go back and try love

At the beginning of the night, the neon lights are shining, and there are not many people in the amusement park in the evening. Zheng Yu just put on a baseball cap and walked on the road swaggeringly. An Wenxuan is fully armed, with a black peaked cap and a black mask. Two black eyeballs rolled around.

Zheng Yu glanced back and said with a light smile, "It's easy for people to spot you like this! Look at me, I don't wear anything, but everyone will think it's normal and won't look at it too much."

An Wenxuan was secretly upset, but he had to admit that he was trying to cover up his behavior. On the contrary, Zheng Yu, except for a few girls, who looked at him shyly because of his outstanding figure, other passers-by just passed by in a hurry , without any suspicion.

"Hey, what on earth did you bring me here for?" An Wenxuan couldn't help asking. From the end of the performance, he met Zheng Yu in the backstage as agreed, and then obediently followed him to the nearest amusement park. , Zheng Yu just chattered here and there without explaining too much.

But this time, Zheng Yu still didn't seem to hear what he said, so he turned around and said, "Are you hungry?"

An Wenxuan froze for a moment, then shook his head: "I'm not hungry."

Zheng Yu put his hands in his trouser pockets, raised his head, and said to himself: "But... it may take some time to play this game..."

An Wenxuan raised his head and was speechless for a while - a giant Ferris wheel.

After handing over the money, Zheng Yu involuntarily grabbed An Wenxuan's hand, and got into the small grid of the Ferris wheel. Not to mention his psychology, An Wenxuan followed him in this farce very cooperatively, only when he came to grab his hand Time, dodge a little.

Since their debut, they seldom have the opportunity to come out to play, let alone come to the amusement park, but like now, under the night of the moon and stars, with the small grid of the Ferris wheel, they rise up little by little, and they can't hear the noise of the world , no longer care about the endless notices, watching the buildings outside getting smaller and smaller, the little lights scattered into a river of stars, merging with the stars above the head, time seems to be wandering at the fingertips, entangled into a beautiful scenery, Ann Wenxuan took off his hat and mask, was drunk in it, and felt the rare comfort.

However, just after relaxing for a while, I noticed that Zheng Yu didn't seem to be interested in the beautiful scenery outside, but squinted his eyes, staring at himself presumptuously, his slender eyelashes fluttered slightly, as if driving the rhythm of his heartbeat , which made An Wenxuan at a loss, so he turned his head out of the window of the Ferris wheel in an evasive manner.

In the small grid, such awkward silence will always make people feel uncomfortable. An Wenxuan looked out the window absently, and when he heard a slight noise on the other side, he glanced out of the corner of his eye, and saw that Zheng Yu opened the window next to him. through the small window, and shouted into the air: "I love An Wenxuan!!"

An Wenxuan was taken aback by his sudden convulsive confession, and after watching him shout, he looked at himself triumphantly, like a naughty child, brimming with pure joy after finishing his prank, An Wenxuan shyly Staring at him, he said, "What are you doing..."

"I love An Wenxuan too!" Before he could finish speaking, a rough male voice came from below, responding to Zheng Yu's words just now, and then, everyone in the amusement park laughed together, but no one knew, At this moment, the master was at an altitude of 150 meters, his movements were stiff, and his face turned red and white.

"Hahahaha!!" Zheng Yu was also taken aback for a moment, and then he covered his stomach and laughed loudly, and finally burst into tears. Such a funny plot development was beyond his expectation.

"Have you finished laughing yet?!" An Wenxuan couldn't bear to see it, so he patted the head in front of him mercilessly.

Zheng Yu wiped away his tears, and smiled slightly: "Okay, okay, why are you angry? This shows that you have a lot of fans, so you should be happy! Why is your face so black..."

"...the devil is happy."

Seeing the embarrassment on An Wenxuan's face, Zheng Yu bent his eyes, steamed like ink, melted away a touch of tenderness, rubbed his hands into his hair, and stroked gently: "Haha, should I be honored, You, who are liked by so many people, are sitting with me at this moment?"

This was inexplicable, and An Wenxuan was also baffled when he heard it. However, this frivolous intimacy still made him very uncomfortable, and he was about to push it away when he raised his hand. side of his face, lingered around his neck, and rubbed his cheeks with his thumb from time to time, and said softly: "Actually, apart from the special status of my former teammate, I can be regarded as one of your many male fans, like it." Listening to you sing, I like to see your frightened expression, I like it so much that I want to possess it..."

