love letter from the down and out

Head muttering: "If he knows, I won't sign it..." Ji Wanxuan: "?" Zhang Lening didn't want to say much, so he ran away with any excuse, leaving others with a little lonely hamster wheel back view.When the class bell rang, Ji Wanxuan touched the knot of the red string on her wrist, and went back to class thoughtfully.After autumn, the sky gradually gets dark and gets early, and it is almost like wearing stars and wearing moons when returning home from school after evening self-study.Although Shen Fang picked up and dropped off Ji Wanxuan at the school gate every day like a parent during the holidays, it seemed that they hadn't carried their schoolbags to and from school together for a long time.It has to be said that he somewhat missed this feeling.Among the most exciting scenes in the world, there must be a scene that belongs to the student days.You are wearing the same school uniform and you are among the sea of ​​people, passing by countless laughing and cursing young faces.In the daytime, you may be special, you may be shining, but when the street lamps elongate the shadows of young people and blend them into the same vague light and shadow, you are just an ordinary majority at this moment.I'm just an ordinary person.But I am so ordinary, even if I don't look back, I know that there is a person closest to me walking side by side with me.How special I am.On the way home from school in the evening, Ji Wanxuan, who had carefully written down the above paragraph in his diary, seemed a little absent-minded.He always turned his face casually, and then turned his head again soon.It seemed that something caught his attention, but it didn't arouse enough interest to make the young man stay for a few more seconds.Shen Fang had been observing him for a while.Shen Fang is not unfamiliar with Ji Wanxuan's performance.A long time ago, when they were not familiar with each other, Shen Fang often ran into Ji Wanxuan on campus.It's just that he seldom greets people on his own initiative, and usually just walks behind people at an interval of five or six meters, and finally parted ways silently at a certain corner.He was not familiar with Ji Wanxuan at that time, and he was only slightly surprised for a very occasional moment.Including myself, everyone thought Ji Wanxuan liked to laugh.But in fact, when he is alone, he never seems to laugh.Walking slowly, with a plaster cast on one arm and a trouser pocket in the other hand, his shoulders swayed slightly with the walking.He rarely looked back, Shen Fang usually only saw the back of his head.Have very soft hair. ——In the beginning, Shen Fang knew everything about him.Then one day, the person in front suddenly stopped.Shen Fang, who followed him casually, was caught off guard, but the man didn't seem to notice the tail attached to his back.Ji Wanxuan just stood in front of the window with her head tilted, turned sideways and stared blankly for a while.Say it for a while, or it may be as long as a century.He suddenly raised his index finger and poked the glass, the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed, and a very shallow smile flashed across his face.A year later, they had already walked side by side, but in the evening of autumn night, Shen Fang remembered the window sill of yesterday again.That day, after Ji Wanxuan left, Shen Fang paused when passing by the place where the boy stopped.He saw a few sweet-scented osmanthus falling outside the window. "Brother Fang." Ji Wanxuan called him.Shen Fang turned his head and saw the young man smiling with squinted eyes. "What are you thinking? I haven't heard you for a long time." Unknowingly, they walked around to a very quiet place, which was inexplicably familiar.Shen Fang regained his senses and looked at the abandoned houses around him. Suddenly, his eyes fell on the small balcony on the second floor not far away.The street lamps on the side of the road were on and off, and the old antennas were entangled in the sky above the streets and alleys.Today happened to be a clear day, the moon was sparse, and when you looked up, you could see the crescent moon hanging on the roof like a hook.The last time, Shen Fang was standing on the narrow balcony over there, his eyes just fell on where he was staying at the moment, and he heard Ji Wanxuan read two lines of love poems to him.What did he see then.Shen Fang closed his eyes, lowered his head and kissed Ji Wanxuan briefly on the forehead.He raised the corners of his lips. "Thinking maybe my heart beats a lot earlier than I realized."

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The ending paragraph corresponds to the chapter of 41 Chuxue. On the balcony, the male protagonist of the lower part of the campus article inadvertently saw them chatting, and the door to a new world opened∠(?」∠)

