love letter from the down and out

..." He paused suspiciously, and in a panic, his eyes slid to the boy's collar that was blown away by the wind, and he caught a glimpse of the delicate collarbones that were looming. Ji Wanxuan is really thin, and it looks like it will break when folded Yes, there is an extremely fragile beauty. Shen Fang sat lightly on the grass next to him, pressing his forehead to interrupt his thoughts of wandering on the edge of danger. How can such a delicate body achieve the conditions? The reflex helped him catch the fatal blow? Shen Fang sighed softly. He still thought that this person was nosy at the time. He always couldn't figure out Ji Wanxuan's thoughts. Now it is, and it is often. But no matter How, it will get better. There is still a period of lunch break, and if you are lucky, you can have a good dream. Shen Fang slowed down and picked up the mobile phone that was still playing cross talk on the lawn. The password Ji Wanxuan told him, 0001——Xiao Ji believes that the simplest is the hardest. But Shen Fang didn’t even lose a single number. As soon as his right thumb was placed on the home button, the phone was automatically unlocked. He canceled the password? Confused, but didn't go into the details, just turned down the volume of the earphones and set an alarm clock, then locked the screen and put the phone back to Ji Wanxuan's side. He walked silently, under the burden of one sentence after another , I couldn’t even hear the rustling of grass leaves. Only a school uniform jacket that was soaked in laundry detergent smelled very good. Ji Wanxuan was the only one left in the back mountain. His left ear was Guo Degang, and his right ear The ear was Yu Qian, and he didn't know which joke had poked his nerves. The boy stretched out his right hand and carefully pinched the corner of the school uniform. Slowly pulled up the jacket with two fingers until it covered the entire sleeping face. His eyes are still closed, slowly shrinking into a ball like a baby in a mother's body. The sun is very warm, and under the cover of the white school uniform, is his bright world.

