go back and try love

Unexpectedly, An Wenxuan would ask this question, Zheng Yu was taken aback for a moment, and frowned—he didn't have very delicate feelings, and was always simple and rude. All the reasons and principles are nothing compared to my willingness. Since he discovered his feelings, he has never turned back, and only focused on how to make this person accept him.

Now, the relationship between the two has undergone a qualitative leap. He knows that An Wenxuan has always been cautious, and he is even more cautious about relationships. The reason why he is avoiding him now is not because he does not accept it, but because he thinks about the future. The future of the two of them can't help being secretly proud The weight of himself in his heart is so heavy.

However, at this moment, Zheng Yu, how could he think about so much?

1 beautiful futures are no match for a tender present, and painstaking efforts to draw and sketch are no match for the changes between lightning and flint. It is not yet known which will come first, tomorrow or the accident. Why should we think about the future path at this moment?

"I admit, I didn't think about this. From before to now, my thoughts have been on how to let you accept me, how to be with you..." His tone was relaxed and indifferent, like the surface of a windless lake. No waves.

Why not say it?

Life is not about cooking, you have to wait until all the ingredients are ready before cooking.

Love doesn't need a script, it has to follow the script to go on.

It's not that he doesn't have confidence in his love, but in his opinion, since he is well now, why bother others.

But, listen, on the other end of the phone, the bright black eyes quietly dimmed. This person's frank answer, not only did not make An Wenxuan feel relieved, but also caused a bit of bitterness in his heart. Is the word 'long-term' too ridiculous in his opinion? !

"Wenxuan, did you ever expect that one day, you would be with me?"

In a word, the question left An Wenxuan speechless - how could he expect to be with him?

Not only would he not have thought that if someone told him a year ago that you would get entangled with a man in the future, he would definitely be furious and fight that man desperately!

However, life is so unpredictable, even if you plan carefully, how can you resist an unexpected arrangement of fate?

"So, Wenxuan, it is impossible for anyone to plan such a long-term! Let's live every day well, that's enough!"

In order to make his words more convincing, Zheng Yu decided to use a powerful explanation method - demonstration with examples.

"Think about it, Sun Wukong jumped out of the stone, and finally acquired the ability to reach the sky, but when he was making troubles in the sky, he would never have expected that one day in the future, he would follow a mother-in-law monk with a lustful head. Greedy pig, go to the West to learn Buddhist scriptures!"

An Wenxuan: "..."

Who are you scolding? !

However, after hearing his reassurance, An Wenxuan's depressed mood was relieved a little, and he said in a muffled voice, "Oh, good."

Zheng Yu thought he was still depressed, thought about it, and guessed that he was worried about himself, so he continued to self-criticize: "As for my previous conduct, it was really not good, and I have no right to ask you to trust..."

An Wenxuan's mouth opened. I don't know why this person suddenly started to reflect on himself. However, his character is not very good, and there is no need to excuse him. Although the previous reports were exaggerated, there are no waves without wind, not to mention the luxury before his debut. Even after debut, I occasionally hang out at nightclubs, looking for flowers and asking willows, you are lucky if you don't get sick!

"I like you, not only do you find it inexplicable, but I also fell in love with you without knowing why. I listen to what you say, and I don't do anything you don't like." I laughed at myself, "Believe it or not, now I have nothing but You don't care about anyone else."

The words were simple, but affectionate, An Wenxuan couldn't help pursing his lips, it seemed like a child was reporting his daily life to the teacher.

"Damn, do you understand?" Zheng Yu scratched his head in frustration after not receiving a response for a long time, "Don't think about it! Don't worry about it anymore!!"

"Okay, I understand the general meaning," An Wenxuan said with a light smile, "that is, you are a brand new person now, and you were just passing by before, so don't worry about it, right?"

"Um, that's basically what it means!" After thinking for a while, I added, "I can't change the past, but think about it from another angle, you don't have that experience, I'll make it up, we can be regarded as a perfect combination of pearls and curtains, how harmonious. ...."

An Wenxuan: "..."

Fuck, you can't fucking use idioms, so don't use them! !

"Wenxuan..." The deliberately coquettish voice sounded, causing goosebumps to pop out of An Wenxuan's body.

"Okay, okay, don't disgust me anymore," An Wenxuan said helplessly, "I lost to you!"

"You don't need to lose to me," the voice was flirtatious, with a hint of complacency, "Don't ignore me, it's fine!"

An Wenxuan pursed his lips slightly: "Okay, I got it."

Looking out of the window, the quiet night is bathed in the moonlight, the cold wind blows away the light clouds, revealing the stars.

"Speaking of which, I forgot to ask you," Zheng Yu said in a frivolous tone, "Have you never been in love before?"

An Wenxuan's eyes fluttered, and he smiled gracefully, like a wild goose flying across the clear sky: "I've been in love! It's been two years."

"Ah!!!" Zheng Yu almost bit his own tongue, "Really, is it true?"

"Of course it's true. As you said, everyone has that need, and of course I have it too!"

"When did I say that!!!" Zheng Yu gritted his teeth, in fact, he mentioned this just to change the subject, but unexpectedly, the answer he got was so irritating, "Who!! Who is that man!!!"

"Tell you what?" Hearing his exasperated voice, An Wenxuan suddenly felt joyful, "You also said that you can't change the past, so I can't change what happened!"

