love letter from the down and out

But I can't tell my mother, which is really the biggest distress.Go back to the bed and lie down again, this time Ji Wanxuan fell asleep quickly, and dreamed of Shen Fang as he wished.In the dream, they became classmates, and they were inseparable every day. Even Gu Chenxing became jealous and asked him whether it was good to choose a star or not.But it was Shen Fang who made the decision for himself, not someone else.The boy's expression was as indifferent as the snow on the Tianshan Mountains, even when they first met, they had never had such a icy tone. "You like me? That's why you treat me well, approach me, and be friends with me? With all due respect, your behavior is no different from that person, and it makes me sick." Ji Wanxuan in the dream When I entered the ice cave, my whole body was shivering with cold, but I couldn't speak a word.He seemed to have truly heard such a passage, but that person hadn't brought him much reaction before.But this time it was Shen Fang, Ji Wanxuan immediately felt an unbearable suffocation.It was as if there was such a large piece of flesh and blood in the heart that had been dug out from the outside.Ji Wanxuan woke up from the dream.There was a coolness in the corner of his eyes, he opened his sleepy eyes in panic, and felt two lines of moisture.The winter of the flowing water is getting deeper, and the weather in Yancheng is suddenly cold on the night of the first snow. No matter whether the boy lives in the west of the city or the north of the city, he is locked up by the heavy snow that blocks the sky.Two pages of the calendar were torn off. On this Sunday, Shen Fang went to the Children's Palace to pick up the little girl again, full of excitement and apprehension.But standing by the door, he didn't know whether he was relieved or disappointed to find that the one who disturbed his heartstrings the most among the children in the room was not here today.Ji Wanxuan was lazily nestling in the room, making video calls with his sister Xiaoyu.The art test will start in less than half a month. Although the adults and children in the yard are not clear, they are all very nervous. Only Nie Ziyu is calm and relaxed. He goes to bed early and wakes up early every day, with a ruddy complexion. "It's nothing, I don't feel nervous if I fight to the death." Before she left, she took off her braces, and her cuteness was cut by half, but the artist's taste became stronger when she was holding a pencil in her mouth.Ji Wanxuan scratched her ears, and felt that it was meaningless to ask her how she was preparing for the exam and whether she was nervous or not, so she said, "Sister, what did you draw today? Can I have a look?" Nie Ziyu was on the way from the dormitory to the studio, Hearing the little brother's request, he raised the drawing board in his hand and faced the camera.The brightly colored gouache has not been painted yet, and it can be seen that it will be a very dreamy landscape painting.Nie Ziyu studied painting with Ji Ning when she was a child, and later her personal style became more and more prominent. Ji Ning felt that there was nothing to teach her, so she introduced Xiaoyu to the studio where she learned painting when she was a child. Academy of Arts.Ji Wanxuan admired for a while, although his head was very empty, he didn't even need to type a draft when the words of praise came out of his mouth.Nie Ziyu's teeth were a little sour when he heard it, and interrupted: "Honey, I don't have time to pay attention to your growth and life for a while, where is the progress of the emotional story?" There is no progress, and I dare not make any progress.Ji Wanxuan lowered her eyelids and became wilted again.He originally thought well, hopeless love, who wouldn't talk about it in this lifetime?It's just a secret love, but Shen Fang is also worth it.But the past experience left too much shadow on him, even if he could muster up the courage, he would not dare to hurt Shen Fang any more.Brother Fang was very unfortunate to encounter such a thing in the past.I wasn't by his side at the time, but now I am, how can I let him get hurt again.One or two, approaching him is all for this kind of thing, Shen Fang should be so irritated.Wrapped in the quilt, Ji Wanxuan sighed countless times, only thinking that after the first snow, he would soon turn gray.There are so many classes in the school, but there is no practical use. Why is there no teacher to tell them how to like someone. "Sister, how did you handle it..." Nie Ziyu was a little stuck: "Ask me why, everyone's situation is different." Ji Wanxuan played tricks: "You let me listen to it for reference, I'm so confused Now." Nie Ziyu: "..." She hesitated for a long time, and said unnaturally: "I don't want her to feel embarrassed about how to get along with me after she knows that I like her. The way she looks now is very good, and I am very satisfied. "So she found a male classmate with a good relationship and pretended to be her object, so that some intimacy she couldn't control at ordinary times could be completely wrapped in the protective veil of friendship, and everyone believed it.Ji Wanxuan: "!" The younger brother's eyes lit up all of a sudden, Nie Ziyu thought it was bad, and was about to continue, but the other side had already said "I'll hang up first, we'll talk later" and cut off the video.Before she could say the last sentence "but she is ignoring me now", Nie Ziyu had already walked to the door of the studio. "Still going in?" The classmate looked back at her with the bucket in hand.Nie Ziyu raised his head and smiled: "Right now." The classmate kindly reminded: "Hurry up, be careful not to be caught playing with your mobile phone by Lao Bei." Nie Ziyu: "Well, thank you." The girl paused and frowned before entering the classroom. Brow sent another message in the past.Don't do things you regret, tease.Do you regret it?Ji Wanxuan got up from the bed to put on his coat.If he messed up his relationship with Shen Fang because of his greed, he would really regret it.

