Don't take off my vest [live]

Su Junyou didn't reply for a while, but Qi Ming was very patient, he could wait slowly.

After a while, Su Junyou finally sent a message. For some reason, his tone seemed a little strange.

Su: It's good that you're fine.

He didn't even ask Qi Ming why he wanted to ask this, he just recounted his remaining memories in a very flat manner.

Su Junyou's parents separated when he was very young, his father was very busy, and his mother didn't want to see him, so most of the time Su Junyou stayed alone in the old house with the gray cub.The servants dare not talk to the young master, and the only one who can accompany him and listen to him is Gray Cub.

As he got older and reached the age when he should go to school, living in his father's house was much more convenient than living in his mother's house, so he seldom went to the old house anymore.At that time, the new district had not yet been built, and dogs were not allowed in my father's house, so I had to wait until the holidays to return to the old house to see the gray cubs.Even so, the relationship between one person and one dog is still very good.

Later, Su Junyou went abroad with his mother and entrusted the gray cub to his father. The servants were dismissed, and the old house was abandoned.He returned to the country not long ago, and wanted to take back the gray cub from his father, but was told that the gray cub had been lost not long after he left the country. His father didn't want to affect his mood and delay his studies because of this, so he didn't tell him.

It sounded like simple words, but Qi Ming could imagine the heaviness when he said them.

Whether it's the one person and one dog relying on each other when they were young, or the rare meeting when they were young, Su Junyou said these memories lightly, but Qi Ming was like a lightning strike.

The corridor is long and winding, the only light source is a few rays of sunlight from the window, and the dust is flying in the air. The boundary between light and dark is very clear in this small space.The child with indistinct brows was sitting at the junction, with his back to the light, waved to the front with some distress, and said in a low voice, "Zai Zai, tell me... will she come back today?"

The field of vision is infinitely narrowed, as if the owner of this memory was picked up by a child.The child turned his head to look out of the window, the sun gilded his face with gold, and his eyes looked out of the window with infinite desire, shining brightly.

"Probably won't come back." The child said, sighed pretentiously, stood up holding the things in his arms, and walked straight into the darkness, "She's too busy, let's take a look tomorrow. "

The child's face was very familiar to Qi Ming, it was the child in the family portrait he saw today, namely Su Junyou.Then, the owner of this memory... can only be Gray Cub.

Su: When I was very young, I took Zai Zai to the playground, but unfortunately, pets were not allowed to enter.The servant wanted to take it back and let me play with another servant, but I refused.I finally took it to climb the nearby mountain, and then sat on the top of the mountain, watching the amusement park in the night.

Su: The Ferris wheel is the central project of the amusement park. At night, all the colorful lights are woven into a big net, and the light sources are gathered together, and finally concentrated on the sparkling Ferris wheel.Really... very lively.So at that time, I should have held the gray cub and said something, but unfortunately I don't remember, I only remember that it was very happy.

yes, you said...

"I will become a very, very powerful person in the future," said the child with thousands of lights in his eyes, like a grand dream, "and then build an amusement park where pets can enter."

"At that time, let's play together again." He said softly, stroking the husky's head with his hands, small but powerful and gentle.

Qi Ming didn't know what to say, he felt that the power of any language was lacking at this moment.He remembered many things, some of which he felt he had to let Mr. Neighbor know.

His fingers were stiff and his typing speed was slow, but he still firmly typed what he wanted to say.

7Ming: Sorry, I never told you that Gray Cub is actually dead.

I thought I would receive a reply from Su Junyou who was either shocked, unbelievable, or skeptical, but Qi Ming was wrong.Su Junyou seemed to be still immersed in memories, and his reaction was still very gentle.

Su: Well, I know.

Su: After seeing you home, I went back.

Go back for a trip?That is to say, that roughly buried corpse was... seen?

Qi Ming didn't know how to reply. He typed a lot of words and then deleted them all. After deliberating for a long time, he only sent one sentence.

7Ming: ...Sorry!

Su: It's okay. I would like to thank you for not telling me in person, so that I can have a buffer period.

Su: It's not that I didn't think about this result, but I was surprised that he was buried in his own courtyard...

Su: Maybe I died the first year I left, so my father was buried in the old house directly, and he didn't dare to tell me the truth.

7Ming: Well... the deceased is gone, condolences...

Su: It's all right. It feels good to finally tell all these memories.

Su: Just take it as a farewell to the past, thank you very much.

7Ming: Well, it’s okay.

Su Junyou didn't send any more messages, Qi Ming held his breath and threw the phone aside.He leaned back heavily, leaned back in the chair, and looked at the ceiling with a complicated expression.

He remembered everything, everything, including... what happened the day he woke up.

Indeed, there was no fantasy such as a dog piercing a man, he was himself from beginning to end, Qi Ming was Qi Ming, not a gray cub.

If it's dissociative amnesia...Qi Ming thinks his situation should be more complicated.

After being betrayed by Ren Yunzha, Qi Ming was in a trance, immersed in broken fantasies all day long.In a daze, he seemed to have turned into a dog, a husky living in a pet store, who was adopted because of his abnormal cuteness.The people who adopted him were Su Junyou's family.

Like Zhuang Zhou's dream butterfly, he is a human being when he is awake, and a husky when he is insane.As time passed, he became somewhat confused whether he was a man dreaming of becoming a dog, or a dog dreaming of becoming a man.

The memory of becoming a husky is intermittent. Yesterday it was just a cub, and today it may be a year old.Coincidentally, Qi Ming also has memories of all the memorable fragments of Su Junyou.

When awake, he has to face the endless pain from reality, but when he is asleep, he can enjoy the pure happiness in the eyes of animals. Qi Ming is gradually immersed in this pleasure.But on a certain day, that husky was abandoned by its owner, and Qi Ming even lost his last pure land.

He thought about suicide.

He staggered all the way to the alley by instinct, where he met the owner of his memory in the dream—the Gray Cub in reality.

It turned out that it was still alive, even if it was abandoned by the only god in its own world, it would still stubbornly stay where it was and wait.

At that time, Qi Ming's condition was extremely bad, he looked at the gray cub deliriously, and murmured: "...you look like me."

"Can you tell me how to end this?"

If Gray Cub can, why can't I?

—— "...Then I will live on for you."

Huskies only have the lowest level of sanity, and all conversations only exist in Qi Ming's fantasy.

Qi Ming, who had lost everything, fantasized about another self born with the support of the gray cub out of self-protection, and let him live for him.

He wasn't Gray Cub, and Gray Cub was him.

For Qi Ming who has completely closed himself off, it must be a very painful thing to live up to now.It is not easy to survive until a brand new self appears.

Thank you for trying so hard.

…Thank you, Seven.

In a daze, Qi Ming seemed to see a blurred self smiling, and a well-behaved husky standing beside him, one person and one dog waving at him.

He will live on, with all his expectations and wishes.

So the next step is to make that scumbag pay the price.But before that... there is one thing he needs to confirm.