tutoring is under me

Xi Muchen looked at the closed door indifferently.The normally radiant eyes suddenly lost their brilliance, and they were opened gray.

He took two steps back as if he had lost all his strength, and fell to the ground without standing still.

Is this the end... not reconciled!But, so what... I don't want to let go, but I have to!

Do you want to force Bai Yiju to like and be with you?All this time, I was just being self-indulgent, and I was the one who held onto him to prevent him from escaping!

His eyes were dull, and the words Bai Yiju said before he left kept echoing in his mind.

Let me go please……

If I let you go, who will let me go...

outside the door...

Bai Yiju was standing with his back to the door, if you look carefully, you will find that he is trembling slightly.Clenched fists, joints white.He bit his lower lip tightly, trying not to make a sound.

What's the use of being calm and ruthless!Do you really let it go?Do you really want him to let go?

What's the use of not wanting to!Could it be that he should abandon a great future, family, elders, and even future generations for himself!You have to endure the disgusting eyes from the world!He is not willing, so he would rather bear all the pain now...

"Clap!"

A tear slipped out of Bai Yiju's eye socket, and he fell hard on the ground, his body was smashed to pieces.

Lift your legs, it's time to go your own way from now on.A road without Xi Muchen.

It took me a long time to sit on the ground before I recovered, my legs were already numb from not moving for a long time.He reached out to wipe his face, only to find that his face was soaked with tears.Regardless of standing up, his legs gave way and he fell on the bed.

He hung down on the bed vigorously, and finally stopped due to exhaustion.Burying his head deeply into the pillow, he finally burst into tears.

Bai Yiju didn't know how he got home, his mind was empty, he could only leave the absent-minded eyes of Xi Muchen before him.

Feeling dizzy in his head, Bai Yiju sat down on the sofa.He doesn't think about anything now, his chest is congested and it hurts!But at this time, there was no expression.Sitting blankly.Suddenly he laughed softly, but he didn't stop.The laughter became louder and louder, and finally even brought a hint of madness.But there is a sense of loneliness in the ending...

His throat hurt from laughing so hard, he lay down on the sofa and coughed violently.

Bai Yiju raised the corners of his mouth sarcastically, he had never seen himself like this before.The self who has always been self-reliant has turned into the current state of embarrassment, despair, and loss... This is not like me at all...

His eyes were gradually blurred by tears again, but his head was also dizzy.His eyelids drooped, his body swayed, and finally he fell powerlessly on the sofa.

At the last moment when Xi Muchen closed his eyes, he told himself over and over - let go.

For the next few days, Xi Muchen spent in a state of walking dead.There is no thought, no reaction, everything is just instinct.

The bags under the eyes became heavier again, and the scum on the chin also grew, but its owner didn't care about it.

Bai Yiju didn't come to make up lessons, and Xi Muchen never called Bai Yiju again.It's like acquiescing, terminating the contract by default, letting go by default, acquiescing, and living different lives from each other...

Isn't it just letting go, there is nothing you can't do...

Xi Muchen was living in a daze, while in another corner of the city, a person was unconscious...

Bai Yiju walked on the street in a daze alone, but the people around him seemed to be unable to see him.The vision is also very blurred, I can't see clearly, and I am walking aimlessly on the street alone.After walking for a while, I realized that it was near my home.

Bai Yiju shook his head with a wry smile, his whole person became a little unlike himself.Quicken your pace and walk home.

Almost at the door of the house, just about to take out the keys.But he heard a rush of footsteps coming towards him.Just as he was about to look back, a figure passed by.

Taking a closer look, he found that it was Xi Muchen.

Before he had time to think about why he was here at this time, he was anxiously ringing the doorbell.Even after pressing the door more than a dozen times, there was no response. Xi Muchen became even more anxious.

Bai Yiju rolled his eyes, I'm all here, what are you trying to do...

But after thinking about it, Xi Muchen didn't seem to see himself since just now.Could it be...

The actions of the person in front of the door interrupted Bai Yiju's train of thought.

Xi Muchen raised his hand and patted the door panel anxiously, his hand was red.Bai Yiju felt distressed when he looked at it.Xi Muchen knocked and kicked the door.He kept muttering his own name, but no matter what he did, there was still no movement inside.

After tossing for a long time, I don't know whether I was tired or gave up.Xi Muchen leaned against the door panel and slid weakly on the ground.Bai Yiju was sure that he must not be able to see him, so he boldly walked up to him and squatted down.Seriously looked at him.

Since the two had a conflict, he hasn't had a good look at Xi Muchen for a long time.I really wanted to reach out and touch his face, but in the end I couldn't hold back.Just looking at him quietly like this made him very satisfied.

Xi Muchen sat on the ground for a while, then straightened up and stood up.But Bai Yiju subconsciously backed away because of his action, away from him.It was only after he backed up that he realized that he couldn't see himself.I laughed at myself.

How sad, isn't it.