think about love

In this way, I stayed in the hospital for two days. I wanted to go back to school when I woke up, but after thinking about going back, I would go to military training. There is a fool here who is busy taking care of himself. Spend a day in the hospital by yourself.

Lu Chan picked up the breakfast, "What is that in your hand, let me feed you." He said it with confidence and I naturally accepted it as a matter of course, "En, good." Unfortunately, I couldn't see Lu Chan's natural look, I was just thinking if I let him Lu Zen knew that I actually liked him, how would he react?Is it disgust, surprise, or indifference?

I would like to see more scenes like this.Sunshine, you, a real home.

Looking at me in a daze, Lu Chan just tried to look at me with slack eyes, "What's wrong with me? Look at me like this." I didn't say anything but just looked at him greedily, as if he was about to disappear, and there was nothing I could do I can only remember him deeper in my mind.

I found that although he usually likes to play hooligans, but now he may be frightened by my hooligan eyes, "Don't look at me like that, I'm sorry." In an instant, I felt my heart beat too fast, "Are you shy?" I wanted not to poke it, but I seemed to want to know if his next reaction would be cute.

He was a little surprised that I asked him so bluntly, so he could only turn his face away angrily, "Really! If you know it, you still ask." Maybe it was because I had no choice but to poke the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, and then looked back at me. I lowered my head and scooped up the porridge. I opened my mouth. He took care of me very strangely. Several times I felt that the transparent porridge would spill. "Is this the first time you take care of someone?" I asked him, and he suddenly said seriously Looking at me, "What do you think? I have never taken care of my girlfriend like this." I am secretly happy that I am the first person he took care of, and I really hope that I will be the last person he takes care of.

The world of the two of us, which I sneaked in while I was busy, passed quickly.Let me regret that people who are with the people they miss will feel that they don't have enough time.

We returned to normal study and life with each other, and Lu Chan got along with everyone in the class very quickly, including girls who were not very talkative and shy in the class, who would take the initiative to chat with him.In this short week, Lu Chen had a good time with everyone. I spent a lot of time with him, but he no longer ate with me and went back to the dormitory alone. It was just that he couldn’t meet me on the road. classmate.More often he took me with many people.

I obviously don't like excitement, but I rush into the crowd just because of you.

But as long as you stay with you in the name of a friend.

My feelings for Lu Chen can only be a matter of one person forever.

I can feel that my feelings for Lu Chan are getting deeper and deeper, but I can only be addicted to it and cannot extricate myself.I can feel that Lu Chan wants to lead me into other people's worlds, and I don't want to waste his heart. I try hard to get into other people's worlds, although I have actions, but I resist in my heart.

Don't waste Lu Chen's heart.I have never been so tired, and even with my mother, I will not be so tired.I'm a little glad that the weekend is coming soon, and Lu Chen said that he has something to go back to the city.I regret not being able to spend the weekend with him. I don’t know if he was joking or he really saw it. On Friday night, he said to me, “Miao Huang, I haven’t seen you for two days. Don’t be sad. I will send you a QQ.”

I don't know if Lu Zen knows something, I haven't seen Song Si recently, he seems to have disappeared.Maybe he didn't tell Lu Chan what he saw that day.After military training on Friday, Lu Chan took the bus to the city, and I walked slowly from the stadium to the kitten school and waited for her at the gate. On the way there, I saw a cute little purse and bought it for her.I saw her in the crowd, she came out with a little girl, but when I was about to call her, I saw my mother and Uncle Gu came to pick her up.

I felt the girl next to her disdain her, but it was only for a moment, so I thought I was wrong, but I plan to be careful.After all, who knows these so-called children, in fact, I see children are a terrible group.They have some groups who have their own thinking but know how to take advantage of their age, just like the old people with wrong three views.

The kitten pulled the girl up and down in front of her mother, and several people got into the car talking and laughing. I didn't want to have too much contact with my mother, just like she didn't want to see me.I watched the girl send the mothers away with a smile, and immediately showed disdain and disgust in her eyes.I don't know why, I might be bored, I stopped and followed the girl all the way, I was still a child who was a little wary of pedestrians but didn't feel that I was following her.She doesn't look like a child. In my impression, children are the type who like to bounce around.

When she passed a toy store, she looked at the big stupid bear, but she just glanced away and left.I suddenly felt that she liked that bear.I almost thought she had found me, because the road she took me was very remote, and I kept walking up and down in a narrow alley.Soon she turned into a somewhat dilapidated house, I looked around, this place felt a bit bad, not because it was dilapidated, but because it always had a smell that made me very uncomfortable, I patted my head .I thought to myself that I was really crazy and followed the little girl all the way like a pervert.

Just as she turned around and was about to leave, she suddenly heard the girl screaming from the room where the girl entered, "I'm getting close to her, Miao Xiaomao also considers me a friend, what do you want from me, I..." She seemed There is nothing else to say, but the swearing of the adults began to come out one after another, all kinds of unbearable words that cannot be heard, it is really a creature that is not worthy of being called an adult.

It seems that I guessed correctly, the girl really doesn't want to get along with her sister sincerely.I came to a conclusion just as I was about to go back the same way and suddenly saw someone sending out all kinds of sex. As an almost adult, I naturally knew what it was.Then I heard the man's words one after another, "Your man started scolding your baby again, listening to your man's voice makes me / every day..."

