Do you know Tang Xin?

Chen Dongxuan couldn't remember why or how he fell in love with Tang Xin at the time. Half a year after he met him, on a rainy afternoon in a month when it was neither dark nor windy, he suddenly fell in love with Tang Xin who happened to be sheltering from the rain in the store. Xin confessed.

"Tang Xin's expression," Chen Dongxuan thought hard for a long time. The image was very specific, but he really couldn't express Tang Xin's unexpected, helpless, and sad expression at that time. Finally, Chen Dongxuan He could only stare at the photo in his hand, "He smiled and said to me, thank you, I have someone I like."

Chen Dongxuan kissed Tang Xin impulsively. Tang Xin didn't resist, but just looked at Chen Dongxuan quietly, and he never appeared again after that.

Until the sudden call a few days ago from the man in front of him who claimed to be a psychiatrist.

Tang Xin is gone forever.

Lin Zi's mind flashed to Tang Xin's birthday last year, Tang Xin's quiet and smiling expression when he answered Mo Yifu's phone call. For some reason, he also remembered the scene of Mo Yifu yelling at himself on the night he graduated from college, and couldn't help but look at it again. Looking outside the door, there was still no sign of Mo Yifu.

Chen Dongxuan took the group photo with him. When he left, the rain outside had lightened a lot and the sky was getting darker. Lin Zi closed the door again and sat back in the front row.

Tang Xin didn't like taking pictures, and didn't have a single photo. Lin Zi actually wanted to keep that photo, but there happened to be someone more suitable for keeping it, Lin Zi said to himself.

But he knew in his heart that he was just worried that if Mo Yifu came back one day, he would be angry again when he saw Tang Xin's photo.

Mo Yifu, shall we stop here?

Lin Zi sighed silently, and opened the diary again.

There are not many places where Tang Xin is mentioned, and they all refer to him as "this child".

[One day he suddenly asked me, "c meets a and b at the same time, if there is no a, will b and c be together?"

I guess it probably has something to do with the person he likes, but many things are predestined by God, and people can't do it as long as they want, so I replied: "c is c, and it can never replace a or b." The smiling face suddenly froze, probably because I said what was in his heart, the thought that he was least willing to admit.He cried, and this is the only time I've seen him cry since I knew the kid was wearing diapers. 】

Tang Xin is crying?

Lin Zi felt that this passage was heart-wrenching. Tang Xin gave people the impression that he was always smiling and quiet. Would it make people feel sad when such a quiet and peaceful person cried? I had never seen it before, including Lin Zi had never seen Mo Yifu's tears.

Well done, why did I think of Mo Yifu again?

Lin Zi closed the diary and put it on the side.

If c is Tang Xin himself, then Mo Yifu and me, who is the a or b that Tang Xin wants to replace?

Lin Zi looked at the portrait of an angel hanging in front of the church, and the events of the graduation day resurfaced one after another.

"Tang Xin!"

Lin Zi was wearing a bachelor's robe and a doctor's hat, and waved to Tang Xin who was waiting by the fountain at the entrance of the library. Tang Xin walked towards him with a smile, and suddenly Lin Zi felt lucky that "Mo Yifu worked overtime today" Thoughts, because Tang Xin felt so good today, he looked like Mo Yifu would like it.

Every time Lin Zi recalled Tang Xin's appearance at that time, he felt that he liked Tang Xin like that, with a shallow smile and a clean white shirt collar.

It was also because of this that he felt that Mo Yifu would also like Tang Xin, or he would like Tang Xin more.Tang Xin like that is very similar to himself back then, really similar.

Lin Zi took Tang Xin around the entire campus and told Tang Xin that he wanted to open a psychological clinic in the future.

Tang Xin's eyes fell on the teaching building at that time, Lin Zi couldn't see his expression clearly, only heard that faintly smiling voice: "Are you planning to see through Mo Yifu's heart?"

What I want to see through is your heart, Tang Xin.

Tang Xin didn't stay for long, and left before the sun went down.

Lin Zi happily bought a lot of ingredients and went back to his and Mo Yifu's hut, and made a big table of dishes, all of which Mo Yifu liked to eat.But Mo Yifu never came home, Lin Zi waited and waited, the dishes were reheated, and no one answered Mo Yifu's cell phone.

When Mo Yifu finally opened the door, it was close to midnight. Lin Zi had been sitting at the dining table, but when he saw him, he stood up. Mo Yifu who came to the table was angry. Yifu's roar came first.

"You promised me that you will never see Tang Xin again! Why do you want to meet Tang Xin today!"

Lin Zi opened his mouth, how did you know that Tang Xin and I met?Tang Xin told you?Didn't he promise that I would never tell you?why are you back so lateAnd why are you angry?

A series of questions came to his lips, but Lin Zi swallowed them back.

Mo Yifu got angry, turned a blind eye to the fruits of Lin Zi's hard work all night, and locked himself in the room directly.Lin Zi silently picked up the untouched dish, and when he got to the trash can, he put it back on the table.

The next day, Mo Yifu gently hugged Lin Zi who was sleeping in the study, and apologized in a low voice.

Lin Zi really wanted to know why, but he couldn't ask. If love lasts for a long time, even if it fades, there is still dependence, and he can't leave Mo Yifu.

But Mo Yifu, you can leave me.

Lin Zi looked at his mobile phone. It was already dark at this time. Tang Xin booked the chapel in advance when he knew he was going to die. He meant that it didn't matter if it was booked earlier than he left, and there was nothing wrong with it.

Until midnight tonight, this place belongs to Tang Xin.

Why can you go about your own business without giving a damn?Tang Xin, what are you thinking?

Lin Zi suddenly remembered a passage in the old man's diary.

[When people are old, they always worry about whether the children and grandchildren behind them will be good people.I want to worry more about this child, but I have lived with my son, and there has been no news of this child for more than a year. My child, what are you thinking, would you like to talk to the old man? 】

Lin Zi felt that he had failed as a psychiatrist, why the two people he wanted to know the most hadn't been able to understand clearly, whether it was Mo Yifu or Tang Xin, Lin Zi felt very tired.

He leaned on the church chair, silently waiting for the last guest who might not appear.