don't talk about the past

Shen Guang is the only son in the family, and the only one who can be called a close relative is Shen's mother.Shen's father is an educated youth, and he went to the countryside to the small mountain village where Shen's mother lived.During those difficult years, Shen's mother gave Shen's father a lot of spiritual and material support.Shen's father also married Shen Guang because he loved Shen's mother's simplicity and kindness.When Shen Guang was five years old, Shen's father received a notice to return to the city. After some ideological struggle, Shen's father decided to leave. It is his greatest wish now to lead a happy life for his family in the city.

On the day he returned to the city, Shen Guang remembered it very clearly: the flakes of snow fell all over the sky, making people unable to keep their eyes open.Shen Guang held his father's thick coat with his hands flushed red from the cold, and refused to let go no matter what.The tears that were too late to wipe off were frozen into icy balls, fixed on the cracked little face, but couldn't stop the time that passed by in a hurry.The urging honking of the car passed quickly, and with tears in her eyes, Shen's mother ruthlessly broke Shen Guang's hand: "Let your father go, son, be good! Let go."

Shen Guang can still dream of the scene of that day, the crumpled dark blue cotton cloth was taken out of his little hands, and his father got into the car step by step, unexpectedly, this farewell was part forever.

The road was slippery in the snow, and the wheels of the overloaded truck slipped when turning, and all the people in the truck rolled over into the ravine.

From then on, Shen Guang lacked a role in his life, and his mother became his only spiritual support and sustenance.It wasn't until he met Mi Huaile in college that he more or less absorbed the shadow of fatherly love from this man's life.

Today is Shen Guang's birthday, and it happened that Shen Guang came back from a business trip.Usually, Mi Huaile's ten fingers do not touch the spring water, Shen Guang loves him, and never lets him cook.But on this special day, Mi Huaile wanted to surprise Shen Guang.He took great pains to find cooking methods for several delicious dishes from the Internet, studied them carefully, practiced them meticulously, and happily looked forward to the candlelight dinner later.While the delicious food was about to be cooked, Mi Huaile received a call from Shen Guang, and was dragged by the coal boss to the wine table to socialize before getting off the plane, and Shen Guang apologized in a hurry Just hang up the phone.The scoop of cold water was splashed so vividly that Mi Huaile listened to the busy tone on the other end of the phone in a daze for a long time.

I have never thought that coal bosses are so annoying, not for anything else, today is Shen Guang's birthday, Mi Huaile is looking forward to the stars and the moon, counting the days on his fingers, and finally looking forward to the return of his old man, but killed halfway Cheng Yaojin!Drop the spatula and throw up the pick to strike!Mi Huaile nestled on the sofa and opened the CD to listen to the opera. Pavarotti's loud and broad voice interpreted the familiar song "My Sun".

Speaking of Shen Guang's work, Mi Huaile frowned.Although he is a manager, he not only signs documents at the desk in a suit and leather shoes, but also goes underground to reward the employees and inspect the coal output of each lane.When Shen Guang was not at home, the first thing Mi Huaile did after get off work was to turn on the TV and lock it on the news channel.Coal mines in the country have accidents from time to time, let alone this small private coal mine?Every time he was on a business trip, Mi Huaile would put his heart in his throat, for fear that something might happen to his stupid family.The coal boss likes Shen Guang, who is down-to-earth, and wants to send him to the Taiyuan headquarters to play a leading role, but Shen Guang politely rejects the boss's kindness.I thought the boss would be unhappy, but I didn't expect that this coal black man in Shanxi put more important tasks on Shen Guang's shoulders.The boss knows how to apply both hard and soft strategies and tactics step by step, and he has also figured out Shen Guang's character, so he can't be too aggressive.From business contacts with clients to having dinner with clients at night, the boss sealed his business circle and made a rubber waterproof raft around Shen Guang's waist, following him wherever he went, inseparable.Slowly the raft went higher and higher until it touched the base of Shen Guang's neck.Shen Guang was also puzzled, the boss relied heavily on his trust, and told him all the important business secrets, emergency supplies, and trading methods, etc., and wished to teach him personally.Mi Huaile once joked: The coal boss is interested in his stupid family and wants to recruit him to be his son-in-law!

One night, unable to hide the loss in his heart, Mi Huaile stared at the soup simmering on the stove in a daze.He thought that Shen Guang would have to spit out everything he ate when he came back from a full stomach of wine. Going to bed on an empty stomach hurts the stomach the most. Drinking some hot soup after drinking is good for nutrition absorption and promotes sleep.

