Li Chuyi couldn't describe the horror she felt when she found out that her limbs were mutilated.
When we walk down the street, we can't help but look sideways at people who are blind, dwarf, or even just gray-haired because of albinism.Do you sympathize?some.But there is also fear, and the rejection of non-me races.
It has nothing to do with being a good person.Just the fear of being different.Li Chuyi had a college classmate whose teeth were all over the sky, and the first thing he did after getting paid at work was to straighten his teeth.It is a long and painful process for adults to straighten their teeth, but she has no hesitation.She said to Li Chuyi: "I am not ugly, and I have a good personality, but no boys have ever chased me. Because they are afraid that others will say: 'Ha, you are the boyfriend of that girl who owns the sky'. Now I want to come, I already understand why when I was in the first grade in middle school, the girl who was always the second grade was the student representative to speak at the school assembly."
A little difference can lead to a person's low self-esteem.What's more, healthy people are suddenly disabled - they can no longer walk and jump, and the disabled limbs will always be insulated from beauty.It can drive people crazy.Especially for a woman like Luping who was once radiant and whose legs were like a gift from God.Li Chuyi suddenly understood Luping's despair.Because this is also her despair now.
Li Chuyi lay motionless on the bed, took a deep breath, tried to separate his emotions, and tried his best to calmly and logically recall everything before and after the incident.
After she hung up that night, her brother called again.
"Sister, don't get excited," her younger brother's voice was clear like a young man's, overshadowing the cursing voices of Li's father and mother, "You know, our parents are illiterate and don't know how to speak well, and they don't know what you think. I mean, my mother just mentioned the matter of the car in passing, and it’s okay if you don’t like it. But your words hurt your parents, they are very sad, why don’t you call them again in two days to ease it?”
Li Chuyi laughed softly. Her younger brother can't study well, and he can't do anything well, but he is decent-looking and has a sweet mouth. Not only has he been the heart of his parents since he was a child, but the neighbors also like him.To the heavy housework she undertakes, she always says: "You are an older girl, and you are a girl."
It is not fair for parents not to give the same love to all children, not to mention patriarchy.She grows alone and tenaciously like a weed.
Li Chuyi once thought that his parents were less destined.But she doesn't let herself resent, and she has never disobeyed her parents. Just like other girls from patriarchal families, when she grows up, she desperately repays her parents and family, eager to get their parents' change and attention.
It's time to end now.
Li Chuyi said politely like her younger brother, "I lost my temper, and yelling can't solve the problem. Goodbye."
"Sister," her brother called to stop her quickly, "my parents are of the older generation, and their ideas are more traditional. They are biased towards me. Don't you try to make things better with them? After all, you will always marry in the future, and my parents will take care of me alone. ..."
"You are really sensible," Li Chuyi said, "I don't need to raise my parents? Then, can I refund my monthly living expenses of 2000 yuan? Then sign an agreement, and in the future, your parents will be born, raised, died, and buried. Tube."
"Ha ha……"
"Hehe," Li Chuyi also laughed, "I know you don't know how to sign. I know what kind of person you are. You will pretend when you are young. When there are outsiders around the fruit and chicken legs at home, you will say, 'I keep it. Eat with my sister, turn around and finish eating alone, I immediately cried and cried and my parents scolded me. When you were in high school, you patted your chest and said: "Sister, I don't want you to pay for living expenses, I am not you responsibility', turned around and complained to my parents, '500 a month is not enough, can I ask her to give more'. And when I was getting married, what did you say, 'I will help you with the work with your parents , Our brother-in-law doesn’t need to give a bride price’, how did you persuade my parents? ‘After she gets married, she won’t be able to help the family, how can a gift of 15 be enough? At least [-]’.”
"sister……"
"Hehe, from childhood to adulthood, even if you once showed that you really have sister and brother feelings for me," Li Chuyi ignored her brother several times and wanted to interject, "If you really treat me as a sister, I will definitely Continue to treat you well, you are my younger brother, if I don’t treat you well, who will I treat well? I am happy to help my nephew and niece to study and pay tuition fees. Materials can be given unilaterally, but feelings should respond to each other. I am tired, and I will not care about you from now on If you want to take advantage of me again, let your parents give birth to a younger sister for you."
