn't have caused you trouble, I was wrong, I shouldn't have hurt you, I was so useless, I always hurt others, I was wrong, I should be punished, I should be sanctioned by the court, I should be punished Death is to blame, I was wrong...

Shen Yi really wanted to say sorry to Lu Chen, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't utter a word, so he could only panic and panic by himself, hoping that he would best beat him up to calm himself down, and give him a punch. One kick, and then took the idle wooden stick on the roof and rolled it around his waist.As long as he forgives himself.

But Lu Chen was speechless for a while, and Shen Yi became more uneasy.

Of course he didn't know that Lu Chen was mad with anger, and the huge anger was choked in his chest, so choked that he couldn't even raise the strength to speak for a while.

He pointed at Shen Yi with one hand, supported his waist with the other and slowed down for a long time. He managed to slow down, and wanted to slam his dirty words on his face, but suddenly saw the expression on Shen Yi's face.

This expression really doesn't match the current situation, Shen Yi's face is full of begging for mercy at a loss.

"Shen Yi, you..."

Lu Chen contemplated for a long time and only came up with these three words, but Shen Yi suddenly raised his head as if he was about to receive an amnesty, as if begging him to beat him up.

Then Lu Chen fulfilled his wish and put his foot on his ass, just like parents spanking their children when they were young.

"You're so fucking tired of working, are you looking for death when you're free?"

Shen Yi felt that this kick was too light, as if it was a joke, and it really couldn't atone for his crime, but Lu Chen remained silent for a long time.But maybe he himself is quite a generous person?

Teacher Lu Chen is usually forgetful in class, and has a more lively personality than a student. The students dote on this incomprehensible teacher like a child. People who are loved and grown up should be very magnanimous, and they will not hold grudges too much. .

So Shen Yi tentatively said cautiously: "You...yes...sorry, I was wrong."

Lu Chen watched Shen Yi lower his head like a child who made a mistake, his long hair drooped down with his movements, covering his delicate eyebrows and eyes.

He is a bit weird, Lu Chen thought.

"Are you apologizing to yourself, or to me?"

Shen Yi didn't speak, as if he didn't understand the meaning of this sentence.It's a pity that Shen Yi has read tens of thousands of volumes and has a brilliant literary talent, but he can't understand this simple sentence in vernacular.

"You should apologize to yourself because what you're giving up is your own life. You failed it."

Live up to?This is really a great crime, this kind of sin of disappointment is enough to be punished by death, but poor me, I am betrayed even to death.Pitiful?How can I use this word to describe myself?I deserve everything, I have nothing to be pitiful about.

Shen Yi wanted to say sorry again, as if saying a mantra from the bottom of his heart.When the words came to my lips, I thought of Lu Chen's persuasion, it was really a strange reincarnation: I'm sorry——you failed your life——I'm sorry...

Lu Chen was a little afraid to speak, he found Shen Yi's strangeness, like a living dead.

Lu's mother is a brain doctor. Although her research field is not neurology, she is somewhat involved.Lu Chen spent time in the study with his mother since he was a child, and learned a little bit about medical knowledge.

Originally, his neighbors, teachers, classmates and relatives persuaded him to study medicine. In view of Ms. Lu’s great record of not going home for ten and a half months and going abroad for further study whenever she had time, Lu Chen resolutely gave up this path and chose the most leisurely university. The job of a teacher.

Lu Chen's wish since he was a child was to be born in Yinghe and die in Yinghe, and to work and live in Yinghe.The biggest tolerance is to go out for a trip, after all, people still have to keep pace with the times.The lesson of the predecessors - it is not beneficial to close the country.

Perhaps because of the thrilling experience just now, coupled with the fact that the campus is so rare tonight that there is no one there, Shen Yi couldn't help but take off the face that supported the scene, revealing the ghostly self in hell underneath.

Lu Chen's heart trembled, and he immediately realized that something was wrong with Shen Yi.But as a teacher of mental health education for college students, I didn't see anything wrong with him in class, and there were so many tests that failed to detect any psychological barriers in him.

If Shen Yi has too much self-esteem and deliberately hides his real self, not wanting people to think that he is different from others, and not wanting to admit that he is sick, will he agree to see a doctor?What to do with the gossip of classmates?These people who don't understand mental disorders or those who have bad intentions will probably think that he is a psychopath. The biggest kindness is to persuade him to open up. This kind of persuasion often stabs the patient's psychology again. .

Lu Chen's thoughts were disturbed, and he didn't know where to start.So I could only continue the previous conversation, "Are you telling me you're sorry? What are you saying you're sorry for me?"

"I..." It was so difficult to speak, there were so many things in my heart, but I couldn't say anything.Even at the thought of speaking, the tension and anxiety in my heart was like a ball of fire in my throat, and my whole body was trembling with the raging flames of the fire.

"I'm tired of you."

Lu Chen was even more convinced of his own judgment, "You didn't implicate me. I came to the library today to borrow a book, huh, but by accident, I walked to the rooftop, which means that your life should not die. Maybe we both had a book in our previous life. It's an inseparable fate."

Lu Chen deliberately tried to ease the oppressive atmosphere with a provocative tone in class.

Shen Yi was redeemed in an instant, and finally raised his head, which he wished to lower to the ground, and Lu Chen stared blankly at his clear eyes.

It's really like a beautiful child, asking him for a lollipop with big ignorant eyes.

Lu Chen couldn't help but raised his hand to ruffle his hair. The hair was long and soft, and it ran through his fingers, making his heart itch.

"If I didn't come today, I would blame myself for not protecting my students well. I usually like to make trouble with you in class, and sometimes I don't know what to do, and I will definitely blame myself for hurting you."

Seeing his pitiful appearance, Lu Chen couldn't help comforting him in a gentle tone.

In fact, he is a bit afraid to speak now, Shen Yi at this moment is like being held on a cliff by a thin rope, and if he is not careful, he can fall off the cliff and be crushed to pieces.

But helplessly, Teacher Lu Chen was so earnest, and the dense surveillance cameras in the school still captured this thrilling scene.The moment the monitoring screen appeared on the monitor, the security personnel rushed to the rooftop of the library within 10 minutes.

This is troublesome now, if this matter spreads, with Shen Yi's personality, it would be very difficult for him to accept this "shame" scene as someone's gossip, besides, Shen Yi himself is also a little famous in school.

Lu Chen's thoughts changed sharply, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

Lu Chen looked sadly at a large group of people in black security uniforms and flashlights, and turned his head to look at Shen Yi who was pretending to be calm but was obviously enduring something. He knew that what Shen Yi was enduring was for the future. The fear that he had in mind, Shen Yi also thought of it.Mr. Lu is a lonely hero, so he makes a prompt decision.

"That...that, what, we were just joking around, accident, pure accident, ha ha."

Lu Chen greeted them with a smile for a long time, trying his best to defend Shen Yi and cover up the truth.Didn't notice Shen Yi's back that followed him from the moment he opened his mouth.

What kind of feeling is this, no, it's not a feeling, it's just a rational judgment, a kind of experience that has been spent repeatedly for many years.

This kind of "feeling" is very similar to being thrown away when the mother-in-law just picked him up, took his little hand and said: "Poor child, let the mother-in-law take care of you in the future. You will call me grandma after Lifeng, Like him, follow your grandfather's surname Shen. Lifeng is six years older than you and has already gone to school. After I leave, you two brothers will depend on each other for life, and you will be the closest people in the world."