Shen Guang came back in the middle of the night, staggered, covered his mouth and rushed to the toilet.Mi Huaile was awakened by the unstoppable sound of retching, and his bewildered eyes suddenly woke up when he saw the filth Shen Guang spat on the ground!The blood was mixed in the yellow gastric juice, which was pungent and dazzling.Shen Guang collapsed beside the toilet, clutching his stomach.

Accompanying a client to drink until his stomach was perforated, Shen Guang almost died!Mi Huaile is angry!Angry at that soot!He is in the coal business, so why is his heart darkened!

The boss personally came to the ward to express condolences, brought a few baskets of fruit, and sealed a thick red envelope for Shen Guang, as if he was visiting a fighting hero.Back and forth, they all praised Shen Guang as capable, honest and honest, how brave he was that night, and blocked the wine for him.Mi Huaile complained: Are you praising people or pugs?Seeing the little brother sitting next to Shen Guang with a cold face all the time, Mei Heizi turned his head and looked at Mi Huaile with a smile, thinking that this little brother Shen Guang was thin-skinned and tender, and handsome, if he could dig it out and make it Public relations, still worried about coke not being sold?The small calculation in the coal boss's mind was crackling, and he quickly handed over a business card and stepped forward, grinning and asking Mi Huaile if he graduated?No matter where you are.But Mi Dabingshan ignored him at all, and kept his poker face all the time.Seeing that his enthusiasm was not responded to, the charcoal seller also put away his smile and became serious.This man's face was pretty, but his eyes were too cold, so cold that he shivered for no reason and said sorry to him several times, and bowed three times.Mi Huaile bowed back in a daze, and said to the boss without any ups and downs: "Please go to the basement for condolences." Shen Guang almost jumped out of the hospital bed when he heard this, this is the fatal Mi Huaile!

The boss tasted it and left in a dingy manner.Mi Huaile looked at Shen Guang from top to bottom with a victorious attitude and roared at the injustice.Shen Guang said you are tall, and Shen's mother officially appeared on the stage.

I don't know where the old lady got the news. She came here day and night from the mountains all the way. As soon as she entered the ward, she stared at Shen Guang with tears in her eyes, as if her dim eyes were X-rays. It's like being able to wipe out all the potential crises in his son.Shen Guang was embarrassed by the look, and coughed twice. Mi Huaile immediately comprehended, put on a flattering face, and offered water.The old lady didn't want to pick it up, but she still hesitated to do it for the sake of her son.

When the child grows up, his heart is no longer with him. Shen Guang took the child with him when he went home for the first time after he went to university.Originally, the two of them were arguing during the day, and in the eyes of Shen’s mother, something was wrong. The old lady had too much heart, and at night, she would lie under the small window and listen to the corner, which made her feel even more emotional. Down.What the two children said made her, an old man, blush with shame. There was definitely a problem, but she didn't know how far she wanted to ask, but she couldn't speak directly. She was so worried that her hair turned gray a lot overnight.Her own child knew that once Shen Guang met sincerely and identified him as this person, he would be able to go all the way to the dark, and ten cows would not be able to pull back his stubborn temper.

So Shen's mother was quick to get wise, and came up with a trick to strike first.

The seventh day of the seventh month of the lunar calendar coincided with the Magpie Bridge Conference in the village. Shen's mother signed up for her son, and in order not to arouse suspicion, she also helped Mi Huaile to sign up.Of course, Shen Guang and Mi Huaile refused to go, but they couldn't stand the old man's 'worshipful words'.Shen Guang pulled Mi Huaile aside, and whispered in his ear: "Mizi, my mother is not easy, just deal with it."

As a result, the two of them, as the elites among the participating men, were dragged to the blind date meeting. These high-education, good-looking, and high-taste three-high objects made the young women in the village who had never seen anything in the world fall in love with each other. Dang Yang became more courageous, forgetting what restraint is, and all blushing and eager to try.Mi Huaile held a feeling of resistance, because of Shen Guang's face, he couldn't refute the good intentions of his elders, and he had to leave a good impression on Shen's mother, so he had to deal with them one by one with patience.

The last round was for the men to come on stage to declare their love. Mi Huaile took the opportunity to hide in the toilet. Shen Guang was dragged onto the magpie bridge by the host and stood in the third place.Walking out of the toilet with his head down, Mi Huaile bumped into Mother Shen who was holding a girl's hand and talking intimately.Looking up and seeing Mi Huaile, Shen's mother immediately pulled down her smiling face, and suddenly bent the corners of her mouth to call Mi Huaile over, still holding the girl: "Xiao Xi, this is your brother Shen's classmate, called Mi Huaile." Huaile."

