go back and try love

Domestic homosexual rumors about An Wenxuan are still raging, and some people even took pictures of him and his former teammate Zheng Yu singing together at a bonfire party on the beach in a foreign island. Although it was shot in the dark, the clarity is poor, so we can’t be 100% sure , but he still pushed Zheng Yu to the front of people and became the protagonist of his same-sex scandal. Passers-by held the mentality of watching the excitement and lamented that the expensive circle was too chaotic and there were all kinds of messes. Friends for many years, hang out together, what's the fuss, and the rotten girls are excited, celebrating that the most popular straight male idol has finally turned.

"Xuanxuan, did you see that? Everyone said we are a good match!" Zheng Yu on the other end of the phone was quite proud of the scandal, "I even looked through a lot of fan fiction, some of them are well written, wait for me to pass them on." Look at it!"

An Wenxuan supported his forehead weakly: "Stop making trouble."

"Who is making trouble?" Zheng Yu was still excited, "I'm just so fucking cool!! Finally replaced Ren Shaobai and became your number one CP! Hahaha!!"

..... what is there to be proud of.....

Realizing that the person on the opposite side hadn't spoken, Zheng Yu's voice was a little more normal: "I said, Xuanxuan, people should learn to entertain themselves! You see, I've been hacked all day long. If I think so much like you, Just don’t live!! Life is short, enjoy yourself in time, don’t take too much burden! Since you can’t change the world, then change your mentality and don’t let those idiots affect your mood, okay?”

Rolling her eyes, her tone was leisurely: "It doesn't matter, I'm fine now!"

It's really not affected at all--

Perhaps his greatest achievement from being with this person is that he has such a neuropathy to enrich his life, without having to stretch his nerves all the time and maintain a fixed idol, because when he is tired, someone whispers in his ear Tell funny jokes, and when you are bored, you can swear at this person to relieve your unhappiness.

Determined my heart, my love for him continued unabated. I didn't change my usual gentleness and humility, but I got more open-minded and free-spirited in that person's character. Be teasing and teasing.

People with similar personalities are suitable to be friends, like Ren Shaobai, and people like him who complement their own personalities are suitable to be friends with each other.

Thank goodness we didn't miss each other.

With a lot of thoughts in my heart, I said, "Hey, Zheng Yu, I have a question for you..."

"Loved!"

"...Um, it's not this," continued patiently, "it's just..."

"Save my mother."

An Wenxuan: "..."

What I was going to ask...

fuck! ! ! !

Take my Qinglong Yanyue Knife!I'm going to kill this crazy man! ! !

*****

Although the group activities are suspended, the movie "Wedding" will be released soon. The director has a unique personality. I don't feel that such rumors have any impact on the movie. I contacted An Wenxuan to let him and the crew go to various places to promote it.

From the perspective of the subject matter, this film is not a traditional commercial film, and the investment amount is not high, but under the arrangement of Xing Jiaqi, it is a theatrical system. The investor directly gets the film from the film dealer and arranges the screening immediately , the links in the middle of distribution are streamlined to the greatest extent to seize the opportunity.

I haven't seen Qin Fenglan for a long time, and the two are still as close as ever when they met. Of course, Qin Fenglan saw the rumors on the Internet, but she has always been indifferent and quiet. Even if she feels a little out of line, it is not surprising in the entertainment circle, let alone she is shooting a movie When I was young, I saw that An Wenxuan was in a passionate relationship. Why did she say that he was gay in a blink of an eye? No matter how you say this, the suspicion of speculation is very high. Take a step back and say that even if it is true, based on her understanding of boys , nor can we simply judge which is right and which is wrong.

The staff of the film crew have a good relationship with An Wenxuan. Before the actors went on stage, they specially asked the reporters not to ask questions unrelated to the movie. However, this topic is so hot that even if they don't get an answer, they can still get photos of the actors involved. Some of the reactions are worth breaking news, so when An Wenxuan took the stage, the flashing lights came up one after another, and the reporters asked him his views on the recent homosexual rumors and his relationship with his former teammate Zheng Yu.

This situation made everyone on stage a little overwhelmed. Even an experienced actor like Qin Fenglan showed embarrassment, but besides embarrassment, she was more worried about the boy. Such a chaotic scene was really not good It ended well, but An Wenxuan just smiled lightly, put the microphone to his lips, and his tone was still elegant: "Thank you friends from the media for your concern for me, but now I am standing here, as an actor, for the movie " The Wedding” is doing promotional work, and I think you are here to learn more about movies, so let us all do our jobs and focus on movies. I also look forward to seeing you After finishing the movie, give me the most professional comments, as for my personal affairs, I should not be obliged to bring them out for entertainment.”

The words were neither humble nor overbearing, there was no hasty rebuttal with a pale face, nor was there a disgraceful cover, but a calm face. The reporters in the audience were a little surprised that this boy who is not good at words could calmly say such an official statement. I wanted to continue asking, but the director who responded promptly suppressed it: "What needs to be explained, Wenxuan has already explained, now we are getting to the point, please ask more questions related to the movie!"

