【Taizhong】Possible night

BGM: Renran-Possible night

The company finally solved the problem.I don't know how they deal with the rumormongers, but when it comes to gossip, Buteisha and PM's methods are perfect.They contacted the program group that filmed the tricky program before, and prepared a perfect rhetoric in conjunction with the fabrication.Then, amidst the anxious worry and waiting of all the fans, the company directly sent these photos on the official Twitter, and added a photo with the woman who played the gossiper in the trick show last time.

The company stated that although the final program broadcast only contained content that pranked me.But in fact, there were two versions of the tricky show at that time, namely Tricky Me and Tricky Zhongye.And these few photos were staged ahead of time to create a tricky show effect.The woman who took the photo with me is a cooperating actress. The photos of these scandals were taken purely for the needs of the show, but I didn't expect that they would be leaked and disseminated as real scandals by interested people.

This is an impeccable public relations method, because if the true and the false are actively disclosed, the true will also become false.With the cooperation of the tricky program, no matter what the people behind it want to do with these photos, they have already been sucked out of the pot.The fans defended me and denounced the rumormongers angrily, and this sudden crisis ended peacefully like this.

I know that this is the result of the hard work of the two companies, perhaps because they agreed to cooperate with the prank show.They didn't solve all the problems by disbanding early as I wanted, but tried their best to protect me.

Whether it was Ozaki Koyo, who always said that Chuya's interests were the first, or Kunikida, who was hard-spoken and soft-hearted, they all made the same choice in the end. They chose to use the most complicated method to protect me.

On the second rest day, Zhong Yuanzhong also came to my door. The moment I opened the door, the anger in his eyes almost ignited everything.I think he should know everything, otherwise he wouldn't appear in front of me at this point in time.

He reached out and I thought he was going to punch me like before, I closed my eyes and didn't want to dodge, but he didn't.His hand did reach out, but it brushed my face with a stream of air.He pressed his hand hard on the door frame.

He glared at me, and I saw the most angry expression on his face, which I have never seen in PM, in SouKoKU, in any situation.I don't know how to explain it, as I am surprised at how angry he is now.

Who gave you permission to make that kind of proposal on your own?He said loudly, his voice echoing in the corridor.

Before I answered, he continued to shout: Do you think this is still participating in a prank show?Thinking that you can face the camera and casually say something like let the group disband early, Osamu Dazai, you are a hopelessly conceited idiot, who would allow you——

Who gave you permission to say such things? !

He was emotional, he looked tired and hyper, and I could just imagine him doing everything he had to do in two dark days, tackling the last note of our disbanding album.When I opened the social networking site, I just saw what it looked like during the farce of the past two days.

Zhong Yuanzhong was also so furious that he was only wearing a set of home clothes, he didn't even change his clothes, this was the only time in his idol career that he went out wearing home clothes, and he came to me.

Just like a coincidence, we also had such a similar conversation in the Tricky Show a few months ago, and everything was like a repeat of the past, only the object of questioning was switched.I thought Zhong Yuanzhong would also ask me who that woman was, and whether the rumors had happened, but he didn't ask me a word.He just pressed his hand on the door frame, and I saw his fingers trembling slightly.

He waited patiently for my answer.

If there was no better solution at that time... I said helplessly.It is the best solution to keep SouKoKU ending without any scandals.

If the company does not discuss the countermeasures, do you really plan to exit early?He stared at me intently.Osamu Dazai, tell me!

I didn't speak, I just looked at him.

whole?so funny.He sneered.

He pressed my shoulder, stared at me, and said word by word:

Let me tell you, SouKoKU started with the two of us, and it should end with the two of us. If one person is missing, two months are missing, or something else is missing, it will not be complete!do you understand! ?

I was standing at the door in my slippers, and his yelling attracted a curious neighbor.Under the stunned and searching eyes of the neighbor, I grabbed his hand and pulled him into my arms.

