love letter from the down and out

Yin.

Back at the bar, Master Xue, who had almost the same drinking capacity as Ja.ven on weekdays, was very competitive today. Although his eyes were blurred and drunk, he could still speak clearly.

"In Melbourne, our two bedrooms are connected, and there is a shared bathroom in the middle, which can be directly entered from both doors.

met him. "

Xue Jiayin skipped classes during the day and sang in bars at night, her work and rest were upside down. Ji Wanxuan worked an unknown number of jobs at the time, but she always went out in the morning and came back at night.

It's not surprising that they haven't met before. Xue Jiayin often even forgets that he has a new roommate.

Until one day, when Singer Xue was resting at home and sleeping in a daze on the bed, he suddenly heard the sound of water in the bathroom.

The sun had just set at that time, and according to his schedule for the past week, Xue Jiayin should have gone out by now.

Perhaps knowing this, the people in the bathroom played music.

"You don't even know how much the songs he likes suit my taste," Xue Jiayin sat up propped up, gesticulating with his tongue, "and I haven't heard many of them! At that time, I

I got up from the bed immediately, squatted behind the door and started listening to songs. "

Ji Wanxuan still doesn't know that Xue Jiayin was so kind to him when they met officially for the first time, not only because of the plate of baked buns, but also because of the fact that he

Help him expand a large number of playlists.

Xiao Guan laughed: "Brother-in-law of the big boss, you are really interesting."

Xue Jiayin propped up his side face disapprovingly, his eyes just caught the man who came back from the lounge, his eyes lit up immediately, he pointed at him and shouted: "Hey! I have pursued your old man

Po! "

Shen Fang: "?"

Xiao Guan: "..."

Forget it, he really has the same drinking capacity as Ji Wanxuan, and he is also drunk.

Shen Fang walked over with steady steps, even so good-looking that he could be called elegant. Xue Jiayin watched the other person approach step by step, and sat on the seat next to him, tilting his head involuntarily.

Lie down on his folded arms, earnestly praised: "You are so pretty, no wonder Ja.ven misses you so much."

His reason was superficial, but the result was very pleasant. Shen Fang softened his eyes and asked him in a low voice: "Why can't you forget?"

Xue Jiayin pouted: "He even refused to accept my pursuit, of course he never forgets it!"

Xiaoguan's face was dark, and he was always paying attention to the situation, ready to call the boss at any time to ask for help, but he didn't expect that Shen Fang was not angry.

He even drank lemonade calmly.

Xue Jiayin seemed a little sleepy, but he still refused to fall asleep, so he couldn't help but began to recall the past again.

In the southern hemisphere, men and women come and go, but Yin always considers himself Ja.ven's best friend.

Except for the taciturn Filipino maid, Ji Wanxuan spent more time with him than the pair of parents who hadn't seen each other several times throughout the year since childhood.

Xue Jiayin loves to drink and always gets drunk, but after meeting Ji Wanxuan, someone came to pick him up every time.

He has never met a more gentle person than Ja.ven.

One night, when Xue Jiayin hadn't bought a sports car, and Ji Wanxuan had just adapted to the harmonious coexistence of part-time work and school, Ja.ven, who finished the night shift, was drunk on his back.

Yin went home.

The two of them are about the same height, and Ji Wanxuan's back is not spacious, but inexplicably, when Xue Jiayin nestled behind him, he felt a sense of peace of mind that he had never felt before.

He couldn't help calling him: "Ja.ven."

The other party was very gentle: "Huh?"

Xue Jiayin asked him, "Are you lonely?"

On the empty street, Ji Wanxuan suddenly stopped.

Xue Jiayin was a little drunk, but his eyes were clear, soft and bright.

"I'm lonely too."

For the first time in his life, he felt his heart beating like a drum: "If you want, we..."

"Yin."

Ji Wanxuan interrupted him softly.

The boy's voice was soft and nostalgic in the summer evening breeze, but it's a pity that all the emotions in the words belonged to another person and had nothing to do with him.

He said: "Iha.vesomeoneItrulylove."

The entropy value of the heartbeat jumped down a bit too fast, Xue Jiayin's first confession in life ended before it even started.

But he laughed, his voice was very sweet: "I know."

thank you for telling me.

After so many years, Xue Jiayin has never known who is really "truly loved" by Ji Wanxuan, but she has never guessed blindly.

There are many people who like Ja.ven, curly-haired Indians, blond and blue-eyed beautiful sisters, and even the calm and restrained Chinese brother in their company.

But Xue Jiayin could tell that none of them were.