I walked away slowly and returned slowly according to the road I remembered, it was really a dirty place.

It looks like I'm going to talk to the kitten tomorrow, but fortunately I still walked out in my hazy memory.It’s okay, it’s okay, suddenly a kid broke out in front of me and snatched the small purse I was going to give to the kitten.

I feel a little pity for such a beautiful bag, and at the same time I sigh 'This small town still makes me sick as always! 'I pulled my clothes tighter to keep my heart from being too cold.I walked quickly away from this horrible place, and I could only walk slowly on the main road in order to avoid another accident.Looking at the difference separated by this road, I don't have any feelings.I saw a taxi and took a taxi back to the dormitory.Nothing to eat, just want to lie down.Just lying on the bed, the phone rang, and after reading the note, it turned out to be my father.

My father told me that he told his former classmate that he would be transferred out. The classmate said that it was ok. He has already begun to transfer him to the school I am leading now. If there is no accident, it will be ready next week. His hometown will fix it, and tomorrow If you want to come out to rent a house or see if there is a suitable one, you can buy a house.Isn't it strange? I was wondering if my father knew about my mother's current situation.

Forget it, let's talk about it tomorrow. Now I'm dizzy and go to bed first.I dreamed that Lu Chan kept swearing at me for some reason, and was insulted by everyone together with me. I vaguely knew that it was because my love for him was known by many people. I was also thrown sulfuric acid by a little girl, and my eyes went blind. , and disfigured, my sister doesn't want me anymore.Until I heard the phone ringing, what I saw was pitch black, I thought everything was real, I touched my face and found it was still flat.The light when I got the phone negated my random thoughts, and I looked at the QQ profile picture of Lu Chen on the phone, and it was him who made a video call to me.I touched the corners of my eyes, there was nothing abnormal, I didn't even think that Lu Chan would not understand me if I didn't turn on the light.

As soon as I got connected to Lu Chan, that idiot's big face came out. Although it is very pleasing to the eye, am I someone who will be addicted?Yes, I'm fascinated by his face again, is beauty in the eye of the beholder? "Miao Huang, where are you?" Lu Chan asked me first.

"Here." I leaned down slowly, and saw my face appear vaguely on the screen, but I recognized it myself.

"Miao Xiaohuang, do you miss me?" I looked at him on the screen and asked me a little drunk.

"No, you've been drinking! Where are you?" I didn't tell the truth, but I noticed his slightly watery eyes and slightly red face. I remember he told me that he looked good when he drank.

"Drink a little, Miao Xiaohuang, you're not good, you don't want me." He intentionally showed a hurt expression.

"Where are you?" I calmed my voice, unaffected by his ambiguous tone.

"I'm in the bathroom of the bar." He took the phone away and I saw him sitting on the sink, his fair neck was reflected in the mirror, which made my heart tighten, and I could think of my greedy eyes, If it's mine it's fine, if it's mine it's fine.

I want to say something else, his cell phone was taken away by a man, "Lu Chan, are you taking a selfie in the toilet? Let's wait for you outside." After speaking, he put the phone into Lu Chan's pocket without looking at it.

Lu Chen slowly took out his mobile phone and walked out with the boy, chatting all the way to the door of the box, saying what he did today.Says he's been busy tonight so he's calling me now.When he opened the door of the box, he was hit by someone, his phone was knocked off, and the camera was down, so I didn't see anything, I could only hear the booing from around, "Sister-in-law is mighty" "Is Lu Zen a man kissing back?" , if you can’t control it, we’ll make room for you.” I heard these words with some uncertain conjectures.I didn't hang up the phone so cheaply, I just put the phone aside and listened to the various booing sounds from them one after another, the sound was heart-piercing, but I seemed to be waiting for something.

Lu Chan, Lu Chan, it would be great if you could remember my existence. I finally heard Lu Chan's voice. I don't know how long I've been here. "Miao Huang, are you still there?" "Yes." "My girlfriend was messing around just now, let me show you later." I saw his red lips, wondering if it was his girlfriend's lipstick Taihong is also a proof that they really love each other. Looking at the beautiful woman beside him, they are really a pair of talented men and beautiful women.

Her girlfriend rested her head on his chest, "Lu Lu, who is it? Can't see anything, male or female?"

I suppressed my emotions and listened to Lu Chen's explanation, "Lulu, this is my brother, who plays better. Miao Huang, this is my girlfriend, Ning Lulu." I feel like a clown "You Alright, my name is Ning Lulu, and my family, Lu Chan, please take care of me." I looked away, "Well, we are classmates."

Lu Zen still wants to talk to me, but I'm not interested anymore. "I have a headache and want to sleep. Is there something I'm talking about tomorrow?" Lu Zen knew that I just came out of the hospital a few days ago, so he didn't say much. He told me to take good care of my body and died.I want to sleep with my head covered, but my head hurts so much, I can only get out of bed carefully and look for medicine in the cabinet. The doctor said that this medicine has a side effect, that is, I love to sleep.I turned on the light and found that I was the only one in the dormitory, and everyone else had gone home.

Turn off the lights and turn the volume down very low.I buried my head and fell asleep, not wanting to be disturbed by anyone.The next day I went to the station early to pick up my father.

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