The deep sea in the sky, the spring flowers in the world

"I'm just asking casually." Seeing that Jiang Shan had stopped talking, Wu Yan turned around. After all, this kind of question involved the privacy of the other party.Wu Yan felt that he had no right to know the privacy of the other party, "Don't worry about it."

"It's a long story." Jiang Shan suddenly said, "That happened when I was studying in England many years ago."

Wu Yan turned his head again and looked at Jiang Shan.It was found that Jiang Shan was looking into his eyes at this time.

"Tingfeng... is gay. He... likes me very much."

"..." Wu Yan was speechless in an instant, and Ye Tingfeng was indeed a gay... Even Wu Yan thought so at first glance, and subconsciously asked, "What about you?"

Jiang Shan shook his head, then continued after a pause: "I was with him for a while."

"..." Wu Yan was speechless again, but he felt an indescribable sourness in his heart. When he first saw Ye Tingfeng, he thought this was the person Jiang Shan had been waiting for for ten years, but now it seems that, Not really.

But in his opinion, Jiang Shan doesn't even like someone as good-looking as Ye Tingfeng.This shows how much Jiang Shande likes that person who has been waiting for ten years...

If that's the case... then wouldn't he have no chance... As soon as he thought of this, Wu Yan slapped himself in the bottom of his heart.What was he thinking, why would he want a chance... Impossible, impossible, Wu Yan silently recited these three words countless times in his heart.

He couldn't possibly like Jiang Shan!Absolutely impossible!

The thoughts in his heart were extreme, Wu Yan was not forgiving, and the first time he opened his mouth, he was mocking: "You don't like people and you are with them, you are so scumbag."

As soon as Wu Yan finished speaking, he found that Jiang Shan was staring directly at him.There was even a trace of grievance in those eyes, Wu Yan's heart was just a mess.You wronged Brother Yarn, is what I said wrong?

But... Colonel H's grassy face was really lethal, and Wu Yan's heart softened at that time.He was afraid that he might say something nonsense, so he turned around and continued to look at the computer instead of Jiang Shan.

Of course Wu Yan didn't know that Jiang Shan's Twitch and Ye Tingfeng were all because of him.Because Ye Tingfeng's face is... too similar to Wu Yan's.

He was drunk that night, and mistook Ye Tingfeng for Wu Yan in a daze.He almost did those things, and Jiang Shan finally woke up and stopped in time.But after that night, the two of them got together so strangely.

However, they are apart from some daily intimate contacts.He never made it to the last step. At that time, Ye Tingfeng was very uncomfortable, and he did not know how many times he teased Jiang Shan.Jiang Shan is also a normal man, and he will obviously react to his teasing. He clearly needs it, but he never touches him.Jiang Shan would rather do it himself, or ask someone else to pour out his lust, than touch him.

The reason was simple, Ye Tingfeng held Wu Yan's face, but he was not Wu Yan, and he would never become Wu Yan.He can only be himself, he is Ye Tingfeng.Wu Yan and Ye Tingfeng are two different existences.

And he didn't want to treat Ye Tingfeng as Wu Yan, which was unfair to Ye Tingfeng.

Later, Ye Tingfeng finally knew that Wu Yan existed in Jiang Shan's heart, and after arguing for a while, he finally separated.There was no contact for a long time, and then Jiang Shan returned to China.He stayed in China for half a year, until the night he met Wu Yan.

"You are not in good health, play less computer games."

After the room was quiet for a long time, Jiang Shan's calm voice sounded again.Wu Yan's hands trembled, his eyesight was indeed a little blurred, so he leaned on the chair and rubbed his brows and eyes.

Later, after everyone packed their things and had dinner at the hotel for the last time, they all set off for the airport. When the time came, it was time to leave.Although the time here was only about a week, too many things happened, making everyone feel that this week was more fulfilling and longer than ever.

When boarding the plane, many people looked at the great mountains and rivers in southern China with nostalgia.It's a great place and they'll keep coming back when they get the chance.

They all played outside all day, and fell asleep row by row as soon as they boarded the plane.Same as when he came, Wu Yan was still sitting between Wu Gui and Jiang Shan.Wu Puppet was already asleep, probably tired from walking outside all day.

Wu Yan didn't say much since he got on the plane, because he really felt tired.During this week, almost all his strength and energy were exhausted.

After returning to school, he felt that he would have to lie down for ten and a half months before he could get up.That's fine, he might be able to calm down after being isolated from the world for a while.

Out of the corner of Wu Yan's eye, he glanced at Jiang Shan on the left, and he had already rested.Taking a deep breath, putting on earplugs, Wu Yan also began to fall asleep.Sleep is never enough.

"Go! Go! Don't look!" The man's painful but determined voice.

"No...don't...my child..." the voice of the woman was crying.

