Road to South Africa

According to the imperial decree, South Africa will have to enter the palace two days later in the morning. Originally, Zheng's mother had arranged everything for him at home, but who would have thought that on the day before entering the palace, South Africa suddenly fell ill...

Everything in the house was messed up by him, as if it had been robbed by someone. When the two elders of the Zheng family came in a hurry, South Africa was sitting in the corner, holding in his arms the swaddling baby he had brought on the day he returned home. It is all in the form of a baby tied up with the clothes that Doudou once wore. South Africa is hugged tightly in her arms, sitting on the ground wearing only underwear and underwear, no one needs to rely on, even Xiao Yuan and Xiao Sha only need to Approaching his side, South Africa turned back to staring at them fiercely, as if planning to die with them at any time.

Zheng's mother's eyes were red, and she endured it so that she didn't have an attack. She asked the two of them, "How did he get sick when he was fine? How...how did you take care of him?"

Xiaosha made a common sound, and immediately knelt down: "It's my servant's fault. When I was packing up the young master, the servant accidentally turned the swaddling clothes out for the young master to see..." Because the wrapping was too similar, South Africa was asked to I thought it was Doudou... and then... it was like this...

Mother Zheng felt pain in her heart, but she didn't dare to approach him, she just stood in front of South Africa and stared at him: "Xiao Fei...Xiao Fei? Go back to bed and lie down, the ground is cold..."

"Don't come here...don't come here..." South Africa only stared at him vigilantly, holding the things in his arms tightly with both hands.

Mother Zheng didn't dare to go over, she stood where she was, and was forced to burst into tears.

This state of South Africa suddenly made Zheng's mother feel ruthless, she just felt that sending Ruan Wei to the Yamen was just taking advantage of him.

Nan Jun stayed in the palace that night on duty and failed to come back, Zheng Hun also stayed in the palace, the two elders of the Zheng family were helpless seeing South Africa like this, and finally let Xiao Yuan rush to find Dr. Zhang and Mo Ling.

Xu Shi was the one who helped Mo Ling the most when these things happened in the first place. When South Africa saw him coming, he didn't really object, but except for Mo Ling, no one else was allowed to approach him.

Mo Ling stepped forward with the specially brought rattle in his hand, and the sound of thumping drew South Africa to look straight at him. Mo Ling smiled and slowly approached him: "South Africa... the rattle, I forgot to bring it to Doudou earlier. Okay, can you let me give it to him?"

South Africa didn't respond, just stared at the rattle in Moling's hand for a while before nodding slightly.

Mo Ling stepped forward, put the rattle in the swaddle, and smiled at South Africa.

South Africa was stunned for a while, then suddenly raised his head to look at Moling: "Have you found my parents?"

Moling was stunned, and before he could answer, South Africa lowered his eyelids and muttered to himself: "It must be still not... Maybe they are no longer in the capital... After I find my parents, I will take Xiaodoudou back to see them, Doudou Dou belongs to me, and he will definitely look very much like me in the future, but... I still hope that he is not a brother, but a boy, so that he won't have to be a male concubine in the future..."

Mo Ling was taken aback by these words, as if he had heard South Africa say it before.

But before Moling could open his mouth, South Africa said in a low voice: "Why didn't he come to tell me when he moved...does he not want me anymore...I have always...always wanted to go home...but why didn't he Can't find it...where are they going...?"

Thinking back, I just want to stay in the past, I would rather not be able to go home at that time, and I would rather not accept that Doudou is gone...

It is evasion and accusation.

The subconscious resentment towards the parents crept up.

I hate that they didn't let anyone tell me that they moved away, and I haven't heard from them for so long.

He hated Ruan Wei for watching him coldly, not for chasing him, Doudou would be fine.

But I also hate myself in my heart... I have no ability...

Whispering, South Africa suddenly buried his head in tears, maybe his mind was a little confused, so he didn't need to suppress it deliberately, he just let himself vent, didn't even hear his parents shouting, and was blindly immersed in his own world...

