No choice

The light in the living room was turned on to the maximum. Zhaoli knew that Shi Yang liked a bright environment, and the two of them nestled on the sofa watching TV together. Zhaoli didn't find fault with Shi Yang's action of putting his feet on the coffee table.

"Do you want to pour water?" Zhaoli asked, and he saw that Shi Yang's water glass was completely empty.

"Okay, but why don't you ignore me?" Shi Yang challenged with a smile.

"You're leaving tomorrow, and I don't want you to remember me as nonsense." Zhao Li knew he was referring to the matter of putting his feet on the coffee table.

Shi Yang smiled and looked at the back of Zhaoli who was about to pour water, wishing it could be like this forever.

Discussing the routines of variety shows, discussing the development prospects of various industries, even if they just watch TV silently, they don't want to waste the time they spend together on rest.They didn't prepare to rest until it was twelve o'clock.

Zhaoli leaned against the bookshelf and sat on the thick carpet. Sitting like that in the dark, he couldn't fall asleep at all.

"Can't sleep?" He heard footsteps, and then saw Shi Yang standing at the door of the study.

"Well, let me sit with you for a while." Shi Yang said, and sat down on the bookshelf side by side with Zhaoli, and Zhaoli handed him a cushion.

No one spoke, and felt that everything they said would break this short but happy tranquility.

Zhaoli felt some weight on his shoulders, and Shi Yang leaned his head there lightly.Zhaoli held the hand next to her on the carpet.He turned his head and gently kissed Shi Yang's hair.

Feeling Zhaoli's slightly warm hand, Shi Yang smiled silently, feeling very sweet.

Zhaoli felt it, as sure as he saw it. He let go of Shi Yang's hand, held his face sideways, and carefully looked at the familiar smile. Shi Yang kissed him lightly on the mouth. Li also kissed back and never let go.

"Let's live together like this, okay?" Zhaoli said softly with his arms around Shi Yang.

"Zhaoli, am I burdening you too much?" Shi Yang, knowing everything, has also recalled a lot during this period of time. The reason why he chose to leave is because he thinks it is the best for Zhaoli. His capacity for tolerance is not that great. He used to be very selfish and thought that if two people were happy, they could be together, which caused too much harm to Zhaoli. Trapped in my own world.

"Not at all," Zhao Li said.Shi Yang smiled happily, and Zhaoli felt that his heartfelt smile was so dazzling.At the same time, I felt guilty for thinking about waiting for Shi Yang to recover and start a new life that only belonged to me.

Shi Yang left anyway, driving the train away, Zhaoli once felt that the tenderness last night was just a dream he had, why didn't he stay, he clearly felt love, it must be his own illusion, Maybe he just felt sorry for himself for being "broken in love", maybe he just thanked himself for taking care of him during this period of time, maybe he is a playboy, no matter for a man or a woman, when he doesn't remember who he cares about most, he can fall in love with many people , Therefore, the one who cared the most in the past and will always be the past, which is why his illness has recovered without recovering his memory.

Why do I think about Shi Yang so much, don't I love him very much, any face of him.

Zhaoli, his thoughts are constantly jumping, and he is also tormenting himself. The body wrapped in jeans and a pure white cotton T-shirt is trembling, with a sharp-edged face, and no trace of content can be seen. Such a body that carries thousands of thoughts , walking fast on the street where people come and go, his outstanding appearance has attracted many people's attention, but so many people who notice his beauty will not know that he is like this, and there will be another scar on his back Scars, deep, deep scars.