love letter from the down and out

The similarity of the word "Xuan" is so high that the eyes hurt, so it is better to change it to another word.It's just that Yang Youting, who always followed her, was very stubborn in this matter. The husband and wife fought coldly and violently for countless rounds because of the name, and finally they each took a step back and compromised into the word "Xuan".Maybe the name is really linked to fate.Compared with Ji Wanxuan, Yang Linxuan's childhood was indeed more incompatible. "Why are you here?" Ji Wanxuan's eyelids were half drooping, feeling a little sleepy.Yang Linxuan's voice was a little fluttering: "Shouldn't I come." What kind of words are these talking about.But this is not the first time he has been misunderstood, Ji Wanxuan smiled skillfully at the little boy: "I didn't mean that." He didn't take it to heart at all, but this time Yang Linxuan neither sneered nor sneered. He hummed a strange sound.He looked at Ji Wanxuan with a sad look in his eyes. "I'm sorry." "..." Ji Wanxuan blinked, stunned.Yang Linxuan lowered his head uncomfortably, the most embarrassing words have already been uttered, and the rest can be confided as much as possible.He said: "Xiaoye...Ye Yuwen told me everything he did. I'm sorry, Ji Wanxuan." I'm sorry.Looking at the orange-red sunset, Ji Wanxuan's eyes were a little blurred.It seems that what he needs most at the moment is not these words, but he still feels a little comfort that his little brother can say these three words to himself.Yang Linxuan pursed his lips, and said proactively: "He doesn't belong to the same school as us, has too many absenteeisms, and has too close relationship with people outside the school, so he is almost dismissed." Ji Wanxuan didn't know what he wanted to express , had to give a gentle "um". "I'll keep an eye on him. I'll stop him from doing anything. If I can't stop him, I'll tell you in advance." This time it was very obvious.Ji Wanxuan turned her head to meet the boy's downcast eyes, she was very surprised, and after being surprised, she felt a little bit of pity.After thinking about it, he still chose to confess what was in his heart: "Ye Yuwen is not good to you." It's not that Yang Linxuan can't make friends, he has such a proud temper, there is no need to wrong himself like this.The little prince finally raised his head and smiled bitterly at him: "He is my deskmate in elementary school. He was not like this a long time ago." The little lunatic also had a clear and innocent past. Ye Yuwen was lucky that someone was willing to Always remember him well.Ji Wanxuan nodded and said nothing more.Although he hates Ye Yuwen, he doesn't hate the house. How Yang Linxuan treats his friends is his own business, and it is not within Ji Wanxuan's criteria for judging Yang Linxuan.Alas, what a mouthful, why don't you listen to Mrs. Yang and change your name.It's rare that the silence between the two of them didn't seem uncomfortable. Even when Yang Youting came out of the ward to look for them, Ji Wanxuan unexpectedly caught a trace of reluctance in the boy's farewell eyes.Children seem to be born with naive admiration for their elder brothers, but Yang Linxuan's childhood attachment was forced into a closed box at a very young age—but he seems to have found the key recently.Ji Wanxuan wanted to laugh, but he still acted like a brother seriously: "Go back, call me if you have anything to do, you know my number." What he said was actually a bit perfunctory, after all, after the little prince went back, his emotions ebbed It was too late to scold myself, how could I contact him proactively.But Ji Wanxuan didn't expect that the phone call came so soon, and it was the next morning, just after the second class.Many times, the appearance of fear is often inconspicuous.It's so quiet you can pretend you don't hear it.In the radio waves, Yang Linxuan's voice almost trembled. "Brother, someone, someone is on the roof of the teaching building, it seems that they are about to jump off the building." But it will become louder and louder. "Ye Yuwen told me that I didn't take it seriously at the time... He, he said that he found the teacher in the attached middle school and said something. People remember him, and it will be firmly imprinted in their hearts, and they will never forget it in this life. And the only way is to..." Die in front of Shen Fang.very loud.Ji Wanxuan had never seen so many people crowded downstairs in the teaching building.There were crowds of people standing on tiptoes, countless whispers filled their ears, secretly booing excitedly, teachers shouting angrily to evacuate students, and the man on the top floor yelling "Shen Fang" over and over again.He pushed the crowd forward without stopping, his heart was empty, only the echo of the wind could be heard. "Brother Little Ji! Brother Little Ji!" Someone rushed to him, the frame of the mirror was crooked and he didn't bother to help him. Behind the plain mirror was a panic that no one else had ever seen on his face. "My brother, Brother Fang is over there! Go and see him! I can't pull him away!" I don't know if everyone's life will experience a sudden turn for the worse.Bad luck followed one after another, and it was almost too late to see what fell on the head this time.The moment Ji Wanxuan saw Shen Fang through the crowd, Ji Wanxuan even felt a little peace.At that time, he didn't know where this peace came from. It wasn't until after countless sleepless nights that he felt a similar feeling in his heart over and over again that he suddenly realized at a certain moment that it was probably because of accepting his fate. "Brother Fang." Ji Wanxuan walked behind him and grabbed Shen Fang's stiff arm.At this moment, only he can gently move this sculpture.Suddenly, there was a burst of exclamation from the crowd.Ji Wanxuan pressed Shen Fang's head, and gently carried him into her arms.In the short few seconds of falling, a vivid metaphor even jumped out of his mind very calmly.Maybe his life is like this, from now on he will fall without any buffer, and when he hits the bottom, he will simply fall into a dirty red and white sack.The only consolation is that Xu Liangyin's "love" finally died before his eyes, and this bastard failed.Ji Wanxuan smiled, touched Shen Fang's soft hair, and comforted him lightly: "It's okay, Brother Fang, don't be afraid."

