A ventriloquist is reborn in the 21st century

Yang Bei sighed, thinking of all the things back then, he still felt an uncontrollable dull pain in his heart: "After you got married, we went back to the capital...he didn't work or go out every day, and spent all day in his life. Shut up at home to drink, in a state of depression, he described himself as being in a state of embarrassment... I was inconvenient at that time, and I couldn't stop him. Because of this, he was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment many times. Later, he was the head of his art troupe. I came to the house, persuaded him all afternoon, and took him out by force. I just breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he would be able to cheer up from now on, but later found that due to excessive drinking, he not only broke his stomach, but also broke his heart. My throat became so hoarse that it was even difficult to speak..."

Ji Shinian listened to him talking about Qin Yufeng's affairs over the years without saying a word. He looked calm on his face, but his heart was tightly entangled, almost twisted into a twist, as if all the blood in his heart had been squeezed. Pressed out.

"After a few days like this, his voice didn't get any better. Another night, he didn't come back. I waited for him until midnight, but he couldn't get through the phone. I had no choice but to look for him. I finally found him by the moat in the middle of the night. The night was sinking, and the autumn wind was howling fiercely. He was leaning on the railing by the river, with half of his body hanging on the bank. I was so frightened that my heartbeat almost stopped, and I rushed up to stop him, but found that he was not drunk... That night, he looked at me, his eyes seemed stagnant, and he said, "Xiao Bei, I have nothing now. I don’t know what’s the point of living!’ I’ve known him for so long, and he’s always been calm and indomitable. That’s the first time I’ve seen him so sad, sad to despair, as if ..." Yang Bei said, his voice choked up uncontrollably, "It seems that the next second will dissipate with the wind and disappear from this world!"

When he said these words, his tone was light and slow, but it was as if sharp needles were piercing Ji Shinian's heart, bringing him heartbreaking pain.

Ji Shinian took a deep breath, forced himself to suppress the trembling in his voice, and said awkwardly: "You want to say that he has me in his heart... But it's not that I didn't give him a chance back then, he didn't want it. If he doesn't want it, who can blame him?"

One sentence was spoken intermittently and incoherently, and such repeated emphasis, I don't know whether it is for the other party to listen to, or to convince myself, to prove that my decision back then was correct, so as not to...not to cause the tearing between the two of them over the years. Heartbreaking, it looks like a joke.

Yang Bei knew that his heart was shaken, but he didn't understand why he was so stubborn. After a moment of silence, he suddenly thought of something and said hastily, "You mean the day you got married? It was reported in the news that you postponed the wedding. News, it turns out that you were waiting for him... But do you know? It's not that my brother didn't look for you that day, he just... I only found out after the fact, the night before your wedding, he passed out in the alley in the north of Yancheng He was sent to the hospital by passers-by. He was in a coma for two whole days before waking up. On that day, Jinshao and I found him, and saw that his face was ashen, but after a few days, he lost a lot of weight and was very haggard. , but he didn't say anything when I asked him, and then I couldn't help but look it up..."

With a crisp sound of "bang", Ji Shinian knocked over the teacup that Yang Beifang put in front of him in excitement. The white porcelain cup fell to the ground, and it fell to pieces in an instant. He sat there with a pale face, his voice trembling He said: "You...don't say it!"

Ji Shinian's mind was full of Qin Yufeng's young but vicissitudes of face, his mottled white hair... Subconsciously, he didn't want to listen anymore, but Yang Bei didn't give him a chance, and kept saying: "Time To this day, he has only you in his heart from the beginning to the end. Over the years... I don’t know how many people admire him, but he has set himself up as a prison and shuts out all those who want to get close to him. Although I I don't know what's going on in your heart, but if you didn't like him too, why did you raise his child?"

After talking about it, and returning to the original topic, Ji Shinian realized that he had asked his son if it was Qin Yu's intention to seal his flesh and blood.

Yang Bei said so much, but he didn't say a word about his feelings for Qin Yufeng. In his life, he used all his youth to love someone. , but it is such a love, but he has never declared it to anyone!

Since he couldn't ask for it after all, he simply didn't say anything for the rest of his life, and let him just sit there and bury him in the depths of time. This would be good for everyone.Yang Bei said to himself silently in his heart, thinking of this, his heart relaxed, and he felt a little relieved.

This tolerant and paranoid young man, after many years, finally saw clearly, let others go, and also let go of himself.

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When Ji Shinian came out of the private room, he felt as if he had experienced a life-and-death catastrophe. The lights were brilliant, and the place was bustling and bustling. There was a joke, a huge joke, but this joke completely hurt everyone involved.

Time is like an arrow, time does not wait for me, and what is missed will eventually be irreparable and irrecoverable.

I took a taxi on the side of the road and went back to the hotel. It was already past nine o'clock in the evening. Ji Shinian went back to his room and saw his son sleeping peacefully on the bed. He adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, turned around and walked out.