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Ding, the countdown to the chick's troubles.

Love trading

On Monday morning, Ji Wanxuan and Peng Ye walked side by side and sneaked into the campus like thieves.If Director Peng could catch them today, he would be able to hear the two furtively having a tense exchange.Peng Ye's palms were sweating a little: "...what should we do?" Ji Wanxuan also stuttered a bit: "Didn't you write the script at McDonald's all afternoon yesterday? Let's do it." Hearing what Nie Ziyu said, he felt that the people who came here just had something method, immediately decided to infer other cases from one instance, and learn and apply them flexibly.There are not many girls who play well with Ji Wanxuan, except for Wen Ya, only Peng Ye is left.The former is now in an ambiguity with Zheng Xi, he dare not touch his sweetheart in the Sports Committee, so he can only focus on Er Peng.Although I am a little sorry for the senior, taking this opportunity can also make Peng Ye think about whether she likes that person or not.After stating her request and suggestion on the phone, the girl was silent for half a minute. When Ji Wanxuan was hesitating whether to let it go, Peng also agreed.The two met at Wuyi Square, squeezed together outside the dessert station in the cold winter wind, and got half the price of the second cone, and they hit it off.But when he came back on the weekend, Peng Ye was still a little bit conflicted: "But I don't want to kiss you." Ji Wanxuan: "...There is no such thing in the script." Peng Ye was still hesitating: "Then do we need to hold hands?" The two fell into deep thought and shivered tacitly.Ji Wanxuan: "Let's not think about this for now, let's go back and publicize it first." Peng Ye nodded suddenly: "Okay, okay." Ji Wanxuan kept a big sugar bowl in his desk basket all year round, which contained everything from chocolate to There are all kinds of fruit candy, although everyone coveted it for a long time, they are not embarrassed to really open their mouths.But I didn't expect that this morning, Xiao Ji took the initiative to hold his precious sugar bowl, starting from the first row of Class 1 (Second Year 6), and sending it out one by one.Ning Zeyang looked puzzled: "Is today a good day? Isn't the school celebration over?" Ji Wanxuan ignored the class monitor's political speech anytime and anywhere, just looked at his half-empty sugar bowl, enough to make the students around him The voice that I heard explained slowly: "My wedding candy." Students: "..." Students: "???!!" With a cough, all the students who endorsed the book were attracted to him. "There is one thing, uh, it's not important. Ji Wanxuan from class one bought candy for everyone and put it on my seat. Come and get it, everyone has one." Someone raised his hand: "Only our class "Peng Ye said "hmm": "Our class, and their class." Adolescent boys and girls are far more sensitive to this kind of thing than Paul Octopus's prediction of the World Cup. After the strange silence, everyone began to draw out the tone tacitly booing.The news spread quickly, Ji Wanxuan hadn't finished distributing the candies during class, when Gu Chenxing called out urgently from next door. "Where are you making trouble?" Ji Wanxuan handed the sugar bowl to the classmates to signal them to pick it up, and then pulled Gu Chenxing to the hiding place. "Keep your voice down, I'm acting with Er Peng, and help her get rid of the pursuit of her senior." Gu Chenxing shook off his hand, frowning: "Lao, what about you and Shen Fang? Who are you acting for? "Ji Wanxuan: "..." He kicked the dado brokenly: "Yes, I am acting for him, and by the way, I will let go of my messy thoughts. I have acted, and there is no turning back." Ji Wan Xuan put on a reckless look, Gu Chenxing got angrier the more he looked at it, and stretched out his hand to rub his carefully arranged hairstyle.Even in these days when she was heartbroken and haggard because of her crush, Ji Wanxuan insisted on washing her hair every night, and then rode her bicycle all the way to school the next day, letting the cold winter wind blow out a handsome and fluffy hairstyle for herself.Gu Chenxing was so angry that he laughed: "Okay, just do it yourself and see how it ends!" Shen Fang climbed up the stairs between the big classes in the morning, and as soon as he entered the field of high school sophomores, he vaguely felt something was wrong—— These learning machines, which have been numbed by the teaching evaluation, seem to have finally been powered on today. They gather together in twos and threes with each other, and when they look at each other, there are sparks of excitement in their eyes.High school (1) class and high school (6) class are even worse.Ji Wanxuan's seat was crowded, and everyone was pressing him about the details of his relationship with Peng Ye. The script written yesterday was not enough.Fortunately, Xiao Ji's literary background is good, and there is still time to edit it now.He was scalp numb as he told a love story that didn't belong to him, secretly rejoicing in his heart——after a few days, everyone's enthusiasm will disappear