love letter from the down and out

Climbing up the stairs, panting heavily, I searched repeatedly for a figure among the rows of snow-white tombstones.His heart was about to jump out, he didn't know if Shen Fang was still here, and he didn't dare to think about how he would react when he saw Shen Fang kneeling in front of his mother's tombstone.He just desperately wanted to see this person immediately.It's been too long, I haven't seen you for too long. "Ji Wan... why are you here?" Shen Fang hesitated.He even wondered if he really went crazy and had hallucinations.Ji Wanxuan raised his head in response, and saw a young man in a thin shirt on a few steps.He breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately laughed: "I have something to tell you." He couldn't hold back, and wanted to say it right away.He smiled so beautifully, the tails of his eyes drooped down into the moon, clearly against the light, but his whole body was full of vitality, making one couldn't help but want to have a good-looking look.Shen Fang clenched his hands into fists and hid behind him, suddenly feeling a little helpless: "I also have something to tell you." Ji Wanxuan nodded generously: "Then you say it first, I have written everything I want to say." He Zhang Open the palm of your hand, revealing the wrinkled paper ball soaked in sweat. "But you have to say what you want to say most, or I have the right to change the content in it." He followed Luchao, trying to force people to speak their minds, but Shen Fang couldn't take the bait, hesitating and hesitating, and finally agreed She spoke hoarsely, but hardly dared to look at him. "I... I have a history of mental illness in my family, and there are many complicated things about me... People who are close to me will be unlucky." But even so, I don't want to push you away and let you go.I want to drag you through the impermanence of this world, are you afraid?He didn't say the second half of the sentence, but Ji Wanxuan couldn't bear it anymore. "That's not what I want to hear." Shen Fang blinked and looked at the boy under the steps in confusion.Ji Wanxuan raised his head slightly, and the spring breeze made his hair fly.The teenager laughed like a few unstructured poems, very innocent and enthusiastic. "But I don't intend to take back what I want to say, catch it quickly." He threw the ball of paper over, just like a lady in the old society throwing a hydrangea ball, only to the only sweetheart in the crowd.Shen Fang caught the ball of paper in a hurry, and was stunned when he opened it.Ji Wanxuan took a step forward and walked up step by step. Every time she took a step, she said a sentence on the note. "I like you." "I like you very much." "I like you the most." "The kind of love you have with someone." He finally stood on the steps level with Shen Fang, the backlight turned into the front light, those eyes The affection in it is so strong and soft that it can melt all the rocks in the world.He smiled and asked, "little classmate, do you want to be with me?"