The man was only separated by a wall, but he felt that there were many mountains between them, and he couldn't climb over them. He stood there quietly, and after an unknown amount of time, he finally raised his hand and knocked on the door of Qin Yufeng's room.

"Who?" Ji Shinian only knocked twice, and the man's low voice came from inside.

Ji Shinian opened his mouth, but found that his throat was so dry that he could hardly speak. He calmed down a bit, and was about to speak again, when there were already moderate footsteps coming from behind the door. The inside is open.

Qin Yufeng's hand froze when he opened the door, obviously he didn't expect that the person who came would be Ji Shinian, and he stood there for a moment, not knowing what to say.

Ji Shinian clenched his hands half hidden in the cuffs of his suit, forced a calm expression on his face, and said, "Would you like me to come in and sit down?"

Qin Yufeng's dark eyes seemed to light up for a moment, but it was only fleeting, so fast that he could hardly catch it. He took a slight step back to make room for the other party to come in.

Seeing this, Ji Shinian walked in directly. Seeing the suitcases on the ground, his expression changed, and he asked, "Are you packing?"

"En." Qin Yufeng responded lightly, and pointed to the sofa next to the window, "Go and sit over there!"

Ji Shinian didn't go over and sit down. He looked at the suitcase on the ground, which contained a few simple clothes and some necessities for going out, nothing else.

Qin Yufeng didn't notice his expression, and closed the lid of the suitcase casually, then went to the side to wash the cup, poured a glass of water and handed it to Ji Shinian.

Ji Shinian reached out to take it, took a sip, and the cool pure water slid down his throat into his stomach, inexplicably relieved his closed heart a little, and he asked, "When are you leaving?"

Qin Yufeng was silent for a moment before saying, "Tomorrow morning."

Ji Shinian's hand holding the cup shook, and under the shock, some of the water in the cup spilled out and dripped onto his fingers.

Qin Yufeng found that his complexion was not good, and he couldn't help feeling a little worried, so he blurted out and asked, "What's wrong with you, what's wrong with you?"

Ji Shinian took a step back, his feet hit the edge of the bed, he subconsciously sat on it, and said, "I'm fine."

Seeing that his hands were shaking badly, Qin Yufeng quickly reached out to take the cup in his hand, and asked anxiously, "You're fine, what's wrong with you? Don't be brave."

The concern and worry in his eyes seemed real, and Ji Shinian's heart ached, as if he was burned by the sight, he turned his head hastily, suddenly his eyes flickered, and he froze there.

"Ji Shinian!" Seeing him motionless, Qin Yufeng called out his name.

Ji Shinian felt that all the strength in his body was drained, his eyes fell on the soft pillow at the head of the bed, under the pure white pillow, a little green was exposed.

He propped up the bed and stood up slowly, but it was extremely difficult to walk a few steps, as if he had crossed thousands of rivers and mountains. He stood still, gently picked up the pillow, and suddenly a blue jade hairpin came into view. Ji Shinian picked up the hairpin with trembling hands, his eyes were hot for a while, and blood-red "spider threads" crawled in his eyes in a blink of an eye.

Seeing his movements, Qin Yufeng panicked and was at a loss for a moment. Subconsciously, he wanted to reach out and take the things in his hands, but the other side turned away slightly.

"You..." Ji Shinian's voice was hoarse, "You keep it with you all the time?"

Qin Yufeng didn't know what to say, it seemed that no matter how many years passed, no matter how many things he experienced in the world, he was always so pale and clumsy in front of this person.

Ji Shinian gently stroked the jade hairpin in his hands, as if he was treating the only treasure in the world. After a long time, he raised his head, looked at Qin Yufeng's handsome and lonely face, and suddenly took a step forward, hugging her he.

Qin Yufeng froze, standing there completely unaware of how to react, after a long while, he asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with you, Shi Nian?"

Hearing his soft call, Ji Shinian felt familiar after a long absence, holding each other's arms tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to rub Qin Yufeng into his own flesh and blood, so that nothing in this world could hold each other together again. separate.

Qin Yufeng raised his hand, hesitated a few times, and finally hugged him back slowly. Only when his skin touched, did he feel the weight loss of the other person's body.

Ji Shinian just hugged him, didn't move and didn't say a word. After a while, Qin Yufeng felt that his shoulders were a little wet. He was startled, and subconsciously wanted to push Ji Shinian away, but the other party hugged him It was so tight that he couldn't break free for a while.

The author has something to say: Hey, Mr. Ji is so straightforward, so cute, so daring to love and hate, why don't you like him?

He is just a bit of a dark-bellied and arrogant egotist, but he grew up in such an environment, this kind of personality is very normal, and the setting for him in the copywriting introduction is like this, why don't you love him?Can't figure it out_(:з」∠)_

Sad Sang... Sad Sad Sang~

Forget it, I'd better wait a while to be sad, after all, there is still a novel I haven't finished chasing... run away~