I suspect my boyfriend is playing missing

It took me three days to reshape the world view, and of course it didn't build very well in the end.I went back to the rental house again, with Lao Du.Lao Du was very upset, and asked me in a roundabout manner what was my attitude towards Xu Tianji, and whether I was trying to be unruly and try some grass on the edge of the nest.I have to suppress the thought of wanting to kill Lao Du 1 times within 120 minute, telling myself that dreams are reversed, and that Lao Du is a good comrade with five words and four beauties, except that he has a narrower mind and more twists and turns. In exchange for her boyfriend who has been with her for two years.

This is where things get serious.It's still old people and old things, but my mood is out of tune.It was so easy to accept Lao Du's innocence, but he could no longer accept him as a person.I began to use the busy publishing house as an excuse to avoid going home, avoid communicating with him, and even avoid his courtship.Meanwhile, I miss another name more and more.It's ridiculous that I completely changed my mind because of a dream. I fell in love with my best friend.

On the one hand, I feel sorry for Lao Du, and on the other hand, I hate Xu Tianji's ignorance.I want to see Xu Tianji every day, but I am afraid to really see him.Finding excuses to refuse his invitation, and then beating his chest and feet after refusing, dejected.

I realize that I need to wake up.Dreams cannot be chased, the world is so big, I have to find Jingjing.All the confusion is because of that dream that was too real, so real that you don't need to think about it, even if the memory touches it a little, your heart will hurt as if pierced by an ice pick.

I found an excuse to ask for a long vacation to get rid of Lao Du and go out to play crazy for a month.It won't help except to spend two months' wages.No matter how shocking the snow-covered plateau scenery is, it can't beat the face of someone hidden deep in my heart.Turning the prayer wheel to pray for blessings, I silently recited his name over and over again.On the night before I came back, I sat cross-legged on the star-studded wilderness, comparing Lao Du and Xu Tianji in my mind like a bewitched evil.Lao Du has many advantages and disadvantages, and he has listed them row by row.Xu Tianji?There are only four words - he is straight.This road is not easy to walk, I can't hurt him.

Traveling alone may not be completely ineffective. After returning after a month, I have tended to be as calm as a dead pig.I don't know what will happen with Xu Tianji in the future, but the relationship between me and Lao Du is really over.

At this moment, I was sitting in the co-pilot, wondering how I could get Lao Du to dump me calmly. In fact, I have been researching this matter for a week. The dream made me empathize with each other, which fully shows that my brain is not normal, so don’t delay you, let’s say goodbye.” Then, is there a higher chance that Lao Du will beat me up, or send me to a mental hospital directly, or is he beating me? It is more likely that I will be sent to a mental hospital by the way after the meal.What is this called? Tell me.

I was in a daze, and felt that Lao Du was calling me. When I turned my head, his strange expression just aroused the horrible memory in my dream, so scared that I almost picked up the phone at hand and threw it on his head.He said: "I called you several times." I pretended to be calm and changed the direction of the hand I had stretched out, from his temple to the back of his head, and tried my best to comb the old Dolby's hair, which was not much longer than 1 mm. hair.

Old Du looked at me hesitantly for a long time, which made me feel hairy, and then he said, "Xia Zhi, you've been acting weird lately, you...do you know?"

What? !I was startled and speechless.

My silence turned Lao Du's hesitation into firmness, and he was a little impatient as if someone poked a sore spot: "It seems that something fucking forced me to tell you. You know my family's situation. When we are together, you should I can think of it." Hearing what Lao Du said, I was stunned at first, and suddenly I was so lucky that I opened the passenger door and shouted: "Stop, stop, Lao Du, let's stop and talk." Lao Du didn't know why I was crazy , I had to stop slowly at the curb, and before the car stopped, I jumped up and jumped out like I was burned to the buttocks, and Lao Du could only get out of the car.

I stood at a distance of more than 1 meter from Lao Du: "Let's make it clear today."

Old Du sighed: "I don't care who told you, but I really didn't want to hide it from you, I just don't know how to say it..."

I suddenly interrupted him: "What's inside, Lao Du, first ask a question, if you quarrel with someone, will you throw him on the highway?

The corner of Lao Du’s mouth twitched, and he looked at me as if he was looking at a mentally retarded person: “Aren’t you editors watching too much shit? Throwing it on the highway will be a crime if there is an accident! Stupid people should learn the law!”

I breathed a sigh of relief: "Sorry, I digressed, let's continue."

"I don't want to be like this either, but my family has three generations and cannot have no offspring. I also think the one I introduced this time is quite suitable. I'm afraid I won't be able to meet such a suitable one after passing through this village. Don't worry, marriage is marriage. , I have agreed with her in private that we will play our own way, and I will not break with you..."

