Beautiful as Jade [Entertainment]

Gao Rui wished that she would join the crew sooner, and no matter what movie she chose, she had already given her to the crew of "If Love Has a Will".

Tang Hui has been decadent for too long, staying in his apartment all day long, Gao Rui felt that if Tang Hui didn't go to film anymore, he might die in his house at some point.

And to be fair, he didn't know how to comfort her at all.

The director team of "If Love Has God's Will" has searched for all kinds of heroines for this film. In the end, if the director or the actress did not think it was suitable, it would have ended without a problem.The director team has been persevering in giving Gao Ruisai the script for so many years. On the one hand, it also recognizes Tang Hui's fit with this role.So as soon as Tang Hui finalized the script and joined the crew, he was unanimously welcomed by the crew from top to bottom. The director team finalized all the procedures with lightning speed, and the preparations were done in a hurry. It took Tang Hui a week to finalize the script. After that, Tang Hui was notified to join the filming group.

This one is fast... Tang Hui has been filming for so many years, but he has never seen it before.

The chief director is a fat man, although he is fat, but he does not feel the lazy feeling of a fat man at all, and even moves a little faster than ordinary people.At first, Tang Hui didn't know why the director was so fat and strong, obviously it wasn't that he didn't like sports. Later, Tang Hui didn't understand the reason until the crew had dinner together before the start of work.

That's a real storm. Tang Hui always thought that Lao Xu was quite edible, but in front of this director, he could only be regarded as a scumbag.

Moreover, the chief director is not as serious as those directors she has been in contact with before, he is very, very funny, even the whole crew has forgotten the fact that the director is their food and clothing parent, and likes to make fun of their food and clothing parents when they have nothing to do. The director didn't care about them, he was smiling every day, his eyes were small, but when he smiled, they were squeezed into a ball of flesh, and he could hardly see his eyes.

Although the production team was not very serious from top to bottom, from the chief director to the screenwriter to the producer, but this happy atmosphere more or less eased Tang Hui's dull mood for a while.

At least she had a genuine smile on her face.

Tang Hui felt that after such a long time, maybe the deep traces she left in her heart would fade one day.

The crew had a meal together, got to know each other, and then started the machine directly.

The entire crew does not have any particularly famous actors, all second- and third-tier and newcomers. Although Tang Hui was added to add a little bit of interest to the movie, I have to admit that the situation is similar to that of the "Hitomi" crew. This is an investment Only a few million small budget movies.

It's okay, anyway, she didn't expect to win any awards with this movie, Gao Rui just wanted her to relax, and Tang Hui herself was more interested in the script than in the movie.

The content of this script is that after many years, the two girls meet again, and their fate makes them entangled, which is more or less similar to her and Xiao Yue.

The chief director flipped through the script and discussed with her whether to shoot the part where they separated and met again, and the part where the heroine enters the "rehabilitation center" for treatment and jumps into the sea.

Tang Hui raised his eyelids and asked why.

The chief director said with a smile, you just broke up with Xiao's Entertainment, maybe you are in the same mood as this one, didn't you show your loyalty to Xiao's Entertainment at the airport once?

After getting in touch with her for a long time, Tang Hui finally found out that this chubby chief director has a dark heart inside, and he seems to be her fan, the kind of black fan.

He said, I dedicated myself to creating this drama for you, but fans must have the professionalism of fans, and I can't bother you because of this.After waiting for you for so many years, you are finally lucky enough to meet me.

Tang Hui: ...

Moreover, when the crew had nothing to chat about, they would talk about Tang Hui's scandals, and curiously discuss with her whether it was true or not.

Tang Hui reluctantly denied one by one, the chief director always looked at her meaningfully, always feeling that he knew something important, which made Tang Hui always feel hairy all over his body.

And sometimes, Tang Hui could even see the chief director flipping through the "Haijiao" forum, wondering what he was writing.

Tang Hui had seen some people gossip about her and Xiao Yue in the "Haijiao" forum before, but at that time her scandal was very popular, and this kind of gossip without evidence was seen by the majority of black fans and hardcore fans. , It's just casual talk, there is no credibility.

But Tang Hui had a feeling that the chief director really knew about her and Xiao Yue's affairs.

This man's scheming is simply terrifying.

