love letter from the down and out

up. "It's okay, it's not far away, call a car and we'll be there soon." Jiang Yunqing opened her mouth and finally said nothing, she was also smiling when she nodded in agreement, but she was a little disappointed when she turned around and went back to fetch his coat.Ji Yuan's house has many houses, and one room has been prepared since moving here ten years ago, earlier than Ji Wanxuan's departure and Ji Kele's birth.Ji Wanxuan also knows, but he has never lived in it.He was at a loss and wanted to catch up to hug his aunt, but he didn't know what to say.What to say, even he himself doesn't know what this weird attachment is for.Ji Yuan patted him on the shoulder, and said nonchalantly, "Come and get something before leaving." Ji Wanxuan followed him into the study, watching his uncle rummaging through the bookcase absently, and it took him a long time to find anything. "I didn't expect you to come here today, I found it now, take it back." Ji Yuan picked up a portfolio and handed it over. "What is this?" Ji Wanxuan was curious.He thought that Ji Yuan just wanted to help him change the subject, so he came to pick up a book casually, but there is really something?He pinched the white rope and twirled the file buckle a few times, half of the thick document was poured out, just enough to see the square characters on the first page clearly. "Great Expectations".Ji Wanxuan raised his head with a shake of his hands, facing Ji Yuan's eyes that were half down when he lit a cigarette last time. "After so many years, it's time to finish the question, Ji Doudou."

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Doudou screamed: Don't tell me to pop my pimples!Let’s make a transition today, and the next chapter will officially start to be sweet. In addition, I’ve been taking the time to save the draft of the new article recently. It’s exhausting to get the name of the supporting role. You can take whatever you want. All available, long-term effective