"...Sister, you are very embarrassed for talking about me, as if I am so bad," her brother's helpless voice with a smile came from the microphone, "Our parents love me more than you, but Which one of us is not like this? Raising children to guard against old age, really, sister, my parents will definitely have to take care of me more in the future."
Not everyone is like this.Not all parents and brothers are like this.Li Chuyi smiled and didn't argue any more.She is not a narrow-minded little girl in her early twenties who wants to argue pointlessly with others.Arguing always fails to convince each other, it is better to keep silent and stick to your heart. "Okay, let's not talk about anything else. From now on, I will pay 500 living expenses to my parents on time every month. Don't contact me at other times."
"You can't do it like this, and your parents won't agree." Her brother said, and directly gave the phone to his mother, "Sister said that she will leave the house in the future."
The corners of Li Chuyi's lips twitched, hearing her mother hurl insults over there.
"Are you dead? You can't make a sound?" Li Ma noticed Li Chuyi's silence, and she was dissatisfied immediately.
"Our boss pays me, so I listen when he scolds me. Although I may not be convinced. You gave birth to me, so you scold me. I listen, although I am very angry," Li Chuyi said indifferently, " Have you finished scolding? After scolding, I hung up the phone." She will change the number tomorrow.
Li's mother was so angry that she yelled, and Li's father grabbed the phone, "You are so ignorant! Huh? You have the face to say that you don't care about your family? Where can you be if you don't have a family? If you don't obey me, I will make you a monk! I don't recognize you! You won't even be able to return to your ancestral grave in the future! You will be bullied at your in-law's house in the future, and you won't have a brother to back you up!"
Li Chuyi's tears fell, "Okay, if you don't admit it, don't admit it. From now on, I will be raised by myself."
No one, hurt me more than you, my family, hurt me.
Li Chuyi burst into tears like torrential rain. In the cramped rented house in a foreign land, he hugged himself into a ball, crying almost to the point of cramp.
No home, no way out, this is her life.As an ordinary, poor person's suffocated life, there is no way out, no way out.
The neglect and neglect of her parents not only deprived her material, but also deprived her spirit.So she is chronically unhappy.Maybe she just needs a quieter place, a little time not to be disturbed by others, and she, who grew up like a weed, can burst out the vitality like a weed again, and heal her extremely poor soul by herself.But she got nothing, she still has to wash and sleep, and tomorrow she will be tossed and turned on the long traffic line again, working overtime day and night.
I'm so tired, I don't want to live like this anymore.Li Chuyi thought.
But dare not die.After You Qi died, the meager savings would go to his parents as a matter of course, and then go into the pocket of that cold brother, and he would use it to buy a car, marry a bride, and live a sweet and fulfilling life for him (although she doubted that he was a divorced man in the end. fate).
Thinking about it is not reconciled.She took out a pen and paper, and wrote the word "will" in the title.The existing deposit is 15 yuan, all of which will be donated to an angel foundation after death.
Then she took the will and knocked on the door next door.Her neighbor is a trainee lawyer working in a law firm. She wants to ask him to see if her will is written correctly and whether it will be effective.
The other party gave an affirmative answer. "People seldom think of making a will, except in our line of business. What's the matter with you?"
Li Chuyi smiled, "I'm afraid that I will die unexpectedly, so I won't have time to explain my funeral."
"You can take it easy." The other party was a girl with a wink. She didn't ask why she didn't leave the money to her family. Instead, she started talking about sex and said with enthusiasm: "I also have a will. But I don't have a dime , the only thing I have is my body, uh, no, it’s my organs. When I die, if the cornea, liver, and kidney are still useful, I’ll donate them all to others, and burn the useless parts. , if my children are not taboo, just put the ashes in the corner of the house, if you mind, just find a mountain, find a ditch, and scatter."
I have already mentioned children, but I am actually imagining the arrangements for my own life after the end of my life.If you spend your life happily, you can really ignore the affairs behind you.Li Chuyi looked at her with a smile and said, "This is a good idea, I'll add this."
