love letter from the down and out

I promised in front of Shen Jiazhen that if Shen Fang didn't take the initiative to let go, I would never leave him.But in the end it only proves that he is just a Pinocchio.Human beings seem to have a natural and keen perception of parting.It was like Ji Ning was not awakened by pain for the first time in the early morning.The woman lay on the bed in a daze for a while, smiled, and got up to prepare breakfast for her son.It's like Ji Wanxuan suddenly turned around in the traffic flow that morning, and went against the red light amidst the crowd's yelling and cursing like crazy, just to rush home.The winter of this year was full of goodbyes. After Shen Fang looked at the silly cat of his grandfather's house at the door for a long time, he suddenly turned around and went back to get his coat, and rushed to the street like a maniac to stop a taxi desperately. "I'm going to the airport." Shen Fang interrupted the driver's long safety education.I have to go and get him back.he thinks.It's just that fate played tricks on him again.There is a traffic jam on the viaduct to the airport.Ji Wanxuan couldn't get through on the phone.Shen Fang frowned and looked at the packed traffic in front of him.What if you get off now.As if aware of his thoughts, the driver took the initiative to ask the departure time of the flight he wanted to chase.Just half an hour later, Ji Wanxuan stayed by his side until the last moment in order to leave later.The master shook his head regretfully. "It's too late." From here, it will take 10 to [-] minutes at the fastest, and the plane has stopped boarding by then.Shen Fang endured and endured, his fingers still caught the door switch.But at this moment, the phone rang a "ding dong" in time.Ji Wanxuan: "I'm getting on the plane, I'm about to take off, contact me when I land, don't miss me too much." The heart returned to its original position, struggling to catch its breath in haste.Shen Fang held the phone, and made a movement that woke him up countless times when he dreamed back at midnight.He let go of the car door.At this moment, Shen Fang, who knew nothing about the future, breathed a sigh of relief, bowed his head and replied "yes" to Ji Wanxuan.The congested viaduct is full of thousands of fireworks, the blue sky outside the window is a rare sunny day, and the big cloud clusters spread out a faint glazed brilliance like a cartoon.In the airport waiting hall, the flight that was supposed to take off in more than ten minutes was delayed due to the weather at the previous station, and the boarding time was to be determined.The passengers stranded at the airport complained, but Ji Wanxuan sat in it as if he was out of it.He sat on the seat by the window, looked at the intact red string golden key in his hand, and smiled self-deprecatingly.There are countless planes taking off and landing on the earth every moment, but some people will never have a destination.Goodbye, Shen Fang.He bowed his head and spoke one last time.

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Well, the mirror is broken.Regarding Xiao Ji's long departure, and the nine years that followed, it will probably be another somewhat complicated but beautiful story.Let’s save the rest of the emotional bullshit until the end of the full text. I also feel like an animal when the story pauses here, so remember that there will be another episode in a few years later~ Thank you very much for all the clicks to collect starfish and rewards. I appreciate every comment I read it very carefully, and I also remember every baby very seriously!I will always look forward to your response, and I hope we will meet again in 30 days <－biubiu－?(`ω′∩)

