love letter from the down and out

He shook his head nonchalantly. "I can't help, and going back will add to the chaos. I'll go back tomorrow morning to pick up my schoolbag and pick up your sweater by the way. But you will be discharged from the hospital soon. The effect I bring must be like a resident student bringing homework home on weekends." Same, you can't do it at all." Ji Ning: "...Come here and let me twist my ears." Ji Wanxuan smiled and put the lunch box on the window sill, and obediently went to the bed and sat down to wait for the domestic violence, but Ji Ning just stroked his hair, and suddenly said, "Thank you, little idiot." Ji Wanxuan looked at her in confusion.There were only the two of them in the ward of the double room, Ji Ning looked at him with tenderness in his eyes. "It's hard work liking boys, Doudou. I'm sorry, I shouldn't keep pretending I don't know." Ji Wanxuan blinked.His mind was blank at the moment.He felt like he had said a hundred words, but in fact it was: "..." Ji Ning waved his hand in front of his eyes hesitantly. "...Amused? Are you stupid?" Ji Wanxuan grabbed her wrist and stuttered when she spoke: "I, you, you..." "When did I know?" Ji Ning helped her very understandingly. He asked himself and answered: "It's very early. When you were in junior high school, there was a period of weirdness. I went to school to find a teacher and met a classmate of yours. I remember that you used to have a good relationship, but one day you suddenly didn't mention it. Pass him." Ji Wanxuan's eyes widened suddenly.Ji Ning patted his hand reassuringly, and everything in the past was reduced to an understatement: "I was really angry when that kid was talking to me, so I gave him a hard education. I'm very worried, what if you really like him as he said? I don't like him at all, and we will inevitably have conflicts about this in the future." Ji Wanxuan was speechless.Ji Ning didn't seem to need him to talk, she just looked at him and smiled nicely. "Why didn't I ask you? This answer is simpler, I want you to tell me yourself." This is Ji Wanxuan's secret, and no one should be the first to reveal it. It is his own freedom to come out or not. "I originally thought that as an enlightened parent like me, you would tell me sooner or later, but I waited and waited, and you are still pretending to be stupid until today." Ji Wanxuan trembled her eyelashes, and jumped back to the unnaturalness of the past. In front of my eyes, I suddenly had an answer to everything. "Mom, you know, I... Shen Fang..." Ji Ning finally pinched his ears, and rubbed them bitterly: "I know. I didn't tell you, Mom knows everything." Including her silly son falling in love with someone else, his sadness, his happiness, she sees it all.Ji Ning put down her hands and looked at him seriously: "Did I do something wrong that made you think I'm not trustworthy?" Ji Wanxuan shook his head quickly, his mind was still in a violent shock, The broken sentences flew like shreds of paper in my mind, and it took a long time to hesitantly organize them into the most confused question. "Mom, aren't you sad?" Even he himself took a long time to accept himself, did Ji Ning never feel sad for him.Aunt Bai cried so painfully that every cry made his heart ache.He was afraid that Ji Ning would do the same, so he never dared to speak... He never thought that the future would be like this.Ji Ning reached out and pinched his nose. "Why do you think Aunt Bai cried so sadly?" Ji Wanxuan shook her head.Ji Ning: "Because of fear." Ji Wanxuan didn't react.Ji Ning's hand had already pinched his cheek. "Because of fear. This world has a lot of tolerance, but it also has a very narrow secularism. Although it is very unfair, if you like someone who is different, you are destined to be more sad than others." "I can't wait to eat it all for you All the hardships in the rest of my life, but there is nothing I can do, I can only watch your future full of hardships, so I am very scared and distressed." Ji Wanxuan hugged her.Ji Ning smiled and rested her chin on his shoulder. "However, my son seems to be a very strong kid. I heard that he is very good at taking care of others, which surprised me. It doesn't matter what happens in the future, I will always be by your side. Is this enough?" Is it enough?Ji Wanxuan nodded.That's enough.He didn't even know what was terrible in this world.Ji Ning tapped the joints of his back with her knuckles: "There is something I've been wanting to tell you today." Ji Wanxuan said softly, "Yes." Ji Ning: "You There have been messages coming in from my cell phone today, but you went to pick up the test sheet, and you’re not here... I admit, I’m really a little curious! Sorry! I didn’t read too much, so I replied to a recent message from your partner "Ji Wanxuan: "..." His mind was already numb, and Ji Ning pursed her lips and made a face behind his back, and said frankly: "He asked you if there was anything wrong, I sent him a message The voice said it’s okay, but I’m in the hospital, and Xiao Ji is busy, so I might look at my phone later.” Ji Wanxuan let go of her and lowered her head: “…” Ji Ning