A ventriloquist is reborn in the 21st century

Time flies, and five years have passed in a flash.

The society is developing and everyone is changing, but some things have taken root and sprouted in the bottom of my heart, but they can't be pulled out no matter what.

A tree that grows in the soil, if you dig it out, it will be a mess. A tree that grows in the heart, once you pull it out, it will be bloody and painful. Such pain, how can it make people despair... …

Therefore, when faced with taboos in their hearts, people often subconsciously choose to bury them, bury them in the depths of their souls, do not look at them or touch them, let others live there and die on their own, and gradually change with the passage of time. It becomes dead branches and leaves, and then dissipates with the wind; it is still full of blood, blooming delicate flowers that rot bones and hearts, and it depends on a piece of God's will.

Even if you deceive yourself and others, it is better than "scraping the bones and cutting out the heart" by forcing the poison.

Under the blue sky, there is a blue and pure sea.

A slender and tall man walked slowly on the golden beach. He was wearing a loose solid-color T-shirt on his upper body, and a pair of light-colored straight-leg casual pants on his lower body. The seaside was wet, he didn't wear shoes, and his expression was a bit rough, but it didn't make people feel out of harmony, on the contrary, it revealed an unexpected beauty.

This man has very long hair, randomly braided into loose braids at the back of his head, and some loose hair in front of his forehead was blown by the seaside wind and fluttered around in a mess. A pair of black sunglasses blocked half of his face, but from the exposed white skin and sharp facial contours, it can still be seen that this person should be a good-looking young man, but if you get closer and look closely, you will find His temples were a little gray, adding a little bit of vicissitudes to his handsomeness.

Although there were not many people on the beach, most of them walked in twos and threes, and he was alone. After walking for a while, the man found a piece of slightly dry sand and sat down with one hand propped up. He slightly bent his legs and looked up. Facing the distant sky, there were no waves or ripples on his face, and no one knew what kind of emotion was in the eyes under those two thin lenses.

This summer, the art troupe held a performance in City G. They settled in a five-star hotel near the sea. This is not the first time Qin Yufeng has come to this place. It has only been a few years since the hotel has been remodeled. , but the blue sea and clear sky behind it are still the same as in memory.

Qin Yufeng looked away, looking at the natural scenery of the sea and sky in the distance, inexplicably recalled in his heart the time when he accompanied Ji Shinian to come here, and the two sat on the sand. ... At that time, I was always helpless against him!

His thoughts drifted farther and farther, and he was not unaware of it, but after so many years, he has no relatives and no reason, and in this place without his own roots, apart from his career, there is only a little bit of unforgettable nostalgia left in his heart , people are afraid of pain, but if the heart is empty, at least there are some things that can stir the mind to recall, so that even if it is heart-wrenching, it will still make people happy and unable to give up.

So after so many years, he no longer wanted to deliberately forget anything, and always indulged in those things that were lost and could not be retrieved, and from time to time came out of the depths of his memory to do something evil, which was both uncomfortable and kind of Inexplicably distorted satisfaction.

People in the world say drinking poison to quench thirst, but he survived by poison and alcohol. People live a lifetime, no matter whether it is good or bad, they must have some thoughts in order to survive.

Suddenly, a small figure bumped into his sight, and Qin Yufeng was inexplicably interrupted by the child and caught his sight.

The child looked about five years old, with pink and jade-like features, and exquisite eyebrows and eyes. He was wearing a cute short-sleeved suit, and he was holding a small swimming ring in his hand. The little yellow duck has a playful tail behind it.

"Wow, the beach is so beautiful!" The little boy ran excitedly on the beach with his short legs, a joyful smile spread across his delicate face, and a deep dimple instantly appeared on his left cheek, looking extremely cute.

Looking at that smile, Qin Yufeng felt an unknowing love in his heart. The love hit his heart, and his heart felt inexplicably sore. He unconsciously stretched out his hand and stroked the part of his chest close to his heart. When he looked up again, It was found that the little boy had run to a place near the water.

The little boy ran for a long distance, then stopped, looked down at the shoes on his feet, and muttered, "Don't let Dad see the shoes are wet!" After thinking for a moment, he put the shoes on his feet. The socks were quickly taken off, and then he glanced around, saw a small raised sand dune, ran over slowly, and carefully put his shoes on it.

