Ministers made me a male queen

But the next moment, Jiao Yun walked over with a dark face, "Hey, Nie Xiaobai, did the tree provoke you? You don't want your hands anymore, do you?"

With so much strength, are you not afraid of hurting your hands?

Nie Baichang didn't go back to his room to sleep when he came back last night. He stayed here to practice boxing. He kept thinking about his life experience just now. He never thought that his biological father would be the emperor, but his biological father killed his uncle. A family, and even caused his mother such misery.

He remembered that when he was a child, everyone laughed at his mother for being ugly and scary, but because his mother told him that it was all caused by her face being thrown into the fire when she was a child, he has always accepted this picture of his mother consciously. In his eyes, his mother is the most beautiful woman in the world.

But it wasn't until last night that he knew that his mother was once a famous beauty, but all of this was ruined by his so-called biological father, because his distrust hurt his mother, his uncle's family, and so many lives ...

All his anger turned into anger and pity after he came back from a trance, with overwhelming hatred. If it wasn't for that person, my mother wouldn't be in such a miserable situation; if it wasn't for him, my uncle wouldn't die; He won't be targeted because of his uncle's death and seeing him off...

With so many lives in the Bai family, everyone in the capital who participated in these events in those years deserves to die!

When the punch hit him, Nie Baichang didn't seem to feel any pain, until an unpleasant voice seemed to tear a hole, suddenly extinguished all his paranoid hatred and anger that wanted to destroy the world, and his eyes suddenly became clear One piece, he stared blankly, forgetting to respond.

Jiao Yun was very angry at first, but when he grabbed Nie Baichang's hand and saw that there were only some small wounds that were not bleeding except for some redness and swelling, he was relieved, but he was stunned when he raised his eyes and waited to see Nie Baichang's appearance clearly. "Nie Xiaobai, what's wrong with you?"

Jiao Yun had never seen Nie Baichang like this before, his eyes were scarlet, his face was haggard and embarrassed, and his whole body exuded a decadent aura.

Whenever Jiao Yun sees Nie Baichang, he always looks like a neat and handsome scholar, and now...

Nie Bochang suddenly came back to his senses. He shook his aching head and said in a hoarse voice, "Scared you? I'm fine. It's just that I had a nightmare last night. I didn't fall asleep all night. I'm not quite right."

Jiao Yun saw that he was still able to speak, so he was quite relieved. He was too afraid that Nie Xiaobai would turn into an ugly girl again. When he died, he was frightened at that time. The appearance of Nie Baichang just reminded him of it for some reason. The Pagoda of that year.

Jiao Yun dragged him to the study room. There were medicines in the study room, which were carried in the bags they brought, because his business was usually a bit dangerous, so Wanniang would be caught with some gold sore medicine or other medicines when he went out. Yes, he first fetched water to clean the fine sawdust off the back of his hands.

If it was normal, Jiao Yun would definitely give him a hard time, he would be so bearish, it would be difficult for him.

But now Jiao Yun didn't dare to speak harshly. When Nie Baichang mentioned the nightmare, the only thing he thought of was the time when Chougu was back then. I'm afraid that Nie Xiaobai was under a lot of pressure just before he finished the exam, so he remembered Chougu. up.

After the bandage was finished, Jiao Yun let go of his hand, stood up, and touched Nie Baichang's head sitting on the stool, "What nightmare is it?"

Nie Baichang's eyes had returned to normal. He had just looked down at Jiao Yun squatting in front of him and helping him patiently bandage the back of his hand. All negative emotions had been washed away.

Just thinking of what Jiao Xiusheng said before leaving last night, he couldn't help but feel countless tingling pains in his heart, covering his whole body.

——"The reason why I told you this is because the Ning family discovered your existence, so you can no longer go to the capital. 18 years ago, we have prepared a fake identity for you, and let someone who looks a little like you live instead of you. You should think about it. Next year, you will need to fake your death on the way to Beijing, and then use another identity to enter Jing approached Emperor Chang. I and A Xuan will take care of the rest for you.

It's just that Brother Yun and the others can't know about this matter, only in this way can they be more like it, and it's also to prevent the mother and son of the Jiao family from being implicated if the Ning family is really found in the future.I am Brother Yun's biological uncle, and I have endured not knowing them or even meeting them all these years, for fear that if I do meet, my whereabouts will be leaked.

Don't worry, when we avenge those people in the future, we can take them over in a fair manner.But if it fails, let them think that we are really dead, and let them continue to live.Originally, I didn't want to involve you, but who knows... the world is unpredictable. "

But at the beginning they also made preparations and never imagined that they could really hide it for so long. Now that 18 years have passed, it was not true that no one knew when they got Bai Concubine out of the palace.

It's just that now... it's leaked ahead of time.

Nie Baichang had always lowered his head. At this time, he slowly raised his eyes, but he just let out a wry smile, and then lowered his eyes. Afraid that Jiao Yun would see the emotion in his eyes, he stretched out his arms and wrapped them around Jiao Yun's waist, his forehead lightened. Gently pressed against his chest: "Brother Yun, I dreamed...my mother."

