The Perfume Smell of a Close Friend

It was cold in the ground, and suddenly, her thoughts became confused, and even everything around her made her feel unreal, so tired, Huang Siyan suddenly felt tired, and had no desire to communicate Heart, and no words.

Li Qingou didn't notice her reaction, she didn't finish her sentence completely, she smiled, took Huang Siyan's hand, and touched it like a baby, her voice was slow, with an inducing kindness: "Sisi, do you want to Be my girlfriend?"

Huang Siyan could barely breathe, she listened carefully, and could even hear Li Qingou's emotions up and down, but she couldn't see Li Qingou's sincerity, time slowly settled down, as if separated by a Yellow River, Li Qingou was waiting for her answer, she seemed confident that Huang Siyan would agree to her, the smile on her face was too overflowing, Huang Siyan turned her face away, unwilling to look any further, just shook her head slightly: "I don't want to."

The smile on Li Qingou's face gradually faded, she lowered her head a little stiffly, with a very obvious confusion in her eyes: "Is that my misunderstanding?"

What she said has a deeper meaning, because she misunderstood, so she confessed?But what did she get wrong?Huang Siyan wants to ask, do you think I like you, so you confess to me?Is it like this?Think Huang Siyan is her prey, something she can easily grab, right?

Huang Siyan carefully looked at the woman in front of him, she didn't like her, for someone as outstanding as Li Qingou, who took the initiative to greet others, few people should be able to resist, right?It's just that she is tired, Huang Siyan is tired, how much she liked Li Qingou once, and now she is so disappointed in her. For countless nights, Huang Siyan missed this woman. She doubted her sexual orientation, doubted her ability Can't be enough to join hands with Li Qingou, she can't figure out why she fell in love with a woman in the end after being married for so long, countless times, she has sunk, she has lost, now she is willing to compromise, and is willing to face the real self, but, she I don't want to be one of Li Qingou's many believers.

Sometimes, the truth is very cruel. The lover you dream of may not love you that much, or, all this is an endless game from beginning to end. People must know how to reflect, and only by reflecting can they move forward.

Huang Siyan remembered the failure when she divorced Gao Qingming. She reflected on it, and later warned herself again and again, hoping that she must calm down when facing feelings again. This time she succeeded. She is extremely calm at the moment, extremely Looking at Li Qingou calmly, he rejected her word for word: "I misunderstood, since we failed to break the relationship last time, let's try again, I'm a little tired, I don't know if you have."

Li Qingou's cherry lips parted slightly, and a trace of nervousness quickly flashed across his face: "Sisi, did I say something wrong?"

"Aren't you a psychiatrist?" Huang Siyan's tears dried up, and he immediately restrained all his softness: "You can find the answer to this question yourself."

The door closed with a "bang", Huang Siyan left without even saying goodbye to her, only Li Qingou was left in the room watching her leave.

In fact, how simple is the matter of love, it is nothing more than the difference between liking and disliking, even if Li Qingou is entangled by a hundred perverts, Huang Siyan dares to love her, what she dares not right now is the share of facing Li Qingou Frivolous, that love that doesn't belong to me alone.

No matter how much Huang Siyan likes impure love, she doesn't want it. What she wants is Li Qingou's serious liking, but that's it, is it difficult?

This time, she really planned to completely break off relations with Li Qingou, and immediately blocked Li Qingou's phone number, including Li Qingou's assistant and Zhang Bailang who had just contacted her not long ago, as long as it was about Li Qingou, Huang Siyan would be ruthless , basically deleted almost.

When Zhang Weiguo came back and saw her cooking eggs, he thought it was Huang Siyan who hadn't eaten dinner, so he said too much: "You eat so many eggs by yourself?"

Huang Siyan didn't answer, and took two hot eggs to apply to her eyes. Zhang Weiguo went around and looked around. Seeing that her eyes were very red and the bags under her eyes were swollen, he touched her chin and said, "Are you here?" Are you mourning for someone? Your eyes are swollen like this, can you see people tomorrow?"

Huang Siyan paused with the hand holding the egg: "Don't worry, I won't delay your business tomorrow."

"You made me feel so heartless." Zhang Weiguo smiled brightly at her: "How can I say that I am also your fiance now? In order to deal with the old man, I haven't gone out with a woman for a long time. You, without love, have friendship, right? I said, by the way, what is your original name? Well, let’s call you Xiaoyue. I think you are also very good. I really appreciate it, but you really don't put too much pressure on me, let's get to know each other again, don't worry, I'm not interested in you, just be a friend, okay?"