Zheng Yu almost wanted to slap himself twice, how could this open mouth speak so many bullshit theories, it was completely digging a hole for himself!

What else happened?What can happen between men and women! !

Gritting his teeth, he asked word by word, "What are you all doing?!"

As a man, when it comes to the topic of women, An Wenxuan is somewhat complacent: "Of course I have done everything a boyfriend is supposed to do! Why are you asking so many questions? Don't you provoke yourself less?! "

"That's different!! I was just playing around at the time, you're so serious, unless you really like her, how could you agree to date her!!"

.......You really have the nerve to say it!

"Okay, no matter what, we broke up!" Although teasing him is very interesting, but enough is enough, this person loses his nerves from time to time, if he really goes to harass other girls, it will be terrible!

Zheng Yu was still angry, and asked gloomyly: "You didn't contact her again, did you?"

"No, really not. How can you have time to fall in love after debut?" Rolling his eyes, he added, "I'm not like you!"

"Then you didn't do anything, did you?"

Depend on! !What's wrong with him!

Questioning your ability to be a man? !How unreasonable!

"Why can't we do anything?" An Wenxuan replied angrily, "Do everything that needs to be done, you don't fucking understand!"

Zheng Yu could only say 'oh', like a defeated rooster, lowered his head, and muttered to himself: "Okay, I got it, I don't ask any questions in the future, but I am very unwilling, and I thought that the first kiss was all about me. …”

An Wenxuan didn't expect him to say such a sentence, and his mind flashed back to that winter, the absurd game on the wine table, the cold street corner in the dark, the person who smelled of alcohol, the kiss that was originally forgotten in the dead corner of memory , he looked a little dazed, and subconsciously replied: "No, the first kiss really wasn't her..."

....... I rely on! ! !

There are people! ! ! !

Suddenly remembered that when the two were not together, during the rare time of peaceful coexistence in the villa, he seemed to have said something in a conversation about a woman in love, but he didn't care at all at the time...

"An Wenxuan, how many fucking times have you been in love!!" Zheng Yu ran away completely, roaring angrily.

An Wenxuan came back to his senses, and quickly changed the subject: "Okay, okay, let's forget the past, it's late, I'm going to sleep!"

Regardless of the man's fierce protest, he hung up the phone directly. An Wenxuan breathed a sigh of relief, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

The moonlight pouring into the room through the window, like flowing water, gently waded through the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, as if he could hear the light gurgling sound of the water, and the flowing silver light, dotted the floor mottled.

This night is quiet and peaceful, clear and beautiful.

future?Unpredictable indeed.

The past has passed, and the future has not yet come. Life is like chess, treacherous and changeable, and feelings are like drinking water. You have to taste the warmth and coldness. Although you can’t let yourself go wild because of his few words, you really don’t have to live like an ascetic , For the time being, get a solid sleep.

It's just that person, can he sleep peacefully tonight?

Cut, who cares!

To be exact, Zheng Yu not only tossed and turned sleeplessly that night, but also felt restless for several days, facing the phone, pulling his hair, shit, there was more than one of them, which is amazing!

In Young Master Zheng's love concept of self-respect, I love you, what I want is your sincerity, everything you have, and you will never be allowed to have any other person's place in your heart, no matter how deep you hide it! !

Who is that person...

Even if he attended the POU new product launch event, as the spokesperson, Zheng Yu took advantage of the spare time, called and asked around, but An Wenxuan was so disturbed that he hung up the phone directly, leaving him to show his teeth and claws at the photos on his phone.

"It turns out that Senior Zheng Yu is so romantic, and in this spare time, he still wants to call his beloved one?!"

Xin Minfeng stood beside Zheng Yu with a blank expression, his tone of voice was yin and yang, so frightened that Zheng Yu almost shook his hands and dropped his phone to the ground. He frowned and stared at Xin Minfeng dissatisfiedly: "You are sick! Say no!" What are you doing standing next to me!!"

Xin Minfeng didn't answer his question. He hooked the corners of his lips and pulled a slight arc, but no matter how you look at it, the smile was only superficial: "I read the news before, saying that Senior Zheng Yu is romantic and only likes A beautiful woman with big breasts and buttocks..."

The irony in the words is self-evident. Zheng Yu's face is cold in an instant, like frost passing through the border, his eyes are piercing, like sharp arrows and ice light, and the blood in his body is like boiling water, with an unbearable anger, flowing to the fingertips Damn, just now he had the obedient appearance of a humble junior, but in the blink of an eye he changed into this face.

In the past, Zheng Yu would have greeted him with a punch, but now, how can he say that he is an old man who has been in the entertainment industry for more than three years, what kind of monsters and ghosts, what kind of obedience and obedience, have you never seen it?

The wings of his nose moved slightly, and he slowly let go of his clenched fist. He didn't speak anymore, he just put the phone back in his pocket, turned around and was about to leave.

"Thinking about it now, the rumors are biased," Xin Minfeng continued talking to himself behind, "Actually, senior still likes men, right?"

Youyou's words reached Zheng Yu's ears like an invisible lightning strike on his forehead. At this moment, his face was extremely ugly, and his eyes burst out with a fierce gaze like a blazing fire: "What the hell are you talking about? !"

Xin Minfeng was not frightened by him, he tilted his head, his long black bangs drooped down his cheeks, and slightly covered the ambiguous eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling: "Since senior likes An Wenxuan, why did you leave the team?"