it's just hard not to be tempted

Uncle Nie's small yard has been very quiet recently.Without Nie Ziyu's voice reciting books every morning and evening, even Ji Wanxuan seldom came out to do homework.Uncle Nie was very lonely, so he brought a dog back one morning.Gu Chenxing: "...Why are you looking at me? I'm human." Ji Wanxuan hugged the big bowl of strawberries that Aunt Bai washed for him, and looked suspiciously around Faxiao.Today is Saturday, Ning Zeyang, a restless guy, gathers a group of boys to play football at the stadium, why doesn't Gu Chenxing come here to join in the fun.Gu Chenxing was upset: "I'm from class two, okay?" Ji Wanxuan: "Then why did you go to play with me last week?" Gu Chenxing was confident: "I was an honorary member of class one last week." Ji Wanxuan flipped He rolled his eyes.Fu Yingying gave birth to a litter of cubs, and they were ready to give away when they were a few months old.Gu Chenxing carefully selected the most beautiful little wolf dog, and hurriedly ran to Fa Xiao's house to send him warmth. "Uncle Nie, do you like it? I've been picking for a long time, and only this little bitch is the cutest and smartest, and no other little male can compare to it." Gu Chenxing grinned his white teeth and acted obediently. Uncle Nie won't hear a word.Ji Wanxuan's eyelids twitched, turned around and walked into the house.Gu Chenxing flattered the adults, but Yu Guang followed Xiao Ji closely. When he saw him turn around, he also wanted to enter the house. At the same time, he turned his neck and shouted loudly: "Master, the dog is named after its mother's surname." Fu Mengmeng!" Ji Wanxuan couldn't stand him a little bit, and retreated to the bed after entering the room, wrapped in a quilt to play games.Gu Chenxing is more familiar with his house than his own, and he is not in a hurry to enter Xiao Ji's room after entering the door. He fetches water to boil and waters a flower, and spends about ten minutes leisurely, playing a game in Ji When it was over, he walked in with two cups of milk tea. "Double row?" Ji Wanxuan threw the phone aside and lay down lazily: "No, it's so boring." Gu Chenxing had a very good attitude, and echoed: "I think so too, but my deskmate always pulls on me." Ranking, headache. In order to decline him, I specially bought an English online class, and I will send him a live broadcast as soon as he sends an invitation." Ji Wanxuan poked a messy head out of the bed: "How much is the online class?" Gu Chenxing: "Not much, 1888." Ji Wanxuan: "...Are you really attending the class?" Gu Chenxing was surprised: "Listen to the class? What class are you listening to? I have suffered from insomnia recently, and that is the money that Ms. Fu gave me to see a doctor. You Don’t you think English listening is very suitable for hypnosis?” Ji Wanxuan felt that he had nothing to say to rich people: “I prefer AS. Eat? That person is actually my dearest good friend?" Ji Wanxuan couldn't take it anymore, he threw off the quilt, rushed over and grabbed Gu Chenxing's neck: "Please don't learn from Ning Zeyang." The two twitched like they were having fun, Gu Chenxing flipped onto Ji Wanxuan from the lower position with a clever effort, and raised his heroic eyebrows: "Please don't make me and the captain better." Ji Wanxuan was all over It's all itchy meat, and every time this link comes, there is no doubt that you will lose.He smiled with tears in his eyes, dodging Gu Chenxing's up and down hands and shouted: "I was wrong! Gu puppy!" Gu Chenxing: "Who is the most handsome in the world?" Ji Wanxuan: "Yancheng Gu puppy!" Chen Xing let go of his hand in satisfaction, allowing his defeated opponent to calm down and breathe.Fighting consumes a lot of calories. The two sat side by side on the head of the bed, and they were quiet for a while, feeling the inexplicable "after-event" atmosphere in the air, and laughed at the same time.Gu Chenxing rested one arm behind his head, and lazily picked up the big strawberry Ji Wanxuan left for him. "Everyone is very curious, why do you suddenly avoid sinking and let go like a tiger." Ji Wanxuan: "..." Gu Chenxing ignored his sudden silence, and said to himself: "Why, teasing? It's because I told you Because Shen Fang was harassed by a male teacher? Or did I say he was homophobic?" Ji Wanxuan lay down on his back and quietly turned his back to the boy.Gu Chenxing: "Although everyone agrees that true love is gender-neutral, it is really difficult to suddenly find out that the people around you may be gay. Funny, do you think that Shen Fang is actually gay, are you afraid?" Gu Chenxing Ji Wanxuan's thinking jumped too fast, Ji Wanxuan didn't keep up for a while, and his eyes widened blankly.Sitting next to him, Xiao Gu speculated more and more outrageously: "Do you think Shen Fang is good to you for other purposes? I think so, that guy is too good to you. Sometimes even I feel ashamed, but you guys Have you known each other for half a semester, haven't you? What does he like about you? Good-looking? Good at studying? Good personality? He is really unscrupulous..." "Stop it," Ji Wanxuan turned over, frowning tightly Get up, "Don't say that about him." Gu Chenxing stopped talking, but looked at him very gently, as if he had suddenly built a safe haven on the wasteland.Ji Wanxuan: "..." He realized the purpose of Faxiao's visit today, and slowly sat up from the bed.Gu Chenxing approached slowly, held Ji Wanxuan's cold palm, pressed against his forehead, and made a very soft sound. "Do you like boys, Doudou?" Don't be afraid, Doudou.Ji Wanxuan's fingertips couldn't help trembling, but Gu Chenxing held her tightly, and she seemed to be holding it forever until she got an answer.Finally, he lowered his eyes and said "hmm".Surprisingly, admitting to this unspeakable affair doesn't seem as painful as it might seem.Gu Chenxing asked him if he was, and he said yes.So the stone that had been entrenched in his heart for a long time and pressed him day and night was suddenly moved away. Even if it was only for a short moment, Ji Wanxuan grasped the gap and could take a deep breath of fresh air from the outside world.It turned out to be that simple.If, if it was not someone else who knew about this incident back then, but Gu Chenxing or Luchai, then everything would not have happened.He will grow up very ordinary, but he will also grow up very well, and he will not fall into the inescapable self-loathing from time to time like now.Gu Chenxing rubbed his hair reassuringly, "One more question." Ji Wanxuan couldn't help pricking up his ears—he wanted to hear more from Xing Xing, what else did he want to ask?Gu Chenxing: "Do you like me? The kind that makes love." Ji Wanxuan: "..." The tenderness in his heart was gone, he pushed Gu Chenxing away, and categorically denied: "No!" He breathed a sigh of relief: "Great!" Ji Wanxuan: "?" Seeing that he was about to be kicked out, Gu Chenxing immediately made amends: "I am very sure that I like girls, if you like me--although I also I like you very much, baby—but I'm destined not to give you a reciprocal response. It's not fair, tease." They have known each other for more than ten years, and each has mastered each other's emotional switches.Ji Wanxuan's frenzied mood was soothed in a second, and he calmed down almost obediently.Gu Chenxing looked at his expression, and his tone became more and more gentle: "Lu Kai will not marry Lulu in this life, and he is not blessed. Except for us, I will bless anyone you like." Ji Wanxuan rubbed his eyes: "Where's Ning Zeyang?" Gu Chenxing: "..." He broke down a bit, his face was full of "Do you appreciate it?"Ji Wanxuan held back her laughter, and continued to look at him inscrutablely.Gu Chenxing was defeated, and sighed: "The captain has just opened his heart, but his brain has not yet been opened. Let's take the time to brainwash him every day. I believe that one day you will... fall in love." The last few words were gnashing teeth. from.Ji Wanxuan laughed loudly and fell on the bed.Gu Chenxing finally realized that he was being tricked, so he chased after him and started a fight with him again.The fight between the two stopped after a while, and they lay head to head on the bed panting and dazed.I don't know how long it took before Gu Chenxing broke the silence. "Do you like Shen Fang, Doudou?" Ji Wanxuan clasped one hand into a ring, placed it in front of her eyes and looked out the window.The last rays of sunshine in autumn were absorbed into his eyes.He smiled, so frankly: "Yeah.