An Wenxuan originally focused on that hand, but when he heard this, he raised his head angrily, but saw Zheng Yu. At this time, he bent his eyes and drew a slight smile on the corner of his mouth. A little smile, like an inexhaustible love, maybe because I just laughed to tears, the eyes are shining brightly, like stars dotted in the night, but for some reason, there is sadness and loneliness.

"...But, it's just one of them, isn't it?" When he said 'one of them', he unconsciously emphasized his tone.

An Wenxuan couldn't stand the breathless atmosphere, turned his head and wanted to avoid it, but Zheng Yu stretched out his other hand and gently cupped his cheek, not allowing him to escape again.

"Know why I told you this on the Ferris wheel?"

An Wenxuan was forced to look at the pair of peach blossom eyes full of autumn water. The lattice of the Ferris wheel slowly approached the highest point, and his eyes gradually overlapped with the stars outside, like a coquettish and beautiful noctilucent insect flying in the afterglow of the setting sun.

"Because the Ferris wheel is all I can think of, the only place where you can't escape halfway, I hope you can listen to what I have to say," Zheng Yu put his face close to An Wenxuan, closed his eyes and gently stroked with his lips, Slowly said: "I never thought that I would be so obsessed with a person, and I never thought that there are things in the world that I can't get, but when I meet you, all these unexpected things will be broken . . . "

An Wenxuan listened quietly, his raised hand was just grabbing the corner of Zheng Yu's clothes, without rejection or rejection.

"For you, I let go of all my pride, to strive for, to pursue," Zheng Yu chuckled, recalling the stupid things he did before, and the warm breath swept across An Wenxuan's neck, making him feel uncomfortable. Dodging aside, Zheng Yu slowly opened his eyes, a trace of bitterness flashed in his eyes, "...but it seems to be of no use, you are my most surprising bravery, and also the one I am most unwilling to give up, but even if you give up, I would also like to see your expression after listening to this passage, will you be a little sad?"

With a step back, Zheng Yu tilted his head and stared at the person in front of him. After a long time, there was a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth: "It seems that there is still nothing..."

An Wenxuan didn't know what his expression was at the moment, he just stared at Zheng Yu, and he in the picture, like a person in a splashed ink painting, became ethereal, and time seemed to be imprisoned by the silence between the two , for a long time, that sexy thin lips parted slightly: "I missed many things, and the most wrong thing was to forcefully possess you. If there were no bad memories, we would have gone from strange to familiar, from acquaintance to intimacy, The distance between us is getting closer step by step. Although we can't be together, I can hold on to the emptiness and continue to be friends with you, and you, maybe, will treat me as before, smiling at me without defense? "

Grid is about to end, but the night is still so charming, the quiet moonlight just rightly envelopes the world in a holy atmosphere.

"Now it seems that I can only pass by your whole world," Zheng Yu sighed in disappointment, and said softly, "An Wenxuan, I'm sorry..."

If, I say, I have no regrets even though I did something wrong, will you be angry?

Because, whether it was me at that time or now, I want to have you very much,

Every night I habitually look at things about you, and every moment I daydream like wanting to be with you,

But in the end you can only see my turning around, but you can't see through my world.

"... And, I love you!"

******

After getting off the Ferris wheel, An Wenxuan remained silent, and Zheng Yu didn't make any other moves. He quietly sent him back to the dormitory. Looking at the fans who were still guarding downstairs, Zheng Yu sighed melancholy, and his tone was incongruous. She: "Okay, I'll take you here."

An Wenxuan took a deep look at him, but didn't speak. The faint moonlight reflected his elegant appearance, which had a kind of poetic and picturesque beauty.

Zheng Yu especially wanted to hold his hand again and kiss his lips, just to put an end to his absurd love that started and never ended, but An Wenxuan turned around blankly and walked towards the dormitory building.

Seeing him flash into the dormitory building after screaming and completely disappearing from his sight, Zheng Yu couldn't help but feel a burst of sadness in his heart. Perhaps the fate with him is to watch his back gradually fade away time and time again. Far, if the first time, he left with shame and indignation, then this time, he should be indifferent...

Zheng Yu wrapped up his clothes sadly, hey, it's over, it's really over, a gust of cool wind swept over him, he shrank his head back into his clothes, put his hands in his pockets, turned around, suppressed the tears all the way, and finally shed tears out -

Damn, where's my phone and wallet! ! ! ! !