"You are so right!"

I excitedly stepped forward and clasped Lao Du's hands: "Comrade! Comrade Du, your choice is correct. Why do you have to walk on the single-plank bridge because of the Yangguan Road! Get married quickly! Leave me alone, I can hold on! Don't Leave me alone!"

Old Du thought I was too stimulated, so he comforted me: "Calm down, anyway, no matter how deep our relationship is, we won't be able to get married. I just go through the procedure of wife and child, and I still love you so much, don't I?"

It turns out that Lao Du would be such a scumbag if he wasn't in his dream!I got angry from the bottom of my heart and pushed him hard: "Forget it, let's forget about each other. It's up to you two to make an appointment with your wife for a game marriage. I can't be a male third party." , I wish you happiness, come on (Sister Zhiling’s voice). Goodbye.” After finishing talking nonsense, he raised his hand to hail a taxi and ran away, leaving Lao Du standing where he was and waiting for me to walk a long way without realizing it.

Of course, Lao Du didn't give up so easily, and then I pestered him a few times, and finally I threatened him with "I'll run to his house and come out for him if it doesn't end anymore", and I finally ended it.Lao Du moved his belongings from the rented house, and we parted ways calmly. The last words I sent him were: "Since you plan to get married, live in peace and don't do evil."

Not long after, I heard that Lao Du was engaged to the girl their family liked. I wish them a happy family and a happy marriage for a hundred years.

I spent a week rearranging my rental house as the first step in a new life.Sitting on the newly changed floor mat, I thought emptily, what should I do?Just come out of the closet casually.

The persimmons are soft, I plan to attack my younger brother first.When I ran to my brother’s dormitory to find him, he was sneakily cooking sausages in an electric pot, and the room was full of aromas. I was so greedy that I almost forgot what I was doing here.I didn't care about the business, so I found a pair of chopsticks to grab the sausage with him. It was really delicious, but it was a bit salty to eat dry. I looked at the packaging bag next to it and poked him: "Where did you buy Huang Shanghuang? It's quite authentic. .” “Brother Frog sent it.”

I patted my brother on the head: "Did you call the frog? You should be called Teacher Xu! But why didn't he give it to me? I like sausage the most."

"He said he looked for you several times and you were not free, and the things were not fresh anymore, and he also sent a bunch of them to his parents."

Good guy... well, it's really no fault of the frog. Thinking of him, the sausage in my mouth loses its taste.

When I saw that my brother's dormitory classmates had gone out and he was left alone, it was a godsend opportunity, so I scratched my head and told my brother about the matter.Unexpectedly, he just gave me a blank look, and said to me with a look of knowing that he had seen it all these years ago, and he was waiting to see when I couldn't hold back the confession, and said that if one day I told him If I confess that I am in love with beasts again, I will be surprised for a few seconds.

In the end, I bribed my brother with a full-level number to help me say more good things on my way home and come out, instead of planting incense sticks for me when I visit the grave next year as he planned before.

Later, my younger brother really made great contributions to my coming out. When my father was about to beat me up with a stick as thick as the mouth of a bowl, it was my dear younger brother who hugged him tightly and cried out heartbrokenly, "Dad, Don't blame my brother, this is a natural thing! Who made you born like this! I will take care of your daughter-in-law and grandson! If you are really uncomfortable, punish my brother to be a cow and a horse in the next life to repay me!"

...? ? ?

My dad was tired from the beating, and he threw down the stick for a long time before he said to me: "Fucking little bastard, I told your mother that I would let Xiao Zhi give birth to a grandson for you, and your mother still has hope. .”

again? ? ?

It was only then that Xia Yuan told me that my parents hadn’t had any peach blossoms in looking at me all these years. Instead, they followed the rotten boy and secretly eyed each other and thought that others would not be able to see it.

Hey, let me tell you sooner, Xia Yuan, a shriveled brat, it seems that I kicked you less when I was a child!

Our family of four sat together and talked peacefully for a long time, my parents were still soft-hearted, and after venting half-truths, they still acquiesced in my slant of the sword with a sigh.Seeing my mother's red eyes when she talked about it several times, I feel uncomfortable but not guilty.I don't have promiscuity and I don't cheat on marriage, but the person I like happens to be of the same sex, so what's the crime?I am as good as anyone in terms of emotional choices.

When my friends and friends heard that I came out and broke up, they thoughtfully organized gatherings to comfort my wounded little heart.The party is set at night, and the theme is to celebrate the first time I experienced a lovelorn, referred to as the first night.Xu Tianji said that he would be late, even my first night was late, which shows that brothers are used to ignore.