It was like this until midnight, when South Africa was tired and fell asleep, Mo Ling hurriedly hugged him to the bed. Doctor Zhang stepped forward to check on him, but he only frowned, and there was no sound for a long time.

"Doctor Zhang, Xiaofei's disease... can it be cured?" Zheng Rongzhou hurriedly asked, obviously feeling very uncomfortable about it.

Dr. Zhang shook his head: "Perhaps I'm ignorant, and there's really nothing I can do about it, but his illness is a mental illness, and it would be very difficult to change someone else. If he wakes up, it's best not to let him use the things Doudou once used. See, especially this fake doll, after a long time, maybe he will be able to accept it slowly, or if he keeps repeating this, I'm afraid it won't get better in the future."

Being able to wake up shows that South Africa was able to accept it at that time. If it was stimulated and refused to face the facts, the result is actually not difficult to imagine...

The so-called lunatics are actually just a choice made to avoid the facts. Some people are exiled for life, and some wake up half their lives...

That night, after Dr. Zhang and Mo Ling left, South Africa developed a high fever at night. Fortunately, Dr. Zhang left a prescription before leaving. If South Africa had a fever, he took it according to the prescription. But after taking the medicine, South Africa's high fever remained the same. He didn't intend to back down. Seeing that it was almost dawn, South Africa hadn't woken up yet, and not long after, the people in the palace had already arrived outside the door.

Mother Zheng was anxious, so she said: "My little Fei is really sick, and he hasn't woken up until now, can you take it easy, when he wakes up..."

Before Zheng's mother could finish speaking, the eunuch who was in charge of picking up South Africa interrupted: "The emperor has issued an imperial edict before, unless Pepsi passed away, all servants in South Africa will have to enter the palace today. If there is a delay, it will be resistance." The crime of decree is to ransack your family and exterminate your family, can you really bear it?"

Zheng's mother was taken aback, but she became more and more angry in her heart but did not dare to speak disobediently. Zheng Rongzhou patted his wife on the shoulder and could only sigh: "You should go and see if you can wake Xiao Fei up."

"But if Xiaofei could wake up, he would have woken up a long time ago. Would he still be in a coma until now?" Zheng's mother's eyes were red, and the corners of her eyes were full of uncontrollable tears, for fear that her son would never come back after leaving.

Zheng Rongzhou let out a long sigh, and turned around to go into the room by himself. Unexpectedly, as soon as he entered, he saw South Africa sitting on the head of the bed, but his face was extremely pale, and he looked dazed, as if he hadn't recovered yet.

"When did Xiao Fei wake up?"

Xiao Yuan secretly said to him: "It was Xiao Sha who came in and forced him to wake him up just now."

Zheng Rongzhou frowned, sighed, and stepped forward to look at South Africa: "Xiao Fei, are you okay?"

South Africa turned to look at him, probably because of his illness last night, which took away all his energy, so this moment is very quiet, so quiet that it is almost eerie.

Seeing that he ignored him, Zheng Rongzhou sighed and said to Xiao Yuan: "Help Xiao Fei change his clothes, people from the palace are here."

South Africa was finally helped out by Xiao Yuan, holding tightly in her arms the swaddling baby that Xiao Sha found out yesterday. Mother Zheng felt troubled when she saw that thing, but she didn't dare to snatch it from South Africa, so she just Neng darkened his face and looked at Xiaosha angrily.

Xiao Yuan helped South Africa into the carriage, and got into it himself. When Xiao Sha was about to follow, Zheng Rongzhou called him down: "Don't go, stay at home."

Xiaosha looked at Zheng Rongzhou in surprise, Zheng Rongzhou just sighed: "Your heart is not thin enough" and a little narrow.

If it is thin enough, he won't dig out this swaddle for South Africa to see, if it's wide enough, he won't wake South Africa up just now...

There were not many people who came to pick up South Africa. One eunuch in charge and four young eunuchs left the gate of the Zhuangyuan Mansion and slowly headed towards the new direction of South Africa. It's just that this encounter was a blessing or a curse. It all depends on the future results.