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The work is as busy as ever, the school and the practice hospital are far away, so I have to leave early in the morning.Shen Fang barely squinted for a while when the sky was about to dawn, and the alarm rang before he fell into a deep sleep. "Another night?" The roommate who opened the door was not too surprised, but kindly persuaded: "Do you want to see a doctor?" It seems a bit ridiculous to say this, after all, they are studying clinical science.However, there are specializations in the surgery industry, and psychology and cardiology are two completely different fields.Shen Fang let out an "um", got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash his face.In fact, he has been used to it for a long time. When he was a boy, he often sat alone until dawn.It has been much better in the past few years, but it is only in the past few days that I can't sleep occasionally.And it's not that I didn't fall asleep at all, but I fell into a dream in a light sleep, and the memories were mixed with absurdity. Often waking up was more exhausting than insomnia.The cold water splashed on his face sobered up a little, Shen Fang raised his head from the pool, and saw clearly the pale face of the person in the mirror, and the pair of tired but stubborn phoenix eyes.He frowned and looked sideways, unwilling to meet his gaze.Shen Fang's dark circles haven't disappeared in the past few years, and his skin is fair. He was dubbed Dracula of the medical school by his classmates when he first entered university. fight. "Do you want to take the bus? There was a traffic accident on the road this morning, and it is probably blocked, so let's squeeze the subway." The roommate reminded outside the door.He said "um", and realized that he seemed to be too cold, so he said "thank you" in a hoarse voice.The off-road vehicle has been parked in the hospital parking lot for many days since it came back from delivering Ji Wanxuan that day, and I don't know how much parking fees it has accumulated.Shen Fang pressed his forehead, reminding himself to remember to drive the car home today.He left home to attend the wedding that day, and there was no direct subway to his destination, so he simply drove there.Off-roading is an adult gift given to him by Shen Jiazhen, but the number of times Shen Fang drove out can be counted on one's fingers, and the classmates around him didn't even know that he had driven on the elevated road before he became an adult. ... probably shouldn't have gone.The wedding was an accident, but it was his impulse to meet Ji Wanxuan for the second time.After returning from the coffee shop that day, he went straight to the hospital to work overtime until midnight. After taking a nap, he got up and went back to school to do experiments. After that, he fell asleep intermittently.He really didn't expect to meet Ji Wanxuan suddenly.Shen Fang didn't keep in touch with his former classmates, and he didn't know when this person came back.The last time he went to a college classmate's wedding, he was late because of a traffic jam. When he walked to the door and saw the dense crowd of heads in the lobby, he felt his scalp tingle for a while, so he turned around and left after leaving some money.This time, in order to avoid the same situation from happening again, he went out early, but the road conditions were much better than expected, almost all the way was unimpeded, and he didn't even encounter two red lights.He arrived early, had nothing to do, wandered around with his pocket in his pocket, and soon in a rather hidden place, he saw a beautiful young man coaxing a child.After such a long time, Shen Fang occasionally wondered if he could recognize Ji Wanxuan at a glance if he saw Ji Wanxuan again.Sometimes I think it’s okay, sometimes I think it’s difficult. The bigger possibility is that they might just pass by in the crowd like that. This life passes by in a blink of an eye, and they don’t even know that they almost met again.But the real situation is that he indeed, on a certain day in the spring nine years later, immediately recognized this person's long and powerful arms, and that side face that occasionally blinked a few times unconsciously.The idea of ​​saying hello or not only appeared for a few seconds, and the body had already taken a step ahead, walking over to support the young man who was about to jump off.When Ji Wanxuan turned around and stared at him in a daze, Shen Fang was actually a little dazed.He was wondering if the place he touched just now was the flesh and blood that Ji Wanxuan once helped him block and hurt.It has been nine years, and the cracked bones have grown back long ago, so the words and things they have done, the casual and warm daily life between them, have they been irreparably diluted over the years? In the end, they failed to leave a single trace in each other's flesh and blood.But after nine years, the relationship between Ji Wanxuan and his friends is still very good.I haven't seen him for many years, but he is still able to chat and laugh freely with people, even if he doesn't speak, he can blend into the crowd naturally.Faint, but always the invisible subject.He was like this when he was in school, no matter whether he was introverted or not, Ji Wanxuan was always the most dazzling one, and everyone would look at him unconsciously.And as much as I like him, I am afraid of this in my heart.When Shen Fang was a teenager, he could hold the postcard that Ji Wanxuan gave him, and think with absolute certainty that he was indispensable to him.But now.Shen Fang didn't think of an answer, but Zheng Xi who was next to him struck up a conversation with him.Except for the school team members and the few people who had traveled together, Shen Fang didn't know most of the people who came to this wedding, and Zheng Xi was rare, and happened to be one of the few intersecting elements in these two sets.Over the years, Shen Fang's temperament has improved a lot, as if he was wrapped in a water film, and there are very few things that can overly touch his emotions.He felt that this change was good, but Zhang Lening always looked at him sadly, and occasionally complained weakly: "Brother, do you feel that you have been alienated from me recently." Shen Fang: "No " Little Glasses pursed his mouth and felt aggrieved for a while, and soon laughed again: "Forget it, you are already the most enthusiastic one in alienation, I am very satisfied." Shen Fang couldn't understand what he was talking about , I can understand and feel that he is talking nonsense.If he is alienated from someone, Zheng Xi will have a good chat with him.And I don't know whether Zheng Xi is too dull or too smart, the two of them very tacitly skipped the graduation trip with countless memories, and started chatting directly after the college entrance examination, and naturally mentioned the project of Shen's company.Shen Fang and Shen Jiazhen have reconciled a lot in the past few years, but they still have no interest in company management. Fortunately, that person didn't force him.Zheng Xi had heard about this a little bit, and he was just talking nonsense, and by the way jokingly said that he might have this opportunity because of Shen Fang's credit, why not treat him to a meal another day, and call Ji Wan too, Old classmates have a good get together.Shen Fang is one level younger than them, so he can't be considered an old classmate.But looking at Zheng Xi's eyes, it really meant that he was a mascot, as if he was really looking forward to some good luck that he could bring him.Shen Fang twitched the corners of his mouth, and declined with a light smile: "No need to spend money." Zheng Xi was not discouraged: "If you don't eat, I'll pass by your school one day, just have a cup of coffee." After finishing speaking, he was afraid that he would be rejected again As if, he picked up the wine glass, raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "Just for the sake of friendship with classmates?" Shen Fang was noncommittal, and lightly clinked glasses with him.The world of adults is full of politeness, but he never expected that Zheng Xi would be a rare and honest person.When the other party sent the location, Shen Fang just came out of the school and was about to take a car to the hospital when he saw another message that followed. "Ji Wan is here too." During the graduation trip that year, Zheng Xi was so dull that he became the last person who knew about the relationship between the two boys in the team. He probably had a difficult mood after returning.Now that several years have passed, brother Xi finally regained [-]%.When these four words are pronounced, Shen Fang will not fail to pass.As Zheng Xi said, it should be for the love of classmates.It's just that it's passed, and I saw it, but after returning, he couldn't continue the calm and indifferent sitting opposite that person, and he started to suffer from insomnia and dreams again.Last night's dream was complicated and lengthy, except for exhaustion, which did not leave any traces as usual, Shen Fang even had no time to recall, so he was squeezed into a frown on the subway in the morning rush hour.Insomnia and traffic jams, he didn't get a good start to the day, and after changing into a white coat, his ugly face increased exponentially, and even the talkative little nurse didn't dare to talk to him.Taking his chief mentor to participate in an international forum in other places these two days, although the tasks left behind are not heavy, Shen Fang did not