I hugged him and blocked out all the rest of his anger.He was caught off guard and I buried my head in his shoulder.

I suddenly started laughing, laughing so hard that my whole body began to shake, and Nakahara Nakahara changed from angry to angry, mixed with inexplicable.He was so angry that he twitched his eyebrows, trying to push me away, but he couldn't. I almost hugged him tightly, and my breath hit his shoulder socket warmly.

Are you sick?He is not used to having such physical contact with people.why are you laughing? !

I hug him tight.

Later, Koyo Ozaki and I smoked on the rooftop.She said that she also lost her temper with him on a rare occasion that day, asking why she didn't tell him such an important matter in time.Koyo Ozaki was caught in the middle. It was the first time she saw the artist she was in charge of so emotionally out of control. At that time, even she found it very difficult to deal with.

It has always been a matter between the two of you, but it involves me again and again.She let out a puff of smoke.Every time it's uneasy, to be honest, I really don't want to have a relationship between you and him——

What do you think between me and him, I interrupt her, what do you see?

She didn't answer directly.

I don't want to comment on your affairs, Osamu Dazai, I knew from the first time I met you that you have your own thoughts and decisions, neither the agent nor the company can control you, so when you leave PM At the time, I wasn't surprised.she says.

What surprised me was Chuya.After you left, he refused to accept any information about you, and during solo, no one mentioned your name in front of him.So when I got the cooperation plan with Butei Club, my first reaction was that Zhong Yuanzhong would never accept it, right?

But he signed and agreed without hesitation. Even though this one-year partner is you who is considered to be the person he hates the most, I told him not to force it, but he kept doing it without saying a word. .

You are meant to be partners. When we were in PM, both the boss and I believed that you would become the hottest rookie group ever produced by PM. This expectation was shattered when you left, but after a few years, SouKoKU But it became a reality again.It's funny, everything is like a circle, going round and round, and it's still the two of you in the end.

Koyo Ozaki looked at me, and she patted my shoulder.

Her red hair flutters in the wind: I don't know what I'm seeing, I just think there are so many possibilities in you that I don't think I'll be surprised no matter what happens.

In the last month, let me see more possibilities.she said with a smile.

The last album was released in the last month. This album once again broke the previous record of "Dying Rose". For the last album, fans almost bought it with a crazy attitude, so that in the annual sales list, SouKoKU's Works occupy a staggering number and positions.The media commented that SouKoKU is a limited combination that constantly surpasses itself. In a certain sense, it has established a height line that is difficult to surpass for all subsequent limited combinations.

The song on the last album written by Nakahara is called "Beautiful Night".And on the day of the release, the time for the disbandment concert was also set, and it was a Saturday night with good weather.We started to fall into a hellish rehearsal cycle, and at the same time, we had to deal with non-stop interviews and live broadcasts to fans every now and then.

As if in order to bring as many memories as possible to fans in the last month, Chuya and I appeared together in front of the camera more often.Even in the middle of the night, when he was exhausted from the all-night rehearsal of the concert, Zhong Ye would still insist on opening the live to share the latest rehearsal progress with fans.After almost 24 hours of training, he turned the camera to me, who was resting on the floor of the training room, too tired to lift my arms and legs.

Greeting fans, Chuya said, get up quickly.

I'm dying of exhaustion.I said weakly to the camera.

When Chuya's camera was aimed at me, my hair was wet and stuck to my forehead. I believe that under the camera, I must look very stupid.

Although he is exhausted, he will continue to work hard for you.Zhong also helped me add.Everyone must come to the dissolution concert.

After he turned off the live broadcast, I leaned against the mirror and sipped my sports drink.Nakahara Chuya was still standing, he was always so strong.

I often find it incredible that his body is obviously smaller than ordinary people, but when he does certain things, he has a fiery vitality that is countless times stronger than ordinary people.Just like now, he is also sweaty, but he shines brightly under the overhead lights in the training room.

Maybe this is him, maybe this is why fans like him so much.

