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Zheng Yu has been playing games in the room for four or five days. He occasionally wants to drink water. When he gets up, he feels dizzy. The elegant boy on the screen couldn't help pursing his lips. Thought An Wenxuan didn't speak well that day, but he was worried for himself. Unexpectedly, his eyes were red with anger, and he turned his anger on him. It's no wonder he wasn't angry, but he should Apologize.

He dialed the phone, but it took a long time before he was picked up.

"Hello," An Wenxuan's voice was unusually dull.

Zheng Yu pursed his lips awkwardly, and said, "Xuanxuan, no, I'm sorry, I was in a bad mood that day..."

"Oh."

"I miss you so much...want to see you..."

"Oh," An Wenxuan was still indifferent, "is it?"

His answer was too calm, which made Zheng Yu a little confused: "Yes, yes, how are you recently?"

"Oh, it's okay."

An unknown fire rose from my heart: "Hey, although I did something wrong, but you have some sincerity, okay? Oh come and go, what is it?"

"Then what do you want me to say?" An Wenxuan replied coldly: "I also know now that Xin Minfeng really deserves a beating, there is nothing to explain!"

"You know?" Zheng Yu felt uneasy, "Have you ever had contact with him? Did he say anything to you?"

An Wenxuan snorted coldly: "Are you afraid of what he will say?"

Zheng Yu was not sure what he meant: "I'm afraid?"

"How did he know about our relationship?" An Wenxuan asked holding back his anger.

"How would I know!!" Zheng Yu replied unhappily, but after thinking about his words carefully, he asked in disbelief, "You, you don't think I told him, do you?!"

Although he knew that he was provoked, he made the move, but recalling every word Xin Minfeng said, there seemed to be a gray shadow in his heart, which could not dissipate for a long time. What happened to these two people?What did you say?Why did Xin Minfeng know about their relationship?

He had no confidence in Zheng Yu, but now, what happened seemed to confirm his guess little by little.

The feeling of being doubted is uncomfortable, and Zheng Yu's tone was a little angry: "An Wenxuan, what the hell are you thinking! That man is a bastard! You doubt me because of him! There is something wrong with you, right?!"

"You're the only one who has a problem!!" An Wenxuan was quite angry, "If you didn't tell me, how would he know!"

Zheng Yu was furious, and shouted at the top of his voice: "Why should I tell him!!"

At this moment, An Wenxuan's eyes were already red with anger: "Don't you always boast that you are invincible? Now even men are subdued by you, isn't it something you should show off!!"

"I..." Zheng Yu didn't expect him to say the same sarcastic words as Xin Minfeng. After a long while, he spit out the second half of the sentence: "Damn!!!!"

The conversation between the two ended prematurely for the third time because the phone was smashed.

This time is different from the previous two small fights. Both of them took the stance of the US-Soviet Cold War, worked hard and never compromised.The body of the mobile phone stayed in the corner for two whole weeks. Zheng Yu neither put it in the trash can nor took out the mobile phone card. Sometimes he looked angry and stepped on it.

He really couldn't figure out why he was suspected for no reason even though he was the victim?Or by the person you care about the most...

According to Ah Sang's intention, all business activities should be declined until the fighting turmoil subsides, while Zheng Yu didn't know why, he just stayed in the room and played games honestly, implementing his decision in a disguised form, so that those who were worried that he would cause trouble again The staff breathed a sigh of relief.

After nearly half a month, the rumors on the Internet finally subsided. Ah Sang reorganized the stagnant work due to the fight. While discussing with the staff, he suddenly saw Zheng Yu coming out of the room, beckoning the stylist to quickly prepare him a suit for a dinner party, and just as Asang was about to ask, Zheng Yu said indifferently: "The day after tomorrow, I will attend the Charity Dinner for New Talents .”