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Riviera

It seems that every city facing the sea will have a "blue coast". The blue coast of Yancheng is not too far away from them. Take a sightseeing bus around the city for a week, and the last stop is.Such a rustic name, but you can tell it's a beautiful place just by hearing the name.Yancheng is a century-old port in the north, where the great river enters the sea, and its annual sea cargo throughput ranks among the top in the country.Before coming to such a sea area, Ji Wanxuan never thought that it would have such a clean shallow sea.The young man was sitting on a stone pier on one side of the trestle bridge, staring at the jellyfish slowly breathing in and out on the shallow water beach for half a minute.Shen Fang didn't pay attention, Ji Wanxuan suddenly bent down, and fished up the innocent jellyfish in a posture that was about to fall into the sea. "Teasing!" He was taken aback, nervousness lasted longer than anger, and Shen Fang stopped his shoulder in fear.The jellyfish in his hand didn't move, he didn't know if he was alive or not, Ji Wanxuan didn't look carefully before throwing it into the small bucket at hand.Leaning in Shen Fang's arms, he raised his head and smiled flatteringly at his boyfriend: "I'm sorry, I just want to eat cold jellyfish." Shen Fang patted his forehead expressionlessly.Ji Ning was building a sandcastle by the sea. Ji Wanxuan was originally with her, but in the middle of the process, she had a sudden idea that she wanted to add some vitality to the sand sculpture, so she went to talk to someone and borrowed a small fishhook for catching crabs. Went to play on the trestle bridge.The doctor asked Ji Ning to come out to recuperate, but the mother and son did come out to play.There were already three small crabs and a jellyfish in the bucket, and Ji Wanxuan had had enough fun, so she stood up and took Shen Fang's hand and walked to the beach.Ji Ning had just built the four walls, and the castle had begun to take shape. She was about to pinch the inside, but Ji Wanxuan walked over and poured the living things she had caught into the sand sculpture.The silly son would only be a disservice, but she didn't scold anyone. She crossed her legs and put down the toy sand shovel in her hand to look at "the city", and said curiously, "You really caught it?" Unknown, there are very few tourists on the beach, Ji Wanxuan had already returned the hook to the owner before he came over, his reaction was exactly the opposite of Ji Ning's, and asked him very curiously why it took him half a day to catch only three fish in one pot Stew is not enough.Ji Wanxuan pointed to the three small crabs that were running fast but couldn't get out because of the closed city gate, and introduced quite seriously: "The one with blue eyes, Ji Ersuspects, the red one is bigger, Ji Ersuspects her. , the red one is smaller, Ji Er suspects her daughter-in-law." What a mess.Ji Ning twisted his ears with a smile: "Did I not pass on the shy gene to you?" Out of the corner of her eye, she fell on Ji Eryi's daughter-in-law, and Shen Fang didn't seem too embarrassed. The only thing she didn't agree with was perhaps The two crabs that represent him and Ji Wanxuan are reversed.Ji Wanxuan didn't know that he was secretly thinking about the size, and played with the various sand molds he bought just now for a while, thinking about his own little Jiujiu.The Côte d'Azur is beautiful, but the souvenirs for sale are nothing special. They are all the same conch shell necklaces. It's a bit shabby to use this as a couple's token for the two of them.Fortunately, there is also a loyal CP fan Zhang Lenin—the pair of red strings given to them by the small glasses were tied around their wrists by coincidence today. Ji Ning smiled for a while holding her chin when she saw it.Why don't they divide up these toys, ask Ji Ning to take the small bucket and shovel back to plant flowers, halve the molds, let Shen put the fish and rabbits, and keep the crabs and cats for herself.Speaking of which, why do cats and rabbits appear in a toy set by the sea... "Teasing!" Ji Wanxuan was startled by his mother's sudden shout, and also said "ah" at the top of his throat.Ji Ning seemed to be getting annoyed at last, and pushed him: "You two go to the beach to play in the water, and don't disturb my kingdom building." I can't afford it.Ji Wanxuan stood up and patted the sand on her buttocks and thighs, and took the initiative to lead Shen Fang to the junction of the soft sand and sea water.Taking off his shoes, his toes were instantly wet by the cool sea water.They didn't plan to go swimming today, and they all wore ordinary summer clothes. Ji Wanxuan also put on a pair of denim trousers that showed off his legs. He cherished himself very much and didn't want to get his clothes wet, so he played very cautiously.He seemed to be a child who was seeing water for the first time. As soon as the waves hit, Ji Wanxuan took two steps back nervously, hiding behind Shen Fang with lingering fear.But this time his safe haven was suddenly unwilling to work hard.Relying on the loose shorts he was wearing, Shen Fang separated and clenched Ji Wanxuan's curled fingers, pulled him, and took a few steps towards the crystal clear sea.The waves rushed from the sea, completely soaking Ji Wanxuan's trousers.He couldn't help laughing, and kicked the broken pot forward, failed to pick up the sand, but the waves faded away, as if frightened by the little bastard.Ji Wanxuan couldn't help being a little proud, and turned around to show off to Shen Fang, but he saw his brother Fang holding him and standing a step away, with a tenderness in his eyes that he couldn't hide in the future.Suddenly I felt a little childish.Ji Wanxuan smiled embarrassingly, turned her head to look in Ji Ning's direction, and found that she had put down her shovel and given up expanding her territory, and was sitting under a big parasol admiring the sea and sky.When he saw the sea, he would think of a table of seafood, what was Ji Ning thinking about?Did she ever have such a blue coast in the past that she never spoke of?Ji Wanxuan raised his arm and put it on the back of his head, smiled lightly and said, "Brother Fang, let's write postcards." He used to think that this move was too much