I miss you so much

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January 2013, 1, Seoul, snow.

Mu Ting went back to her hometown for the New Year,

Luhan is still in Korea, because he is busy with dance rehearsals.

I don't really want to go back, and Jiang Shi agreed.

Lu Han talked to his mother about the two of us.

All kinds of fucking approval, and said that he has been optimistic about us for a long time.

Well, I heard it from Lu Han's report.

-8.0

She sat on the stone bridge where she often played the guitar, enjoying the early morning and listening to the familiar voices.Looking at the winding river with a slight smile, it seemed that it was the morning many years ago, they yelled at her to play and sing, so happy.There was a sudden stabbing pain on her forehead, and a gust of warmth gushed out. What she saw in her right eye was blood red, and the slight touch of her fingertips was also a frightening bright red. She was afraid that even her breathing was a little disordered, so she wiped it with the back of her hand and the palm of her hand. Drop it, but it’s a pity that it can’t be wiped off. The more you wipe, the blood is all over your hands. The blood on your forehead mixed with tears silently stained your collared shirt and trousers, and then dripped continuously on the bridge surface, along the lines. Spread out all the way.

She sat on the ground weakly, her eyes glazed over, not knowing which direction to look.There are no longer shouts, but insults, but the crisp sound of glass falling on the ground, but several interspersed exclamations, and then they get farther and farther away.

Waking up from the dream, I sat up.The first reaction was to wipe the wetness on her forehead with her trembling right hand, and when she saw a piece of transparent crystal thinly covering the back of her hand, she breathed a sigh of relief.The clock ticked one frame at a time on the wall, slowly calming her frightened heart and straightening out her rapid and disordered breathing.Xuyi clasped his hands tightly, in order to comfort him and stop trembling.

It was still snowing in Seoul at five o'clock and it was still dark, so Ouichi sat with his eyes open until he got up at six o'clock.Those dreams that dared not sleep well in those nights and days came back in different ways, as if an unknown drug was destroying her reason little by little, making her unable to go back to the past.

So forgetting is a way of avoiding fear.

"Xuyi, here, here." Mu Ting stood at the gate of the Seoul Olympic Stadium and waved to Xuyi, who was wrapped very thickly.

Xu Yi came from a distance, looked around in surprise and looked around the surrounding area full of fans, and said happily, "The concert is really lively."

Mu Ting just followed Xuyi and handed Xuyi a work card and said, "Let's have fun."

Xu Yi walked beside Mu Ting and asked, "Then we don't work to watch the concert today?"

"Think beautifully."

"..."

Sometimes Mu Ting's thoughts are really incomprehensible, so she always simply stops thinking about it.

That was the first time Xuyi saw Luhan from a work standpoint during the six months in Korea. Her Korean has improved a lot after Luhan's frequent phone checks.It's just that she doesn't want to talk to others, and continues to be a Korean idiot in the eyes of others.

"How do you feel that you've made money?" Xu Yi said with a brisk footstep, with an unstoppable smile all over his face.

Following Mu Ting to the backstage room, she gave way to many busy staff members. They pushed clothes hangers through the narrow corridors, and everyone seemed to be ready for an enemy.

In the spacious auditorium stood a man with an artist's hair, and he said something into the intercom with a serious face.When Mu Ting saw him, her eyes were crooked, she stretched out her hand to meet him, and when she saw him, she came over to hold her hand in surprise.

"You're finally here." He spoke Korean, an authentic Seoul language.

"Then you have to ask for leave and come here." Mu Ting replied politely, with a slight intimacy. "Ah! This is Jiang Xuyi introduced by our President Wang."

"Hello, my name is Jiang Xuyi."

He smiled heartily, patted Xu Yi's arm, but said to Mu Ting, "Since he was introduced by Mr. Wang, he must be an elite, so it's no wonder you were brought along."

He knows Mr. Wang, so he should be very familiar with him.Xu thought to himself.

"Hi, my name is Jiang Zhe."

Xu Yi hurriedly replied, "Hello, hello."

"Director Jiang, something happened over there."

A staff member wearing a hat called him, and he walked past with a sorry face.

It's nice to be on the go.

The rehearsal started. She and Mu Ting stood in the nearby auditorium and looked at the conscientious and dedicated idol stars singing and dancing on the stage. Mu Ting occasionally attached her ear and said that if she had been a trainee back then, she might have made her debut by now. up.

But if Xuyi had traveled around with a guitar and sang his own music, he might be a well-known singer by now.But who can predict the difficulties and dangers that will appear in the future and beyond.

As soon as Xu came back to his senses, he realized that Lu Han was already standing next to him, and Mu Ting had already gone to a distance to talk to Jiang Zhe.Luhan turned his head to look at her and said something that was not far-fetched, but his eyes were gentle and loving, "I feel a little embarrassed when you watch me perform."

Xu Yi didn't turn his head and looked at the stage and sneered at his words. "Tch, then pretend you didn't see me."

Lu Han suddenly retorted with a serious face. "How about that?"

Xuyi just covered his mouth and smiled, not ready to answer.

The pretty girl who appeared at some time pushed the distance between her and Luhan, she turned her head and smiled at Luhan as if nothing had happened. "Don't go until you play."

Lu Han responded with a face full of reluctance, and followed her out of the auditorium.That girl didn't have a work permit, so she should be a friend she knew. Although she thought so in her heart, Xu Yi didn't think so deep down.Just put her in the category of annoying people.

"Xuyi, go help them and see how the lights are."

Mu Ting instructed Xu Yi to go to the stage, Xu Yi looked down at his work card and resigned to his fate, leaving the leisurely auditorium.Who told me to carry this brand.

It is said that the inspection is nothing more than a layman, but it is also a very idle job.

After finishing her work, she simply stood by the side of the stage and watched them go to the rehearsal seriously, hanging up the name tags and still being so attentive.

At the end of the rehearsal, they listened to the staff talking about the process that should have been started when she stood there, but she heard a faint sound of glass shattering above her head, followed by a crisp and loud sound of glass breaking when it touched the ground, for a few seconds The clock time is in slow motion in her eyes.

A group of people swarmed towards her when they heard the noise. It turned out that the girl who had been classified into the category she hated just now was cut by glass, and now she was screaming desperately.

Xuyi walked a few steps to the side to let her pass first while being hugged, turned his back and didn't dare to turn his head to look, and belatedly felt a pain spreading from the back of his right hand.It was hurt.She frowned subconsciously and tightly covered the back of her hands. She felt something suddenly overflowing in her palms, gradually overflowing, and she sat on the ground with weak legs.

Luhan found Xuyi from the chaotic crowd, and found that she was sitting on the ground, her face was pale, she was smiling in front of her, smiling softly, as if in a daze, and then her smile froze suddenly, His eyes also became erratic.He ran to her side in three steps at a time, hugged her shoulder and called her name over and over again.Lu Han could feel that Xu Yi's whole body was trembling at this moment, and his left hand clenched the back of his hand violently, as if trying to stop the bleeding from the back of his hand.

Very strange, never seen before.

Without hesitation, Lu Han picked her up and ran off the stage, and followed the direction Jin Junmian pointed to find a doctor. In the narrow corridor, he could clearly hear what Xu Yi said before he fainted, with a crying voice. Putting together words, she said, "Luhan, I'm afraid."

What is she afraid of, Luhan only knows that he is the most afraid at this moment, afraid of losing.

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