I don't know if she will be shocked when she finds out that I am indeed dead the next day.Li Chuyi, who has become Wang Luping, thought.
I have become like this, my original body should be dead.Or is it possible that Wang Luping became her just like he replaced Wang Luping?
Li Chuyi's heart beat violently.Her own life is boring, but her limbs are healthy... No, no, thinking of the depression and hesitation day and night, she is unwilling to face it again.
Of course, if the time to pass through is before Wang Luping's limb is broken... no, no, no greed, rebirth is a great blessing.After dying once, she knew that she was willing to live no matter how hard it was.Even if it is not Wang Luping, but a girl who is as ordinary and not rich as she used to be, she is also happy.What she was afraid of was never poverty, but being poor and being demanded too much.
Goodbye to my parents and younger brother who never gave me warmth.Never see.
It took Li Chuyi two days to finally accept his new identity.
During the past two days, Li Chuyi was unusually silent—the broken-legged Luping grabbed Chu Lian as if she was grabbing a life-saving straw, and got married smoothly, but her inferiority complex and fear had already arisen, and her bright and flying spirit was gone, and she was getting more and more lonely day by day. She fell silent, but her silence was different from the silence of Li Chuyi's choice between life and death in the past two days-Wang Luping loved Chu Lian after all, and because of her inferiority complex and fear of being rejected, she was always fighting unconsciously. The spirit is to please Chu Lian.
So at the dinner table, Chu Ma, who had been thinking for a long time, said cautiously: "Lu Ping, what's the matter? Is the food not to your taste, or is your body unwell? I haven't seen you talking for the past two days." In fact, she almost didn't say a word. .
After Chu's mother finished speaking, she gave Chu Lian a wink, signaling him to comfort and enlighten Luping.The latter smiled at Lu Ping, "Lu Ping, make yourself happy, okay?"
Li Chu took a look at Chu Lian. Now her husband, she didn't feel wrong, he was perfunctory her.
The author has something to say: work requires overtime, housework is never-ending, but I still keep changing
God, don't you applaud me?What about flowers?
When we walk down the street, we can't help but look sideways at people who are blind, dwarf, or even just gray-haired because of albinism.Do you sympathize?some.But there is also fear, and the rejection of non-me races.
It has nothing to do with being a good person.Just the fear of being different.Li Chuyi had a college classmate whose teeth were all over the sky, and the first thing he did after getting paid at work was to straighten his teeth.It is a long and painful process for adults to straighten their teeth, but she has no hesitation.She said to Li Chuyi: "I am not ugly, and I have a good personality, but no boys have ever chased me. Because they are afraid that others will say: 'Ha, you are the boyfriend of that girl who owns the sky'. Now I want to come, I already understand why when I was in the first grade in middle school, the girl who was always the second grade was the student representative to speak at the school assembly."
A little difference can lead to a person's low self-esteem.What's more, healthy people are suddenly disabled - they can no longer walk and jump, and the disabled limbs will always be insulated from beauty.It can drive people crazy.Especially for a woman like Luping who was once radiant and whose legs were like a gift from God.Li Chuyi suddenly understood Luping's despair.Because this is also her despair now.
Li Chuyi lay motionless on the bed, took a deep breath, tried to separate his emotions, and tried his best to calmly and logically recall everything before and after the incident.
After she hung up that night, her brother called again.
"Sister, don't get excited," her younger brother's voice was clear like a young man's, overshadowing the cursing voices of Li's father and mother, "You know, our parents are illiterate and don't know how to speak well, and they don't know what you think. I mean, my mother just mentioned the matter of the car in passing, and it’s okay if you don’t like it. But your words hurt your parents, they are very sad, why don’t you call them again in two days to ease it?”
Li Chuyi laughed softly. Her younger brother can't study well, and he can't do anything well, but he is decent-looking and has a sweet mouth. Not only has he been the heart of his parents since he was a child, but the neighbors also like him.To the heavy housework she undertakes, she always says: "You are an older girl, and you are a girl."
It is not fair for parents not to give the same love to all children, not to mention patriarchy.She grows alone and tenaciously like a weed.