Jiao Yun knew this, he reached out and grabbed Nie Baichang's shoulders, coaxing softly: "Then what did your mother say? Did you know that you won the exam and congratulate you in advance?"

Nie Baichang shook his head, then nodded lightly, "She was very happy, but also very sad. Later, when I was about to go up, I saw my mother was engulfed by a fire, and I woke up in fright."

Jiao Yun remembered that Ugly Aunt was destroyed by fire when she was a child, and she was afraid she missed her mother, so she coaxed her a few words, and then simply changed the subject: "Speaking of which, Nie Xiaobai, why are you so good? Uncle Liang taught you something else?"

Nie Baichang's voice sounded a little dull, "I learned quickly, and Uncle Liang later gave me a book of internal skills, so I learned more."

"Okay, I'll hang out with you from now on. If you can't do it, you can go to the martial arts exam, hahaha." Jiao Yun snorted his head, which made Nie Baichang's messy hair even more messy , "No, no, if you look like this, let Master Hou know that you must beat me up, walk around, and go wash up quickly."

Because of Jiao Yun's gag, Nie Baichang quickly recovered from the "nightmare", and Jiao Yun heaved a sigh of relief.

At night, Jiao Yun was afraid that Nie Baichang would have another nightmare, so he hugged his own pillow to sleep with him.

Nie Baichang waited for Jiao Yun's breathing to be stable before slowly opening his eyes. He turned sideways and looked at Jiao Yun's sleeping face all night. He originally planned to tell him the secret hidden in his heart when the list was released in September. Wanting to try it out, thinking, maybe...

But now, there are only two roads in front of him. The first one is to walk step by step, but once the Ning family discovers his existence, it will not only be him, but also Jiao Yun, Aunt Wan, and Tao Uncle, none of them can escape.

The other one is to part ways before things are done, and the secret that he can't express is always hidden in his heart, but in the same way, he can protect Aunt Jiao Yunwan and the others.

When Nie Baichang waited for Bai Xuan to find him again after two days, he followed Bai Xuan to see Jiao Xiusheng again.

"I agree with your decision, it's just... I want to spend some time with them."

Jiao Xiusheng stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder: "That's our plan too. On your way to Beijing next year, because the journey is far away, it's not easy to find out by feigning death. We will arrange things for you afterwards. But since you It's decided, then we will make arrangements in the next few months, Bai Xuan is now leading the army on the border, he will be your backing, we will not meet again in the future, if something happens, we will notify you in advance."

Nie Baichang hummed expressionlessly.

Jiao Xiusheng sighed: "I know that you have been with Pagoer and the others for so many years, and you are reluctant to part with them, but now it's just a stopgap measure. You these few months... just spend time with them."

Nie Baichang didn't say a word. He actually wanted to tell Jiao Yun after he found out about his background, but in the same way, they had known each other for so many years, and he knew Brother Yun very well. I'm afraid that I will accompany him in a sea of ​​swords and flames.

But what he was going to do was a road of no return. It would be fine if he could take revenge, but if he failed, he might be cut to death.

Just like what Jiao Xiusheng said, this road is too difficult to walk, and they can bear the blood and deep hatred themselves. If they are involved, even if they know that they are alive now, they will be happy, but if they fail and die again, they will still be in this way. If they died in this way, the rest of their lives would only be more painful, so...he would rather let them think that Jiao Xiusheng was already dead.

Jiao Yun was still awake when Nie Baichang went back, because he was worried that Nie Baichang would still have nightmares, so Jiao Yun came to sleep with him these days.

It was just dawn when he went back, and it was the time when Jiao Yun was soundly asleep.

Although Nie Baichang agreed to Jiao Xiusheng, but looking at the person lying there sleeping soundly at this moment, his heart was heavy, and he kept falling, as if he would fall into a boundless abyss.

He sat on the side of the bed for a long time, listening to the other party's steady breathing, he couldn't hold back his fingertips and touched the side of the other's face lightly, but he quickly retracted it as if he was shocked.

He held his breath and watched carefully, and only breathed a sigh of relief when he was sure that the other party didn't notice anything.

Probably because he was a bit bolder in this test, or he knew the other party's habits too well, and he would never wake up until the sun was up. He couldn't hold back and stretched out his hand again, but this time, his fingers just landed on the side of his face in vain, and the pads of his fingers fell on the side of his face. With the faint light, it seems to be depicting his shadow, talking to comfort the unspeakable feelings in my heart.

Those who can't be told, can't be announced, and even in the future... there will be no chance.

Nie Baichang finally fixed his eyes on the other person's face, and slowly approached him by accident. He felt that he might be crazy, but these few days, he suddenly knew the pain of his life experience and the anguish of being separated, all of which he did not realize. The closer you get, but when you really get close, you are still timid after all.

He moved up slowly, and kissed Jiao Yun's eyelids lightly, almost superficially.

Even so, his breathing was stagnant, and he straightened up almost immediately after the kiss, as if shocked, he stepped back a few steps until he saw that Jiao Yun was still awake, he didn't remember breathing, only the violent ups and downs of his chest He was afraid that Jiao Yun would be awakened if he approached, so he took a few more glances at last before turning around and leaving with very light steps.

It's just that the moment the door closed, the person who had closed his eyes suddenly opened them.