Generally speaking, the others are not that bad, and they did help Huang Siyan a lot in finding Li Qingou. Huang Siyan owed him a favor more or less, but he never mentioned it later, so it was considered It's the end of benevolence and righteousness, and Huang Siyan himself has a lot of opinions on him, so he nodded when he saw it: "That should also be stated, except on special occasions, you can't touch me."

Zhang Weiguo spread his hands and said cheerfully, "No problem."

It would be best for the two to get on with each other, after all, they will have to act as a loving couple in front of the old man, and they will also have to deal with Zhang Weiguo's strange brother Fang Xu.

Huang Siyan lives here alone, and she is not afraid of things being exposed, but basic professional ethics is still required, and she does not want to ruin Situ Zhou's job, so she cooked a pot of chicken soup with Zhang Weiguo before going to the hospital the next day With it, Zhang Weiguo drank half a bowl in advance, and praised Huang Siyan repeatedly with his thumbs up. Huang Siyan was not humble, and threw back the card Zhang Weiguo gave her before, and attached the receipt for buying chicken: "I don't need this card." , how much I spent with your father, I will just ask you for it when the time comes."

After Zhang Weiguo thought about it, he didn't refuse, and led Huang Siyan to the hospital. When he arrived at the hospital, Fang Xu and his mother were both there. After calculating the number of people, Huang Siyan brought three bowls and spoons with him, and poured them one by one. After eating a bowl of chicken soup, Zhang Weiguo could not see Fang Xu present, let alone drink the soup made by Huang Siyan, but fortunately, his reason was still there. After Zhang's mother drank the soup, she praised Huang Siyan from inside to outside, Zhang Hongbao He didn't say anything, but he drank the most chicken soup, which can be regarded as an indirect acknowledgment of Huang Siyan's future daughter-in-law status.

In this way, it became logical for Huang Siyan to come here to see him. In the first few days, Zhang Weiguo and his mother would accompany Huang Siyan, but gradually, first his mother didn't come, and in the end, even Zhang Weiguo didn't come. Why, after all, the hospital is really boring, and Zhang Hongbao loves to scold people, except for Fang Xu who is always there with a smile on his face, there are really few people who can tolerate this old man's temper.

For half a month, Huang Siyan went to the hospital early in the morning every day. He made all kinds of soups, but Zhang Hongbao didn't drink much. Except for the chicken soup on the first day, he almost sipped it once or twice. He just put down the bowl, so Huang Siyan only cooked chicken soup later, and sometimes, after asking the doctor, he would bring Zhang Hongbao one or two cold dishes. Zhang Hongbao took it for granted, but he never praised her, but Fang Xu ate and drank every day, and occasionally helped Huang Siyan wash the dishes.

A month passed carelessly like this, Huang Siyan's New Year's Eve was also spent in the hospital, Zhang Hongbao couldn't go home to celebrate the New Year that day, so Zhang Weiguo asked the nanny to cook some dishes and brought them over, the family and Fang Xu ate in the hospital After a New Year’s Eve dinner, Huang Siyan didn’t even receive a call from her parents for the whole day, and felt a little melancholy for a while, Zhang Hongbao was sitting in a wheelchair watching the Spring Festival Gala, Zhang Weiguo and Fang Xu were beside him, Zhang Weiguo was playing with his mobile phone while wandering, and he was stared at by his mother several times, but he didn't notice. Zhang Hongbao suddenly turned his head, but instead of looking at him, his eyes were directly on Huang Siyan: "Xiaoyue, what do you want?" What program to watch, change the channel by yourself."

Huang Siyan was favored so fast, Zhang Weiguo raised his head, realized that his chance to play had come, and immediately said, "Xiaoyue, why are you sitting so far behind? Sit here with me, come here."

"Is there something on your mind?" Zhang's mother jumped out knowingly, playing the role of a kind future mother-in-law: "It is said that the Spring Festival is a time for reunion. If your parents are not around, you must be missing them."

Huang Siyan's mind was poked by her, and she didn't hide it, she nodded: "I miss my family a little bit."

"Your family is abroad. It's a pity if you miss them and you can't see them." Mother Zhang sighed first, then changed the subject, and said, "Speaking of which, Fang Xu, you are with the old man every day, and your mother is here alone. Can you rest assured about the New Year in my hometown? She is so old, you don’t go back to see her, Xiaoyue can’t go back, unlike you, you are so close..."

"Auntie, I..." Fang Xu stopped peeling the oranges, apparently not expecting the fire to reach him: "I just called my mother."

"I'll go back tomorrow." As expected, Zhang Hongbao really frowned after being provoked by Zhang's mother, and shouted angrily.