Extra Story Two Hemispheres

It rained again in Yancheng.In the past, Ji Wanxuan's favorite thing was rainy days.No matter light rain or heavy rain, as long as the sky falls into the water, he will not be able to hold back his joy, step on the water with an umbrella, and turn his head to smile at people frequently.Once upon a time.Shen Fang was woken up by the sound of rain falling on the balcony in the morning, just 3 minutes earlier than the alarm clock.He recently started his internship at the hospital and moved into the downtown apartment for convenience.The umbrella on the balcony has been on for several days, and I haven't looked for a chance to put it away.When Shen Fang packed up and was about to go out, he found that the umbrella surface was broken, probably because he didn't pay attention on the way home yesterday, and it scratched somewhere.The area of ​​the hole is small, but the gap is not short. If you push it out like this, you will be in a mess before you leave the community.Shen lay on the balcony looking at the rain covering the sky, lost his mind for a while, then suddenly remembered something, turned around and entered the room, walked to the wardrobe, and opened the innermost drawer.There is a raincoat inside.Printed with HelloKitty.The few things that man left to himself.In the fitting mirror, the young man in a pale pink raincoat had a gloomy and indifferent face, and his lonely eyes were so empty that he didn't even want to take a second look.Shen Fang closed his eyes.The owner went out.The raincoat was put back in place, and the umbrella on the balcony was gone.July is the height of summer, even if Yancheng has been flooded into a "little south of the Yangtze River" in the past two years, as soon as the sun comes out, the gloom that has been woven for days will be swept away in an instant.But the southern hemisphere at this moment seems to be the coldest time of the year.Shen Fang opened the weather software on the subway, and a row of cloudy and sunny icons for Yancheng today popped up automatically on the phone page.He flicked the screen calmly.The weather forecast calls for rain in Melbourne this week.Ji Wanxuan forgot to take an umbrella to go out.He stayed up all night in the library, and when he walked to the door with a cold coffee in his hand, he was startled by the cold drizzle.The campus was full of students wearing various raincoats, laughing and jokingly passing by quickly. Ji Wanxuan threw the coffee cup into the trash can and unzipped the cold jacket.The boy with thick eyebrows and eyes like ink paintings took a deep breath, raised his coat high above his head, and rushed into the rain curtain.He hates rain.The ringing of the phone was not very obvious in this rainy day, but Ji Wanxuan was absent-minded on the way, and his pace became slower and slower, and finally he didn't even bother to stop the rain.Putting the coat back on her body, her black hair was instantly wet and fell in front of her eyes.Ji Wanxuan took out her vibrating mobile phone from her trouser pocket, and connected her roommate's call. "Hi." His voice was hoarse, as if he had been thrown into the desert without drinking water for half a month.His throat was a little sore, which might be a sign of a cold, and he was also exposed to the rain.Ji Wanxuan frowned, and found a nearby bulletin board with a canopy and stood over it.He has no right to be sick now. "Ja.ven, where are you? Let me give you an umbrella." The roommate is a banana man about his age, with a personality like a child, but occasionally he is good at taking care of others.Ji Wanxuan cleared her throat, which was stinging when she pulled it, and said "thank you" in a low voice. "I just came out of the library, I'll be back later, don't worry." "Really?" Xue Jiayin worried, "Your voice sounds like you were gang-raped by eight big men for three days and three nights." Ji Wanxuan Hang up the phone.Xue Jiayin's Chinese is not good, and most of the time he doesn't know what he is talking about.Ji Wanxuan advised herself.Don't get angry, there is no one to replace you when you get sick.The phone rang again.He frowned and wanted to scold the child, but the caller ID showed another person who was unexpected and reasonable.Ji Wanxuan raised his head, staring silently at the string of raindrops under the canopy. "Hello, Mr. Shen." My throat hurts, it hurts, it hurts.The hospital is still very busy today. After a day's work, I have to write operation records when I go back, and there are still a few exams lined up at the back.Shen Fang had a short rest in the evening, stood hungry at the smoking place at the end of the corridor, closed his eyes and took out a cigarette.In the past few years, he deliberately quit smoking, but occasionally when the pressure is too great, he still bites the cigarette holder to calm down.In the first year of college, Shen Fang suffered from severe insomnia.The dormitory is a double room, and no matter how lightly you turn over, it will inevitably disturb your roommates. He often stands on the balcony of the dormitory at night, smoking a whole pack of cigarettes in silence until he sees the dawn in the distance.The roommate was probably frightened by his reckless night owl behavior. One day, Shen placed it on his desk and saw a lot of paper reports that had been specially cut out. "Stay up late", "sudden death", "should be shortened" and so on.He twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled unexpectedly.From that day on, Shen Fang started to quit smoking and forced himself to fall asleep at night.Those who don't care will risk their lives. "Ji Wan, are you alright?" Someone seemed to say such a sentence across the wall.Shen Fang's fingers trembled, and the unburned cigarette fell to the ground. When he regained consciousness, he was already standing in the corridor, holding the wrist of the man called "Ji Wan".He had the wrong person.From the moment he saw this person's back, he knew he had made a mistake.But I still couldn't help but have unrealistic fantasies in my heart. "I'm sorry." Shen let go of his hand.Ji Wanxuan pushed open the door of the coffee shop.The moment he walked in, he was a little dazed.It seemed that every time I met with Shen Jiazhen was in a coffee shop, but Mr. Shen didn't seem to know that the person who connected the two of them was allergic to caffeine.A very ironic story.Five years in the blink of an eye, Ji Wanxuan is no longer a teenager, Mr. Shen is still Mr. Shen.What about Shen Fang?Ji Wanxuan resisted the urge to run away, and walked slowly, step by step, to the man who was quietly waiting for her.He thought that he would have to question this person many, many words. "Is Brother Fang okay?" But he asked.he's good.Also very bad.The expected answer, but Ji Wanxuan didn't dare to continue asking.This conversation was nothing more than drinking poison to quench thirst. Shen Jiazhen gifted the little hooligan at the bottom of the cliff a rope, but it was only enough for him to hang himself.Ji Wanxuan looked at the floor-to-ceiling windows that had been soaked into oil paintings for a long time, and suddenly asked: "Mr. Shen, why did you come to me?" Shen Jiazhen's voice was very soft: "Apologize for my rashness." It's too late.Ji Wanxuan lowered her eyelids and smiled.This cup of coffee was ordered by Mr. Shen, but Ji Wanxuan took out all his poor hourly wages from his pocket and handed it to him. "Let's make it AA, I hope