The director had already spoken, and the reporters couldn't ask any more questions. The scene finally calmed down. An Wenxuan kept smiling and answered questions about the movie and acting in an orderly manner. .

Looking at the reporters who were unwilling but unable to ask questions, An Wenxuan couldn't help chuckling. After hanging out with Zheng Yu for a long time, it also stimulated his dark factors, and the entanglements of "seeing myself unhappy but not being able to kill myself" The face really made him hurt from laughing.

"Wenxuan, you performed well." Once off the stage, Qin Fenglan patted An Wenxuan on the shoulder, "Don't worry, all the haze will pass."

"Well, thank you Sister Lan." An Wenxuan bent his eyes, like crescent moons, shining brightly.

Qin Fenglan smiled relievedly: "Don't be influenced by the outside world, just keep a good attitude and explain to your little girlfriend more, she will understand."

Slightly taken aback, An Wenxuan didn't answer for a long time, Qin Fenglan felt his stagnation, turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"

An Wenxuan pursed his lips lightly, facing Qin Fenglan's eyes as soft as moonlight, and said: "Sister Lan, if I say, that person is..."

The following words are self-explanatory. Of course, Qin Fenglan knew what it meant. She was a little surprised, but immediately stabilized her mind, looked around subconsciously, and confirmed that there was no one, then frowned slightly, and said softly: "You don't have to tell me clearly. of……"

"I know," An Wenxuan smiled lightly, his eyes sparkling, "but, I do regard Sister Lan as my elder, and now I can't show my cards to my parents like him, and I always feel owed, tell you, let me I felt like I was taking a step for him."

Only now did I understand that person's mood. If I love him, I will eventually want to tell the whole world that this person is mine!

Qin Fenglan was startled for a moment, and then smiled, with complex emotions hidden in her calm eyes: "It seems that you love this person very much?"

"I love it very much," An Wenxuan lowered his eyes slightly, his face blushed, but his tone was uncontrollably joyful, "or, he is the missing part of my life, and I just found him, so no matter what others say, I'm going to go with him."

As many prosperous branches, there will be as many autumn leaves falling, as many flowers and applause, as many backstabbing slanders,

But it doesn't matter, being mild-tempered doesn't mean there is no bottom line, and he is my bottom line,

When you meet a god, you kill a god. When you meet a Buddha, you kill a Buddha. Those who stand in your way will be killed without forgiveness.

Qin Fenglan was stunned for a moment, then nodded: "I know your heart, if you don't love to the bone, you can't say such a thing, I should be happy for you, life is too short, when you meet someone you like, You have to seriously like it, no matter the same sex or the opposite sex, as I said before, feelings cannot stand perfunctory, people's hearts cannot stand indifference, but, as an elder, I really can't say words of support, because this road is too Disaster……"

"I know," An Wenxuan seemed to have expected it a long time ago, but he just smiled lightly, "However, in life, you have to go through both difficult and easy, and in the world, you have to taste both sweet and bitter."

Smiling slightly, like a blooming white orchid, the elegant fragrance carries a faint fragrance: "Wen Xuan, do you know why I like you? You see things very clearly—"

Turning around and looking out of the window, Qin Fenglan's eyes were deep and filled with the brilliance of wisdom given by time: "The two of us act as mother and child, and I sincerely regard you as my own child. From the mother's perspective, I don't want you to go to this road. There is no point of return, because every mother wants the best for her child and does not want him to be hurt in the slightest. So, if one day your mother finds out and loses her temper with you, you have to understand that she just love you so much..."

An Wenxuan nodded slightly and listened carefully, his eyes were still clear, like the autumn sun, like the winter sun, indifferent, but straightforward.

"However, love is not a bondage. As a friend, I'm really happy for you, because, you find the person in your life, love is a technical job, you can't ask for it, you meet and miss it, how many people like this in the world However, you are in such an absurd whirlpool in the entertainment industry, but you can find true love. How lucky, shouldn’t you be happy for you? Your mother gave you life, but life is your own Yes, with someone hand in hand you will no longer be alone..."

Qin Fenglan raised his hand and lightly stroked An Wenxuan's cheeks, his eyebrows frowning but not frowning, looking at him with warm eyes, with motherly affection: "Am I contradictory? It's hard to understand? However, people are the most complex and unpredictable animals in the world. Different identities, different times, and different situations will have different ideas. Even people who know the truth like me can’t explain my position clearly. , What do other people's thoughts have to do with you, never lose your persistence in other people's mouths!"

An Wenxuan smiled lightly: "Okay."

"Indians often say, don't go too fast, wait for your soul," Qin Fenglan grabbed An Wenxuan's hand, put it on his left chest, and said leisurely, "This world is too turbulent, just be happy. This world is too helpless, it is best for the two of you to be together..."

An Wenxuan raised his other hand, attached it to those soft hands, and smiled: "Thank you, sister Lan."