At the disbandment concert, we performed all the main songs, from the debut album "New Order" to the final "Beautiful Night".The filming of the documentary was also carried out at the scene of the disbandment concert. It was a venue with more than [-] people. The Tokyo Dome was full of seats, and every place I could see was full of our fans.

Wearing support bracelets, light sticks, long or short hair, young or mature, they shouted SouKoKU's name with various moods.Zhong and I also changed into a set of stage costumes, and there was not a long break between sessions. Even in the background, we ran to catch up with time almost every minute.When the prelude to each song sounded, the overhead lights were lit, and we emerged from the set up stage equipment, I saw Chuya next to me. He didn't look at me, his face was serious because of tension, his blue Colored eyes stared straight ahead at the darkness that hadn't yet lit up.

In the performance of "Dying Rose", there is a coffin on the left side of the stage, and Nakaya sits on the coffin. After singing the first four lines, he will open the coffin lid, reach out to me lying in it, and pull me out.I kept my eyes closed, and the second the coffin was opened, my vision suddenly brightened.I opened my eyes and I saw the center was also above.

He held out his hand to me, only my image was in his blue diamond eyes, he was wearing a headset, and he was staring at me.

I took his hand, and I walked out of the coffin, and the fans screamed like crazy.

I used to think that I would have no extra feelings, but at this moment, I felt a little reluctant like never before.This is a feeling that I have never experienced as an actor, as an idol, and as Osamu Dazai.I stand here, the darkness in front of me is no longer a meaningless void, and all the lights and screams are no longer insignificant accessories. Now I am really standing on this stage, I am standing here, I am Saw things I hadn't seen, or even sketched, and little by little, slowly—

Little by little, slowly, they light up in my heart.

At the end, almost all the fans were in tears. When I walked past the auditorium, I saw a few girls in the front row with their makeup all over their faces.The encore was held three times, and Zhong and I kept coming back.At the end, Zhongya and I bowed to the fans for a long time. The moment we bowed, golden ribbons began to fall from above the venue. They fell on our heads and bodies, like a beautiful, never-ending dance. , golden rain.

After tonight, this one-year limited combination officially ends. The name SouKoKU will no longer belong to Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuya. The last song of Nakahara was written very well. This is indeed a beautiful night. It belongs to all fans. It belongs to SouKoKu's last night.

I turned my head and saw that the corners of Chuya's eyes were a little red. He had no energy left to deliver any more farewell speeches. I saw his pale fingers holding the microphone tightly.At this time, in the present, it seems that saying nothing is enough.

Time seemed to be suspended, only the golden ribbons were still falling, and I reached out to grab a piece of ribbons that fell on Chuya's head.I smiled at the fans in the audience, and I raised the microphone.

I said to them in the audience: Thank you for coming, I hope this is a good night for you.

After it was all over, the fans started to exit.They stayed lingering until the last second, until they were sure we wouldn't show up again.The backstage was busy working together, taking group photos, and shooting videos. Kunikida and Koyo Ozaki were still on the phone. According to the company's arrangement, at twelve o'clock tonight, the official expo announced the continuation of the project, the replacement of members, and the establishment of the new SouKoKU For this, they have to do all the handover work with Akutagawa and Atsushi Nakajima, and they are very busy.

And me and Zhong also finished filming the last scene of the documentary.We said our final speeches to the camera, and from the moment the director called cut with satisfaction, our limited group time was completely over.

Zhongyuan Zhong also hasn't changed his stage makeup yet, but he doesn't seem to be in a hurry.No one cares about us, maybe everyone has not withdrawn from the atmosphere tonight, or maybe, now is a special time for me and Chuya, and no one wants to disturb.I walked over, I tugged on Chuya's sleeve, he glanced at me, but he quickly understood that I had something to tell him.