But in the second hour after returning to Yancheng, seeing the joy and relaxation on Ji Wanxuan's face that he had never seen before, Xue Jiayin knew that it should be the man beside him

The.

Ji Wanxuan admires him very, very much.

Luckily this one looks like it too.

This afternoon, Ji Wanxuan made a mistake when he asked him to "forget". This agreement only takes effect when they are both sober, but now they are both drunk.

Xue Jiayin couldn't help but want to say more, it's better to say everything.

But he didn't know where to start.

As if seeing the confusion in his eyes, Shen Fang lowered his voice and asked patiently: "When did he drink heavily?"

Xue Jiayin was surprised: "Did you hear that?"

He was covered by Ji Wanxuan before he finished speaking at that time, and the three of them didn't mention it all afternoon, and they thought it was really hidden.

Shen Fang was noncommittal.

He could hear that the following conversations were not for him to listen to at will, so Xiao Guan leaned to the side, quietly setting aside a quiet corner for them.

Xue Jiayin lowered her head, and suddenly felt a lot of grievances for Ji Wanxuan.

"He owed money, a lot of money."

Shen Jiazhen's money.

Even though he had roughly guessed the vague appearance of the incident that year from Zhang Lening's many hints, Shen Fang still couldn't help trembling when he heard the retelling of the people who witnessed it again.

She twitched her eyelashes, feeling that her internal organs had been rubbed.

Not painful, but very sour.

"In order to repay the money, he gave up a good opportunity and chose another more powerful firm, but he was not happy."

The personnel affairs of that company are very complicated. It took Ji Wanxuan a month to apply for the job. Later, he gained experience. In order to return to China as soon as possible, he began to prepare for leaving early.

ready.

But in the earliest month, during the intermittent days without work, Ji Wanxuan began to drink heavily.

At first it was getting drunk in bars.

Except to pick up Xue Jiayin, he has never been to a bar for a drink. When someone in the bar called and asked him to pick up a drunk customer, Xue Jiayin even thought it was Ji Wanxuan's phone that was stolen.

stolen.

But no, the one holding the lamppost by the side of the road and spitting out all the bitterness was indeed his reserved roommate who didn't drink at all.

As long as he has free time, Ji Wanxuan will go to drink, and he even stayed in the hospital once for this. Xue Jiayin helped this person to wash his stomach overnight. It was a very, very bad experience.

But Xue Jiayin couldn't stop him, so he had to settle for the next best thing. He bought a lot of low-alcohol canned beer and asked Ja.ven to drink it at home.

He was very distressed at the time, and didn't know how to help his roommate solve the bad habit of drinking, but one month later, before he officially started working, Ji Wanxuan returned to normal by himself.

He has a willpower that Xue Jiayin can't even imagine.

"Before Ja.ven entered the firm, many people did not understand his choice, but he did a very good job, better than everyone imagined. To celebrate his short

During the year, he was promoted and raised his salary. We held a surprise party for Ja.ven. "

Pushing open the door and walking through the dark entrance, the living room suddenly became brightly lit.

The not-so-large space was filled with friends in fancy clothes. Ji Wanxuan was sprayed with ribbons on his forehead. He was really surprised and happy, and smiled helplessly as he plucked the crumbs from his hair

come out.

He drank a lot that night, maybe he was drunk, maybe he wasn't drunk, but he couldn't stand still. In the end, Xue Jiayin helped him to send his friends to the door one by one.

The Indian boy who once confessed to him but is now with another girl was the last one to leave. He looked at Ji Wanxuan with a very gentle gaze.

Xue Jiayin was startled.

But the boy just blessed him sincerely: "Youwillha.veaverybeautifullife, Ja.ven."

Ji Wanxuan hugged him with a smile, for the oolong of the past, but also for the calmness of the present.

A tacky yet beautiful urban story, Xue Jiayin thought.

Perhaps in order to match his thoughts, after the other party got into the car, Ji Wanxuan still stood by the side of the road, ecstatically watching the departing night taxi taking the passengers home.

He stood for a long time.

When Xue Jiayin thought that he might be standing on the side of the road to wake up his head, Ji Wanxuan suddenly lowered his head and gave a short laugh.

He spoke softly, but Xue Jiayin heard it.

"But I hate my life."

Three years later, Xue Jiayin sat up from the high stool, his eyes were as red as when he heard this whisper that night.

The rock singer hoarse: "He's had a really hard time. It's not easy."

Please love him well.

Shen Fang's voice was very soft, almost like a sigh.

"I know."