In the blurry darkness, two figures dangled in front of his eyes, and their faces could not be seen clearly.It was raining lightly, and he stood outside the railing, stretching out his short hands.Desperately stretching towards the two blurred figures, she shouted in a childish voice before she could speak correctly: "Dad...Mom...wait for me..."

But he could only watch the two people keep walking away, walking away.Until his back disappeared into the rain and fog, the young man held the railing with both hands, and slowly squatted down, where he waited for a long, long time.Whenever a figure passed by, he would raise his head excitedly, and then lower his head in disappointment.

In his young heart, he never had the thought of "Mom and Dad don't want me anymore". He thought it was just that Mom and Dad forgot that he was still here.

"Go, go, where did you come from, don't squat here, get out of here." A rude man with a ferocious face kicked him who was so young that he was just able to stand still, and knocked him to the ground.

It took him a lot of effort to stand up from the ground, and he wiped the tears from his eyes.Finally, he took a nostalgic glance at the direction he had been looking at for a long time, and left this place full of strange places.

"Hey, where did you come from, little baby boy? Why are you squatting here?" This was the second person he met, and the other person was a peaceful old lady.But he was dressed in rags and was carrying a bag filled with plastic bottles.

He later felt that if it weren't for the old man, he might not have survived a week.

"Where are your parents?" The old man continued to ask.

But he is only a two-year-old child, and he can't even speak properly.He could only look at the old man with his eyes open. The kind old man took him to the police station to file a case.But no one has come to him for so many years.

Until he was just five years old, the old man passed away, and then he lived a life of wandering alone again.Like a beggar, he wears ragged clothes and steals food when he is hungry.If you are found, you will run away, if you can't run, you will be taught a lesson.

At that time he already understood, his parents.I don't want him for a long time, but why?He doesn't know either.

Sometimes when he squatted at the street corner, he would see children of the same age snuggling up in the arms of their parents.At this time, he will pick up small stones on the ground, aim and throw them.Then get scolded, and then run away.

He felt that it was very happy, as if he could vent all the unhappiness in his heart.At that time he was only five years old and had not yet understood what pain was.

It happened to be the Spring Festival of the year, and there would be no snow in the place where he was.It won't be as cold as sub-zero temperatures, but it will still be cold.In the dead of night.The fireworks above his head exploded one by one. He raised his head, let out a breath, and rubbed his hands that were somewhat frozen red.

It's just that in the next ten years, when he experienced it again and again in inadvertent dreams, he already understood heartache at that time.When he dreamed back at midnight, he would sit up from the bed, hold his heart, tears overflowed from his eyes uncontrollably, and knew that the time in the dream was the loneliest and most painful time.

But he was not lonely and painful when he recalled loneliness and pain. Fortunately, the existence of his second grandfather allowed him to live like a normal person in the next ten years.

Wu Yan woke up from his sleep. He stretched out his hands to press his temples on both sides, and then used his palms to cover the tears that appeared at some point.He hadn't had such a dream for a long time, but this time he had it again.When he was about to leave H province.

Because Wu Yan spent the three years from the age of two to five in this place.It was only three short years, and it was not as good as the ten years of living with my second grandfather later.But in these short three years, he couldn't forget it no matter what, and he wouldn't deliberately mention it, letting it rot in the darkness of his heart.

Only when he met again in the dream, would the pain climb out from the darkness and imprison his thoughts.

"...What's the matter?" Jiang Shan's soft voice came from beside him, making Wu Yan a little more sober.

"It's okay... I had a nightmare." Wu Yan rubbed his temples, wiped away the tears welling in his eyes, and said wearily.

At this moment, Wu Yan suddenly felt his hand being grabbed.Jiang Shan pulled his hands from his temples, and stared at the corners of Wu Yan's slightly red eyes.

"Is it scary?"

"A little bit..." Wu Yan looked away from Jiang Shan's eyes, and pulled his hand out of his palm.

"What kind of dream is it?" Jiang Shan frowned.

"A ghost that scares people to death." Wu Yan thought for a while and said.

When everyone returned to City H, it was already evening.It was almost midnight when I packed the small bag and carried it back to the school dormitory.

This time is the school's class time, so the lights in the dormitory have been turned off on time. If they didn't have a pass, the housekeeper might not have opened the door for them.

According to the usual schedule, the three of the fat man must have not slept yet, lying on their respective beds and playing with their mobile phones.As soon as he saw Wu Yan coming back, he rushed up and asked for special products.

Without saying a word, Wu Yan threw the bag to them.Falling on the bed and burying my head in sleep... I can't be shaken.

The fat man and the three of them looked at Wu Yan dumbfounded.Thinking about when this product came back last year, it was not as exaggerated as it is now.The three of them wanted to know what Wu Yan did there, but judging by the current situation...it would take more than a week for them to have a chance to talk to Wu Yan...