Do you know Tang Xin?

It started raining again.

Mo Yifu sat there quietly, Lin Zi was still awake.

Looking at Lin Zi's sleeping face, Mo Yifu suddenly remembered what Tang Xin said when he left the small hotel that day.

[I will not appear in front of you or him again. 】

Tang Xin grabbed the collar of the white shirt that Mo Yifu had just put on, without any fluctuation in his voice.

Obviously, the expression on the bed was so real just now, why suddenly changed to this old look?

Lin Zi.

Mo Yifu silently called Lin Zi's name. It turns out that there are people who are so similar to you in this world, but you and I met them.If I met Tang Xin first and then met you, Lin Zi, I really don't have the confidence to convince myself.

"He said you would come."

Lin Zi, who had fallen asleep leaning on the seat, spoke softly.

As soon as Mo Fu came in, he woke up.

Mo Yifu didn't say anything, Lin Zi didn't say anything, the rain started to get heavier again, and there was wind, hitting the doors and windows.

Lin Zi remembered it very clearly, after all Tang Xin passed away only a while ago.Tang Xin handed him the little black book, and took out another letter, "Thank you for accompanying me. You can read this letter when Mo Yifu comes."

Lin Zi remembered that Tang Xin took it for granted at the time, as if he never took Lin Zi and Mo Yifu's quarrel as a matter of course, as if Mo Yifu would definitely come whenever this day came.

He can't come.

Even at this moment, Lin Zi couldn't figure out what the two people closest to him were thinking.

Mo Yifu's eyes fell on the candle, subtracting 26 from 18, and they have been entangled for eight years without knowing it.

Mo Yifu still couldn't completely erase Tang Xin from that night from his mind, he suddenly remembered the first time he talked with Lin Zi, Lin Zi's hands were a little cold, very thin, and it is still the same now.

Unable to bear it, Mo Yifu turned his head to look at Lin Zi who was across the aisle.

The other party just put his eyes on the notebook on his lap, it was the expression that Mo Yifu cared about the most and was the first to have an impression of Lin Zi, it was faint, with a sense of distance to everyone, silent.

When you smiled at me, I fell in love with you.

Mo Yifu was inexplicably uneasy, because suddenly the person sitting there in front of him turned into Tang Xin, wearing a white shirt, holding the neckline with his long and thin fingers.

And can't tell whether it's Lin Zi or Tang Xin?

Mo Yifu's heart was flustered, this feeling was the fourth time it happened, first it was the first time he met Tang Xin, then that night, the last time was in Tang Xin's ward.Mo Yifu just went to look for Lin Zi, but Tang Xin was inexplicably irritable when he saw Tang Xin, and ended up losing contact with Lin Zi after the quarrel.

Mo Yifu was sure that he liked Lin Zi, but he couldn't explain why Tang Xin was haunted in his heart.So Mo Yifu didn't like Lin Zi meeting Tang Xin, especially Lin Zi was very happy to see Tang Xin every time.

"Everyone is gone, can you tell me why Tang Xin has been refusing to see me?" Lin Zi finally set his eyes on Mo Yifu.

Mo Yifu silently looked at his hands, he didn't know how to answer Lin Zi's question.

That night, besides tearing Tang Xin's white shirt, Mo Yifu also tore Tang Xin's body. Many times, Mo Yifu kept wondering if Tang Xin's heart was included among the things he tore.

He always felt that Tang Xin liked Lin Zi.

As for Lin Zi, Mo Yifu knew that Lin Zi liked him, but he also liked Tang Xin.

Mo Yifu didn't like that Lin Zi was too kind to Tang Xin, Tang Xin was too like Lin Zi, Mo Yifu worried that he would lose control sooner or later.

"I don't know." Mo Yifu's palms were sweating.

He saw that Lin Zi's eyes darkened, and the deepest part of his heart trembled slightly.

This expression had appeared on Tang Xin's face, only once, when Mo Yifu and Lin Zi quarreled in the hospital, Tang Xin who was sitting on the hospital bed became thinner and more similar to Lin Zi when he was a student.

Mo Yifu's thoughts drifted away until Lin Zi asked the second question, "Do you like Tang Xin?"

Lin Zi didn't look at Mo Yifu, so he didn't see the nervousness flashing across Mo Yifu's face.

Lin Zi just looked at the large and small notebooks and the unopened letter in his hand.

"Mo Yifu, I like Tang Xin. If the person I met first was not you." Lin Zi looked up at Mo Yifu, "The person he likes is one of us, but I don't know which one he likes."

Mo Yifu's heart trembled fiercely, Tang Xin's words were clearly heard again.

I like it, not you.

Mo Yifu didn't move.

What kind of mood did Tang Xin make the decision not to see Lin Zi anymore, and what kind of mood did he use to like Lin Zi, why didn't he resist being forced into bed by the lover of the person he liked.

Mo Yifu didn't know, it was impossible to know, he wanted to cry a little, if he could meet Tang Xin again, he must say "I'm sorry" to Tang Xin.

"Lin Zi," Mo Yifu lowered his voice, "Tang Xin really resembles you."

"I know if you don't tell me."

"Lin Zi, it's you I like." Mo Yifu's voice was very low, very low, so faint in the sound of rain.He got up, walked to sit next to Lin Zi, and silently handed out the tissue.

No matter how loud the rain was, it couldn't cover Lin Zi's weak crying.

Seeing Lin Zi's tears, Mo Yifu suddenly distinguished Tang Xin and Lin Zi clearly. It was Lin Zi who appeared in front of his eyes, not Tang Xin from that night.

Mo Yifu felt that he should breathe a sigh of relief, but felt sad for no reason. He sat there silently waiting for Lin Zi to calm down.

The rain gradually stopped, and Lin Zi also stopped crying.

Mo Yifu held Lin Zi's hand that was pressed on the notebook, "I've always wanted to know, what did you say when I saw Tang Xin for the second time?"

The second time he met Tang Xin, Lin Zi pulled him out of Mo Yifu's hearing range, watching the two talk, Mo Yifu was very concerned, especially after that, Lin Zi suddenly changed his attitude towards learning.

[I think he likes you very much. 】

Lin Zi always remembered Tang Xin's expression when he said this, his slight smile, his low sigh, and the eyes half covered by his eyelashes looking at Mo Yifu.

Facing the silent Lin Zi, Mo Yifu did not speak again.

Lin Zi pulled out his hand and opened the letter Tang Xin had left for him. There was only a short line of words on it.

Mo Yifu's nose was sore, and before him was Tang Xin's expression when he passed away.

Although the quarrel was fierce, after calming down, Mo Yifu was still worried about Lin Zi and Tang Xin, and would sneak a look at the two similar people in the ward every day.When he arrived at the hospital that day, Tang Xin held Lin Zi's hand and closed his eyes forever. Lin Zi's other hand was still holding a half-cut pear.

Tang Xin smiled slightly, the same expression as when he first met.

Mo Yifu looked away, and finally couldn't help crying dully. He wanted to see Tang Xin again. He owed Tang Xin an apology, and once he owed it, he would last forever.

Lin Zi held Mo Yifu's hand tightly, and the two sat silently in the chapel, the candles on the table flickered occasionally.

【If we can meet each other again in this life, I hope my name is Mo Yifu and Lin Zi is your lover.Sorry for keeping this from you. 】

It started to rain again outside, very small, very small, very small, just like Tang Xin's smile.