continued to speak hesitantly: “Xiao Shen is very happy. Be polite, take the initiative to say that you will come to accompany me for an examination tomorrow, so you can go to school and don't worry about it." "..." In his previous life, he was reincarnated as the son of Ms. Cheng Ji after completing countless meritorious deeds.Ji Wanxuan sighed, covered his eyes, and laughed hard: "...you just fuck me, beauty." Shen Fang hasn't been so nervous for a long time.The last time he was so at a loss was probably when he was in kindergarten, Ye Zhining agreed to watch him perform before the performance.But that time she didn't come either, she got angry at home.This time is very different.He picked up his phone and listened to the most recent voice message again, still feeling like a dream.It's not that he hasn't met Ji Ning, but if he goes to see him tomorrow, his identity will be different, and he should see what clothes are suitable for him.Shen Fang sat up from the bed, and just as he was about to get out of bed and go to the closet, he saw the neatly folded clothes on the chair.Well, he had already thought about this problem 10 minutes ago, and he went to stack it again 5 minutes ago. ... It's better to go to bed early and leave for the hospital early tomorrow.Shen Fang lay back on the pillow and tried to close his eyes, but his ears keenly picked up the faint notification tone of the mobile phone information.Ji Wanxuan asked him: "Brother Fang, are you asleep?" Shen Fang sat up again.Since they separated yesterday, I endured it and only sent him five messages. This is the first time Ji Wanxuan replied to him.Shen Fang wanted to hear his voice a little bit, but thinking that Ji Wanxuan might be in the hospital now, he still put his chin on his knees and only replied with a word "um".Is it too little, maybe something should be said.The other party hasn't sent another message for a long time, maybe they are also considering their words.Shen Fang thought for a while, and slid his finger to the "+" sign in the lower right corner.The boyfriend sent two high-resolution pictures, which are the moon in the starry sky.Ji Wanxuan was lying in the hospital bed next to Ji Ning, hesitating how to explain to Shen Fang what happened in the past two days, when he suddenly saw these two pictures, he felt a little dazed. "What is this? Wechat changed the cover?" He didn't click on the original picture, and couldn't see what the two lines of numbers and letters in the starry sky meant.The other party responded quickly. "No, it's the moon on the day we were born." Ji Wanxuan paused with his fingers and was stunned.There are two moons, most of which are covered by shadows, and they look very imperfect.The night Ji Wanxuan was born was the upper moon, and Shen Fang was the lower moon, but even if they were put together, it would not be a full moon.But they both said the same thing at the same time. "Your moon is so beautiful." Ji Wanxuan smiled, curled up on the bed, and typed a line seriously. "It turns out that the moonlight is hidden in Brother Fang's eyes. No wonder it is so beautiful."Across an invisible network cable, Shen Fang was always extremely shy, and he became a little dumb with just a few words.Ji Wanxuan was considerate and didn't tease him too much, but in reality she propped up half of her body and showed off to Ji Ning's back in a low voice. "Mom, my partner just sent me a moon." Ji Ning, whose sleep was disturbed, sent him a pillow backhand.Ji Wanxuan caught it, jumped out of bed and carefully put the pillow back under the woman's head.Unable to hold back before turning around, he lowered his head and leaned into Ji Ning's ear again: "Mom, did you hear that, the moon..." Ji Ning smiled and covered her head with the quilt. "...What is the moon? My husband even gave me the sun." She was clearly showing off, but it was a pity that her voice was too low for anyone to hear.

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There is an app called MOON, where you can find out what the night sky looked like every night in the past, it’s so cute!

It's not always good to wake up

Summer vacation make-up classes arrive at school at 08:30 in the morning, and there is a five-day break. Ji Wanxuan has to go back to the alley to pick up her schoolbag. She wakes up early in the morning, sets the alarm clock for Ji Ning, and leaves quietly on the morning sun.His movements were very light, but women hadn't noticed it lately. Just as the boy carefully closed the door with his front foot, Ji Ning opened his eyes with his back foot.Xiao Shen estimated that she would come very early. She was sore and weak from sleep, and after sitting by the bed for a while, she was about to get up and go wash up, but the door of the ward was pushed open first.The doctor hasn't come to make rounds yet, it's the nurse who brings the new patient in.A family of three came in, and the pale woman in hospital gown was supported by her husband and son to the bedside.Ji Ning helped them carry the packages they brought, and after greeting each other kindly, she took the toiletries and went out.Hematology hospital beds are scarce, and