The Xinrui Charity Dinner is hosted by Xinrui magazine and invites the most popular celebrities to participate. It intends to use the influence of the stars to raise money for Chinese charities through the auction of top international brand luxury goods.Zheng Yu had received the invitation a month ago, but at that time he had little interest and hadn't decided whether to attend. Now he asked the stylist to prepare the costumes, which really surprised Ah Sang.

"You should avoid it. Although the turmoil is calming down, it is too easy for you to attend the charity dinner at this time, which is too easy to cause criticism," Ah Sang seemed to think of something, and added, "And we haven't responded yet. Yu sent an invitation, if you go there, you may not meet people from before."

Zheng Yu raised his hand and stroked his chin, and said with a light smile, "The attendees have already been booked over there, haven't you read the report?"

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Not surprisingly, half of the stars of the entertainment industry came out for the New Talent Charity Dinner. High-end dresses and luxurious jewelry were put on, just to attract the most attention. The highlight of the night was An Wenxuan from the popular group WXW and the former Teammate Zheng Yu is in the same frame for the first time after leaving the team for a year.Moreover, the latter also disappeared for a period of time because of the previous fight, and the commotion caused by this appearance can be imagined.

For this reunion, WXW's reunion dinner was full of excitement, looking forward to the interaction between the two at the dinner, which proved the deep affection of the teammates, but the organizer was instructed by Xuanyu to separate the seats of the two people by thousands of miles. There was no communication at all, but the paparazzi were very happy, and they were frantically wasting film at Zheng Yu with their guns on their shoulders, because, whether watching a performance or participating in a charity sale on stage, this extremely controversial and charming man behaved in all directions, especially for Zheng Yu. The female star, every look, every movement is provocative.

Occasionally, I turned the camera on An Wenxuan, but I could only see that delicate face, with an expression like an eternal stone carving, indifferent and indifferent.

After the dinner, there was a group photo of the stars. Of course, the two stood as far away as possible. An Wenxuan stood on the side indifferently, looked at the person standing in the middle with cold eyes, burst into the brightest smile, and turned his body The female star next to her coaxed her into a coquettish smile.

"Wenxuan!"

He wanted to leave the table silently, but just as he got to the backstage, he heard someone calling his name, An Wenxuan subconsciously turned around, and saw Lin Fan waving at him cheerfully, and was about to return a polite smile , suddenly his face became stiff - the man followed behind with a wicked mouth.

Lin Fan was wearing an Eliesaab autumn and winter pale pink long dress, which was inlaid with sparkling crystals, like a starry sky, and a delicate handmade silk flower was dotted on her chest, making her even more gentle and charming. She ran to An Wenxuan with a smile on her face. In front of him, the tone was intimate: "I wanted to say hello to you just now, but our table was too far away... I planned to wait until the dinner party was over, and then come to see you. I didn't expect that you walked too fast. Fortunately, Zheng Yu saw it, otherwise it would be too late." I can't catch up with you!"

An Wenxuan smiled lightly: "I'm a little tired, I want to go back to the hotel early."

"Oh, that's it. You have been doing so many group activities recently. It must be very hard work. You should pay more attention to rest."

"Yes, I know."

Lin Fan suddenly thought of something, turned around and pulled Zheng Yu over, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he smiled half-annoyedly: "He, because of what happened recently, is in a bad mood, and it's useless to persuade him for a long time, you are his Good friend, please help persuade me."

An Wenxuan looked at the person in front of him coldly, and said, "Really? I saw that he was having a good time on stage, how could he be in a bad mood?"

Just as Lin Fan was about to open his mouth to explain, Zheng Yu stepped forward, put his hand on her shoulder casually, and raised his eyebrows lightly: "My little brother is always sharp-tongued, and he can't say too gentle words in front of outsiders. I will talk to him alone, not necessarily, but based on his experience, he can give me some good advice."

An Wenxuan glanced at the hand on Lin Fan's shoulder without a trace, and snorted coldly: "You think highly of me! I don't have any advice for you. There are so many seniors present today, you should ask them for advice!"

