A ventriloquist is reborn in the 21st century

During the year of separation, Ji Shinian had a thorough understanding of his own heart, and he wanted to redeem this relationship that made him ignore everything but hurt him deeply, but he didn't know where to start.

In his life, he had power and wisdom beyond the reach of ordinary people. In his eyes, as long as he wanted to, there was nothing he couldn't do. However, when facing the man in front of him, he felt helpless again and again. helpless.

In the deep and quiet night, Ji Shinian stared at Qin Yufeng's face through the night lamp beside the bed. The dim yellow light hit his fair and handsome cheeks, and he could see the light stubble on his face, and the light under his eyes. Faint blue and black.After a long time, Ji Shinian sighed in a low voice, then stood up, and when he turned around, his wrist was grabbed by a warm palm.

Ji Shinian froze, and before he could react, he heard the person on the bed whisper, "Don't go!"

The voice was low and gentle, but there was a touch of distressing fragility and pleading in the tone. Hearing this familiar voice, Ji Shinian forgot to breathe for a moment. He turned around stiffly, and his eyes fell on Qin Yufeng's. Looking at his face, he found that the man's eyes were tightly closed, and he was clearly still in a deep sleep.

At that moment, the overwhelmed loss in his heart could not be described in words. Ji Shinian's eyelids drooped slightly, and he wanted to take out his hand. At this moment, Qin Yufeng suddenly opened his eyes.

The color in his eyes is dark and deep, like a pool of spring water under the moonlit night, filled with all kinds of emotions, those emotional seasons can't be read every year, and he knew a long time ago that his understanding of this man is not He was as transparent as he thought.

Ji Shinian was stunned, and forgot to break free from the opponent. The next second, he felt a heavy hand, and was actually pulled onto the bed by Qin Yufeng.

Qin Yufeng turned over, pressed Ji Shinian down, and covered his lips.

His movements were a little rough, and Ji Shinian felt a slight tingle from his lips... …hexieo(╥﹏╥)o…

Ji Shinian struggled a few times, but was suppressed by Qin Yufeng's strong force. In the end, he simply gave up, raised his hand, and hugged him gently.

Qin Yufeng was kissing Ji Shinian, while tugging on the other's clothes with both hands randomly... …………………………………………… hexie…

Since we have known each other for so long, Qin Yufeng has always been passive and a little dull when it comes to love and things. This is the first time he has been so active, and he has never been so strong. The strong smell of alcohol in his nostrils clearly told him the fact that Qin Yufeng was drunk, and he was not sober at the moment, but even if he knew that the other party had lost his mind, Ji Shinian couldn't push him away This warm body covering him, this kind of warmth, is what he has longed for. This kind of desire made him know that he was just a moth to the flame, but he couldn't turn back after all.

Qin Yufeng looks thin, but he has always had absolute strength. At this moment, the gentleness and modesty in the past no longer exist, as if a beast that grew deep in his soul was awakened.

He frantically asked for it, leaving deep or shallow imprints one by one hexie…………………………………………………… ……………

"Uh——" Ji Shinian cried out in pain, where he had been empty for a long time.

But before he could react, the other party had already started to move violently.

Ji Shinian gritted his teeth tightly, and stubbornly did not make a sound, but his breathing became heavier and heavier.

He clasped Qin Yufeng's generous back tightly with both arms, and his rounded nails were embedded in the other's flesh, and a faint smell of blood permeated the room instantly.

This almost crazy affair brought only endless pain to Ji Shinian,

There were bursts of tearing pain coming from under him, but there was a distorted and inexplicable joy in his heart.

It felt like a self-inflicted person piercing his body with a sharp weapon. The relentless pain brought pleasure almost trembling to the soul.

"Shinian, Ji Shinian..." Qin Yufeng finally exploded in Ji Shinian's body, and then raised his head slightly, his red eyes concealed a childlike bewilderment and unbearable pain.

He just stared at Ji Shinian's face with this gaze, without blinking.

His voice was soft, but it struck Ji Shinian's heart like rolling thunder. Ji Shinian thought he was going to say something to him, so he held his breath, but the next second, Qin Yufeng's head froze. Crooked, she threw herself on Ji Shinian's neck, and just fell asleep like that.

Feeling the scorching breath blowing over his neck, Ji Shinian slowly raised his hand, and it landed on Qin Yufeng's hair. The long black hair was as soft as ever. Ji Shinian remembered that he used to like it the most. With a soft touch, he held Qin Yufeng's hair tightly, closed his eyes, and something crystal slipped silently from the corner of his eyes.