The girl immediately called Brother Mi obediently, and without waiting for Mi Huaile to agree, she turned to Mother Shen and said, "Brother Shen always talks about him every time he calls home. I finally met him today, he looks so handsome!" Turning around, he said politely to Mi Huaile, "When the meeting is over, you and Brother Shen come to my house and I will make you some buns. "

"Ah! My good girl! Do you still remember that your brother likes to eat steamed buns with wild vegetables? Hehe..." Shen's mother patted the back of the girl's hand lovingly, not to mention how intimate she was, "I'll let your big brother Shen come to propose marriage tomorrow. , marry you to be my daughter-in-law and my daughter!"

The little girl blushed with embarrassment and said angrily, "Ma'am!"

This was obviously for him, a bystander, to see. Mi Huaile listened awkwardly, felt uncomfortable watching, and didn't want to stay any longer, so he left with an excuse.

It happened to be Shen Guang's turn to speak on the stage, and he picked up the microphone generously and said: "I don't have any gorgeous declarations, and I don't know how to define love. I only know that love in this world needs sincerity, and this heart of mine, It has been handed over to a person, I have identified him, and I want to grow old with him forever."

The audience became lively, and someone said, "You already have girlfriends, why are you here on a blind date? Aren't you messing around?"

Unhurriedly, Shen Guang said again: "I want to know if my sincerity can make him feel safe, make him trust and rely on me with confidence." He looked around, "Mom, I know you are here. I'm sorry, my son didn't listen to you, it's his son's disobedience. But he is his only attachment in this life, my son begs you, use your greatest tolerance to forgive us."

Everyone didn't understand what Shen Guang was talking about, but Mi Huaile, who was standing in the distance, was already so excited that his nose was sore and his eyes were hazy with tears.The hand in the trouser pocket pinched his thigh vigorously to suppress the turbulent emotions and not to cry.How much he wanted to rush up and hug Shen Guang immediately, tell him that he completely trusted him and was attached to him, that he would always hold his sincerity in his palm and take care of him, in short, he would never let him down.But the eyes of the world separate them, just like the Weaver Girl Cowherd who is the difference between immortals. Even if they try their best to abandon everything and stay together, they still can't escape the so-called law of heaven and earth, separating their love with the Milky Way. .Who said meeting on the bridge of magpies is the good intention for lovers to get married eventually?Don't you see the helplessness and misery of seeing each other only once a year?A magpie builds a bridge, and when it sees it, it must be scattered. Where does the joy come from?The days when we can't stay together like this really can't be classified into the season of celebration.

Shen's mother covered her mouth and collapsed, and Xiao Qiao beside her hurriedly supported her, mixed her into a place with few people and ventilated, and kept pinching her.Shen's mother blinked mechanically, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down the deep and horizontal wrinkles, muttering in her mouth: "This unfilial son! Unfilial son! He wants to make my old Shen family die! His father! !His father! I'm sorry for you! Woooo...I'm sorry for you. I didn't take good care of my son! What face do I have to go down to see you after I die! I have no face to see you..."

Xiao Xi was terrified, and hurriedly asked someone to find Shen Guang.Shen Guang rushed to carry Shen's mother back home and put him on the bed. Mi Huaile took out the white flower oil and poured it on his hand. As soon as he stretched it to the pillow and didn't touch Shen's mother, he asked Xiaoxi to snatch the bottle. , neatly rubbing on Shen's mother's temples, philtrum and chest.It's not wrong for Mi Huaile to withdraw his hand in embarrassment, it's not wrong if he doesn't shrink his hand, just in trouble, Shen Guang approached Mi Huaile and said softly: "Mizi, go and boil some water, and make some tea for mom with the American ginseng we brought back. "Mi Huaile nodded and went.

Xiao Xi wiped Shen's mother's chest and breathed her breath, and the old man felt a little more comfortable, but kept his eyes closed and didn't speak.Just as Shen Guang wanted to speak, Xiao Xi slapped him on the shoulder: "Brother Shen, auntie is already like this, so let's talk slowly if you have anything to say!"

Shen's mother finally spoke: "Qi'er, you go home first, I have something to say to your brother."

Some hesitated, but after all, it was a family matter, so Xiao Qian reluctantly agreed to go back.