After finishing speaking, he turned around and was about to leave. Zheng Yu grabbed his arm, his tone still submissive, but the strength in his hand made An Wenxuan frown: "Brother Xuan, don't rush away. I haven't seen you for so long. Why don't you leave?" Can we talk?"

Turning to Lin Fan, he smiled brightly: "Let's chat here, you go to the lounge first, and wait for me to find you."

Although Lin Fan was a little puzzled as to why An Wenxuan, who has always been gentle, had such a cold attitude towards his former teammate, but when he heard Zheng Yu's last words, his face was still flushed, and he replied with a girl's unique coquettishness: "Okay, then Let's talk first, I'm going back to the lounge."

The girl ran away happily, and the two standing in the same place faced each other speechlessly. Zheng Yu's hand was still on An Wenxuan's arm, and he didn't even relax his strength. An Wenxuan lowered his head, unable to see his expression clearly. , for a long time, just listening, a lazy and frivolous voice sounded: "This girl is quite cute, no wonder you invited her to watch the WXW concert before."

An Wenxuan lowered his eyes halfway, a few strands of hair fell out from behind his ears, and said in a normal tone, "It's cute, so don't keep the beauty waiting."

With a sneer, the gentle routine-like smile on his face finally cracked open, and the hand that grabbed An Wenxuan's arm was even stronger, leaning over to his ear, and said darkly: "For me, now The person who is caught is the beauty!"

As soon as the voice fell, whether An Wenxuan wanted it or not, he dragged him to a hidden corner at the back of the stairs, and removed the fake smile at the dinner party. In the darkness, that beautiful face was as cold as ice, and his eyes were like ice. As sharp as a knife, he raised his hand and clasped his chin: "An Wenxuan, you are so ruthless! Do you plan to get rid of me completely if I don't look for you!!"

"Get rid of?" An Wenxuan knocked his hand off, and his expression was not looking good, "Yes, I really want to get rid of you! No, I hope I never knew you, lest I always be picked out by you Use it as capital to show off!"

Sparks would appear in Zheng Yu's eyes: "You still think I told Xin Minfeng?! Are you out of your mind!"

"You have no brains!" An Wenxuan's tone was as low as possible, but the anger in his Zhanzhan eyes in the dark couldn't be concealed, "Okay, even if you didn't tell him! Then I want to ask, your manager How do people know?"

"Ah, Ah Sang?" Zheng Yu was stunned for a moment, his expression was a little flustered, and he lost his momentum in an instant: "He..."

Seeing his reaction, An Wenxuan's heart was half cold, as if he had been splashed with ice water from head to toe——Before attending the dinner, he received a strange call from the manager named Ah Sang. , When Zheng Yu was injured in the United States, he called to inquire about it. Unexpectedly, this person left his number and called. He asked me to help persuade Zheng Yu not to let him cause trouble at the charity dinner. Why did he call himself, the man stammered back, you, you are not with him...

Come to think of it, the relationship between the two is really as Xin Minfeng said, and this person regards it as a capital to show off his charm, maybe it is a certain banquet table, or maybe it is a chat in the office, facing pairs of curious and surprised eyes, that person Smiling, he took out his phone, pointed at himself on the screen, and said without hesitation, "Look, this is the guy. He looks cool and cold on the outside. He always emphasizes that he is a straight man, but he was taken down by me in the end...

The bitterness in An Wenxuan's eyes was immediately caught by Zheng Yu. He panicked instantly, held his face in his palm, kept touching his cold cheek with his lips, and eagerly explained: "I admit I told him, but he is really the only one, I, I am just because I am too happy, so...don't think too much, really...really..."

An Wenxuan bit his lower lip tightly, and stared at the anxiously defending person in front of him—which sentence he said was true?