Hills

Shen Fang hasn't come to school for a long time.Originally, he only asked for a day or two of leave, but he didn't show up at school for the next half a month—of course he didn't transfer to another school—he seemed to just stay at home, not knowing what to do.The large and small pieces of information that I sent in the past were like nothing, and I never received even a full stop reply.Zhang Lening hesitated for a long time before mustering up the courage to come to the third floor of the high school to find Ji Wanxuan, but was told that he had just gone to the teacher's office.Little Glasses couldn't help becoming nervous: "What's wrong with Brother Xiao Ji?" Nothing.Ning Zeyang shook his head, and tugged at the zipper of his school uniform in a low mood.It's because he's not much, and it's even a little too normal to say that everyone is afraid to talk to him now.Anyone can see that there is a deep emptiness in his heart, but it is not enough for outsiders to hear.On Zhang Yifeng's desk lay a wish list.The form was sent to everyone at the beginning of the semester. I hope that you will write down your favorite target college and work hard for it when everything is too late.More than half of the top 1 middle schools in the third grade wrote about Qingbei, and only Ji Wanxuan wrote about Yanda.From the beginning of school to the present, Zhang Yifeng has talked with the students in the class one after another according to the content on this piece of paper. Today it is finally Ji Wanxuan's turn, but he suddenly doesn't know what to say to No.[-] in his class .This kid has a hard ear and has always been the most assertive. No one can force him to do what he really doesn't want to do.In the end, Zhang Yifeng just handed him the recommendation letter for self-enrollment. "Go back and think about it. The exam is next year, so it's not too difficult for you." The difficulty is whether he wants to take this step.Ji Wanxuan nodded, and bowed to Zhang Yifeng very respectfully: "Thank you, teacher." He was very grateful to all the good teachers he met, but he seemed destined to only Let them down.Ji Wanxuan stuffed the recommendation letter into his pocket properly, walked out of the office, and touched the fruit candy in his pocket.His candy box was empty, and Shen Fang made it up for him later, but now it was almost empty again, only a dozen brightly packaged fruit candies were left, and Ji Wanxuan was very reluctant to eat it.It was as if he could only rely on this bit of sweetness to satisfy his thirst.Without glasses, it was actually difficult to see the classroom directly opposite, but even if he could see clearly, the person he most wanted to see was not sitting in it.But after school, Ji Wanxuan still walked around the corridor by accident, and walked slowly to the gate of the new high school class.It's nothing, I just wanted to see it suddenly.People will always have such thoughts.As if recalling the escape during the fire drill in spring, Ji Wanxuan twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled self-deprecatingly. "Why do you have to go around in such a big circle, just go straight down, I'm hungry, and I desperately want to go home." Two strange faces rubbed Ji Wanxuan's shoulders and walked towards the direction he came from, falling A string of whispers. "The blood below has been washed clean, but don't you feel uncomfortable? Let me tell you, some people are born to be scourges, so don't go around and expand the scope of your influence, just stay at home honestly." Ji Wan Xuan turned around, grabbed the schoolbag strap of the quick-talking little boy, brought him in front of her, and punched him.Director Peng has always suggested that boys cut their haircuts uniformly, because he thinks this hairstyle is the simplest and can best reflect the simple temperament of middle school students. Until he saw someone's cut-length haircut, he took back the original words in silence.Ji Wanxuan has a very eye-catching facial features, but it was smoothed by the soft broken hair in the past, and he loves to laugh. Others will always be attracted by the gentle temperament of the young man, and naturally ignore his flamboyant face the lines.Today's green stubble, which is as short as only a few millimeters, will