Li Chuyi once thought that his parents were less destined.But she doesn't let herself resent, and she has never disobeyed her parents. Just like other girls from patriarchal families, when she grows up, she desperately repays her parents and family, eager to get their parents' change and attention.
It's time to end now.
Li Chuyi said politely like her younger brother, "I lost my temper, and yelling can't solve the problem. Goodbye."
"Sister," her brother called to stop her quickly, "my parents are of the older generation, and their ideas are more traditional. They are biased towards me. Don't you try to make things better with them? After all, you will always marry in the future, and my parents will take care of me alone. ..."
"You are really sensible," Li Chuyi said, "I don't need to raise my parents? Then, can I refund my monthly living expenses of 2000 yuan? Then sign an agreement, and in the future, your parents will be born, raised, died, and buried. Tube."
"Ha ha……"
"Hehe," Li Chuyi also laughed, "I know you don't know how to sign. I know what kind of person you are. You will pretend when you are young. When there are outsiders around the fruit and chicken legs at home, you will say, 'I keep it. Eat with my sister, turn around and finish eating alone, I immediately cried and cried and my parents scolded me. When you were in high school, you patted your chest and said: "Sister, I don't want you to pay for living expenses, I am not you responsibility', turned around and complained to my parents, '500 a month is not enough, can I ask her to give more'. And when I was getting married, what did you say, 'I will help you with the work with your parents , Our brother-in-law doesn’t need to give a bride price’, how did you persuade my parents? ‘After she gets married, she won’t be able to help the family, how can a gift of 15 be enough? At least [-]’.”
"sister……"
"Hehe, from childhood to adulthood, even if you once showed that you really have sister and brother feelings for me," Li Chuyi ignored her brother several times and wanted to interject, "If you really treat me as a sister, I will definitely Continue to treat you well, you are my younger brother, if I don’t treat you well, who will I treat well? I am happy to help my nephew and niece to study and pay tuition fees. Materials can be given unilaterally, but feelings should respond to each other. I am tired, and I will not care about you from now on If you want to take advantage of me again, let your parents give birth to a younger sister for you."
"...Sister, you are very embarrassed for talking about me, as if I am so bad," her brother's helpless voice with a smile came from the microphone, "Our parents love me more than you, but Which one of us is not like this? Raising children to guard against old age, really, sister, my parents will definitely have to take care of me more in the future."
Not everyone is like this.Not all parents and brothers are like this.Li Chuyi smiled and didn't argue any more.She is not a narrow-minded little girl in her early twenties who wants to argue pointlessly with others.Arguing always fails to convince each other, it is better to keep silent and stick to your heart. "Okay, let's not talk about anything else. From now on, I will pay 500 living expenses to my parents on time every month. Don't contact me at other times."
"You can't do it like this, and your parents won't agree." Her brother said, and directly gave the phone to his mother, "Sister said that she will leave the house in the future."
The corners of Li Chuyi's lips twitched, hearing her mother hurl insults over there.
"Are you dead? You can't make a sound?" Li Ma noticed Li Chuyi's silence, and she was dissatisfied immediately.
"Our boss pays me, so I listen when he scolds me. Although I may not be convinced. You gave birth to me, so you scold me. I listen, although I am very angry," Li Chuyi said indifferently, " Have you finished scolding? After scolding, I hung up the phone." She will change the number tomorrow.
Li's mother was so angry that she yelled, and Li's father grabbed the phone, "You are so ignorant! Huh? You have the face to say that you don't care about your family? Where can you be if you don't have a family? If you don't obey me, I will make you a monk! I don't recognize you! You won't even be able to return to your ancestral grave in the future! You will be bullied at your in-law's house in the future, and you won't have a brother to back you up!"
Li Chuyi's tears fell, "Okay, if you don't admit it, don't admit it. From now on, I will be raised by myself."
No one, hurt me more than you, my family, hurt me.
Li Chuyi burst into tears like torrential rain. In the cramped rented house in a foreign land, he hugged himself into a ball, crying almost to the point of cramp.
