go back and try love

When he returned to the studio, it had been more than a month since he came back from the United States. The new manager Ah Sang reprimanded him, and Zheng Yu picked out his ears, showing his impatience on his face.

"Forget it, the public opinion on the Internet is too rampant recently, and WXW is also active at the same time, let's avoid the edge." Ah Sang didn't care about it, and flipped through the work schedule, "I picked up a travel program for you. , It’s not tiring, and there’s no pressure to do it, just prepare and set off in a few days.”

"Travel?" Zheng Yu frowned, and asked dissatisfied, "When did I pick it up, why don't I know?"

"I called you, but no one answered. Your father said that this kind of program is easy and fun, and you can relax and adjust your mood through work, so I made a decision." Ah Sang replied nonchalantly, "Why are you nervous, just be a Guests, eat and play with the host."

"...oh, where are we going?"

Ah Sang took out the plane ticket from his notebook and shook it in relief: "Tibet Lhasa."

"Uh...uh..." Diarrhea and vomiting began on the first day of entering Tibet, Zheng Yu is now completely weak, and accompanied by the staff, he is on a drip, thinking about Ah Sang's ancestor eighteen years ago. Greeted again.

"This is a purification ceremony. You can experience this pure holy place with a more pure attitude." hand persuaded.

Zheng Yu pulled his hand in disgust: Damn, why don't you purify like this, it's really unlucky, you accepted a stupid show for no reason, and you got such a stupid host.His brows were twisted into twists, and he couldn't help sweating for his recording schedule for the next three days.

However, when the staff brought him the local signature dish - Zhaxi Dele, Zheng Yu was more than half in a good mood. He was a standard child-like foodie, sandwiched corn and ginseng fruit fried in butter, and his eyes were crescent-shaped. I think, the desserts made by An Wenxuan are also like this. They are sweet and crunchy, which can make him sweet from the tip of his tongue to his heart. The honey-like taste is always unforgettable.

The young man's health is still good, and the medicine combined with the delicious food allowed Zheng Yu to quickly overcome the difficult altitude sickness. The film crew decided not to delay, and set off to the Potala Palace for filming first.

It was the first time Zheng Yu came into close contact with this sacred place. Stepping on the steps to enter the palace, he held his breath to observe the red and white palace embodying the wisdom of Tibetans. It is magnificent, solemn and solemn.

"Is there a feeling of traveling through time?" Jian Ge next to him blinked mysteriously and opened his arms, "A marriage of the Tang Dynasty more than 600 years ago created a Buddhist legend at the foot of Maburi Mountain. This is history. A miracle."

Zheng Yu didn't know much about history, and he always failed in school. He scratched his nose. Although he couldn't fully understand Jiang Ge's literary and emotional words, he looked at the murals in the palace collection, the gorgeous Thangkas and the precious The scriptures are like walking into the time and space tunnel of history, into the prosperous and glorious Tang Dynasty.

The recording of the program went smoothly. Brother Jian professionally introduced the history and anecdotes of the Potala Palace, "...there is a default rule in Tibet, that is 'clockwise'. Whether it is the prayer wheel, Or visit temples. Especially in the Potala Palace, it is clockwise from the scenic spot to the exit, and the implied meanings are, one is 'Buddha is in the Western Paradise', and the other is 'do not turn back'."

Zheng Yu listened very intently at the side, like a young monk listening to the teachings of an eminent monk. The road of life is full of ups and downs. We are all moving forward in a hurry, but when I regret the time I was not sure of, the person who did not grasp it, Will God still give me a chance to start again?

"First there was the Jokhang Temple, and then Lhasa City." According to legend, the Jokhang Temple, which was designed by Princess Wencheng, was also a key part of the filming of the program.

Zheng Yu was also infected by this reverent and solemn atmosphere, and cooperated with Brother Jian very obediently to record the show, without gags, only serious and solemn.As the film crew entered the hall, I couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was. Time seemed to be stagnant. Touching the towering ancient pillars, I felt an inexplicable peace of mind.Under the flickering oil lamp, Zheng Yu even felt that the smiling Buddha was calmly comforting all living beings in the world. People who claim to be superior are no different than a tree or a tree in front of the Buddha. Just between pitches.

"Everything is illusory. The reason for the pain in life is to pursue the wrong things. That's why I said that you must come to Tibet once in this life. This is the most direct way to your soul and let you understand the deepest desire in your heart." Brother Jian casually said , but it was like throwing small pebbles in Zheng Yuxin Lake, rippling for a long time.

It was almost dusk when the recording of the Jokhang Temple was completed, and the staff began to pack up the equipment and prepare to return to the hotel. Zheng Yu was still unsatisfied, going around and going around, trying to keep everything in his head.In a moment of life, heaven and earth are forever, solemn temples, white khata, fragrant ghee and pious faces of worshipers, all of which are faintly visible in the smoke.

A short life faces the torrent of time, but it is just a glimpse. Before today, it is like an out-of-print movie that cannot be played back. We have turned our backs to the past and walked away. Now, looking back, is there a chance to recover the missed time?It is said that the relationship between people depends on one heart. I don't want to let go of you, but I can't see what my heart wants...

"Still intoxicated, haha." Brother Jian approached mysteriously, "Go, brother will take you to a good place!"

When they arrived at Barkhor Street, they immediately sat down in Maji Ami. This earthy yellow building has a strong Tibetan style. The walls are covered with Tibetan-style sculptures and paintings, and every corner of the house is also Tibetan-style. The furniture and small decorations are exquisite and mysterious. On the tea table are many guestbooks. Zheng Yu flipped through them curiously. They are filled with words from various countries.Brother Jian looked at the menu and ordered a few famous specialties - grilled raw lamb chops on the prairie, roast beef with sour radish, tsampa lumps and buttered tea.