With a shy smile in his heart, he once really believed that this person could give up the things he was obsessed with before, such as sexy and plump beauties, such as the frivolity of the game world,

At today's dinner party, he showed great hospitality to all kinds of beauties, and from time to time, he would cross the crowd to peek at his own reaction, which made An Wenxuan, who was watching coldly, couldn't help laughing. Is it not enough in his dictionary to be willing to be a slave to a woman? , but also to be jealous of him, is it considered a complete 'victory'?

"Let go first, I want to go back." An Wenxuan pulled away his hand wearily, lowered his head, and added, "We should stop contacting each other for a while..."

Zheng Yu's heart shuddered suddenly, as if falling into an ice abyss, he never thought that the problem would be so serious, this time he came to the dinner party, he planned to have a good talk with An Wenxuan, but it really didn't work, just like usual, pestering If he was playing a rogue, this person would definitely have no choice but to forgive himself awkwardly, but, after the whole dinner, the two of them had no chance to talk at all, so he could only find his own way, talking and laughing with the female star Yan Yan , attracted his attention with an unusually active attitude, although naive, but he couldn't think of a better way——

Come to think of it, every time I face An Wenxuan, those self-confessed high-level flirting skills are just decorations, and in the end only the most simple and rude methods are left!

Holding his arm tightly, he wrapped the whole person in his arms from behind, but he didn't let go. Suddenly, he had a terrible illusion - if he let go at this time, this person would disappear forever, disappearing in his body. world.

Zheng Yu's eyes were flustered, but he forced himself to tease in a relaxed tone as much as possible: "Wenxuan, haven't we always been nice? Because of this, is it too much for you to treat me like this?"

A kind of unspeakable exhaustion and solidified burning pain invaded, An Wenxuan closed his eyes indifferently: "Zheng Yu, let me think about it these few days."

Hearing this, Zheng Yu's blood froze. He turned his whole body around, clasped his hands tightly on his shoulders, and pulled the corners of his mouth stiffly: "Think? What do you think?"

Staring at those tired and empty eyes, Zheng Yu's voice trembled a little: "An Wenxuan, you don't want to tell me, do you really fucking regret it?"

An Wenxuan stared at him for a long time, lowered his eyelids, and his eyelashes cast alienated black shadows on his cheeks. It was the first time he really tasted the taste of love, but it was so bitter, it was really like a short-lived flower. Full of joy, when in pain, the flowers are in full bloom, too late to regret.

Gently pushed his hand away, without speaking, turned and walked out.

"An Wenxuan!" Zheng Yu suddenly raised his voice, his tone became cold, "Just now you said that if you don't know me, you'll be fine, is that true?"

There was silence all around, only the rough breathing of the two of them.

No, maybe there is still a wisp of dark fragrance, which is not known to be lightly attached to someone's past.

"...Really. I really hope that I never knew you, or that when you quit the team, the person who returned to the dormitory was not me." The voice seemed to come from the abyss, with a touch of loneliness and sadness.

No beginning, no end,

If life is just like first sight, why is Qiu Feng sadly painting a fan.

If I hadn't met you, I would have nothing to worry about, nothing to tie me down, and I wouldn't be so uncomfortable because of these things that I couldn't breathe.

I am silent, not because I don't care, but because I am afraid that the heart that was once full of vitality because of you will start to go barren.

But it was difficult for the person in front of him to understand the grief that was as deep as the sea. He was completely ignited by the unfeeling words, and his breathing became heavier: "Fuck! Are you kidding me? I feel unsatisfactory after being addicted to men. , Kick it off immediately!"

Turning his head suddenly, An Wenxuan's eyes widened, suspecting that he had misheard, his mouth opened and closed: "You, what did you say?"

Those round eyes that were as clear as a clear spring were filled with unbelievable words. Zheng Yu also realized that what he said just now was a little too much, but he was stuck on the back of a tiger for a while, and then said: "Isn't it? If it wasn't me who took you from the beginning, You will also be with that person..."

Before he could finish speaking, that handsome and flawless face received a solid punch.

"Fuck, you bastard!"

Just spit out this sentence, without the slightest nostalgia, and left without looking back.