No matter what, Tang Hui discussed with the chief director to bring the next few scenes to the front, and Tang Hui nodded in agreement.

"If Love Has God's Will" unfolds the story from the perspective of the heroine, telling the tragic love story of her life with another girl.The second female lead is played by a newcomer who just graduated from school. Her acting skills are very young, but her personality fits the character of the second female lead very well.

Moreover, this girl reminded Tang Hui of Xiao Yue in high school.

The same gracefulness, the same beauty, and even the calm and proud aura, sometimes inexplicably overlapped with Xiao Yue.

Tang Hui even wondered if the chief director deliberately arranged this scene?

Tang Hui was made to laugh by his own thoughts and shook his head.

how is this possible.

Today they filmed the part where the heroine was sent to the "rehabilitation center" by her parents for treatment.

The hostess lived in the "rehabilitation center" for a few days, and chatted with some inexplicable psychologists every day, and was asked some strange questions. At the beginning, the hostess refused to answer, but her non-cooperation was even met with criticism. beaten.She had been hypnotized and drank some nasty and strange medicines. Every day after she drank the medicines, she returned to her ward and lay down on the toilet to induce vomiting, trying to vomit those things out.

Those strange drugs burned her stomach, and she was forced to watch some disgusting little movies after drinking the drugs. Whenever she couldn't bear it and wanted to turn her head away, there were indifferent nurses next to her, turning her head hard Come here and force her to continue watching,

She was forced to get up in the morning to recite the "Bible", and when it came to the chapter of man's original sin, when those so-called psychiatrists looked at her with God-like pity, she felt worse than watching a disgusting little movie. Nausea.

"You are not recognized by God."

"Doesn't God love all His people?"

The psychiatrist looked at her like a monster.

"God doesn't like children who make mistakes."

"But... obviously God made me fall in love with her."

If love has God's will, why does she have to suffer this kind of torture.

This "rehabilitation center" basically treats people like her in the same way. She looks at many people like her every day, her expression becomes more and more numb, and she passively accepts all this. The social morality and ethics of the society are forced to distort their own personality and nature.

The nurse finally found out that she was inducing vomiting every day, trying to vomit out the medicine, and beat her up.She curled up, retracted herself into a corner, and accepted all this numbly.

Don't know love, don't know hate, even deprived of senses.

She was taken into a room. The room was very small, the walls were pale, and there was an operating table in the middle. The cold light shone on the operating table, like the eyes of death.

She was supported by strong nurses and tied to the operating table. There was no scalpel next to her. Her eyes were wide open and her pupils dilated. She didn't know what these demons wanted to do.

But she soon found out.

Some people came over and tied some strange threads to her body. The doctor held a diagnostic manual in his hand, and a line of indifferent words showed what she would bear next.

Shock therapy.

His face was pale and pale, and against this pale complexion, his beautiful and delicate face showed an unusually coquettish beauty.

She is like a flower blooming on a cliff in the lonely snow in the desert. The leaves have withered and the petals are dying. With the sun, the moon and the sky, she blooms a dying coquettishness.

Even the nurse on the side was stunned, and then ruthlessly pushed the unknown potion into her body.

She couldn't even feel the pain. These demons tormented her and turned her into an inhuman monster who didn't understand love and warmth.

But what did she do wrong, just because she fell in love with someone of the same gender as her?

Her body was bound to it and she couldn't break free.The huge pain allowed her to regain her senses temporarily, but it was better not to. The severe pain that ordinary people could not bear swept through her whole body. She was so painful that she almost fainted. A spell surrounded her.

Forget her, don't think about her anymore, you don't love her, you love a man...

Others can't ask for it, but she can't love it.

But she still loves her, and every minute and every second here, she knows clearly that she loves her.

Love her lips, love her words, love her hand turning over the textbook, love her smile, love her beautiful and young body...

She still loved her when she was in so much pain that she was about to faint.

If all this is love you must suffer.

I admit it.

She has never shed a tear since entering the hospital, even when she was forced to strip/naked by the psychiatrist for the so-called physical examination, she did not cry.

She was lying on the operating table, tightly grasping the edge of the operating table with her fingers, showing a sarcastic smile.

Why do people say that love has a will?

A tear slowly fell from her eye, and she closed it like a withered flower.

It hurts……

I really hurt...

I can't take it anymore...

But I still love you very much.

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