"The world is safe and secure, and you will live up to the Tathagata and live up to you." While waiting for a meal, looking at the bustling streets and alleys, tourists from all over the world came here, Wang Lijian said with emotion, "How many people are looking for Cangyang Gyatso and His moon lover coming?"

Zheng Yu looked at him blankly and ignorantly, but Wang Lijian just smiled and asked without much explanation, "Zheng Yu, have you ever loved anyone?"

Slightly bowing his head, his long eyelashes concealed the emotion in his eyes: "I don't know if it's love for that person, because in the previous relationship, I never felt this way, but just for a moment, I lost control. "

I don't know why, after a day of contact, Zheng Yu developed an inexplicable trust in Wang Lijian. From unfamiliarity to familiarity, he treats himself like other people, without naked disgust, and without hypocritical pandering, but always with goodwill And Ren Rang, such a person, even if he is as perverse as him, still wants to get close to him, and wants to confide in him the anguish that is pent up in his heart.

"Every heart is born lonely and incomplete, and most of them spend their lives with this incompleteness, just because when they meet the other half who can make it complete, they are either negligent or miss it, or they have lost the qualification to have it." Wang Lijian He took a sip of the buttered tea that was served, which was rich and fragrant, "Zheng Yu, don't miss the right person. Life is short, and you can make do with anyone, but only the right person can make you happy. I have no regrets in this life."

"...Then how can I know whether that person is right or wrong?"

"The heart is the world of mortals, and it is also the pure land. Right and wrong, just ask the heart and you will know."

Fingers slide along the teacup containing butter tea, the rich and mellow tea fragrance lingers all over the body along the fingertips, like a streamer of memory gently brushing over the heart, in the sweet and soft air, full of green and ignorant meaning, in a trance , as if returning to the year when I first met him——

When he first entered Xuanyu Entertainment, he would still get lost in the labyrinth of floors, scratching his dyed blonde hair irritably. The 16-year-old Zheng Yu still looked like a rascal, with a purple gemstone earring embedded in his left ear and a cross hanging The pendant hangs brightly on the chest, the large black T-shirt is printed with an exaggerated and terrifying skull, under the jeans full of holes, he is wearing black double rivet high-top shoes, his legs are crossed, and he is leaning on the wall Thinking about whether the practice room of Class B should turn left or go straight.

Ding Dang——The elevator stopped on this floor, and a student-looking boy came out, only reaching Zheng Yu's shoulders, wearing the most common blue and white school uniform, carrying a well-proportioned backpack, and turned his back to Zheng Yuchao without squinting. go forward.Zheng Yu hurriedly stepped forward, patted him, and turned around, the first feeling was—these eyes are too big.

The bright eyes that occupy half of the visual range are covered with thick eyelashes, delicate and slender, and the fair skin is slightly smudged with honey red on the bulging cheeks. The mouth is stuck on the rim of the coffee paper cup that has not been opened, and the hand stops. The action of tearing the straw wrapping paper, like an ignorant and harmless little animal.

Zheng Yu raised the corners of his mouth jokingly, his shimmering peach blossom eyes flashed narrow smiles, one hand rested on the man's narrow shoulders, and the other playfully pulled down the milk tea cup: "Little friend, tell brother, the practice room of Class B is at Where is it!"

Hearing this, the man couldn't help frowning, staring at those evil eyes with dissatisfaction with his clear black pupils, his tone suppressed a lot of anger, and replied: "Who are you, why are you like this?" You're rude, what a kid, I've been practicing here for 3 years!"

"Oh?! So it's a senior kid!" He opened his mouth wide in surprise, "That's really disrespectful."

There was no sign of apology from the other party at all, and he snatched the coffee cup angrily, "Go away, I have to go to class!"

The man's clear and bright eyes sparkled with anger, but from Zheng Yu's point of view, the deterrent effect was basically zero, but he found it even more cute. Frivolous: "Senior, I'm really lost, take me to the classroom!"

"You're crazy!" He was like a crazy kitten, flapping his two little paws, trying to scratch the hand that was pressing on his head, his face was so red with anger, shining brightly, like in July Ripe apples have red ears.

Zheng Yu frowned and smiled lightly. It turns out that the company still has such interesting creatures.

"Xuanxuan, what are you doing?" A boy in a white jumper came over, with a sharp silhouette and a pair of lazy and casual eyes. Zheng Yu had a little impression of this person, and he had seen it in the practice room before. At that time, he just came to watch him fight, and he didn't have any contact.

"Ren Shaobai, are you a friend? Are you a friend, help me beat him together!" Xing's eyes are wide open, and there are still a row of teeth marks on his lips, which shows that he has endured it for a long time.

"What's going on?" Ren Shaobai frowned his beautiful eyebrows, and squinted at the flirtatious and flirtatious man—the first time I saw the trainee who was singled out by the seniors, and I saw the frivolous, gentle and easy-going An Wen It's not easy for Xuan Qi to be like this.

"Forget it," stood up straight, with a contented expression in his narrow eyes, like a stealing cat, Zheng Yu tilted his head and waved at him, his sexy thin lips curled up in an arc, his smile was soft and sinister, "I won't tease you, senior kid."

A few years after his debut, whenever he thinks of the flushed handsome face he accidentally caught a glimpse of when he turned around coolly, Zheng Yu still can’t help laughing—it always makes that person who is always gentle and decent go crazy and angry, can I be a little bit about it? Take a moment of pride, and think that no matter whether you love it or hate it, for you, I am different from ordinary people after all.