At this time, a gust of wind blew from the sea, rolling up layers of waves and hitting the sandy shore. The little boy turned around and ran back. His expression froze for a moment, and he found that his swimming ring was gone. He rolled his eyes anxiously, and found that his little yellow The duck's swimming ring was being wobbled away from the shore by the sea water, and in a hurry, it chased it into the water.

Sitting there, Qin Yufeng idly watched the child running after the swimming ring, feeling inexplicably happy and mixed with various emotions in his heart, but it didn't show on his face.

The water at the beach was very shallow, so he wasn't worried about what would happen. Sure enough, the little boy caught up with his swimming circle after running after him for a while. But at this moment, the duck's head suddenly made a "plop", the boy lost his balance, and threw himself into the water, splashing a circle of flying waves, and the swimming ring in his hand suddenly floated far away again.

Qin Yufeng was taken aback by this sudden scene, his body turned over from the ground faster than his brain, and rushed towards the sea. The child was flopping about in the water, and in the blink of an eye, he was in the distance. Qin Yufeng Without saying a word, Yu Feng jumped into the water, swam over to pick up the child, carefully lifted him out of the water and swam towards the shore.

Fortunately, he moved quickly, the child only choked on two mouthfuls of water and did not pass out, but he was also quite frightened.

Qin Yufeng put him on the sand, patted him on the back, and asked, "Are you okay?"

The little boy was pale, and looked at Qin Yufeng with his big eyes open. He choked up a few times and was about to cry, but he stubbornly held back. Seeing him like this, Qin Yufeng's heart softened inexplicably, and he couldn't help letting go He raised his voice: "Where are your parents, may I take you back home?"

Such soft words reached his own ears, and he felt a little strange for a moment. Qin Yufeng didn't know how long it had been since he had spoken to someone in such a tone.

The fear in the boy's heart was soothed a lot by his gentle words, he choked up, and stammered, "I, my swimming ring."

"..." Qin Yufeng froze for a moment, turned his gaze to the shore, and saw the child's yellow swimming ring that had just drifted away and was thrown back by the waves, so he said, "Sit here obediently." Now, uncle will pick it up for you."

The little boy wiped his eyes with his hand and nodded.

Qin Yufeng got up and walked over, leaned slightly to pick up the swimming ring floating on the water, then strode back, and handed the swimming ring to the little boy.

The little boy reached out to take it and whispered, "Thank you."

"Don't stay at the beach anymore, can uncle take you back?" Qin Yufeng said, opening his arms and going to hug the boy.

"Xiaoyou!" Suddenly he heard a voice shouting, and his slightly bent body froze there for a moment, this familiar voice, light tone...

The man hurried over and squatted next to the little boy. Seeing that he was drenched all over and his complexion was not good, he immediately asked, "What's wrong with you?" There was uncontrollable worry in his tone.

Qin Yufeng's body was stiff, and he raised his head slowly, and saw the face that was almost carved into his bone marrow. All the color faded from his face in an instant, and he stood there without knowing how to advance or retreat, as if his body and soul were tremblingly separated from each other. Come.

Ji Shinian examined the child carefully, and seeing that he was fine, he breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that he had just realized that there was someone beside him. He looked up and froze for a moment. This familiar figure, long Hair... After a brief blank in the brain, Ji Shinian suppressed the emotions in his heart and said, "It's you?"

At the beginning, the man said that he would let himself wait, but he waited for so long in the deep dew, but he did not wait for the other party's figure after all. He held his heart in front of the man time and time again, but the other party kept showing up again and again. Pushing away all the way... Ji Shinian thought he hated him, but at this moment, Qin Yufeng was standing in front of him, Ji Shinian looked at his tall but thin body, looked at his Mottled white on the sideburns, apart from being sour, there is no trace of hatred in my heart.

He has never been a magnanimous person, and he doesn't know why he is so mediocre at this moment, maybe it is the magic and power of time, or maybe it is this cute child born in his arms that looks like him, killing him The resentment in my heart filled the loneliness of these years.

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His tone was indifferent, as if he was greeting an acquaintance but insignificant person, but it was such an indifferent tone that hit Qin Yufeng's eardrum heart like a thunderbolt, making him dizzy for a long time. Only then did he regain his senses, and in a trance, he heard himself asking, "Who is this child?"

Ji Shinian's complexion changed almost imperceptibly. He didn't know how to answer such a simple question for a while. When he was struggling, the child in his arms called timidly: "Dad."

His voice was not loud, but Qin Yufeng heard it clearly. For a moment, his heart was full of whiteness, and finally it turned into desolation. You, even the child... is this old?

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