laugh you look good

What kind of feeling does it feel when the heart in your arms no longer seems to belong to you?Shen Fang walked into the gate of Xinzhong with his schoolbag on his back, still in a daze.It was as if his softest core had been handed over to another person, and the power of life and death would no longer belong to him.Are you scared?It seems that they are not afraid.The campus in early spring is full of life, only in this season, the new buds on the branches are the most green, calm and lively.Shen Fang walked into the teaching building with his school uniform pocket in his pocket. For the first time since the beginning of school, he felt that the air here was no longer so strange.You should have figured it out a long time ago, right?All his familiarity with this place only came from that one person.That conversation yesterday did happen... he wasn't hallucinating, was he?Shen Fang exhaled lightly, raised his legs and walked up the right-angled stairs facing the gate.Probably God had received his anxiety, and before he reached the door of the class, Shen Fang saw his long-awaited figure from a distance at the end of the corridor.Ji Wanxuan had just had her hair cut, and her hair looked a lot shorter than yesterday, revealing her smooth auricles.The zipper of the school uniform jacket was unzipped randomly, and as the boy walked around, it swayed into a string of wind chimes.Shen Fang stood still, his heart beating uneasily again, mixed with the zipper of the man's school uniform, and pulled up high by the harsh reminder of the morning reading preparation bell, and he raised it by four eight beats.Ji Wanxuan passed him by.The heartbeat suddenly fell, turning into a young eagle thrown off the cliff, and fell straight into the abyss.Ji Wanxuan took a few steps back and returned to him, her lowered voice revealing a smile. "Good morning, subject." The little eagle spread its wings and flew up before landing.Shen breathed a sigh of relief, raised his eyebrows and helplessly held the bad-hearted boy: "Don't scare me." This man has always admitted his mistakes humbly and will never change.Ji Wanxuan leaned in front of Shen Fang, and bent her eyes flatteringly: "I was wrong, should we have lunch together?" The dimple on the right cheek was so deep that one couldn't help but want to reach out and poke it.Shen Fang tried his best to restrain the impulse, and nodded gently: "Okay." Ji Wanxuan nimbly got out of his little classmate, and waved to him with a smile: "See you at noon, Shen Haohao." Shen Fang raised his eyebrows: " What?" Ji Wanxuan stuck out her tongue and ran up the stairs.He waited downstairs for more than ten minutes, almost thinking that Shen Fang was going to ask for leave again today, but fortunately he came in the end.Thanks for the mandatory education!The boy's figure quickly disappeared from sight, Shen Fang stood in the empty corridor, raised his hand, scratched his brow, and laughed quietly.He was clean, but Ji Wanxuan was caught and interrogated by Ning Zeyang right after class. "Why did you go yesterday?" Xiao Ji and Jin Ran shared the same bag of potato chips: "I have something to do at home, what's the matter with you?" I seem to have heard you say yesterday that you are going to find someone?" Ji Wanxuan nodded without hesitation: "Yes, I am going." Ning Zeyang was startled, and Jin Ran was caught by a piece of potato chips, coughing while pinching his neck stand up.Ji Wanxuan handed him the water, and asked in surprise, "What are you making such a fuss about?" Ning Zeyang said with a face of "knowing people, knowing your face, but not your heart", and said bitterly: "You scumbag!" Ji Wanxuan: "... "He took out his mobile phone, flipped it twice and pushed it on the table. "This is a place name, Zhaodun Lane, are you from Yancheng?" Ning Zeyang shouted: "You are still arguing! Isn't this Dunhuang's Dun?" Ji Wanxuan also shouted: "Polyphonic characters, brother !" Jin Ran took over the dictionary at the same table and looked it up for a while, then raised her head and said, "It's true." Ning Zeyang closed his mouth, and Ji Wanxuan looked at him with his arms around his chest, waiting for the rest.The squad leader blushed and squeezed onto his stool, squirming: "Where is this place? Can I find someone if I go there?" Ji Wanxuan: "..." Jin Ran: "..." "Ning Zeyang Really stupid." On the rooftop at noon, Ji Wanxuan bit a lollipop and vaguely gestured to Shen Fang about today's anecdote. "I really feel sorry for him. When will he really find a partner." Xiao Ji is out of the crowd, so he doesn't know what to do with his tail high, and he doesn't know how to be melancholy a while ago Who is the sad person.Shen Fang opened the lunch box and brought it in front of him, casually said: "Where's your girlfriend?" Ji Wanxuan was choked by saliva, and he was in a daze.Damn it, I haven't explained it yet. "I..." He bit the lollipop into pieces, covered his cheeks and said hastily: "That was a misunderstanding, it was a fake...I, I am sick! I repent!" Shen Fang pinched his face: "Don't talk nonsense." This is indeed a sensitive topic in front of young classmates. Ji Wanxuan scolded himself as an idiot in his heart, while approaching him sadly: "Brother Fang, I am 17 years old, and my first love, early love and secret love are all you, Tong No deception." I don't know how much concentration is needed to maintain myself under the attack of this ghost, but Shen Fang didn't hold back anyway.He tapped the disposable lunch box with his chopsticks: "It's going to be cold for a while." Ji Wanxuan said "Oh", but his movements were very disobedient. He bent down and looked up at Shen Fang's face, insisting on touching it from Brother Fang's expression. Just get some clues.Looking at it, he really saw the deep smile on Shen Fang's mouth.They met in Zhongxia, and now it is early spring, but this seems to be the first time Ji Wanxuan saw Shen Fang with such a relaxed smile.He quietly blinked his eyes and looked at the person, and slowly pursed the corners of his mouth.Shen Fang finally poked his dimple with his finger: "What are you laughing at?" Ji Wanxuan shook his head and sat up: "You look good when you laugh." Shen Fang thought for a while: "You ask me too." Ji Wanxuan Shen Fang: "You also asked me what I was laughing at just now." Ji Wanxuan blushed, and said coyly, "What were you laughing at?" Shen Fang: "I look good when I laugh." Ji Wanxuan angrily said The disposable chopsticks were broken: "Men are all the same, if you get it, you won't cherish it!" Shen Fang broke off the extra chopsticks and handed them to him. "I'm pretty in your eyes, but you don't see me clearly, so I'm laughing at your pretty eyes." Ji Wanxuan lowered his head and stopped talking.Shen Fang tilted his head and looked at him like the other person, but he was grabbed by the sleeve before he could bend down.Ji Wanxuan looked at him with a flushed face: "Do you know why you are Shen Haohao?" Shen Fang asked cooperatively: "Why?" Ji Wanxuan: "Because you can say whatever I say." Shen Fang Thoughtful.It seems that it is.so what?Ji Wanxuan: "I want to have physical contact with you now." Shen Fang blinked.Ji Wanxuan wrinkled her nose coquettishly: "Just a hug." Shen Fang lowered his eyelashes and laughed at him as he loves to do things around: "Okay." Ji Wanxuan pushed the lunch box away, and opened his arms expectantly, ready to welcome a hug between brothers , but unexpectedly, someone held the back of his head and gently pushed him forward.He bent down cross-legged, his center of gravity was unstable, and he fell into Shen Fang's arms in an instant, his nose was filled with the fragrance of laundry detergent.Those who didn't know thought he threw himself into his arms.Ji Wanxuan pressed his face against Shen Fang's chest, and the rhythmic heartbeat of the young man was heard by his ears, knocking his face bloody: "Why are your clothes so fragrant?"