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Xu Mo disappeared without warning in the underground parking lot of the apartment.

After discovering the parked car and the surgical blades all over the floor, Bai Qi immediately called the police station to report the case, and then rushed to the guard room to investigate the surveillance video.His scalp was numb, his body and hands were trembling uncontrollably, and he tried several times before forcing his eyes to focus on the computer screen.

Unfortunately no, nothing.

Only Xu Mo's thin figure in a white shirt was captured on the surveillance video, while other actions seemed to have entered a dead end, which could be described as empty.

When Police Officer Wang and his team arrived, they saw him sitting on a chair with a dejected look on his face.

His eyes were blood red, and the sweat dripping from his forehead was slowly flowing down the contours of his face. He didn't know where his jacket was. He was only wearing a light blue denim shirt on his upper body. Wrinkled, and a little bloodstained.

Officer Wang walked over, patted him on the shoulder, sighed and comforted him: "Team Bai, we will find Professor Xu, don't worry too much."

He is the only one in the entire police station who knows the real relationship between the two people, so he naturally understands Bai Qi's mood better than any police officer present. However, this serial disappearance case has been investigated for so long, but nothing has been found. There is no way to know, so this sentence of comfort seems a little lacking in confidence.

Bai Qi raised his head and looked blankly at Police Officer Wang. His face was pale, he opened his mouth, and his voice was hoarse like the buzzing of some kind of old machine: "I...can't get through."

"what?"

"I couldn't get through to his phone, no one answered."

Police officer Wang was startled by his lifeless look, he never thought that this man could be in such a mess after not seeing him for just a few hours, he tremblingly said after a long while: "Team Bai... Why don't you go back and rest for a while."

The policewoman in the team took a cup of hot water from the water dispenser in the guard's room and handed it to him, and then persuaded him: "Yes, Team Bai, go back and have a good rest, we will find your friend."

Hearing this sentence, Police Officer Wang immediately winked at the little girl, signaling her not to continue talking, but it was a pity that he was a step too late, because Bai Qi immediately stood up from the chair. Due to his unstable figure, the soles of his feet Also staggered a bit.

He clenched his fists and thumped the wall fiercely, with an extremely painful expression on his face: "Not a friend, Xu Mo is not my fucking friend at all!"

The sudden roar shocked everyone present, Bai Qi covered his head, his joints were covered with glaring scars and blood, and there was a touch of grief in his tone: "He...is my first love."

With a "bang", the porcelain cup in the policewoman's hand fell on the smooth marble floor, and the dense water vapor transpired and fermented, and the sadness curled up in his eyes could be clearly seen through the mist... .

In the next few days, there was still no news about Xu Mo. It was as if he had suddenly evaporated from the world, becoming an accidental splash in Bai Qi's long river, and quickly disappeared into nothingness.

Bai Qi never went to work in those days, and stayed at home upside down day and night every day, relying on alcohol to numb himself.

There is also a group photo of the two of them on their first trip on the bedside table. It was two years ago, under the Bridge of Sighs in Venice, Bai Qi pouted and kissed Xu Mosuo, while Xu Mo pointed with his fingers calmly. With a peaceful smile on his forehead, it is said that lovers can stay together for a long time as long as they kiss there, but unfortunately they still get separated.

Bai Qi reached out and took the photo frame, hugging it tightly in his arms, as if he could call someone back so hard, the curtains in the room covered the night, he buried his head in the quilt, because he didn't eat and Because of the alcohol, my stomach felt overwhelmed.

I don't know how long it took before Bai Qi regained a trace of clarity in his chaotic thoughts. He struggled to get up from the bed and walked to the balcony to open the window. The wind in mid-November was already quite chilly. It hurt when it was slapped directly on the face. He stood there numbly and blew on the wind for a while, but his stomach was so sore that the drinks he drank poured out as soon as he moved. In the end, he couldn't hold it back anymore, so he had to run to the bathroom To induce vomiting.

After vomiting, Bai Qi felt a lot lighter. He walked weakly, leaning on the wall and walking towards the bedroom, but at this moment, an arm gently wrapped around his arm.

When he raised his head, it was Xu Mo's soft face, he gritted his teeth, as if he was forcibly enduring something, he still did not forget to blame: "Why do you drink so much wine and make a mess of the house, do you not want me to come back? "

Soft and glutinous, almost like being coquettish.

The string that was tense in Bai Qi's heart broke suddenly. He grabbed Xu Mo's hand tightly, as if he had grasped the last hope, but he opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, his throat was blocked. Terrible, it took a long time to let out a short whimper.

"Are you... are you crying?"

Xu Mo was stunned for a moment, then turned around and helped him onto the bed, covered him with the quilt again, then sat on the edge of the bed and stared at his sharp-edged face quietly.

Although this man often has that violent and tyrannical image, he will do wrong things and hurt his own heart, but he will also pile up a lot of love in front of him, awkward and affectionate.

Xu Mo's hand slowly stroked his forehead, then leaned down and kissed him lightly, Bai Qi's arm moved forward and embraced him in his arms, the two of them lay next to each other on the bed, eyes Constantly sticking together, lingering, and exchanging warm breaths, the whole bedroom was instantly haunted by something called warmth.

Bai Qi's eyes were moist, and his voice was choked up, "I miss you so much."

He actually wanted to ask, where did this person go?Is your cold better?Have you taken any medicine?Have you ever been bullied?But he didn't dare, afraid that the scene in front of him was just a long dream under the dark night, and when the wind came, the dream would be shattered.

The expression on Xu Mo's face was very complicated, as if he was surprised and turned into sadness. He leaned over and put his forehead against Bai Qi's, and it took a long time before he said, "Go to sleep."

Time seemed to freeze at this moment, and this double bed became a safe haven from the world. The two people's foreheads were pressed against each other, and they looked at each other silently, which was both warm and sad.

Bai Qi's eyes slowly closed, and after a while, the sound of his steady breathing could be heard in the room, as if he had already fallen asleep.

Xu Mo couldn't help but leaned over and kissed the tip of his nose, and sighed long, "Idiot, I'm the one who misses you."

The moonlight is shining brightly, and the stars on the night are like a lamp hanging in Bai Qi's heart. It first illuminates all the dark and steep roads, and then becomes more and more blurred, and finally diffuses into a cloud of mist. The pupils dilate and swell.

Then the tears slid down with a "swish".