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Suddenly want to hold Xi Muchen's hand desperately and tell him that I actually like him too!like very much!Just like his feelings for himself!

Silently looking at Xi Muchen's hand with sharp knuckles.

The most uncontrollable thing is the heart.If you can control it, it only means that you haven't met the right person yet.

Seeing Bai Yiju bowed his head in silence, he remembered what he said before.He couldn't help laughing at himself, with bitterness in the corner of his mouth.Standing up, he looked at Bai Yiju who was half leaning on him.His complexion was still very bad, and his lips, which were not dark in color, were even paler now.After hesitating, she leaned over and squeezed the corner of the quilt for him.

The tip of the nose was very close to Bai Yiju's face, and the two people's noses crossed and smelled each other.It made Xi Muchen feel dazed and unreal for a while.But there was no pause.Squeeze the quilt and stand up straight.

"I still settled the medical expenses for you, and someone will bring you three meals on time. You, take a good rest."

After speaking in one breath, without pausing, he turned and walked out of the ward.As if afraid of regret.

But the person on the sick bed firmly held his hand, forcibly suppressing the urge to call Xi Muchen to stop.It wasn't until Xi Muchen left the ward that he let go of his hand and took off his grip.It was as if all the strength in his body was withdrawn along with Xi Muchen's departure.

Finally, I held back.He was afraid, he was afraid that if he couldn't hold back, both of them would be doomed... However, the unconcealable loss and emptiness in his heart still made Bai Yiju feel uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry...

Is this what it feels like to give up on someone?

If you haven't been in love yet, how can you experience the feeling of being broken in love first...

A week later, Bai Yiju had almost rested.Also started working.Lin Han still doesn't know about the embarrassing relationship between the two, so the employment relationship between Bai Yiju and Xi Muchen has not been formally terminated.And Bai Yiju was also a little embarrassed, not knowing how to better solve this problem.

Therefore, Bai Yiju had no choice but to find a way and make do with it.

Time flies, and a month has passed in a blink of an eye.Entering November, the weather has also become colder.And Xi Muchen never contacted Bai Yiju again.There was no movement on Lin Han's side either.This thing has been dragging on...

On this day, Bai Yiju went to the planning department upstairs to discuss several plans for the document.Standing at the elevator entrance boredly waiting for the elevator.Watching the number of floors decrease, he finally reached his own floor.Bai Yiju regained his composure.

The elevator door opened slowly.

Bai Yiju froze in place after watching the elevator door open.Because standing there is the person I don't want to see the most and who I want to see the most——Xi Muchen.

The other party was dressed in casual down clothes and stood coolly inside.Although there was a flash of surprise after opening the door and seeing himself, there was no other reaction other than the undetectable surprise in his eyes.

From Bai Yiju's perspective, it looks like Xi Muchen's indifferent face, even the edges and corners are much stiffer.After taking a look at himself, he looked away and stopped looking at himself.No greeting, not even a word.Indifferent like a stranger.

Let go of yourself, stop pestering yourself... Can you really not be indifferent if you don't want to, can you really pretend that it didn't happen if you want to pretend it didn't happen!

Seeing Xi Muchen like this, Bai Yiju's heart tightened with pain, and the corners of his eyes felt astringent.But isn't this the effect I want?So now you regret it again?

Quietly grabbed his thigh hard.He restrained himself from rushing up and hugging that person.

But even such a small move did not escape Xi Muchen's eyes.His eyes dimmed, and his thin lips were pursed tightly.Looking at the man with downcast eyes, he didn't move.

With neither of them speaking or moving, the elevator door slowly closed again.

Bai Yiju watched the elevator door close before his eyes, watched Xi Muchen disappear from his eyes, once again...

Ah……

After the elevator door closed, Xi Muchen suddenly clenched his fist and slammed it against the wall next to him, making a muffled sound.

Looking up at the door in front of him, he clenched his fists.The knuckles made a "click, click" sound.

Bai Yiju... hum...

Bai Yiju hasn't seen Xi Muchen since that day in the company.Xi Muchen never called or texted him again.The good morning text message when he woke up early in the morning, the good night text message before going to bed, and the usual greetings and precautions all seemed to have evaporated with his master, disappeared cleanly, and ceased to exist.As if such a thing had never happened.

Once a habit is formed, it is not easy to change it.That person has already melted into Bai Yiju's life, permeating every part of his body.It's not that easy to separate.

So even if Bai Yiju knew that that person would no longer send good mornings in the early morning, he calculated the time to send good nights before going to bed.But I still pick up the phone on the side after waking up before going to bed to see if there is a letter from him...

She didn't want to get entangled with him any more, but she secretly looked forward to his greetings from the bottom of her heart.Whenever you see that there is no new information in your phone, you will inevitably be disappointed and uncomfortable.At that time, I would click on the previous information and read every word there carefully.

Thinking, thinking about tomorrow, will he say good morning to himself...

Are people so contradictory?