We walked all the way up until we reached the rooftop, and we walked very slowly.I pushed open the small door of the roof. Today's weather is fine. From this roof, I can still see the fans outside the arena leaving the arena one after another.Zhong also walked into the night, and there was only a small light that was not very bright, which did not affect the moonlight above his head. Looking down from here, the moving figures seemed very small.

it is finally over.I said.

Everything is indeed over, just like today, SouKoKU's activity period in the idol world ushered in an end.Zhong and I have known each other for so long—so long, from PM Entertainment to Buteisha, from that small practice room to Tokyo Dome, from him in the past to now.Here, something seems to usher in an end together with the end of SouKoKU.

We were silent for a long time, and we finished lighting a cigarette in the middle of the silence, but he didn't smoke it, he just lit it, and then watched it burn slowly at his fingertips.Nakahara is also wearing the costume for the last song, with ribbons woven into his bright hair and the tails of his eyes upturned, he looks the same as he did a few years ago, as a teenager - time hasn't changed his essence Things, Zhongye is still Zhongye, the one I am most familiar with.

Yeah, it's finally over.He said.

In also.I spoke suddenly.

I look at him.

He also looked at me.

I thought, he must know what I was going to say, he looked at me, he just—he stared at me.

When he looked at me, he had to raise his head slightly, and all his expressions fell into my pupils, the expressions that I was familiar with and only belonged to Zhongye in the Central Plains.I looked at the tiny beads of sweat dripping from the tip of his nose, at the smudged color at the corners of his eyes, at his moonlight eyes.

Everything seems to have disappeared.The hustle and bustle of the stadium and backstage disappeared, the noise of fans exiting the venue disappeared, and the sound of the night wind blowing through their hair and clothes disappeared. On this rooftop, at this moment, the whole world, the whole night, only me and him are left .

It was such a beautiful evening with so many equally beautiful possibilities that it deserved something to match it.

In also.I whispered.Our long, tortured, year-long combo time is finally over.

I looked at him, I looked at his slightly widened blue eyes, I smiled, maybe, I don't know what expression I am at this moment.

I look at him.

I continued:

So, would you like to...have a fresh start with another identity with me?

At eleven o'clock in the evening, I turned on the social software.On the last night that Zhongye and I existed as SouKoKU, all fans were eagerly looking forward to something from Zhongye and me, even if it was just a simple goodbye.I typed in random keywords to search, and I saw that many fans thought that Zhongya and I would not post tonight. They felt sad about it, but they didn't want to disturb us.

I thought about it, and I opened my photo album.

The photo is a group photo I just took on the rooftop with Zhongye.This time it wasn't a sneak shot. Nakaya was leaning against the railing and noticed that I was taking pictures. He turned his head, looked at my camera, and gestured with his lips curled up. I also showed half of my face. The background is the night sky seen from the rooftop of Tokyo Dome.

I added some captions and sent this photo.When I first sent it, Zhongya stuck his head over to the side and asked me what I had posted and if I had posted anything that deserved a beating.

I am very innocent, say no, you can see for yourself.

He was not polite, and immediately took my mobile phone away. When he saw the photo and caption, he didn't say anything, but just threw the mobile phone back to me.

go down quickly.he tells me.I have something to do later.

I smiled and said yes, I will go down with him.

The stairs under our feet were long and seemed to have no end.

@大李治: Itissuchabeautifulnight.

END

The ending is actually a confession!The new identity is boyfriend!Whoooo!It is really very clear HE! !And Zhong also agreed! !

The BGM is "Possible Night". As the theme song, it must be clicked and listened to. There are many versions of this song, but I chose the version that sounds the most comfortable to me and pulls the chorus to the front.

The writing process of the ending chapter is almost written with the atmosphere of this song, especially the confession at the end. The lyrics are: Let candles replace all lights and let music replace speech. At this time, silence is better than sound. One sentence makes it possible for me to be yours.

From the beginning, I felt that these few sentences fit their atmosphere very well, so the title of the article is also the same. I feel that what the full text wants to express is the three words "possible".