Qin Yufeng's scorching and steady breathing is next to his ear, and Qin Yufeng's strong heartbeat can be felt where his skin touches. Ji Shinian's mind flashed back to every place they walked through Yancheng together, At that time, Qin Yufeng was always interested in everything here, and he treated everyone he met with humility.

In the ancient city in March in Yangchun, the two were strolling on the streets paved with bluestone slabs. Qin Yufeng looked left and right at the various stalls on the side of the road. Ji Shinian remembered that his eyes would always fall on those lively From the cute child, he knew that he liked children, but when Ji Shinian looked at him, his heart felt a little empty and uneasy.

Qin Yufeng is a straight man, a person who grew up under the conservative and conservative culture of the Song Dynasty. He must have yearned for an ordinary life of marrying a wife and having children, with children and grandchildren around his knees. So when he was with himself, did he ever have a life in his heart? Unwilling?Will you regret it in the future?

In the eyes of outsiders, Mr. Ji has always been upright and strategizing, but who knows the bewilderment in his heart.

At that time, Ji Shinian, on the one hand, endured the uneasiness in his heart, and on the other hand, almost greedily enjoyed the warmth Qin Yufeng gave him. His innate pride made him unable to appeal those anxious emotions to anyone. in the mouth.Unable to rule out and unable to give up, he can only hold on tightly, but some things are like gravel, the tighter you hold, the faster it will be lost. In the end, the worrying thing still happened, he can only watch Those cherished things are scattered with the wind, but there is no way to get them back.

After an unknown amount of time, Ji Shinian opened his eyes in the darkness, and he gently pushed Qin Yufeng who was pressing on him away.

As the two separated, bloody liquid slowly trickled down his white and slender thighs.

Ji Shinian, who is always clean, did not wash himself this time, but picked up his clothes and put them on one by one.

After getting dressed neatly, Ji Shinian bent over and planted a superficial kiss on Qin Yufeng's forehead, resisting the pain in his body, and stepped into the deep night.

He didn't know what was waiting for him in the future, but his natural personality made him unwilling to compromise after all, and wanted to give it a go.

The next day, Qin Yufeng woke up rubbing his sore forehead. He opened his eyes and looked blankly at the ceiling above his head. When he got up, the familiar furnishings in the room made him think that he was still in a dream. He clenched his fists fiercely, but the tingling pain from his palm clearly told him that these were all real—he was really serious at this moment. Really, in the home where he and Ji Shinian used to be.

Qin Yufeng lowered his head, lifted the quilt, looked at his naked body, looked at the dried blood and muddy liquid on the white sheet, and instantly turned pale. Could it be, could it be that the frenzy was not just his own fault? Huang Liang Yimeng, but really... I really did such a crazy thing to him.

He jumped out of bed in a panic, took his own clothes and put them on with trembling hands, and finally opened the door and rushed out without shoes on. Qin Yufeng searched everywhere in the bathroom, study room, guest room and even the kitchen, but there was nothing. Seeing that familiar figure, he finally returned to the bedroom with a dejected complexion. Seeing his mobile phone on the bedside table, Qin Yufeng dialed the string of numbers that had been deeply embedded in his mind.

One second, two seconds, three seconds... The waiting process was very short, but it was so long for him.

"Sorry, the number you dialed cannot be connected. Please reset and dial again..." A series of mechanical and cold female voices came from the receiver. Qin Yufeng hung up the phone and dialed again unwillingly, responding to him The flat voice was still there, he stood there for a long time, then turned and walked out.

Qin Yufeng walked down the long street in a daze, as if he had lost his soul and heart. The cool spring breeze messed up his untied long hair and spread it messily on his pale face. There are still many pedestrians on the road casting interested eyes on him.

He was walking aimlessly, when suddenly the cell phone in his pocket rang, Qin Yufeng hurriedly took it out to look at it, then showed a disappointed expression on his face, then cut off the phone, and put the cell phone in his trousers pocket again In the middle, the bell rang again and again, and Qin Yufeng finally picked it up.

"Hello, Qin Yufeng?" The voice on the phone was obviously Wei Ke.

"En." Qin Yufeng's voice was calm, like stagnant water.

"I'll go," Wei Ke, who has always been outspoken, couldn't help but swear, "Where are you, why didn't you answer my call just now?"

Qin Yufeng was silent.

"Last night a man said he was your friend, and then took you away." Wei Ke seemed to be used to Qin Yufeng's dullness, and asked again, "Are you okay, there is a performance in the afternoon, come back quickly, don't wait until then You're missing one more."

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The author has something to say: Many places in this chapter were eunuchs, which ruined everyone’s sense of reading, sorry o(╥﹏╥)o

Author: It's a weird day, really bloody T~T

Jin Jiang: Probably this unscrupulous author wrote too many abused articles and got retribution →_→

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