Rebirth of Atonement

"What are you talking about? Why can't I understand your words?" Jian Tianqi struggled to break free from Feng Zhe's hand, his tone was forced to be relaxed, and he never looked back, but just walked forward, "I'm tired and want to rest, If you have nothing to do, go back."

Feng Zhe looked at his back, obviously he didn't take a few steps but it seemed that he was getting farther and farther away.

He suddenly had an illusion that if he just watched Jian Tianqi continue to move forward, Jian Tianqi would completely disappear before his eyes again.

Feng Zhe took a few steps forward and pulled Jian Tianqi's arm forcefully. Before Jian Tianqi could react, he pulled his face towards him. Their eyes met. Feng Zhe saw Jian Tianqi's eyes full of tears.

"What do you want to respond to, what do you mean for the time being?" Seeing this appearance, Jian Tianqi's emotions began to lose control, and tears could not be stopped at all, "You have always been like this from before to now, and you only treat me as a child ?"

Feng Zhe lost his language for a moment.

How long has it been since he saw Jian Tianqi cry?

Even if his face was swollen from being injured in a fight, even if he buried Jian Tianqi's favorite puppy with Jian Tianqi when he was young, Jian Tianqi never cried in front of his eyes.

Feng Zhe realized that it was all because of Feng Zhe that he was crying like this now.

"Even if it's just coaxing, I don't want to force you," Jian Tianqi choked up and said, "I don't need your care, and I don't want you to force yourself just because you care about me."

"I'm not forcing myself," Feng Zhe wiped away Jian Tianqi's tears with his hands, "This is the first time I see you like this, you are right, we are equal."

Feng Zhe paused.

"I don't want to lie to you. I have something to tell you about ten years later."

Feng Zhe told Jian Tianqi the whole story of Jian Tianqi's suicide, and he returned to the present ten years later——

As for the fact that he returned to this point in time because he was killed by Gu Qingyuan, he didn't mention a word.

"Ten years later... I'm not here anymore?" Jian Tianqi looked at Feng Zhe incredulously, he even wanted to smile to defuse the strange atmosphere, "Azhe, are you kidding me?"

But Jian Tianqi gave an extremely ugly smile and couldn't laugh anymore. Looking at Feng Zhe's expression, he knew that Feng Zhe was serious now.

"No, this is too strange, how could I commit suicide, and how did people go back to the past?" Jian Tianqi still couldn't believe it completely, it was too absurd, once he committed suicide, he would never see Feng Zhe again, how could he May choose to commit suicide?No matter how desperate he is about this relationship, he can't commit suicide. For him, there is nothing more terrifying than never seeing Feng Zhe again.

And even if he didn't do very well in school, he knew that there was no way to go back to the past.

"Azhe, have you not rested? I'll get you a glass of water." Jian Tianqi said as he was about to walk to the coffee table.

"Tianqi, it's because I saw you leave with my own eyes that I realized how important you are." Feng Zhe held Jian Tianqi's hand to prevent him from leaving.

Jian Tianqi's heart trembled suddenly.

These words of love are like a stone hitting the lake of his heart, causing waves. He never thought that he could hear such words from Feng Zhe. He always thought that everything was his own wishful thinking. All are their own wishful thinking.

The hand was gripped tighter, too tight to ignore.

Jian Tianqi turned around in a daze, only to see Feng Zhe's deep eyes, and then fell into them.

"Important?" Jian Tianqi repeated foolishly.

"Sometimes I don't even dare to recall things related to you," Feng Zhe looked at Jian Tianqi, "but as long as I can get you back, I can pay any price."

Jian Tianqi suddenly believed what Feng Zhe said, he believed every single word.

"What do you mean by paying the price?" Jian Tianqi asked again.

Just as Feng Zhe was about to continue talking, his body suddenly sank and he was about to fall down. Jian Tianqi hurriedly supported him: "Azhe, what's the matter!?"

It was only then that Jian Tianqi realized that Feng Zhe's face had become terribly pale since some time, cold sweat even leaked from his forehead, and Feng Zhe's hand that didn't hold Jian Tianqi was grabbing his own heart.

Jian Tianqi quickly helped Feng Zhe to lie down on the sofa, and was about to call someone while sitting on the side, but Feng Zhe held his hand to stop him: "No... just take a rest..."

Now his face is extremely pale, and he is inevitably panting when he speaks. This reminds Jian Tianqi of Feng Zhe when he experienced that horrible incident before. At that time, Feng Zhe lost consciousness, as if he would leave Jian Tianqi at any time. Same.

"But your complexion looks so bad now, how can you not call someone?" Jian Tianqi was extremely anxious.

Feng Zhe frowned and glanced at the knife stuck in his heart, he knew that Jian Tianqi couldn't see it.

"Because this is the price..." Feng Zhe took Jian Tianqi's hand and slowly covered his heart, "If you want to come back, the price is my life."

Feng Zhe said that when he wanted to respond to Jian Tianqi, his heart would feel like it was about to be torn apart by a knife. He didn't know what would happen if he responded exactly.

But according to inference, it is likely to die.

Jian Tianqi was too shocked to speak.

If someone else said these words, Jian Tianqi might take them as an excuse to talk nonsense, but this was what Feng Zhe said, so he chose to believe it, and he firmly believed it.

Then Feng Zhe's breathing gradually calmed down, and he closed his eyes to rest.

Jian Tianqi brought a wrung wet towel to wipe off the sweat from Feng Zhe's forehead and face.

That pale face made Jian Tianqi very uneasy. Since Feng Zhe had an accident last time, he secretly swore that he would never let Feng Zhe experience danger again, but now Feng Zhe is in danger again.

Putting down the towel, Jian Tianqi touched Feng Zhe's eyebrows with his fingers.

Moreover, this painful expression is not fake.

Is it all because of him...

"If it's me who makes you suffer so much, you don't have to worry about me. I'll do whatever I want, and it doesn't matter if you refuse." Jian Tianqi forced a smile, "And I really won't do that kind of stupid thing, you Look at me, when have I ever tried to be overwhelmed?"

"It is because of you that I came back to the present." Feng Zhe recovered a little, and slowly sat up from the sofa, "It is impossible for me to say the same thing to you again."

— We are impossible.

This is what Feng Zhe once said.

Jian Tianqi was stunned.

He couldn't tell the emotion in Feng Zhe's eyes for a moment, but he didn't dare to ask, he was afraid that Feng Zhe would fall down like before just answering one word.

"So... what should we do now?" Jian Tianqi gritted his teeth and asked.

"Neither refuse nor accept." Feng Zhe took Jian Tianqi's hand and covered his side face, "I can only stay by your side for the time being."

When he finished speaking, he saw Jian Tianqi's face flushed slightly.