No home, no way out, this is her life.As an ordinary, poor person's suffocated life, there is no way out, no way out.
The neglect and neglect of her parents not only deprived her material, but also deprived her spirit.So she is chronically unhappy.Maybe she just needs a quieter place, a little time not to be disturbed by others, and she, who grew up like a weed, can burst out the vitality like a weed again, and heal her extremely poor soul by herself.But she got nothing, she still has to wash and sleep, and tomorrow she will be tossed and turned on the long traffic line again, working overtime day and night.
I'm so tired, I don't want to live like this anymore.Li Chuyi thought.
But dare not die.After You Qi died, the meager savings would go to his parents as a matter of course, and then go into the pocket of that cold brother, and he would use it to buy a car, marry a bride, and live a sweet and fulfilling life for him (although she doubted that he was a divorced man in the end. fate).
Thinking about it is not reconciled.She took out a pen and paper, and wrote the word "will" in the title.The existing deposit is 15 yuan, all of which will be donated to an angel foundation after death.
Then she took the will and knocked on the door next door.Her neighbor is a trainee lawyer working in a law firm. She wants to ask him to see if her will is written correctly and whether it will be effective.
The other party gave an affirmative answer. "People seldom think of making a will, except in our line of business. What's the matter with you?"
Li Chuyi smiled, "I'm afraid that I will die unexpectedly, so I won't have time to explain my funeral."
"You can take it easy." The other party was a girl with a wink. She didn't ask why she didn't leave the money to her family. Instead, she started talking about sex and said with enthusiasm: "I also have a will. But I don't have a dime , the only thing I have is my body, uh, no, it’s my organs. When I die, if the cornea, liver, and kidney are still useful, I’ll donate them all to others, and burn the useless parts. , if my children are not taboo, just put the ashes in the corner of the house, if you mind, just find a mountain, find a ditch, and scatter."
I have already mentioned children, but I am actually imagining the arrangements for my own life after the end of my life.If you spend your life happily, you can really ignore the affairs behind you.Li Chuyi looked at her with a smile and said, "This is a good idea, I'll add this."
I don't know if she will be shocked when she finds out that I am indeed dead the next day.Li Chuyi, who has become Wang Luping, thought.
I have become like this, my original body should be dead.Or is it possible that Wang Luping became her just like he replaced Wang Luping?
Li Chuyi's heart beat violently.Her own life is boring, but her limbs are healthy... No, no, thinking of the depression and hesitation day and night, she is unwilling to face it again.
Of course, if the time to pass through is before Wang Luping's limb is broken... no, no, no greed, rebirth is a great blessing.After dying once, she knew that she was willing to live no matter how hard it was.Even if it is not Wang Luping, but a girl who is as ordinary and not rich as she used to be, she is also happy.What she was afraid of was never poverty, but being poor and being demanded too much.
Goodbye to my parents and younger brother who never gave me warmth.Never see.
It took Li Chuyi two days to finally accept his new identity.
During the past two days, Li Chuyi was unusually silent—the broken-legged Luping grabbed Chu Lian as if she was grabbing a life-saving straw, and got married smoothly, but her inferiority complex and fear had already arisen, and her bright and flying spirit was gone, and she was getting more and more lonely day by day. She fell silent, but her silence was different from the silence of Li Chuyi's choice between life and death in the past two days-Wang Luping loved Chu Lian after all, and because of her inferiority complex and fear of being rejected, she was always fighting unconsciously. The spirit is to please Chu Lian.
So at the dinner table, Chu Ma, who had been thinking for a long time, said cautiously: "Lu Ping, what's the matter? Is the food not to your taste, or is your body unwell? I haven't seen you talking for the past two days." In fact, she almost didn't say a word. .
After Chu's mother finished speaking, she gave Chu Lian a wink, signaling him to comfort and enlighten Luping.The latter smiled at Lu Ping, "Lu Ping, make yourself happy, okay?"
Li Chu took a look at Chu Lian. Now her husband, she didn't feel wrong, he was perfunctory her.
The author has something to say: work requires overtime, housework is never-ending, but I still keep changing
God, don't you applaud me?What about flowers?
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