After we were halfway through eating and drinking, Xu Tianji opened the door and entered the box, followed by a woman, a beauty!I instantly misfired.We have never seen this girl before, Xu Tianji is responsible for introducing: "This is Xiaowei." Listen, the four words are crisp and clear, concise but meaningful.The others winked at Xu Tianji, but Xu Tianji smiled subtly and said nothing, pretending to be a wolf with a big tail.

Xu Tianji looked at me languidly, thinking that I was lost in love and could not extricate myself from it, so he patted my forehead and said, "Oh, what a pity, I was dumped just because of Lao Du, it was miserable."

Not to mention whether I came out for Lao Du, Xu Tianji, what is the reason for the gloating in your words, please explain to me clearly, is this friend nothing to do.

In the middle of the party, his girlfriend got up to go to the bathroom, and I couldn't bear to look at Xu Tianji's fair neck, as if something was wrong, I stepped forward and pulled his neckline, and asked, "Xu Tianji, what are you doing?" Where is the amulet?" Xu Tianji's first reaction was to tighten his clothes: "You rascal! I will sue you for molestation."

Pretending to be a joke, I lifted Xu Tianji's chin with my fingers, but in fact I was trembling with nervousness and secretly happy: "Sue it", come and sell yourself to me. "

Xu Tianji slapped my paw away: "Die, die. Yu Ruyi, my mother took it away as a gift."

"A meeting gift for whom?"

Xu Tianji asked if you were stupid: "Daughter-in-law."

My smile couldn't hold in an instant, Xu Tianji gave me a meaningful look, and said, "Bingo, give single dogs a fatal blow." This friend has nothing to do.

I didn't know how to get home that day, the party was really good, the first night, it hurt so much.After a week of being confused, I suddenly heard that Xu Tianji had returned to Nanjing. Looking at the chat interface with the group name "Your father will always be your father", the chat interface was full of excitement, talking about Xu Tianji going home for the engagement banquet , Guessing that Xu Tianji will enter the grave soon, and calculating which day next year will be an auspicious day, coaxing Xu Tianji to make trouble in the bridal chamber if he doesn't show up, making him cry for his father and mother.The news came one after another, cutting through my heart like a blunt knife. For the first time, I found this group of six-member buddies extremely annoying.Da Yueyue (Cui Xiaoyue) still circled me in the group without any discernment: "Xia Zhi, why are you pretending to be dead? Do you feel a little sad like an old father when you see your frog getting married?" Damn, Only when the heart is there will it be sour, and my heart is broken into dregs.

no!Why should each of them be engaged or engaged? I am a good young man, in the prime of life, the trees are in full bloom, and the wind is like grinding, but I want to be silently sad in the corner alone.I want to have some fun, I want to dress flirtatiously and go to the bar, where there is an extremely beautiful man who has been hurt by love and drunk alone, waiting for me to give him the love of the world to become his only warmth, and then I will find out He is the prince who is sitting on trillions of dollars. If I don’t want to marry, he is determined to erode me with rotten money. If he doesn’t spend hundreds of thousands every day, if he doesn’t love him, he will be in a hurry with me. The life of the exploiting class who eats meat and wine all day long.

Before I could figure out what I could buy with hundreds of thousands of dollars a day, that little bastard Xu Tianji appeared.Now I am sitting in his domineering car, how I look sideways and feel that Xu Tianji is proud of the spring breeze, it hurts my eyes and makes me sad.Xu Tianji handed me a big bag, and I opened it: three vacuum-packed salted ducks.I couldn't bear it any longer, wanted to throw it out but couldn't bear it, so I held the duck and yelled at him: "Don't you know that I don't fucking eat ducks! I haven't eaten ducks since I was a fucking kid! You don't know me at all! Get out of here!" Don’t eat ducks!” As I spoke, my voice was crying, I was thinking how could this be so embarrassing, and I put my hands on my eyes and touched my tears.

Xu Tianji patted my forehead: "This is for your father, doesn't your old man like ducks?" I was dumbfounded...

I felt fingertips grazing the corner of my eyes, and a slightly smiling voice came: "Yo, I'm crying because I don't eat ducks. It's really exciting."

"Leave me alone!"

"You don't ask me what I did when I went back to my hometown? You don't care about me either."

"Didn't you meet your parents?"

"Yes."

The light in my eyes was instantly extinguished.

Xu Tianji said with a smile: "I went to see my parents, and I got out of the closet by the way."

Oh ah? !I lost my ability to speak in an instant, and thousands of thoughts were jumping up and down in my mind.

Xu Tianji turned his head to look at me, his eyes were focused and affectionate, and he said softly, "Idiot."

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